Falling | Mxm (Completed) Chapter 82

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Aiden was currently wrapped in Edwin’s arms in their own bed at their apartment. A doctor called Edward had told him everything. Chad and Edwin had looked so worried while he was listening to the doctor telling him he apparently had another… personality?! living along with him and that other personality/person had been riding his body for the past four months. It was strange cos he didn’t remember anything. The last thing he remembered was leaving the concert with Luis and getting in the van, and then he had woken up in the hospital.

Some things were quite confusing. If what they said was 100% true, this personality had been there since the fire incident. Why come out now? Why did he wait for so long before making an appearance, and why did he leave now?! There should have been some kind of trigger from what Edward explained to him, but none of the three people there said anything about that. He asked, but didn’t get a proper answer. They gave him something along the lines of ‘tiredness’ and ‘weak body and mind conditions’ as the reason the other could take over. It sounded fishy, but Aiden trusted Edwin enough to accept it. There was no sign of lying on the other’s face, so there mustn’t have been anything special to it.

He still couldn’t quite understand it or deal with the fact that somewhere inside?! him there lived another person?! and that was the reason why he hadn’t been able to fall asleep, resulting in Edwin embracing him closely and humming reassuring and loving words in his ears.

Another reason, or another confusing thing, was this guy. The one with that long hair. When their session with Edward ended and he exited Chad’s office, there had been this long-haired guy, standing a few meters away and looking at him like he was an alien. But there was something very, very sad to his eyes. While Aiden was passing by him, he had grabbed Aiden’s hand and just stared at him for several seconds before letting go and running away from them. Lucas had followed him. He really wanted to know who that guy was and why he was so sad looking at him.

The doctors Chad and Edward had wanted to keep him there, but he hated that place, so he just convinced them with the fact that he had a psychiatrist right by his side and that would be enough. The said psychiatrist was sleeping soundly with his beautiful lips squished against his shoulder. His arms were still tight around him, almost like he was holding him in his dreams as well.

He had wanted to inform Luis first thing when they got home, but Edwin didn’t let him.

‘Let me enjoy a couple of days with you before you jump right back into heavy schedules.’

He wanted to be with Edwin, he did, but he had been absent for four months already and that meant A LOT for him. He couldn’t think of losing fans or falling back one bit. He loved his job too much for that. Knowing the preparations would take a couple of days anyway, Aiden took his phone from the nightstand, messaging his manager that he was back and totally fine to resume his activities. He needed to FINALLY release that album that seemed to be cursed!

Edwin had sent a message to their group chat, informing them that ‘Aiden is back.’ but told them not to come until the next day cos ‘I don’t wanna share my boyfriend with anyone today.’

Remembering his pout when he had typed it, Aiden chuckled and kissed Edwin’s forehead before slipping out of his hold. He thought it would be like the usual. The usual meaning that he didn’t have to be careful in the process cos the younger wouldn’t wake up anyway, but he obviously thought wrong. As soon as he moved a tiny bit, Edwin’s body stirred, and he opened his eyes, looking at him.

“Where are you going?” He asked in his hoarse voice.

“Shower. Wanna join me?” Aiden asked, brushing the hair out of Edwin’s eyes. He really needed to cut his hair a bit.

“No, I showered in the morning.” He shook his head and stretched his body thoroughly, groaning.

Aiden had missed this so much. Watching a grumpy Edwin right after he had woken up was one of the best things ever.

“Just go back to sleep, bluewin. I’ll shower and then I’ll come back to cuddleeee.” He stretched the last word and tickled his skinny lover.

The other bent in half immediately and looked at him like he had been betrayed. “It huuuurt, you jerk!” He almost yelled, rubbing the spot.

“That’s because you’re literally skin and bones now.” He cupped the younger’s face and squished his almost non-existent cheeks, making his lips plumper. “You know what? Don’t go back to sleep. Just get up, get ready, and we’ll go out. I’m gonna have to stuff you with a shit ton of food to get you back in shape.”

