A Western Doctor’s Happy Farming Life[1] chapter 47

Standing behind the door, Song Qinghan could clearly hear the squabble between them. He came to figure out that he was the ignition lighting up the disharmony in their family affair.

He walked out trying to step harder on his feet on purpose, while smiling big, and saying, “I got nothing valuable for your kindness, but I do have some dry meat which was made by the prey Dahu hunted before. Why not take them back and have some bites? And here’s another ten silver coins, not a big deal. I really appreciate your help.”

Xiaoqing’s femina dad hurriedly waved his hand, refusing and saying, “Child, don’t you try to be sooo courteous to us. Aren’t we neighbor? We are not stranger to each other, I won’t take all these things. Moreover, I think, despite Doctor Luo come or not, you can surely handle it. So in that situation, we did not offer you a substantive assistance.”

“Alright, we will take these meat back and taste them!” shouted Xiaoqing’s father.

He interrupted the conversation suddenly, reaching out to take over the dry meat and the silver coins, with a great smile on his face.

Smiling back, Song Qinghan said to them, “Then thanks again for your kindness. Take care home, and now I will prepare the liquid medicine for Dahu.”

Seeing him turn around and close the door, Xiaoqing’s femina dad sighed helplessly, following up Xiaoqing’s father.

Noticing the man aside was unhappy moving with a face of grievance, Xiaoqing’s father came to console, saying, “It’s worth buying Dahu’s life for this tiny amount of money. Isn’t it? Song Qinghan will be such a poor widow if he lose Wu Dahu, won’t he be pitiful then? So, BE OPEN-MINDED over it! ”

With such a forbearance, Xiaoqing’s femina dad finally shut his mouth, he failed to say something in retorting.

Well, they took the coins now in a joyful way. But what about the future? Maybe then Song Qinghan would not be so close to them.

After Song Qinghan entered the room, he cooked the food. And then finished his own dish alone and fed Wu Dahu with porridge. Later he commenced decocting the liquid medicine.

In fact, he did not really mind Xiaoqing’s father’s reaction. After all, for him, there was nothing more important than Wu Dahu’s life. As long as it could be solved with money, it was not a problem.

In the meantime, he removed the gauze on Wu Dahu’s body and carefully cleaned it up with liquor. Then, he applied the medical cream given by Doctor Luo and wrapped it in a clean gauze again.

With everything was done, he straightened up, massaging himself on the back, exclaiming, “HA, with no more exercises, I can own my muscles these days. I will never worry about the situation that I will go faint for delivery to the baby.”

Thinking loud himself there, he suddenly felt something wrong. When he lowered his head down, a pair of deep dark eyes was staring at him right away.

“Hey! You’re awake!”

Retreating a bit, he almost fell down on the ground.

Noticing that Wu Dahu was struggling to get up, Song Qinghan rushed forward to suppress his hands, yelling, “Just stay in bed, I just help you apply the medical cream. If you dare to make your wounds cracked again, I will ‘kill’ you.”

Taking a sudden pause, Wu Dahu stayed stationary laying himself in the bed and staring at Song Qinghan quietly.

Coughing a bit, Song Qinghan noticed Wu Dahu was kind of silent and thought he was being so rude yelling at his man, he came to explain, saying, “I am a bit exhausted, so I might have said something rude and wrong. Don’t you mind. Oh, are you hungry now? Or thirsty?”

“I heard everything.” Uttered Wu Dahu.

The sudden utterance of Wu Dahu seemed to be a shock as for Song Qinghan.

Song Qinghan then took a pause, he knew that Wu Dahu was saying something of obscurity again, but this time he could clearly figure out what the man meant. With his ear tip turning red-rimmed, he replied in awkwardness, saying, “Do you mean that you’ve heard everything, including my confession, when you are in comma?”

Nodding gently, Wu Dahu raised one of his hands and held Song Qinghan’s hands over, saying, “It’s my fault, I shouldn’t just leave you and our child alone.”

“It’s all my fault, I shouldn’t be over worried about what didn’t happen at all.”

“It’s all my fault. I shouldn’t hurt you for protecting myself. And at the end, I did not protect you but mess up everything.”

Wu Dahu said these with a rather plain tone, but the words seemed to be so magical, while delivering the sweetness to Song Qinghan.

Song Qinghan felt his seriousness and sincerity, tears lingered in his eyes. He smiled and said, “It’s good for both of us to know that something needs to be settled between us. We just learned from it and don’t be childish any more. I almost die from it.”

Wu Dahu smiled bitterly, looked down at his body and said slowly, “Well, I am the same way. Don’t worry too much over it. My life is saved by you from such a perilous situation. I won’t be capricious anymore.”

At the moment Song Qinghan was about to say something in response, he suddenly smelled a scent of something burnt. Shouting and yelling, he turned around and rushed to the kitchen.

With head shaking, Song Qinghan stared at the herbal medicine pot which was dried out already. He had to make another pot of the liquid medicine. As the new pot of medicine was finished, he walked back to the room with the pot.

He really would love to talk with Wu Dahu again, but only to find Wu Dahu keep his eyes shut without consciousness.

Song Qinghan came to figure out that Wu Dahu plunged into a comma again while shaking his shoulder and getting no response. He had to feed him again using the previous method.

