At that moment, Nangongye suddenly realized that he had the urge to take a bite.
He was still in a daze, Wen Zisheng over there thought and thought, but still politely refused: “I’m not used to sleeping with other people.”
Nangong Ye said: “I’ve tried it before.”
Wen Zisheng nodded, expressionless said: ” That’s right, but that was a long time ago, and I slept alone after you left for so long.”
Nangong Ye still didn’t give up, “Then get used to it again.”
Wen Zisheng: “…”
How could he not know? Is Nangong Ye such a difficult guy? It’s just a trip to the border, how did it become so difficult.
His silence directly turned into default in Nangong Ye’s eyes. Before Wen Zisheng could speak again, he had already held his hand and led him into the room. The delicate touch in his hand made him reluctant to let go, and he subconsciously held Tighter.
Wen Zisheng pursed his lips, and the words of refusal had already reached his lips, but he swallowed them back abruptly. He looked down at the hands they were holding, and let him passively let him hold hands and go to his room As they walked, the temperature that didn’t belong to them clearly came from the hands they held.
This was a very strange feeling. He knew that it would be inappropriate to let this go on, but he just couldn’t say no to it for no reason.
It wasn’t until this moment that he realized that Nangong Ye’s position in his heart was far more important than what he thought, so important that he didn’t even want to see him lose.
In the past, I couldn’t help but treat Nangong Ye as a child, and all the behaviors of Nangong Ye’s dependence on him also made him dote on him unconsciously. He has always regarded his love for Nangong Ye Likes are blamed on friends or siblings.
But–
If it was really just a friend or a brother, it was absolutely impossible for him to blush at him, and it was absolutely impossible for him to become flustered because of his approaching action.
Just like this time just now, Nangongye just held his hand, but his heartbeat got out of control again, he couldn’t help but gently covered his heart with his other free hand, and frowned in annoyance. eyebrow.
Although he looks like a fourteen-year-old boy on the outside, he is a mature young man with experience on the inside. How can he not understand his uncontrolled heartbeat at this moment?
He raised his head and looked at Nangong Ye next to him, feeling so clearly annoyed that the little bit of joy caused by his approach had already been completely ignored by him on purpose.
Why do you feel this way about him?
The moment he found out that he was reborn, he had sworn that he would never have anything to do with the royal family again in this life, but Nangong Ye was the child of the current emperor. Strictly speaking, he still belonged to the royal family. Ruo Nangongye It’s not a child of the Holy Majesty, or it’s okay to stay away from the royal family all the time!
But the fact is that Nangong Ye is not only the child of the current Holy Majesty, but also probably doomed to be inseparable from the royal family in this life. As the current Holy Master, after learning of Nangong Ye’s identity, how could he easily let Nangong Ye go?
Is this supposed to be a trick of God?
In a daze, he accidentally found out his true feelings for Nangong Ye, but he was not happy at all. He had never thought of defining his feelings for Nangong Ye before. He only knew that Nangong Ye meant nothing to him. The meaning is completely different, but I never thought it was this kind of meaning.
He was very silent for the next time, and even Nangong Ye noticed his depressed mood instantly, but he mistook it because he didn’t want to sleep with him, so even Nangong Ye became a little depressed , because he had no idea what he did wrong, which made Wen Zisheng unhappy.
All he knew was that today’s Wen Zisheng had been resisting his intimacy. It was obvious that they were very close before that, and there had never been a situation where he pushed him away for a hug, and they had always been very pampering to him.
Is it because of these months of separation that he is unfamiliar with himself?
Wen Zisheng, who had no idea that he had lost his mind, withdrew his hand after the two of them entered the room, and said in a flat voice, “It’s getting late, let’s rest early.
” It’s not that I really want to refuse, anyway, it’s not the first time I’ve slept in the same bed.
Nangongye looked at him without saying a word. It was impossible for Wen Zisheng not to feel such a focused gaze, but he just pretended not to see it.
Now he needed to clear his mind, so he turned around silently, took off his coat, and lay down on the inner side of the bed with only the plain undershirt, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
The whole process was very quiet, except for the first sentence when he entered the door, he didn’t say another word, and he didn’t even glance at Nangong Ye.
