Falling For Him Chapter Twenty Five

Nicolas stumbled back with wide eyes, still in shock but he wrapped his arms around Kai’s lower back to make sure he doesn’t fall.

“I love you.”

Did he hear that right?

“Kai what-what are you doing here?” He finally asked but the boy only tightened his arms around his neck and buried his face deeper into it.

Nicolas started to feel the crook of his neck getting wet and his eyes softened as he rubbed Kai’s back. He closed the door and walked to the bed to make Kai sit on it but he only held onto Nicolas tighter, refusing to let go.

Nicolas smiled despite his utter confusion and shifted so he could sit with Kai still holding onto him, he rested his back against the headboard and Kai was straddling him with his face still hidden.

“Baby, what are you doing here? How did you come here?” Nicolas asked softly urging Kai to face him.

Kai finally moved a bit back and held Nicolas face in his hands, his eyes slightly wet but surprisingly he wasn’t full on crying. 

“I love you.” Kai repeated and Nicolas’s smile widened and he covered Kai’s hands that were gently holding his face with his own. Kai loved him. He loved him and he was here sitting in his lap.

“I love you more baby.” He said leaning forward to kiss his lips softly.

“And I’m so so so sorry.” Nicolas said and Kai frowned. “Why?”

“Because I left you like that. What must you have been thinking? I probably made you worry so much and ruined your Christmas.” He said and then hugged Kai again so he could hide his face.

“But I promise you Kai I tried everything to find a way to talk to you but my mom took away my phone, laptop and everything else that could possibly be a way to contact you.” He said into Kai’s neck and then Kai felt something wet on his neck and his eyes widened.

He pulled away from Nicolas and his heart dropped at the sight of tears in his green eyes. “Nicolas no, no don’t cry. Please don’t cry.” He begged wiping his tears away.

In their relationship it was always Kai who cried, he had almost never seen Nicolas cry and now seeing tears in his eyes completely broke Kai’s heart.

“Please don’t cry.” He whispered again and kissed Nicolas’s eyes.

“I just..I can’t believe she did all that and I missed you so much and I was so scared that I would never see you again and that she would keep me away. And that you would hate me for leaving like that so out of the blue.” He confessed.

“Nicolas I could never ever hate you. I’m so sorry that your mother did all of this but you’re coming back with us right? You want to go back?” Kai asked to make sure and Nicolas nodded his head.

“Of course I want to go back but how?” He said and then furrowed his brows. “We? You still didn’t tell me how you got here.”

“Me and Rex came here thanks to his dad who booked us the flights.” Kai answered.

“You came here with Rex? Alone? Your dad let you go?” Nicolas asked, quite shocked.

Kai explained everything that happened in the last two days and Nicolas listened intently, sometimes he’d stop Kai to say sorry and kiss him like when Kai told him how he came out to
his mother and how he found out that Nicolas was gone.

“I’m sorry.” Kai said at the end of it all and Nicolas tilted his head in confusion.

“Why?”

“For that night.” Kai said averting his eyes. “You planned such a nice gift and told me that you loved me and I ruined it. I wanted to tell you so badly but…” he stopped talking, his cheeks flushing with embarrassment realizing how stupid he was.

“But?” Nicolas urged softly.

“There were so many thoughts running through my head at the time. Such unnecessary thoughts but they wouldn’t go away. In hindsight I should have talked to you about everything but I didn’t want to throw my stupid overthinking thoughts on you and I thought I would get over it.” He said and groaned at his stupidity.

“What happened that made you overthink so much?” Nic asked and Kai told him about the incident at the pizza place and then he told him about the conversation with Luciana.

“You knew about what my mom was planning? Why didn’t you tell me?” Nicolas asked with a frown.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Kai shot back with a scowl and Nicolas gave him a sheepish smile.

“I didn’t want to worry you. I knew what my mom wanted would never happen and I had no idea she would go so far if I did I would have told you.” Nicolas said but Kai only huffed.

“Your mom wants you to get married to that girl! Married!” Kai yelled and Nicolas winced.

“You can’t.” Kai declared squishing Nicolas face making him unable to talk. “You’re mine. Only mine.”

Nicolas obediently nodded and Kai smiled, “Good boy.”

Nicolas raised his eyebrows while Kai smiled widely. He grabbed Kai’s hips and pushed him forward making the boy gasp in surprise.

“Good boy?” Nicolas asked and Kai nodded. Nicolas chuckled before unzipping Kai’s jacket and getting him out of it.

“You must be hot.” He whispered and Kai nodded. When Nicolas took it off he smiled when he saw Kai wearing the elf sweater.

“You found it.” He smiled and Kai scowled.

“The only thing you left behind was something I gave you! Do you know how upset I was.” He pouted.

