at that time, yun qingci was not someone that li ying could coax well with just one or two sentences.
he was hostile to almost everyone, especially someone like li ying, who had a good relationship with yun himself.
the grape was knocked down by his hand, and yun qingci threw away the shovel, turned around and drank: “come! kick him out! his injuries were
not good, and the sound was suddenly raised, and his lungs were tearing like pain, and he coughed twice, and his breathing was like a broken bellows. li ying stepped forward to support him, and yun qingci waved his sleeve to push, “don’t touch me!”
li ying had no choice but to say, “don’t be angry, i’ll just leave.”
yun qingci squatted down, put his knee against the wound, and lowered his head motionless.
he successfully chased li ying away.
grandma liu quickly came to hug him and asked the doctor to see him, but his throat was not tight, and he rested for several days before he got better.
li ying did not dare to casually climb over his wall again, he could only send some supplements from time to time, in addition to him, the brother of the yun family would also come to see yun qingci, but yun qingci did not want to see any of them.
after being stopped outside the door again, li ying asked grandma liu, “does he sleep well at night?” the
mother-in-law smiled and nodded, saying, “very good.” “have
you ever cried?” this was the thing they were most worried about, yun qingci was spoiled, and now that he was wounded, they were all worried that he would cry out his body.
grandma liu sighed and said, “if he is willing to cry, it will be easy to deal with.” <
at this point, li ying knew that yun qingci had not shed a single tear after his mother left.
“i didn’t find out before that the little prince’s eyes were so hard, when the lady was there, she had to drop a few golden beans when she walked and fell.” grandma liu raised her sleeve to wipe her tears, and her tone choked: “he doesn’t cry or make trouble, but let the slaves not know what to do, for fear that he will be broken.”
although he could not meet with yun qingci, across the closed door, li ying trance understood his state of mind.
most children who have no one to love are not very good at crying, because they know that crying is useless, which will only increase their disgust for themselves.
yun qingci was pampered, li ying did not know how he was so young, how to accept the fact that he no one hurt in such a short period of time, for li ying, the love of the elders was not important, because he had never felt it, even if the father and emperor hurt him, it was mostly because he was diligent enough.
no one would unconditionally pamper another person, but yun qingci had been loved like that.
gaining and losing is always more painful than never getting.
from the perspective of the bystander, li ying can understand the practice of yun pingshi, and the safety of tianzi is naturally more important than a child. but li ying was actually a beneficiary to some extent, and yun xiang was his father after all.
maybe there is such a layer of reasons, or maybe there are other reasons that li ying is not aware of. he thought that if there was destined to be someone in this world who would be carefree and pampered for a lifetime, he hoped that it could be yun qingci.
he would always think of the big ship, the small things that plunged into his arms, and the clarity and clarity in those eyes were the most li yingping had ever seen in his life. <
but now yun qingci always had a haze in his eyes.
he ran to the courtyard more and more frequently, either to take him to catch shrimp, or to take him to hunt birds, or to take him to the city to watch juggling, but no matter how many reasons he came up with, yun qingci was indifferent.
yun qingci would go to his mother’s mausoleum in the first fifteenth year, and li ying always took this opportunity to catch him, and shouted ‘a ci a ci’ with him.
either tell him that the sky is blue, or tell him that the water is so clear, even if you encounter a beautiful stone on the road, you have to call him to see it.
so lasted for nearly a year, yun qingci every time he stuck in the car and ignored him, at first he was really ancient and waveless, but after a long time, it was inevitable to slander in his heart, what prince highness, when he first saw him, he still pretended to be noble in front of him, and this time he became a second-rate person.
at this time, it was usually liu’s mother-in-law’s son lu gong who rushed to the car, and he was also responsible for carrying him back when yun qingci couldn’t move, but on that day, he suddenly ate a bad stomach, and on the way to the mausoleum, he stopped the car twice, and when he arrived at the place, he couldn’t wait to lose the car and horse and rushed to the toilet.
yun qingci followed grandma liu slowly, half of the injury was a little painful, he stopped and looked back, lu gong had not yet returned.
grandma liu said, “i’ll carry you.”
“no more.” yun qingci continued to walk forward slowly, the mother-in-law was old, and he did not want to tire her.
li ying followed him and said, “i’ll come.”
yun qingci immediately glanced over and fiercely said, “i don’t want you.” tthe
fierceness is real, the cuteness is also true, much better than the previous look of pity and ignorance, li ying’s mood is very good, and his temper is also very good: “then wait until you are tired and then call me.”
yun qingci said as he walked, “annoying spirit, you don’t want to be so close to me, why do you want to go with me, that’s my aunt, not your aunt.”