“Ughhhh, don’t wanna. We’ll just order something.” He let himself fall back to bed.

“No, we won’t. I’m serious, Edwin. From what I heard, your life has been hell for four months, always in the hospital and all. Get your flat ass out of bed. Now.” He deadpanned and waited for Edwin to follow.

The younger sat up, frowning. “You insulted my ass!”

“Because you have none anymore. If you want me to worship it like before, you’re gonna have to gain back all the weight you’ve lost and more.”

“AND MORE?! No way in hell. I’m perfectly fine with my model-like figure, thank you very much.” He said while posing in some gracious way, basically hands on his waist, shoulder a bit tilted, and hollowing his cheeks, to show off his ‘model-like figure’.

Aiden burst out laughing as he stood there and watched him get the covers off and get out of bed. Edwin blew him a kiss before walking past him to the bathroom. Of course, Aiden didn’t lose the chance to spank him on his way there!

He turned on the water and waited for it to get hot.

“I texted Luis.”

Edwin who was washing his face, stopped and looked at him with an ‘I can’t believe you went behind my back’ kind of look.

“Whatever.” He sighed and resumed what he was doing.

“No, babe, it will take like 4-5 days for them to get me scheduled. We’ll have time to spend with each other. Besides, it’s not like I’m immediately going on tour or something.” He said while stepping under the shower.

“What. Ever. You still did the one thing I asked you not to.” The younger shrugged, and it was obvious that he was really upset. He finished brushing his teeth and looked in the mirror for the last time, observing his dark circles before clicking his tongue and looking away. “I’m not in the mood for going out. You can go with whoever you want.” Edwin started walking out of the bathroom with a serious face while brushing his hair back, annoyed.

Aiden panicked and ran out of the shower, grabbing Edwin before he was completely out of the bathroom. He circled his arms around the younger and pulled him back to his wet body. Edwin tried getting him to let go but obviously failed. He didn’t have one bit of strength left.

“Let go of me.” He said, and his voice didn’t show any emotions.

Aiden felt like crying. He shouldn’t have texted Luis. Edwin was more important. He had always been more important, and his stupid brain had forgotten the priorities at that moment.

Aiden tightened his grip and leaned his head on Edwin’s shoulder. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I was panicking cos I’ve been gone for 4 whole months and god knows how many fans I’ve lost… There are no excuses that can make it okay. I’m so sorry.”

Edwin turned around and hit his palms on his chest hard enough to make him take a step back. His eyes were full of anger. Those big eyes were piercing through his core with that intense gaze he had never seen before.

“Yeah. You were gone for FOUR fucking months. I was here alone while none of your precious friends cared enough to still hang around after the first couple of weeks. I was utterly lonely, having to deal with Hector, who by the way is a handful. All I asked in return was you NOT telling the company that you were back so that we could spend like two days in peace. But of course, you care more about ‘the fans’. Are they really ‘fans’ if they ditch you just because you’ve been absent for a while? Are they really worth it then?” He shouted and then just stood there looking at him. His eyes were filled with sorrow, but there was no sign of tears in them.

“I… you’re right. I never thought about it like that. You’re.. absolutely right. Oh my god, I’m so sorry, Edwin.” Aiden closed the gap between them and hugged Edwin hesitantly. “I keep messing up everything. What should I do? Do you want me to spend a couple of days away so you can calm down? I’d rather stay and spoil you with millions of kisses, though. But… if you don’t wanna see my face, I understand.”

Edwin leaned back and stared at him, lifting his eyebrow up a bit. “Are you fucking crazy?! I didn’t wait 4 months to tell you to fuck off as soon as you were back! I just want you to understand that while it’s awesome to love your job, it’s not good to get too attached to it. And that you also have a boyfriend who missed the hell out of you, but you don’t even miss the first chance to upset him. Jerk.” He sighed. “But then again, you’re you, and I fell in love knowing all of this. So while you can’t help but attach yourself to your job, I guess I’m gonna change where I work and attach myself to you.”