“You were supposed to find it so you’d know I would come back for it. Come back for you.”  Nicolas said with a charming smile but Kai rolled his eyes.

“Look what happened. I was the one who came to you with the sweater.” He said proudly.

“Mhmm you did.” Nicolas smiled.

He hugged Nicolas again and softly kissed his bare shoulder. He continued to kiss him and then started sucking like Nicolas does to him. He continued to do so until he saw a mark forming and smiled in satisfaction. He kissed around the mark and then trailed his lips lower on Nicolas’s bare chest while he held on tightly to his hips.

When Kai started sucking and biting on Nicolas’s chest, over where his heart was he was suddenly flipped onto his back.

When Kai was sitting on Nicolas lap he was straddling him so now when he was laying down Nicolas was in between his legs, their hips against each other.

“You like leaving marks don’t you?” Nicolas asked and Kai nodded with a smile.

“You do it too.” He said and Nicolas hummed.

“I do don’t I?” He said and then moved the sweater aside so he could have access to Kai’s neck. He ran his hand down until they reached the hem of Kai’s sweater and then moved his hands underneath it, running his hands over Kai’s bare skin while continuing to kiss him on his neck.

“Nicolas.” Kai whispered closing his eyes tightly and then Nicolas rolled his hips over Kai’s, making the boy gasp in surprise.

“Feel good hm?” Nicolas asking continuing to move his hips and kissing Kai.

“Ah-yes feel good.” Kai whined and then Nicolas shifted his head so he could kiss him on his lips while still grinding down on him,

Nicolas pulled back slightly and took off Kai’s sweater so he could move his hands more freely. He looked at Kai’s bare chest with dark eyes before leaning down pressing his lips on his collarbone and trailed down.

“So pretty.” He murmured.

“Nicolas-please-ah-” Kai gasped when Nicolas pressed harder against him making his stomach clench with need.

“Please what?” Nicolas asked while rolling his tongue over Kai’s nipple and fondling the other one with his fingers.

“M-more. I n-need more.” Kai whimpered tangling his hand in Nicolas’s hair.

“You want me to make you feel good? Is that want you want baby?” Nicolas asked.

“Y-yes.” Kai moaned and Nicolas smirked against his skin. “Good boy.”

–

Nicolas and Kai laid on the bed cuddling, after taking a bath together again. They didn’t go all the way but Nicolas did make Kai feel good as promised.

They changed their clothes after Nicolas got someone to get Kai’s bags from Julie so now Kai was wearing a white shirt and black sweats and Nicolas was changed into another pair of sweatpants.

“Are you tired?” Nicolas asked softly massaging Kai’s head.

“A little bit.” Kai yawned and Nicolas smiled.

“You should sleep for a bit.” He said kissing his forehead but Kai shook his head.

“Do..you want to talk about what happened with your mom?” He asked cautiously and Nicolas sighed.

“My mom…she’s very complicated.” Nicolas said and Kai nodded. “You know about how my dad passed away right?”

“He was sick right?” Kai said softly and Nicolas hummed.

“He was sick and we knew he was going to die. I thought my mom was prepared for it but then the day my dad did die we..we weren’t expecting it. We were getting ready to visit the hospital because I wanted to show him the drawing I made for him when my mom got a call telling her the news.

When we went to the hospital and my mom saw him…she lost it. She screamed and cried  and I had no idea what to do. We used to live here in New York but then after he died my mom decided we were going to move. And we did and that’s when I met you.

When we moved I thought that since she’d be away from the city where we lost dad that she’d be better. But instead she’d leave me alone and come back here every month. I thought it was because she missed dad and maybe it was but then she’d take the opportunity to go on every business trip even the ones that weren’t here for no reason.

She wanted to get away from me. Every time she left was because she couldn’t handle raising me without dad so instead she left me with Eleanor and then you and your family. She couldn’t handle me. I was a burden. And now…. now she wants me to be useful to her? To get married with some rich girl for her satisfaction? She suddenly wants to call herself my mother?

She can’t do this. S-she can’t do this to me Kai.” He whispered the last part and he looked so sad and hurt.

“She can’t. She won’t.” Kai assured grabbing his hand in a reassuring hold.

“She knows that I’m gay. She knows that I’m in love with you. She’s always known and she won’t admit it. She refused to accept it, to even acknowledge it. She refuses to acknowledge me.” He said his eyes filled with hurt.

“I’m sorry.” Kai whispered hugging him tightly.

Hi guys! I honestly don’t like this chapter and I had no idea how to write it or what to write but yeah. Also I’m sorry if I disappointed you guys by not finishing to write that scene but it’s out of my comfort zone so that’s all you guys get. T-T

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