Atlas Toren -21-

Atlas POV

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Eventually- it had been a week. No one really mentioned what had happened- in fact- they all let me have space. I suppose Magnus had told them to.

It- it was nice. It was quiet. But it- it was lonely. To see them all. Laughing with each other. Chatting with each other. I couldn’t help the growing emptiness in my chest as I watched them all play around. But- the cuts were almost gone. Well, not almost gone, but they had pretty much faded. I really did need to thank Milo’s brother.

After a week had gone past, it was Friday. I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I think it was around twelve am. Midnight. It- it was nice. The cool breeze pushing against my skin, the moon lighting up my room, as it always did.

But I had no warmth with me. No snuggling bodies. No faint mumbling. Should I- should I go find the others- they- they might not be awake- but I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want to see one of them. Hug them. Have them in my arms.

But- what if they don’t want me-. No. That’s not what Magnus had said. In truth, half the week was an internal battle with myself. Trying to break the walls my family had caged me with. Trying to free myself- and- and join the others be happy.

It- it was hard. I had to forget everything I had been taught. And believe. Believe what Magnus had told me. That they cared.

That they weren’t going to hurt me. I looked down to see my hands shaking slightly, and that was the point that I decided. Leaving no room for argumentation with myself, I got up, and walked out of the door.

Someone’s light was on. Colten’s. At this point, I was fairly certain that they all just slept in there every night. It was the biggest room, by far. And it had multiple large beds anyways. I crept down the hall, not wanting to wake anyone up, before I came to a stop just outside Colten’s room.

Not in front of the door, but near enough. Speaking of, the door was open. Hm. Magnus always tells us to keep the doors closed. Focusing on my senses, I tiptoed forward, before I heard a noise.

A noise that made a deep blush erupt all over my face. I heard the bed- I didn’t know which one- creak, and more erotic noises. Having a small battle with myself, I decided to keep moving forward, until I was right at the door. I peeked my head through, and almost gasped. Everyone was in the room- and- and they were all-.

Riftyn was pressing Niko up against the wall whispering something in his ears that made Niko flush heavily, and shift his legs together.

Arlo was lying spread out on the bed, grunting as he thrust into Cyrus, while Magnus stared hungrily at them, his hand spread over his dick. I looked over to then see Colten moaning loudly as Milo looked at him through his lashes, mouth wrapped around his cock, Ever touching himself with glazed eyes.

I shoved my hand into my mouth to stop myself from moaning. Wait? Moaning? I shifted my own legs, feeling an uncomfortable ache, arising between them, and pushed my head further through the door. Wait- what- what am I doing?

Eyes widened, and cheeks flushed, I scampered back into my room, almost closing the door a bang. Holy fu- that was the most- I don’t even know how to describe it. But they’re all togeth- actually, I think I already knew.

They weren’t exactly subtle. But- woah. I- part of me wished I had stayed a little longer. Grumbling to myself, I headed back into the bathroom, where the smell of bleach had finally worn out after it had cleaned off the bloody surfaces.

Stripping down, I turned the shower cold, and hopped in.

I raised my head towards the shower head, letting the cool water run down my face, and over my body. Glancing down at my still hard dick, I sighed, leaning against the wall of the shower. The images of what the guys were doing racing in my mind, I began running my hand up and down my cock, groaning as I imagined one of the boys.

Riftyn in particular. He was the one who had made the most advancements on me. I pinched the tip roughly,  throwing my head back, and panting heavily.

The cool water continued to beat down on my as my hand rubbed up and down. “Ng~ Riftyn~” I moaned loudly as I imagined his hands rubbing over my leaking cock, rumbling profanities in my ears. “Ah~”

Moaning loudly, I pressed my back against the shower wall once more, before I heard a cough sound from outside the shower. Shit. I didn’t close the bathroom door, did I?

“I heard my name.” a deep voice rumbled, and I didn’t even realise there was a blush over my face until they chuckled. “Mind if I come in?”

“N- no” I murmured, not processing what I had said. I glanced up with glossy eyes to see Riftyn entering the shower too. Without anything on.