“your aunt is my aunt.”
“your aunt is in the palace.”
“that’s the queen mother, not ah niang.”
children of this age are very confused, li ying said a serious book, the expression is extremely deceptive, yun qingci was really stunned.
half a day later, he reopened his mouth: “trick the spirit.” when the worship of his mother returned
, yun qingci’s eyes were red, and he walked silently toward the outside of the mausoleum, and he couldn’t help but raise his hand and press his chest, and stopped against the wall with a slight gasp.
grandma liu was also looking at the entrance frequently, wondering why her unlucky child had not yet come to pick up the little young master.
without a word, li ying squatted down in front of yun qingci and said in a warm voice, “well, don’t be strong, if you cause the recurrence of old wounds, no one will hurt you.”
yun qing’s words were full of resistance.
li ying said, “i’ve been annoying you for so long, are you sure you don’t want to retaliate?” this was
a step for yun qingci, and li ying could see that at this time, yun qingci did not hate him as much as he did at the beginning. <
yun qingci froze with him for a while, and sure enough, he fell heavily on his stomach and said hatefully, “crush you to death.” in the year that his mother had left, he looked a little thinner than before, and although his head was a little taller, in li ying’s
eyes, he was still so lost that it was obviously unlikely that he would want to crush him.
but he still gestured to hold the ground, pretending to complain: “bad things.”
yun qingci pressed down hard again, and li ying ‘braced himself’ and ‘laboriously’ carried him up, coaxing him: “spare me, i am about to be crushed by you.”
“hmm.” yun qingci lay on his back, relaxed a little, and asked again, “did you deliberately stop lu gong from the outside?”
“you don’t know if you go out.”
“it must be you, don’t think i don’t know what you’re playing.”
“so what do you think i’m typing?”
yun qingci no longer said a word.
it turned out that lu gong was simply trapped by the latrine, and li ying did not send anyone to stop him. yun qingci returned home all the way, still did not let li ying enter the door, but when he entered the gate of the courtyard, he stopped for the first time.
he was wrapped in a snow-white cloak, and the gold-painted standing collar supported the jade white delicate little face, and when he looked back at li ying, the small appearance was very demure: “hey, annoying spirit.”
li ying raised an eyebrow: “huh?
yun qingci raised his small chin and asked him, “will there be a fish caught tomorrow?” lli ying’s
eyes lit up and his expression stretched.
he must have said, “yes.”
because in his memory, yun qingzi bent the corner of his mouth imperceptibly, although he quickly squeezed it again, and entered the courtyard without turning his head.
after that, yun qingci did not stop him again, and the reason he gave to the subordinates and to himself was: “his highness the prince’s status is so high, who dares to stop him?” so li ying had
more reason to bother him.
yun qingci can’t do drastic movements, but it is okay to read books and play chess and throw pots, when the two of them nest together, they are always arguing, not how to play chess, or how to solve the quarrel, usually yun qingci shouted: “it’s going to be like this!” that’s it! then
li ying reluctantly agreed.
li ying usually finished his homework in the palace, came after listening to his father and emperor discussing politics, generally came in the afternoon, when he left, the sky was dark, occasionally in advance, but would not be delayed, generally if he did not come in the afternoon, it would not come.
sometimes he came for days in a row, sometimes for several days in a row.
but every time he came, yun qingci was disgusted.
the first time they didn’t quarrel for several days together, it was because on qin feiruo’s death day, yun qingci was depressed for many days in a row, and every time li ying came over, he just quietly accompanied him, and by the way, he supervised him to eat the meal.
but on that day, yun qingci ate a small half bowl of rice, and just left the table and threw up. lli ying had no experience in taking care of people, and it was only at this time that he found that yun qingci seemed to have a low-grade fever.
li ying ordered someone to go to the palace to ask for a doctor, who prescribed a prescription and boiled the medicine, but yun qing resigned and vomited anything, so that night, li ying could only stay in the other courtyard.
yun qingci had always lived in the room where qin feiruo was alive, the bed had not been changed, li ying sat on the low bed at the head of his bed, opened the book, and prepared to guard him all night.
in the middle of the night, yun qing woke up.
the first thing he saw was li ying, who was turning his back on him, turning the book intently, and the lamp at the bedside was just right, not dazzling, but not dim.
a voice suddenly sounded in the quiet room.
“did he let you come to me?”
“who?” li ying replied, asking before reacting, “no.”
