Falling | Mxm (Completed) Chapter 81

Edited

Blinking a few times and trying to get his brain to work, he tried so hard to remember if he had gotten drunk and ended up in this place somehow. Did he drink with Patrick and others last night?! He looked around in search of his phone but couldn’t find it. He got out of bed, deciding it was best to get out of the room to see where he was even. As soon as he stood up, the door to the room opened and Edwin walked in.

“Eddie!” He smiled wide, knowing that he wasn’t alone there.

“What kind of sick game are you playing with me this time, Hector?! What is this note? What does ‘I’ll take care of everything’ mean?” The younger had a deep frown on his face and his tone was really nothing like how he always talked to him. Did he do something to upset him? And most importantly, who the fuck was Hector?!

“Who’s Hector?!” He simply asked, looking at Edwin with wide eyes in confusion.

Edwin stood there and just stared at him for a couple of seconds before he narrowed his gaze. “So is that it? You’re gonna have to update your pranks. I’m not gonna fall for that again, you ass. How many times have you done it already?!” The other crossed her arms over his chest and leaned on the wall, throwing him a very judgmental look. Something felt off.

“I… really don’t know what you’re talking about… Anyway, where are we? I can’t remember how we came here.” He said, walking to the window and looking outside. And that was when he recognized the place. It was the hospital. He was at the HOSPITAL!

He felt his breath hitch and his lungs closed. Why was he here again? Why was Edwin talking to him like that? Why couldn’t he remember anything? Did… he do something?!

“Ed,… why are we in the hospital?” He asked quietly, fear crawling under his skin, turning his head toward the tall figure that was now standing straight with his hands hanging by his sides, watching him like he was some unknown creature.

“D-don’t do this, Hector. It’s not funny.” His tone was serious, threatening even.

He had had enough of it. Walking to Edwin with fast steps, he grabbed the younger by the shoulder with both hands and looked straight into his eyes.

“Tell me why we’re here. Please.”

Edwin’s eyes jumped between his and in less than a second, they welled up. Tears started rolling down his red cheeks like a waterfall. Those cheeks were not as round as he saw last night. Even holding Edwin like that, he could feel the other’s bones straight under his palms. Edwin was so skinny. How could he have lost this amount of weight?! Was he missing something? He wasn’t that skinny the last time they video-called, which was… yesterday! Right before the concert.

Worried as hell because of Edwin’s outburst, he hugged him as tight as he could. Edwin started crying loudly and coughing, clutching onto his t-shirt and pressing his face in the crook of his neck. Aiden could feel the flowing tears wetting his skin. He stroked over Edwin’s beautiful blue hair, letting the strands roll between his fingers as he waited for his boyfriend to calm down. He didn’t know why he was crying. What he did know was that he had never seen him cry like this, not after Lili’s disappearance many months ago. Edwin was trembling in his arms. He looked so small, although he was taller, way taller than him.

“Shhh… It’s okay, baby. It’s alright. I’m sorry if I did something wrong. I love you, Ed. I love you so much.” He whispered in the younger’s cute little ear before kissing his temple repeatedly.

After a couple of minutes, Edwin calmed down a bit and leaned back. He let go of the fabric of his t-shirt and instead started touching him and looking at him up and down. His arms, his chest, his shoulders, before those big palms cupped his face like a feather.

“It’s really you.” Edwin just knew. He was sure it was Aiden. From the way those beautiful eyes looked at him, full of passion, to the way his name rolled off his tongue, to the way he had tried to calm him down. He just knew his Aiden by heart.

Edwin let his thumb caress the smooth skin of Aiden’s cheek as he stared at him and tried to stop the tears. He couldn’t put into words how much he had missed the hands that were circling around his waist at that moment. Without hesitation, he leaned forward and pressed their lips together, deepening it roughly from the very start. He couldn’t control his feelings. He was thirsty for Aiden. He needed the body contact to finally believe that this was real. That Aiden was really back, and that it wasn’t just another dream. Cos no dream would do his lover’s lips justice.

Aiden was taken aback by the… actual roughness of Edwin. He was acting so differently for a reason Aiden couldn’t figure out at all. After a couple of seconds of the other basically ravishing his lips, he started kissing back. He was so damn worried about what could have been the cause of Edwin’s behavior. The way those long arms circled around his neck tightly and that very thin body, way past the healthy way of being skinny, attached himself to him were so full of emotion. It was like Aiden could feel the desperation Edwin was feeling.

He kissed back, looking at Edwin who had his eyes closed shut. He couldn’t keep up with Edwin at that point. He couldn’t keep up with the speed, the roughness, or the overflow of emotions. Everything just left him completely confused. Edwin was kissing him while crying his heart out, and he didn’t know why.

Aiden hugged him tighter and focused on their kiss. If this was what his precious baby needed, he would gladly give it to him. He would give him everything he had and more.

Edwin broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. “Take me.” He looked so fragile, like one small touch from Aiden could break him into pieces. “Take me, babe, please. I need to know this is real.” Even his voice was shaking.

Aiden didn’t need to be asked twice. Grabbing Edwin’s thighs, he made him jump up and circled his hands around his waist. Edwin crossed his legs behind him. His hair was longer than he remembered. The roots had grown so much, the black color in contrast with the blue parts of his hair. Those silky strands covered his eyes, which Aiden brushed away with his palm and kissed his forehead right after.

“I love you.” He whispered against Edwin’s lips before closing the gap and kissing him. This time slowly and passionately. To his surprise, this time the kiss seemed to actually help in calming the younger down as the tears stopped and Edwin’s breathing became deeper, and he looked like he was lost in the moment.

