Jin pov
I looked at my sunshine, playing with toys on the bed silently. It has been two days since the operation. Only I know how I suffered from that terrible day. On one hand, Hwanie was unconscious for a day, and on the other, Jungkook fainted at night. I was so scared seeing them like that. Yes, I am angry at Jungkook for believing some piece of paper over me but I can’t entirely blame him for that. I was at fault too. I got selfish and took the wrong decision. Maybe I trusted our relation too much.
“Appa, I tired,” My baby said with tired eyes. He is always tired after the operation and refuses to eat a lot. Though the doctor said it’s okay. But still, I can’t help but worry when he refuses to eat.
“I know baby. My Hwanie is so strong.” I said as I kissed his cheek making him giggle tiredly.
“I am a big boy. So I strong like uncle Tae.” Hwanie said with a big smile. I laid him on the bed and was placing a blanket on him firmly when he kicked the blanket with his foot. I looked at him. He was looking at Jungkook who was pretending to sleep on the bed next to his bed. As of mighty Jeon Jungkook, he arranged a VIP hospital room for us. It was a big room, with two medium-sized beds, a small cooking area where we can only heat our food, and also has a mini-fridge. And not to mention, the whole room was decorated for a kid room.
I felt a tug on my shirt, I bowed down as hwanie signaled me to come close to him.
“Why do I share a room with uncle Kookie. He is no kid. Why he is staying in the kid’s room?” Hwanie whispered followed by the pout. Damn this kid.
“Cause I want to be with you little one,” Jungkook said opening his eyes making Hwanie’s eyes go wide. And next thing I know, Hwanie threw a pillow at Jungkook, which fall right next to his bed. I need to discipline this kid.
“But I don’t-“
“I will buy you ice cream once we are out of here if you let me be here,” Jungkook said hurriedly before hwanie could whine more.
“Plomish?” Hwanie asked with a pout.
“Promise” Hwanie smiled with a victory. Damn, who taught him all these things.
“Appa”
“(Sigh) Hwanie, you yourself said you are tired. Why don’t you get some sleep now.” I said as I took the fallen pillow from the ground.
“Appa” Damn this kid
“Jin” said Jungkook at same time.
“What? I can’t handle two of you at the same time.” And finally, I snapped at Jungkook. No matter how much I tried to ignore the pain in my body but I couldn’t. It was throbbing like hell no matter how many painkillers I take.
“Umm please listen to Hwanie. He was calling for you” Really, did Jungkook said that?
“Really? Jungkook. Oh my gosh. I am so tired of taking care of you both. I really need a rest.” I said as I sat on Hwanie’s bed. I was feeling faint. But I don’t want both of them to worry about me. So I choose the sit down hiding my pain.
“Jin please”
“Appa please” I sighed heavily. These two are annoying the hell out of me.
“Okay. What is it?”
“Why dimini don’t came to see me. Everyone came to meet me, uncle Roni, uncle Tae everyone but why doesn’t he?” I could see how Jungkook’s expression changed with the mention of Jimin’s name.
“Umm, he is busy with work baby.”
“Bu-“
“No but’s. Now sleep.” I said hurriedly, not wanting Hwanie to ask more questions. I laid beside Hwanie. I was exhausted not to mention the pain in my body.
“Jinnie” I heard Jungkook said but I ignored him. Closed my eyes
“Jin,” He said again
“Hmm”
“Have you changed your mind?”
“About?” I knew what he meant by that but I choose to pretends that I had no idea,
“Your treatment.”
“—”
“Please… We need you. Hwanie needs you. I need you.” Jungkook said.
“Go to sleep, you need rest.”
I didn’t even open my eyes. I could feel his lingering gaze on me. He is saying that because He doesn’t know what I did. When I recalled the past times. I clearly remembered that day.
It all started that day. 25th August. I was nearly eight months pregnant. I was resting on my bed when I got that call. Her call. My orphanage headmistress. I practically knew her all my life. She asked me to come to visit her as soon as possible. And she was talking so desperately saying she has something really important to tell me and she can’t tell me on the phone. Unfortunately, Jungkook was on a trip for a week for shooting. So I took HIM with me. I entered the room with the help of HIM. As my pregnancy was complicated, I was supposed to have a bed request. But when your mother figure calls you with such desperation, you can’t help it. So I went to meet her. We went there in such a hurry thinking something bad has happened but the scene in front of us was saying something different. She was laughing with that man. Wait I know that man. Oh my god. What is he doing here? I looked at HIM. HE seems as surprised as me seeing that man there. I wished I could have not done that mistake that day. I should not have taken that decision. I wish I could turn time back. With that thought, I could feel my eyelids getting heavy and everything went pitch black.
I could hear faint voices around me. It was Hwanie. He was laughing at something. I slowly opened my eyes but immediately closed them. My head is aching so much.
“Appa” I opened my eyes to see Hwanie leaning close to my face.
“He is awake”
I looked around to see Roni, Jungkook, Yoongi, Hoseok standing by the side of my bed.
“What is going on?” I asked as I lift myself up but Roni gently pushed me down.