Aiden raised his eyebrows and pouted his lips in confusion. Was Edwin saying that… “OH MY GO- babe!!!!!! Are you finally agreeing to become my dancer????”

“Well, I mean… yeah! It’s dancing which I love and it involves being by your side everywhere, which I also love.”

“Oh my god oh my god oh my god Eddiiiieeee!!!” He practically squealed and hugged Edwin as tight as he could. “I’ve wanted this for soo long. It’s gonna be perfect! Oh my god, you’re the best. I don’t deserve you!!!!”

Edwin laughed and hugged him back tightly, burying his head in the crook of his neck. “Yeah yeah whatever.”

After a minute of squeezing Edwin in his arms, Aiden smirked devilishly right into his eyes, grabbed his thighs, made him jump up, and got him under the shower that was still on.

Edwin screamed and punch him, trying to get out, but it was already late and his clothes were completely soaked.

“What the fuck! You ruined my clothes!” He said with another punch.

“You are too dramatic.” Aiden chuckled and kissed those delicious lips.

“I’m just the right amount of dramatic, not too much.” Edwin murmured in the kiss and started kissing back right after.

Aiden smiled and deepened the kiss passionately. His hand traveled under Edwin’s hoodie and roamed over his equally wet skin.

“May I fuck you against the shower tiles, model Evans?” He teased Edwin after breaking the kiss.

“You may.” The younger smiled and closed his eyes, kissing him again.

After a few minutes of palms wandering on the other’s skin and tongues dancing together, Edwin pushed his legs down to show Aiden he wanted to stand on his feet. The older obliged as he carefully let go of him until his feet touched the cold tiles.

Getting rid of his own clothes while he held the eye contact with his boyfriend, Edwin grabbed him by the shoulder and turned them around such that Aiden’s back was pushed to the tiles. The older hissed from the coldness. Edwin grinned and knelt down between the juicy thighs. Sucking on a sensitive spot on the singer’s abdomen he knew by heart, he heard the older moan low as he closed his eyes for a second before focusing on him again. He didn’t waste any time cos he was fucking thirsty. He closed his lips around the already half-hard erection and rolled his tongue around the head. Aiden moaned a bit louder and tugged on his hair. Edwin let go of the erection and slapped the older’s hand away.

“You’re not allowed to tug on my hair today. It’s your punishment for upsetting me.”

“You know I can’t!” Aiden said, looking down at him with eyes full of lust.

“You will or no blowjobs for a month.” He replied and licked over his bottom lip in a filthy way a couple of times while looking up at Aiden with puppy eyes. He knew it made him look innocent and that his boyfriend loved it.

Aiden threw his head back, hitting the tiles rather hard, and groaned.

“Fine. You’re mean. But I guess I deserve it.” He bent down, grabbed Edwin’s chin, and licked into his mouth for a few seconds, earning himself sounds of pleasure from him before standing up again.

Edwin took the erection in his hand and stroked it fast a few times before letting it slip into his mouth again, this time all the way till the head hit the back of his throat and stayed like that. Aiden groaned loudly and reached out to grip his hair, but stopped midway and placed his palms flat on the tiles.

“You’re killing me. Move, babe. Please move.”

Instead of moving, Edwin opened his mouth wide, let go of the length, and sat back on his knees.

Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand just for the view it made, he sucked on his index and middle finger and let his tongue roll between them. Aiden was looking at him thoroughly, eyes intense, like he would grab him and make him take it any second. But he knew better than that, so he just observed him silently while licking his lips repeatedly with want.

The water kept running down on their bodies, steam adding to the whole situation. Edwin was a step away from Aiden. Sitting in front of him and teasing him with what he could have if Edwin decided to give it to him. He let his wet index finger run on his chest and circle around his nipple as he looked into the older’s eyes playfully, tilting his head to the side a bit.

“Do you wanna fuck my mouth?” He bit his lip for effect.

Aiden licked on his lips and bit on them right after. “Yes.”