Aiden made his way to the door, closing and locking it before he walked back all the way to the bed. The bed wasn’t made for two people but would do for now. He placed Edwin down on the mattress gently and got rid of his t-shirt. Hovering over Edwin, who was checking him out like this was the very first time he had seen him naked, he connected their lips again. Their tongues danced in coordination. He could feel the younger’s long fingers running through his hair smoothly.

Opening his shirt one button after the other, he grabbed Edwin’s waist and sat him up. Aiden took his shirt off while those big eyes never left him. He was dying to know what this was all about, but now he had a more important thing to do, namely making love to his one and only to help him calm down.

Edwin was rather impatient as he let his hand travel on Aiden’s bare chest, to his abdomen, and under the waistband of his sweatpants. Pulling both the pants and his underwear down, he helped Aiden in taking them off before he lay back down, eyes focused on his face all this time.

“Undress me.” That beautiful, low voice said quietly as his eyes sparkled with what must have been the remaining tears in his eyes.

Aiden unzipped the younger’s jeans and took them all off him. He crawled between those delicious legs and circled his hand around his right thigh. Edwin had really become way too skinny. He could see his bones through his skin. His ribs were showing, his stomach had even become hollow. It hurt Aiden’s heart to the point that he wanted to curl up and cry for eternity, but he had to be strong in order to be of help to the younger.

Leaning down, he bit into Edwin’s inner thigh gently. The younger moaned silently and covered his mouth right after. Breaking the eye contact for a mere second, he reached behind him and took the pillow to put it under his head, probably to be able to look at him easier.

Aiden started teasing him with slight bites and licks all over his inner thigh, leaving traces behind that disappeared a couple of seconds after with how light the touches were. Fingers found their way back in his hair as Edwin pulled his head away from his limb.

“I need you inside me.” Those blood-red lips spoke with eyes full of lust and something between sadness, relief, and euphoria.

“Okay, baby. Anything you want.” He replied as he placed a kiss on his ribs and then his stomach before closing his mouth around one of his cute little nipples. Edwin moaned but muffled it with the hand on his mouth. They were at the hospital, so he couldn’t be loud. Rolling the bud around on his tongue and biting on it, he felt Edwin getting harder against his lower body. Letting go of the erect nipple and sitting up, he looked around briefly.

“Do we have lube around here?!” He hated it when sex needed to stop in order to get lube. That was why he always prepared everything beforehand, but he had forgotten this time because of the rather sensitive situation.

“I touched myself right before coming here. You don’t need to prep me. Just… just fuck me already.”

Aiden stared at him for a couple of seconds. Why would Edwin touch himself when he was literally there? The younger never did that with Aiden around.

“We still need that lube, kitten. I don’t wanna hurt you in any way. You know how sensitive you are.” He said while caressing Edwin’s cheek.

Something in Edwin’s face changed as his lips parted and tears gathered in his eyes again. The hand that had been keeping him from moaning loudly ,now seemed to be held there due to some kind of shock. His eyes widened, making them even bigger as he just kept staring at him. He didn’t know what he had said for Edwin to react like that. A single tear rolled down Edwin’s temple and landed on the mattress, and as soon as it happened, Edwin looked away, almost as if he wished to hide his expression.

Aiden made him sit up again and hugged him tightly after having kissed both of his eyes. It had always been easy carrying Edwin around, but right now, it felt like he was even lighter than paper.

“What’s wrong, baby? Why are you crying?” He asked so quietly, even he himself had trouble hearing it.

Edwin circled his arms around his waist lazily and shook his head slowly. He shifted so that he could get closer to Aiden, crossing his ankles behind the older’s back. The dancer’s eyes stayed somewhere between his chest and neck, unfocused, and started biting on the corner of his lips. He always did that when nervous.

Aiden did as always. He brought his thumb to those beautiful lips, pressed it on the corner Edwin was chewing, and dragged it down so that the other had to stop abusing it. He then made him look up by the index finger under the pretty chin.

“Why aren’t you looking at me? Did I say or do something that upset you? Please tell me what made you cry like that. It hurts to see you this way.” He kissed every part of Edwin’s face.

“You- you don’t remember?” The younger asked with so much hesitation.

“Remember?!” Aiden raised his eyebrows. “Remember what, baby? Tell me.” He brushed the blue hair back a couple of times as he observed Edwin’s face.

His boyfriend opened his mouth, appearing like he wanted to say something, but closed it again and shook his head. “Nothing important. Will you lie down with me? I really missed you.”

Aiden smiled and pecked the addictive plump lips. “Of course I will, Eddie. I missed you, too. So, so much. I kept talking about you so much that Patrick kicked me and told me to shut up.” He chuckled, recalling that day in an attempt to brighten the mood a bit.

Edwin smiled back and leaned in, kissing his lips for one last time before they lay down. The younger’s head was on his chest, his fingers drawing patterns on his stomach. His own hand was running through the blue, silky hair as he watched them move between his fingers.

“Whatever happened, whatever I did, I promise I will make it up to you if you give me a chance. I’m sorry I hurt you.” He spoke quietly, not daring to break the silence that surrounded them. It must have been really early with how the whole hospital appeared asleep.

“You didn’t hurt me.” Edwin replied, his lips moving against the skin of his chest.

“I must have done something for you to cry like that.” He answered immediately. “Rest a bit for now and then you’ll have to tell me everything cos I don’t remember shit.”

He only heard Edwin hum before they fell into complete silence. He knew Edwin wasn’t asleep, but he didn’t want to break the calm that the younger seemed to have finally achieved after that horrifying breakdown minutes ago. The answers he needed could wait.