“Have you heard that Le Jiaxuan will come to our school today, I don’t know if she will or will not attend our party?!”
“What party are you attending? Are you an actor? Not a singer.”
“You don’t have any knowledge now, Xuanxuan should have joined Mantianxing at the time, old fans all know that she was among the first wave of trainees, but Xuanxuan was later replaced by Yanyan because she was injured and unable to debut. At that time, she was third in Yaoxing’s public election, second only to Lin Qingyan and Lu Yige, she was already very powerful!”
“Is that so, then maybe Le Jiaxuan can really have a piece. No wonder I said why she was choreographed in a song at that time. I thought it was a duplicate name, but I didn’t expect it? It’s really this…”
“Isn’t Qingyan and Yanyan in a CP group now, maybe it was Xuanxuan at the time. But I still think Qingyan and Yanyan are more compatible hehe, although the two have gradually stopped doing business, I miss the stage when they were open before…”
In the warm and cold April, several young girls walked past with hot oden, and the topic of loud discussion floated into Le Jiaxuan’s ears without any cover.
In the past, those who landed on the eardrum always caused a burning pain? Now it only seems to be on the heart? Water leaves a light stroke, leaving no traces. Even after hearing the names of “Lin Qingyan” and “Chi Shuangyan” combined, it was all the same as the pain when I first heard it. The feeling of being tightened before seems to have loosened a lot. , and was gradually able to breathe.
Le Jiaxuan pulled down the brim of her hat, trying her best to hide her already hidden face more tightly. She walked alone on the campus, dressed in a similar style to the school uniform, so that others could not easily distinguish it from the public. When she walked to the corner of the familiar small bridge and flowing water, she quietly hid behind the rocks. Stay in shape.
An invitation letter in the pocket has been smashed to shreds, but after unfolding it, you can still see the special design of the inviter at that time. The lace with bronzing strokes is her favorite shade of rose gold, such as the glowing sunset clouds in the sky, and then falling into the endless sea of stars. On the stage surrounded by stars, there are five girls with blurred silhouettes. That is the CPI girl group, riding the stars with dreams.
In fact, she went to a Gypsophila concert last year. Although the team has little stage experience, both the interaction with the audience and the ability to control the stage are still inexperienced, but there are still many places? But, this year, Lin Qingyan gave up every routine part connection and interaction with Chi Shuangyan, and the duo cooperation clip with the main dancer in the team was even more amazing, and immediately went out of the circle after the concert.
In fact, this invitation wasn’t because she received it at the time? She was unwilling to go later, but she was filming a very important scene at that time. If she wanted to move out of her body, she would definitely have to ask for leave. The director who worked with Le Jiaxuan at that time was very good. She spoke, and if she wanted to take a leave of absence, it was not impossible, but her career was just getting started, and of course she was not willing to delay the past because of this kind of thing.
Of course she didn’t go to the Gypsophila concert, and of course she didn’t send a message to Sylvia Lin to explain the reason.
It’s not that the enthusiasm at that time has been completely lost, but that he has already buried the pain that caused him too deep in his heart.
The invitation letter was printed by Le Jiaxuan from the mailbox and then stored in the close-fitting pocket of her clothes. As a result, she forgot to take it off when she was doing laundry. When she found it, it was already smashed by the washing machine. Wait? After drying, although the original appearance can still be seen barely, but it is still difficult to restore.
At that time, Lin Qingyan sent a time-limited email. The pictures could only be printed once and then automatically destroyed, so there was no way to make such a completely exquisite template. This invitation letter was subconsciously used by her every time she went out. It is usually brought to the outer pocket.
The date of the last contact with other chat tools was a few months ago. Even if there was a concert, Lin Qingyan did not send her a message, but the update of the Moments as usual also showed that she had not been brought to her. to delete. And since adding a lot of strangers at work, Le Jiaxuan has never posted on her Moments again. It’s like the kind of thing that she can only share with her friends, so she chooses to keep it secretly in her heart.
This period of time? It’s not that I didn’t grow up.
“Xuanxuan-Xuanxuan, why are you here, so I’ve been looking for you? It’s been a long time!”
The former alumni became the current teacher and saw it near the mountain? She immediately waved her hand in surprise and came over. Right now, the class bell has rang. Whether it’s the girl who was eating oden or the boy who was galloping on the basketball court, they all returned to the classroom. After Le Jiaxuan walked out from there, no one noticed. .