“I shouldn’t let you, though.” He said and looked down between his own legs. “Hmm~ I just changed my mind.” He stood up and let the skin of their bodies touch as he sucked on Aiden’s neck, making sure he’d leave a mark behind. The other moaned in his ear, frustration obvious. Edwin drew a straight line from Aiden’s neck to his chest, to his abdomen before he circled his index finger and thumb around the very hard erection.

“This is what we’re gonna do.” He whispered breathily in the older’s ear, his eyes fixed on the other’s closed one. “You’re gonna be a good, responsible boyfriend and make us both cum with your big, beautiful hands at the same time. And then in a few days, if you spoil me enough, I’ll suck you and let you fuck me.” He went back to abusing the skin of the older’s neck on the previous spot that was already red.

Aiden opened his eyes fast after hearing that. Swallowing hard, he gripped Edwin’s jaw and made him let go of his skin. He was sure the younger was doing this on purpose cos he knew he didn’t like it when hickeys were on him where people could easily see. He didn’t mind it per se, but his career required not having love marks.

Staring into those big eyes that had a whole galaxy inside them, he spoke in a low tone, “You’re gonna be the death of me.”

Aiden attacked those lips and caught the bottom one between his teeth, sucking on it continuously. Edwin moaned right into his mouth, which turned him on even more. It was torture, but if his lover wanted it that way, he would do it. He couldn’t force himself on him anyway, and he absolutely deserved it after what he’d done.

Aiden let go of Edwin’s jaw and let his hand travel down, circling around Edwin’s erection. As soon as he squeezed him, the younger let the filthiest sound escape his mouth. He made Edwin move a bit so that he was in front of him directly and took both of them in his hand, and started stroking. The friction was making them both insane. The knowledge that this was all he was allowed to do was making him lose his mind. He wanted to touch Edwin everywhere in every possible way, but the younger had been clear about the way he wanted him, and he wasn’t one to object.

After the first few strokes, he picked up pace and Edwin lost all control over keeping his own body up. The younger circled his long arms around his shoulder and buried his head in the crook of his neck, parted lips and hot breath touching his skin. Every moan and whimper that left the other’s beautiful mouth sent goosebumps all over his body.

“Faster.” His boyfriend groaned and let his palm roam over his nape.

Aiden went faster and moaned louder. It was a real punishment like this. He let go of Edwin’s waist that he had been gripping on and grabbed his jaw again, kissing him roughly as soon as their lips touched. Edwin was just as eager, kissing back hungrily and starting to fuck into his hand a bit. He was so gone, although it wasn’t anything special.

The younger must have been close, just like himself, as he pulled back from the kiss and started breathing faster. He hid his face where it had been before and licked over Aiden’s collarbone. He moaned and cupped the younger’s butt tightly.

Edwin was a moaning mess, every moan louder than the previous one, and it didn’t take him much longer to cum as he bit into Aiden’s shoulder harshly and groaned. He had always loved rough treatment, so the pain that the teeth on his flesh sent him over the edge and he came just a second after his lover. Stroking them both through their highs, he let go and let the water wash the cum off of his hand.

“Can I touch your hair now?” He asked, caressing the younger’s back and sides with his fingertips in feather-like touches.

Edwin regained his strength and leaned back. “No.” He smirked and pecked his lips once before stepping back and letting the water clean the remaining cum from his body. It didn’t even take a minute and as soon as he was done, he turned around to Aiden.

“Wash up fast. I’ll get ready first. We were going out, remember?” Edwin’s eyes jumped from his eyes to his neck, and back to his eyes as a nasty grin appeared on his face before walking out.

Aiden walked to the mirror to see what had given such pleasure to the younger and… yeah, he was doomed.

Apart from the dark purplish-red circle, big circle! on his neck, there was an obvious teeth mark on his shoulder, just above his collarbone. How he was going to cover this was a hopeless act he knew he wouldn’t be able to do.

Walking back under the shower, he sighed and tried to come up with a number of ways to spoil his kitten, to make him forgive what he’d done. Why he had done it in the first place was a mystery to him now after the reaction he got. He made a mental note to never put his fans above Edwin ever again.