Not until Song Qinghan finished feeding his husband did he realize a fact. Since Wu Dahu could hear what he said, so he probably could sense any action of his? And what about the fact that he fed him mouth-to-mouth?

Could Wu Dahu deliberately shut his mouth that day? If not, would he think that he was feeding him deliberately? After all, as a professional doctor he knew exactly how to feed his patients in a professional technique.

With that thought, Song Qinghan suddenly felt embarrassed.

In his previous life, this was the first time he took the initiative to kiss someone. What if Wu Dahu didn’t like it at all?

Just as his mind went wild, he caught a glance of Wu Dahu who delivered him an expressionless face. Heaving a sigh, Song Qinghan then got himself in the bed and laid side by side with Wu Dahu. Not long, he fell asleep.

When he woke up again, the night fell.

Song Qinghan got off the bed and was about to put on his shoes, but then he found he was dragged by a strength.

Grabbing Song Qinghan’s arms tightly, Wu Dahu uttered all of a sudden, saying, “Han. Do you know that I had a crush on you before you married Lin Dafu?”

In every thought of sweetness, Song Qinghan came to smile big. But then he figured out that it wasn’t him actually getting through everything before his marriage with Lin Dafu, so Wu Dahu was just infatuated with the original one, not him. Suddenly, he got a sullen face.

Wu Dahu didn’t seem to notice Song Qinghan’s emotions and continued uttering, “But later I found that it wasn’t kind of infatuation at all, I would say, it was an admiration for a femina male with beauty.”

After Wu Dahu said so, the sullen face on Song Qinghan got tightened with a seeming wrath.

Fine, he would love to be patient and listen what else Wu Dahu would confess himself. If he really said something revealing his frivolousness, Song Qinghan would surely give him some punishment.

Taking a pause, Wu Dahu seemed to plunge into reminiscences, and saying, “I will tell you the truth. I married you at that time because I still care much about the child in your baby, yes, that’s mine. But the emotion for you… It would be overstated if I tell you that it is an infatuation. So whether you will leave or stay with me, or go back to Lin Mansion. I really don’t care. And I once conceived an idea that I should bring my child to anywhere without you.”

“But I never expected you to lose your memory. And you seemed to change a lot, like, you are not the previous one but someone else. The bad habits on you seemed to disappear all at once, and most importantly, you are now a talent in medicine.”

“I am not that sure that if it is because of the side effect of the pregnancy, but what I really worry in my mind is that you probably will regain your memories and the current traits of you will disappear again.”

“The most important point is that I really love the current you with your memories taken or whatever, I love you in a degree that I can sacrifice myself for you, in a degree that I would love to change myself!” gushed Wu Dahu.

Song Qinghan could clearly sense how the man suppressed himself when he gushed out everything, he came to a shock all of a sudden, he never expected that Wu Dahu was still worrying about that.

Then he answered in equanimity, saying, “Hadn’t we discussed it already? The time we spent together wasn’t fake no matter whether I will regain my memories or not. You shouldn’t worry too much over that.”

A bitter smile appeared on Wu Dahu’s face. Nodding, he came to give Song Qinghan a response, saying, “That’s right, I won’t worry about it anymore. No matter how your traits will change, remain or turn back to the original one. I will definitely accept everything of you. And I will try my best to keep you stay, and strive to offer you a better life.”

Moved, Song Qinghan even forgot to respond but pondered for a while in silence.

Putting himself in a transpositional consideration, he found out that he would never be able to accept the “trait changed” Wu Dahu just as Wu Dahu strove to accept him.

In this sense, Wu Dahu was a lot more than of generousness that he had already been prepared himself for welcoming his wifey of instability.

Song Qinghan never expressed such an intense emotion before, neither did he get any from others. So for a long while he didn’t know how to respond at all.

Probably the man sensed Song Qinghan’s embarrassment, he then loosened his hands, saying with a big smile, “Go cook, it seems that you still have to take care of me for couple of days.”

Nodding, Song Qinghan put his shoes on and went outward.

After he left, Wu Dahu laid in bed with a seeming grief, sighing alone there.

He knew that he probably acted with undue haste, which would bring Song Qinghan much pressure. But since he was dragged back from the “TRIP” to the hell, he sorted out bunch of things in his mind and made them more clear. He knew he had numerous words he would love to talk with Song Qinghan in his mind.

But if Song Qinghan was afraid of his passionate love, what should he do?

Song Qinghan stood in front of the furnace and quietly looked at the burning branches. He was zoning out there without fear of the fire. Deep in his mind, he thought Wu Dahu with his superb and pure infatuation was just out of his league, and he didn’t deserve it.

In his modern time, although he was not a play boy at all, he still got some fickle emotions for various boy. But he welcomed his new relationship only until the end of the previous one.

Although he really liked Wu Dahu and was willing to spend his whole life with him, what if he fell in love with someone else again?

Besides, their infatuations to each other weren’t in balance. He could drew a conclusion right away that how Wu Dahu infatuated with him totally overwhelmed the reverse one.

The reason was quite obvious. Wu Dahu would love to sacrifice for him, but he was just being irresolute thinking about it.

Even in such an emergency last night, he still gave himself some leeway, didn’t he?

Pondering and hesitating, he felt his brain was about to explode.

No one would expect that Song Qinghan retreated after Wu Dahu’s confession.