The sense of loss was lingering all the time. Nangongye watched Wen Zisheng lie on the bed without even looking at him. The feeling of standing alone gave him the illusion that he was abandoned.
But he has always been used to forbearance, even if his mood had already reached an unprecedented level, he just kept silent, took off his coat and lay down beside him.
The night outside the window is charming, the moonlight falls through the clouds, as if wrapping the whole world in a hazy coat, ethereal and charming, all the lights and shadows are indistinct, falling on the ground into mottled patches, the cool night wind blows gently, the breath of autumn It came quietly.
The atmosphere in the room was unnaturally quiet. The person lying beside him was always quiet, and he didn’t know if he had fallen asleep. Wen Zisheng faced the inside with his eyes closed. He thought he would not be able to fall asleep, but In fact, he quickly fell asleep.
The breathing from the side gradually became long and gentle. Nangongye turned his head and looked at the boy who had fallen asleep. The bright moonlight came in from the window, outlining the boy’s warm and jade-like face. Under the moonlight, it was as exquisite as ceramics, and Nangong Ye couldn’t even look back.
A little closer, a little closer…
There was a voice in his heart that kept talking, Nangong Yeban propped up his body, and used his eyes to describe the boy’s appearance in detail. When he came back to his senses, his hands He had already gently caressed the boy’s side face, and the delicate touch in his palm instantly made him withdraw his hand as quickly as if he had been stabbed by a needle.
His eyes became a little confused. He knew that he liked to have physical contact with the boy in front of him, but he didn’t know why this happened. Sometimes he couldn’t even control his actions.
He quietly looked at the sleeping teenager, but his somewhat dazed eyes easily revealed that his heart was not as peaceful as it appeared on the surface.
His eyes carefully depicted the boy’s face over and over again, as if he couldn’t get tired of seeing it no matter what. He was afraid that he had seen too little, or maybe he wanted to make up for what he missed during the separation. Looking at it carefully, slowly, the gaze moved down and landed on the well-shaped lips.
Unlike Hongyan just after taking a bath, the boy’s lips are light-colored at this moment, and they seem to be very soft under the night. He subconsciously stretched out his hand and touched it lightly.
It was soft, softer than he had imagined.
Withdrawing his hand again, he touched his own lips, feeling completely different, while thinking, he lowered his head unexpectedly, just when his lips were about to touch the boy’s lips, he suddenly came back to his senses Come on, he raised his head all of a sudden, his slightly widened eyes showed the degree of shock in his heart at the moment.
He didn’t understand the reason for his actions at all, and he didn’t know what such actions represented. His heartbeat became a little faster. He looked at Wen Zisheng who was quietly closing his eyes, and suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. guilty conscience.
There was a faint feeling in his heart that his feelings towards Wen Zisheng seemed to be a little different…
but he didn’t know exactly how it was different.
The next day, when Wen Zisheng woke up, he found that he couldn’t move his whole body. When he looked up, he realized that someone was holding him tightly in his arms like an octopus, and his hands and feet were tightly pressed by him. Yeah, no wonder he’s been having incessant nightmares for the rest of the night.
As soon as he moved, Nangong Ye immediately opened his eyes. Where did Qingming’s eyes look like he had just woken up?
Seeing that he didn’t let go at all, Wen Zisheng had no choice but to ask, “How long are you going to hold him?”
Nangong Ye blinked, and then let go of his hands. Wen Zisheng immediately came out of his arms and sat down. He got up, looked at the sky outside, and said in surprise, “I’ve slept so late.”
Remembering that Prime Minister Wen was still saddened by Tian Wanxin’s “death”, anyway, he shouldn’t have left home for too long, When he said he wanted to go back as soon as possible, Nangong Ye proposed to go back with him.
Wen Zisheng didn’t object, so after the two washed up, they had a simple breakfast and then set off for Wen’s residence.
The Wen residence is still the same as yesterday, shrouded in a layer of haze. According to Mrs. Wen, Prime Minister Wen has been hiding in the study since he came back yesterday, and all the meals brought in by the servants have been sent out intact. .
“No matter how sad you are, you can’t make fun of your body like this!” Wen Zisheng frowned disapprovingly, took the food served by the servant, and walked towards the study in person, Nangong Ye followed him step by step side.
Mrs. Wen sighed slightly as she watched the figures of the two drifting away.
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