“Lay down,” said Roni
“Why-owww” damn why is body aching so much? I was fine last night. And why the hell do I have a bandage on my forehead. This is so damn confusing.
“Appa you should lay down you did surgy”
“W-what?” I asked.
“He means surgery” replied Roni
“WHAT!” With that, I tried to sit up but the sudden wave of pain hit me so hard making me slump on the bed. What surgery. What is he talking about? I looked at Roni who now picked up Hwanie in his arms. And Other three were looking at each other. All of them were avoiding my eyes.
“THE HELL ANYONE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON?” I practically yelled. I could see Hwanie flinched but I couldn’t care less at this moment.
“Jin,… Look… You should take a rest. I will tell you everything. For now, pl-” Yoongi said coming forward. I don’t have that patience to know what the hell these people do behind my back.
“JUST TELL ME WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO?” they still kept silent. I looked at the only person I could suspect behind all this.
“Jungkook” He still didn’t look at me.
“I know it’s you” I gave an “I know” look.
“Umm …well … What is the last thing you remember?” He asked
“When I slept last night?” I said.
“Umm well, it was a week before.”
“WHAT!”
“Calm down please,” Yoongi said coming forwards. Damn, I am so fuck*ing angry.
“Everyone out except Jungkook,” I said doing my best not to burst out of anger. By no means, I want Hwanie to cause any distress. One by one everyone went outside. Except for Hwanie. Damn this kid.
“You too Taehwan,” I said with a stern voice. He pouted a little but slowly went outside. Roni closed the door. Now only me and Jungkook were inside the room. He still was avoiding my gaze.
“Now, tell me what did you do,” I said boring a dagger at him with my eyes.
“You had the surgery”
“Oh, I don’t know that! “
“Okay listen calmly and promise me not to get mad,” He said as he comes closer and sat in front of me on the chair, coming to the same level as me.
“As you remembered, you slept beside hwanie that night… In the middle of the night, I woke up with your screaming. You were screaming and crying in pain in your sleep. You had a high fever. So we called the doctor he said it was because you didn’t take your medication” He paused for a second. I still was looking at him not knowing where this was going.
“So he gave you sleeping medication. “
“And?”
“Umm, I told the doctor to fully examine you. He suggested that you should have surgery as soon as possible. (He took a deep breath before continuing) And I signed the papers as your only family. You had surgery four days ago and you were in a forced coma from then on which was for you to relax more.”
Third-person POV
There was a silence for a moment. No one said anything. Jungkook looked at Seokjin expecting him to yell at him.
“Why did you did this Jungkook? why?” Seokjin asked more like whispered looking at his lap. Jungkook didn’t understand why Jin was reacting like this. Isn’t it obvious why he did it?
“FOR GOD SECK, WHY DID YOU DO THIS WITHOUT MY PERMISSI-“
“CAUSE I LOVE YOU” Jungkook yelled back. Why didn’t Jin understand him? Why the hell it is so hard for Jin to understand that he loves him? he knows he did a grave mistake in the past but isn’t your son not recognizing you and calling you uncle is enough as a punishment? Every time hwanie calls him Uncle, it pains so fuc*ing much.
Seokjin looked at Jungkook with tear-stained eyes. He knows better than anyone that Jungkook still loves him. In fact, Seokjin doubts, if ever Jungkook stopped loving him. But he knew he doesn’t deserve such pure love. Not after what he did. Though unwillingly but he still did it.
“I don’t d-(sob) deserve it. Jungkookie”
“You do,” Jungkook said holding Jin’s hand in his. For him, Seokjin deserves all happiness and love in the world after what he went through.
“You don’t know What sins I did Kookie. I deserve to die” Jungkook didn’t know where to felt happy that finally Seokjin wall calling with him nicknames or to be worry that Seokjin was practically crying.
“Whatever you do. I still love you. No matter what” Jungkook said as he kissed those soft hands of Seokjin.
“You won’t (sob)” Seokjin said and looked at Jungkook in his eyes.
“You won’t when you get to know what I did”
“I won’t jinnie. Promise” With that Jungkook hugged Jin. He didn’t know what Seokjin was talking about but he chose to be there for him instead of asking a million questions which were flooding in his mind.
“It was me(sob)” Seokjin said. He has to confess. He can’t do this anymore. Fooling his loved ones. No, he can’t.
“What?”
“It was me (sob) w-who (sob) tampered the DNA report” Only Seokjin knew how much courage took him to tell Jungkook this.
“You are kidding me,” Jungkook said not believing what he was hearing.
“They didn’t give me any choice. (Sob)They threatened me.”
“I don’t understand what you are saying jin’
“I and HE did all this”
“Jimin,” Jungkook said.
“No. not Jimin.”
“but he took the blame. He himself confess-“
“No. he took the blame for HIM. He didn’t do anything. It was HIM” Jungkook looked at Seokjin with a confused face. Who was he talking about?
“who?”
“TAEHYUNG”
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i AM GOING TO END THIS STORY SOON. LIKE IN 5 OR 6 CHAPTERS
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