I blushed heavily not daring to look down. He must have realised what I was doing, because he leant over beside me. My eyes widened as his hot breath met my face, and he smirked. “Just getting something,” He whispered, and changed the shower to a warmer temperature, before picking up the soap.

My mind was too muddled and embarrassed to understand what was happening. I watched as he held the soap up, before letting it slip from his hand. “Oops. I dropped the soap. Mind getting it for me?” He watched with gleaming eyes, as I hesitated, before bending down.

I didn’t even bother looking for the soap as I looked up to him. “You’re so beautiful.” He muttered, before leaning down. “You want to go back to Colten’s room?” He motioned down to my semi-hard dick, and I nodded, not daring to use my words.

He smirked a little, before grabbing onto my thighs, and I hesitated, before jumping up onto him. I blushed even harder as I felt my cock press into him, and he turned off the shower, before walking out.

Then the thought struck my mind. He- he said I was beautiful. Even with all my scars. Even with my faint outlines of muscles. Even with my broken body. “You’re not broken.” He whispered.

“I- I said that?”

“I could see it in your eyes.” He told me, and I rested my head onto his chest, before looking up as he kicked the door open. “Look at who I found.” He grinned proudly to the others, and I pushed my head further into him, realising my naked body was on display.

“Oh no, no little kitten, turn to face them.”

Blushing at the nickname, Arlo caught my gaze as I turned. “Kitten?” I shoved my face back into Riftyn’s chest, before someone came up behind me.

All the noises had stopped now, and I felt my jaw being turned towards everyone. Riftyn shifted me in his arms, so I could face the others, and I saw it had been Colten who had turned me to face him. “You want to join us?”

There was more to the question than he showed. I didn’t think he meant just tonight. I think he meant- “You mean- like- as- as a… relationship?” I tried to turn away again at my own words, but Milo nodding caught my eyes. “You will?” He asked, and I basked in the glowing look he sent me.

“You don’t have to tell us instantly. Put some thought into it.” Magnus’s soft voice interrupted the silence. The silence that I had decided in. “No. I- I’ll join you- I- I want… you. You all,” A smile broke out over Riftyn’s face. “You sure?”

I nodded quickly, before feeling myself be placed onto a bed. The one beside Arlo and them. “So, little kitten, want to tell the others how I had found you?”

My eyes widened at Riftyn’s word, and like the other day, he placed his hands on either side of me, boxing me in. “N- no?” It came out as a question.

“Alright then. I will.” His voice rumbled, and a blush was now permanently on my face.

“N- no!” I covered his mouth with my hands, pulling him down towards me. He gave a muffled chuckle, before his tongue poked out. I jolted my hands back “ew!”

He laughed again, before gazing down at me, and I noticed a more prominent emotion in his eyes. Lust. I shivered, and he smirked down at me.

“Now, now, Riftyn- don’t do anything too sudden,” Magnus called out, and it was then that I realised everyone had gone back to what they had been doing earlier. The creaks of the bed and loud moans filled my ears, and I blushed again.

Riftyn gave a quick nod, before staring at me again. “Oh? You like watching them?” I looked away, not giving him the satisfaction of seeing my blush again.

Riftyn let out a little huff, before leaning down towards me, then straightening back out. He hovered over me, and I could almost feel his eyes trailing over every inch of me as I tried to cover myself. “You’re so pretty,” He murmured, and I glanced at him.

At his body. At the way his muscles rippled. At the way his hair fell over his face. At the way his eyes seemed to shine with desire. “Y- you’re so pretty.” I whispered, and he knelt down to me.

“Why don’t you show me how this pretty little kitten takes pleasure.” Grabbing my jaw and forcing it towards him, I felt that same feeling from the other day pool in my lower stomach.

He lowered himself down, placing a small kiss on each of my cheeks, before crashing them against my lips. The sweet taste of honey and forests filled my lips, and he pressed his tongue against my sealed lips, demanding access.

Moving my lips against his, I did the same, and I could almost see his eyes narrow. I gasped as he bit my lip, and his tongue entered smoothly into my mouth. Bastard.