“if you are, don’t come later.”
li ying put down the book, turned around, pressed an arm against the side of the bed, and a handsome face turned to him: “if not?” “if
not, then we’ll be my best friends from now on.”
he had a low-grade fever, and he had just woken up, his eyelashes were wet, and his tender face was also red from the disease, li ying reached out and stroked the messy long hair on the side of his cheek, and closed his hand: “just a good friend?
yun qingci: “?
“i thought you already thought i was a brother in your heart.”
yun qingci’s eyelashes fluttered, “i don’t need my brother.” “”i’m
bigger than you.”
yun qingci looked at him, his eyes wet and red.
li ying paused, and he already spoke angrily, “do you also want to persuade me to go home with him?” “how
could i have wasted so much effort trying to persuade you to go home?”
“then why are you so good to me?”
for a moment, li ying was asked.
yun qingci’s eyes began to accumulate water mist, and he pulled li ying’s cuffs and said, “i want to cry.” “
“…… then you cry.
“you haven’t answered my question yet.”
“if i don’t answer you won’t cry?”
“i want to cry…” yun qingci said, “yes, cry behind your back.” the
water in his eyes gathered more and more, wrapping his beautiful eyeballs like large blisters.
li yingxin’s hair tightened, and he subconsciously opened his mouth and whispered, “because i want to be good to you.”
yun qingci’s tears fluttered and fell.
his emotions suddenly burst, and he slammed into li ying’s arms, sobbing, and said, “i think so much, i miss ah niang, uh huh… i thought, i want to ah niang…”
at that time, li ying’s body was still far from being so tall, and his shoulders were still far from being so wide, but that was the warmest embrace that yun qingci could rely on at that time. <
he kept crying, crying until li ying didn’t dare him continue to cry. he carried yun qingci to the bed, pressed his hand on the place where he had been stabbed, and said, “crying hurts, your mother is worried about you again.”
“she won’t know anything.”
“she knows.” li ying said: “i don’t believe you ask yourself, if you die and ah niang is still alive, will you worry that she will not think about tea and dinner because of you?”
yun qingci obediently asked himself, and the answer he got was yes.
then he wiped his eyes and obediently stopped crying.
after that, yun qingci no longer deliberately put on a disgusted face towards him, he would fix it every day after taking a nap to get up to change his clothes, tidy up his hair crown, and wait for li ying’s arrival.
even if sometimes i can’t wait for him.
but he knew that li ying would not come today, would not come tomorrow, would not come the day after tomorrow, and would come one day.
li ying never made him wait longer than three days.
at least, this was the case before he was sure that zhang shixue wanted to use his closeness to yun qingci to contain xiangfu.
he lived in that bottomless forbidden city, although he was the body of a prince, he still felt that there was no darkness, and his future could see the head at a glance, which was nothing more than inheriting the throne and becoming a tool for the woman to consolidate her power.
or die in a struggle for the throne. <
he no longer had extravagant hopes for the so-called queen mother.
he did not want zhang shixue to approach yun qingci, nor did he want yun qingci to become a tool for the other party to gain power.
therefore, every time zhang shixue proposed to let him take yun qingci back to the palace to play, he only responded verbally and never did it.
but he knew that wasn’t a long-term solution.
in the court, people like yun xiang are already very sensitive to politics. at first, he really wanted li ying to go to yun qingci as a lobbyist to see if he could coax him back to the xiang mansion, but after li ying ate the closed door soup one after another and persevered, he keenly smelled a trace of unusual breath.
he was worried that li ying was instructed by someone to get close to yun qingci, so he specifically found li ying and gently mentioned this matter, li ying actually opened the door with him, and said: “in the final analysis, he was injured because of my father and emperor, i just can’t bear to see him close himself, i want to help him get out of the haze, the teacher should not want to see him depressed and hurt his body, right?” he said
to yun xiang’s heart.
li ying told him: “he has now begun to scold me annoyingly, and it is a good thing that he no longer turns a blind eye.”
yun yu was still trustworthy of li ying’s character, but like the emperor, he could not trust empress zhang.
li ying saw his concern and said frankly: “when he is willing to go out, i will take him to make more friends, and when i have new friends, i will no longer care about me.” at
that time, it was the time for him to retire after his achievements, and yun qing resigned to be his young man dressed in fresh clothes and angry horses, and he became the crown prince above him.
the teacher can sit back and relax, and the dark idea of the queen mother will never be put into practice.
but when he was ready to start alienating yun qingci, he found that in his heart, he was vaguely reluctant.
he thought that it was probably because yun qingci was the only one who needed him, not because he was well read, nor because he was a person who could be of great use and was expected to become an emperor.
he needed him, just because yun qingci needed li ying.
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