It was horrible.
The comments were absolutely disgusting.
As I expected though.
But what I didn’t expect were the comments relating me.
A lot of people assumed I was Si Yoon’s girlfriend
Or some secret idol. So instead of dog piling on Si Yoon they focused on me. It was crazy to see how the video went from 100 views to 10 million in the span of a few days
But even with the focus being off Si Yoon there was still enough disgusting people to ruin anyone’s self esteem. I tried replying to as many hate comments as I could but nothing was enough.
I’m so tired of the bullying
“Jeongmin please rescue meeeee” I pretend to cry while said girl hold me up.
“Wha- what’s wrong (name)? Your heavy- walk straight!” She exclaimed. I looked up at her with tried eyes and continue to lean on her while we walk down the hallway.
“I didn’t get any sleep. I’ve been over thinking alllll night.” I let out an exaggerated sigh.
She raised an eye brow. “Why?” She ask.
“Well that’s…unimportant.” I couldn’t tell her I was staying up trying to figure out how to talk to Seunghyeon. That blond bitc-
“(name)… you know you can tell me anything right?” Jeongmin says. She holds me tighter as she says this. So tight I almost can’t breathe.
“Y-Yes! Jeongmin I know! Now please let me breathe!” She gasps and immediately let me go.
I take a deep breath before backing away from her.
“Jeez Jeongmin since when did you get so strong.” I laugh nervously.
“Sorry.. I just get so anxious sometimes.” She mumbled.
I nod. “Well it’s whatever let’s just head to lunch.”
“Yea. Anyway….why were you really up all night.” She ask as she grabs my hand.
“Umm it’s about a boy.” I said, not noticing how bad it sounded.
She flinches slightly. “O-Oh. Greatttt.” She laughs.
“I want to talk to him but don’t know how.” I sighed.
She looks surprised for a second before responding. “You l-like him?” She ask worriedly.
I stop walking and turn to her with a look of disgust clear on my face. “Ew as if! I would die before I ever fall for that man!” I explain.
She seems relived with my answer, even laughing a little at my reference.
She grabs my hand again and this time we walk in a comfortable silence….
“For the record. You’re really charismatic so as long as you be yourself he literally won’t have a choice but to fall for you. It’s impossible not to.” Jeongmin says with a smile.
I giggled and hugged her arm. “You talk like your speaking from experience.” I smirk and raise an eyebrow. She chuckles and shakes her head but chooses not to respond.
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Si Yoons POV:
‘BLEGG’
I cough loudly before whipping my mouth. “ugh why me.” I couldn’t suppress the tears that dripped down my cheeks. I rest my forehead on the toilet and take a deep breath.
“Shit I’ll be late. I should get going.” I say to myself.
I stand up wobbly, glancing at the mirror. My eye bags have gotten worse and I look paler than usual. “Tch whatever.” I say and walk out the bathroom. All eyes were on me when I get into the hallway and I wrap my arms around my body to try and comfort myself.
I can hear their whispering and giggling and I can feel myself slowly loosing it.
I miss (name)….
When I walk into my class I hear Seunghyeon talking. “Hey assault idol!” His friend also says something but I ignore them and instead walk over to my friends.
“H-Hey! Do you guys wanna go to the snack shop?” I ask hopeful. I noticed the way they were all sweating as if they were scared of me.
“Ugh sorry we gotta go to the bathroom.” One of them says. And they all walk pass me.
All three of you?
My eyes widened when I realized what was happening. There avoiding me….
“HAHAHA that’s funny as hell! They just blew you off!” Seunghyeon laughs. He continues to laugh loudly and I can feel my eye twitch.
It was like I blacked out and when I came too again. He was on the floor and I was hovering over him. The class started to panic and I raised my fist again.
“You son of a bitch!” He slams his fist into my face and I hit the floor while grabbing onto my cheek. “Fuck.” I sigh.
“How fucking dare you!” He screams at me.
I ignore him and just sit on the floor. Completely zoned out.
“What are you two doing!” The teacher yells at us. “Are you fighting?!” They ask like it wasn’t obvious.
“No.” Seunghyeon replies while rolling his eyes.
“Did you see that?”
“Wow”
“He’s so violent now.”
“Regret liking him.”
The murmurs get louder and louder until I can’t even hear myself think.
What have I done….
I look up from my bruised hands and see Nahyeok in the hallway along with a horde of other students that weren’t even in this class. He has a smirk on his face….
After class I watched as all my old friend went to Nahyeoks desk.
“Nahyeok are you free today.”
“I have my last day of filming today.” He says.
“Really? That’s today?”
I should’ve known they would leave eventually…
The only thing I can do right now is zone them out. And wait for them to leave the classroom.
I feel someone grab my shoulder and my head snaps up. They flinch at my harsh reaction.
“Umm Si Yoon do you want to walk together. There’s somewhere I wanna go!” One of my old friends say to me. They offer a nervous smile.
And all the sudden the worlds not so gloomy anymore…..
I stand up abruptly and smile brightly.
“You really want to go with me?!”
He turns to his friend before looking back at me.
“Uh yea.” He say’s shakily.
“Oh but if you’re busy because filming”- he starts
“That’s okay! Who cares if I’m a little late!”
Its not like anyone wants me there anyway….
“Lets go!” I smile at them.
They nod nervously and lead me out the classroom.
I could tell something was wrong when they were leading me into this back alley but I just wanted to believe I had some friends at school and was not completely hated by everyone.
I couldn’t have been more wrong.
I looked around the alleyway, curious to where we could have possible been going.
“Is it a secret hide out or something? Places like these are nice and cozy.”
They didn’t answer but stopped walking. I stood behind them so I couldn’t see ahead of them.
“Why’d you s”-
“Hey, Si Yoon isn’t our secret hideout nice and comfy?” I froze at the voice.
“Come on in~ Don’t you think you should pay for swinging your fist as me earlier?” He smirked.
My two “friends” stood aside and so I finally had a clear view of Seunghyeon who was sitting on some concrete stairs like it was his throne. His goons stood all around him. Smirks on their faces as if they couldn’t wait for what was about to happen. But what really broke me was the girl he had perched on his lap. She looked at me with a regretful, teary eyed frown.
“(name)?”
Sorry for not posting…my home life is the best. I’ll try to post more.
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