I felt him smirk into my mouth as he explored, his tongue reaching everywhere, and I let out a moan. He pulled out of the kiss at that, gazing down at me once more.

“Watch.” He commanded me, and I didn’t even have to think before I did as I was asked. I watched as his lips trailed down onto my neck, just like the day before.

But he stopped there. I watched as he kissed my collarbones, and then sucked. Arching my back, I shivered as he swirled his tongue around the area, bringing himself up to my jawline. He sucked on the very edges, moving to the back of my ears, and I moaned as he dotted kisses, before sucking vigorously there..

“Found it,” He smirked, and I looked up at him, confusion lacing my gaze. He dove back towards me, and I realised what he had found. As he sucked behind my ear and over my jawline, he whispered sweet nothings to me, and I didn’t bother containing my moans.

He brought his hands up, and my skin prickled as he raised them up to my hard nipples. My body felt like it was on fire as he kissed my again, before brushing one of my nipples with his fingers, and the twisting gently.

“Ah~ Riftyn~” I gasped and he hummed a little to himself, before bringing his mouth down to them, and swishing his tongue of them. Moaning, I kept my eyes on him as he sucked on the side of one, flicking and twisting the other.

The pleasure pooling in the lower stomach was growing, and I could feel myself shiver at every little movement he made. “Ng~ Riftyn-  I’m going to~” I could basically see my hard dick past him, and my hands clenched as I released.

Cumming all over his leg. “Yes baby~ keep- keep going~” He moaned against me, and I shifted myself so I could place a kiss on his lips. Licking around his jawline, I sucked on one of his collarbones, eliciting a moan from him.

I tensed, before throwing myself over him, so he was below me. I stared down at the man below me. Rosy red lips, all plump and swollen from my kisses. Red bruises lined his neck and jawline, and I shivered at the sight. Of his body below me. Of the golden glow.

The way his chest rose and fell with every breath he took. His eyes were glossed over as he looked at me, and my own hooded eyes basically eye-fucked him right then and there. He was fucking beautiful. He smirked up at me, and I felt myself grow hard once more.

His eyes flicked down to my dick, before he raised his hips with no warning. Feeling his own hard-on press against my own earnt another moan, and I felt him sit up, and I was left straddling him. He gave me a smug look, before I felt his hand trailing over the inside of my thighs.

Before I knew it, his head was down there too, and I threw back my head as he lapped up the cum that was still wet. “Oh~ still hard for me kitten?” I shivered at the name, and he looked up at me through his lashes. Almost coming from the sight, I nodded quickly, and he smirked, before wrapping his lips around my cock.

I clenched the sheets in my fists as his tongue ran up and down, gently biting on the tip. I held back a moan, and he stopped, looking up at me. “Don’t you ever hold back those beautiful fucking sounds little kitten.”

My eyes widened at his commanding tone, before nodding. “Words, darling~” Fuck- darling? Holy shit. This man must be a god. “Y- yes Rif- ah~” My words were cut off as he fondled my balls with his other hand, and he began to suck on my dick once more.

Moaning loudly, I grabbed his hair, pushing him further onto my dick, and he moaned against it. The vibrations travelled up my body, and I felt myself about to come again. “Riftyn-“

“I know baby.”

He didn’t move from his position as I came into his mouth, instead sucking every last drop, and licking the inside of my thighs. I blushed as he looked up at me, tongue still lapping. “Why don’t we go to bed now?” He murmured, and I glanced at him, still panting.

“But- you haven’t-“

“I had mine before you came sweetheart.”

I blushed at the name again, before nodding slowly. I blinked as I yawned. I hadn’t thought I was this tired. Riftyn smirked at me again as he cleaned me up, tucking me under the blanket in another bed.

“I was good?” He asked, placing a light kiss on my lips, settling himself down beside me in the bed. “Y- yeah” I mumbled, still blushing.

“We should do this again sometime. Maybe with some others.”

I nodded sleepily, before closing my eyes.

I didn’t have a nightmare though, as I usually would. Instead, I could stop my heart from beating happily. I wasn’t- I wasn’t alone. I had the guys. And they- they cared.

And I- I was happy.

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