The female Beta who came to greet her was also Le Jiaxuan’s best friend in high school. Even after Le Jiaxuan’s debut, the two kept in constant contact. The woman with the hot pear rolls stretched out her hand and hugged Le Jiaxuan tightly, and then wrapped her arms around her shoulders calmly:
“Tonight? Us? School celebration party? Others don’t know you learned? I don’t know about dancing sister, you are not allowed to go back after taking pictures…”
**
At nine o’clock that night, the auditorium of Changgen Middle School was still brightly lit. When the host finished reporting the name of “Le Jiaxuan”, there was a prolonged applause in the exquisitely decorated room. On the big screen at the top, one after another is projected, there are heroic riding and shooting costumes, cute and sweet idol dramas, the girls on the screen seem to be able to control any style, no matter which one, they are all. Let a lot of young and young girls in love be moved? No way.
There are rumors below that she was once a member of the first generation of Starry Sky, and some said that she was the apprentice of the popular Xiaohua Shu Minglan, and she was nominated after Shu Minglan won the Best Actress of the Year trophy. But this performance is not the segment that everyone expected, but a low and soothing prelude as the opening, which instantly drags the audience into memories like water.
“The year we were in a hurry? How many times did we say goodbye before delaying?
It’s a pity who never loved
Not an eloquent eloquence
In that year in a hurry? Abandoned in a hurry
unbearable promise
Just wait for someone else to deliver. “[1]
She sang the theme song of a youth campus drama “The Year in a Hurry”.
This school was the place where she fell in love with Lin Qingyan. Although the two had never met, even after a long, long time, when the **** the stage smiled like a smile, her heart still froze. Can’t help it? Recreate that pounding feeling.
Therefore, after trying her best to pass the interview of Yaoxing Entertainment, and finally standing in front of her from the selection of countless trainees, even when Lin Qingyan looked back at herself for the first time, Le Jiaxuan would have a kind of dream. a feeling of.
That kind of smile is not the enthusiasm of the fans at the signing party, nor the normal business to make the fans happy, but the appreciation of a teammate or friend. She finally stood up to the same level as her. Status is no longer the distance between fans and idols.
The first holding hands, the first hug, the first jerky kiss and the only temporary mark after that were more like a confused dream, too fast to wake up too fast. Everything was like the one she was most worried about, and the two returned to the very delicate relationship they had long ago.
The smell that Lin Qingyan left on her has long since dissipated, as if it were a piece of evidence that did not exist.
“No wonder that day was so cold that tears turned into ice
Spring breeze too? The same did not blow into the frozen photos
It’s not that everyone can’t fall in love all over again
It is the suspense that the good will of the years has left behind. “
At that time, when she made up her mind not to contact Lin Qingyan anymore, in order to prevent the few insiders from interfering with her, she directly told Shu Minglan that she had broken up with Lin Qingyan, and that what she got was the other person’s comfort. news and vague doubts about Lin Qingyan.
But in fact? Lin Qingyan is right? Her mark is only a shallow taste, and even kisses have always only lightly landed on the cheeks, and then they are desired. Thought-driven? The thought of wanting to go further was intercepted with self-discipline, and there was no more follow-up.
Le Jiaxuan held the microphone tightly in her hand.
“If the past is still worth loving
Don’t let go of the past too quickly
Who is willing to have no relationship with each other like this?
If you can’t be red-eyed if we meet again?
Can you still blush
Just like that year was hurriedly engraved forever together
Such a beautiful rumor…”
Years passed by in a hurry, and I don’t know when, she has gradually learned to give up. The hero and heroine in the movie still love each other unreservedly, but neither she nor Lin Qingyan have a firm determination to be together.
On the stage? The girl wearing a pearly dress humming softly at the end has a clear and beautiful voice, and the final adaptation is melodious and ethereal, like a siren whispering in the depths of the sea.
The atmosphere in the venue was completely lifted, and after stepping off the stage, the auditorium was still immersed in prolonged applause. Le Jiaxuan suddenly felt that there was a slight moist ocean smell in the air, and her sensitive sense of smell smelled a salty smell that belonged to the sea in the vicinity of the locker room, and was slowly approaching her.
She has always been very sensitive to Alpha pheromones, especially after being temporarily marked a long time ago, she will obviously have a slight resistance to other Alpha pheromones. However, there are not many Alphas and Omegas in this world. 90% of the people are still beta pheromones that cannot be smelled at all. The Alpha that comes out will basically stick inhibitors on the glands. It’s a physiology class that high school students have learned a long time ago…
It was too late for her to investigate the reason. Le Jiaxuan slammed her nose and mouth, almost fell to the ground under the attack of the increasingly strong sea pheromone, and was then helped by a pair of unfamiliar hands? rise.
The author has something to say: [1] The lyrics are “The Year in a Hurry”
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