after that, yun qingci began to take small cards to the palace to find li ying.
li hong liked li ying, so he would often teach him personally, taking him to fold the folds by hand. when yun qingci first went, li ying happened to be doing his homework in the jiangshan hall, and when he heard that the people around him had informed yun qingci that he was coming, he told the visitors: “let him wait a while.”
li hong was very surprised: “xiao ci came looking for you?”
“yes.” li ying said: “he cried once the other day, and the complaining erchen always did not look for him, in order to make him happy, the erchen gave him the token.”
li honghaha laughed and sighed, “this is good, after that incident, yun yu has always been very worried about him, with your protection, he can also rest assured.”
he instructed yun qingci not to wait in the tai womb, but to come to the jiangshan palace to accompany li ying to study, and said that if he did not take the sign in the future, he would not have to stop him.
arrange everything, but see li ying want to talk and stop.
“how?”
“the teacher is now, i’m afraid i’m not very reassured.”
li hong’s eyes darkened slightly, he pondered for a moment, and said, “he is indeed separated from yuansheng a lot now, and i think ah ruo’s words hit him very hard… this kind of thing cannot be forced, but the yun family has been loyal for generations, even if it is not as close as the royal family before, the blood of loyal subjects is also shed in their bones. he was
talking about the day yun qingci was seriously injured and unconscious and brought back.
qin feiruo received the news of yun qingci’s injury early in the morning, and came to the dock early, she was dressed in plain clothes, her face was pale, and she could still keep her manners when she saw tianzi, respectfully, tianzi apologized, and she also smiled and shook her head. <
but when yun qingci was lying on the small wooden board and being carried out, she suddenly collapsed.
li hong grew up with yunyu qin feiruo, including empress wei, and when he saw her like that, he was just as full of guilt, not to mention yunyu at that time.
qin feiruo kept shaking, tears falling like rain.
yun yu explained to her that qin feiruo would not listen to a word, and she shook her head: “lord xiang xiang does not need to say more… i’m a woman and a taoist family, i don’t understand your overall situation first, and i don’t want to understand. she had
also been on the battlefield to kill the enemy before, and as soon as this word came out, several ministers who followed her were accusatory, thinking that her words were inappropriate, after all, she was also the daughter of the general, full of loyal martyrs, how could she say such ignorant remarks, it was simply unreasonable.
li hong, who was supposed to leave first, stopped by the carriage.
hearing qin feiruo sneer, he said, “since i came down from the battlefield, i have married a human wife and taught my husband and children for more than ten years.” you are in the court, with loyalty and righteousness first, and i am in the courtyard of the family, why can’t you put your children first? you are full of ambitions to put the country first, why can’t i put my son first? you people, you must shut women at high gates, call them good wives and mothers, and let women look at the overall situation and understand your loyalty and righteousness… so who will understand me? who can bear my pain? my son’s life and death are unknown, he is my lifeblood, you know? she looked
at yun yu and then at the other ministers, “do you understand?”
“do you understand?” she asked one question after another, and laughed bitterly: “you don’t understand, if you understand, you won’t say that i’m ignorant, you won’t say that my actions today are making trouble for no reason!”
“since you don’t understand me…” she said in a mute voice, “why should i understand you?” <
no one in the audience spoke.
li hong and li ying stood there, watching the woman who had finished drinking and ordering several ministers carefully hugged yun qingci, and yun yu stepped forward and heard her whisper, “go away.”
her voice was soft and her hands were steady. li hong knew that she was worried about the baby in her arms.
she didn’t want to understand, she didn’t want to accept it, and no one could accuse her.
they are a group of men who are in a high position in the court, the country and the people are everything, but for her, the child is her everything.
yun yu sent her all the way to the front of the car, qin feiruo stepped on the wooden steps and walked up, saying to yun yu in a dumb voice, “when you abandoned ah ci, did it really hurt?” yun yu’s
face turned miserable.
qin feiruo said, “then go with your emperor majesty and be a family.”
she hid in the car with her child in her arms and disappeared.
after that, yun yu was still loyal, but between him and li hong, there was no longer the closeness between the brothers before, and he always reminded himself that it was because of reason that he chose li hong.
this is also why, later when li ying ascended the throne, he always adhered to the courtesy of the monarch and no longer treated teachers and students as before.
qin feiruo’s words attacked his heart. <
yun qingci grew up on her knees since childhood, and she had hardly seen her father, and she hated yun yu, not because yun yu chose the emperor between the child and the emperor, but because she suspected that yun yu did not have so much affection for yun qingci at all.
she thought that he had abandoned yun qingci for his emperor, but he did not have even the slightest heartache, and she was eager to hold the treasure on the tip of her heart, so she became an outcast without mercy.
yun yu was naturally miserable.
but after qin feiruo’s words came out, he also began to question in a trance. whether he abandoned the child for the sake of righteousness, or did he subconsciously choose his brother in that instant.
so he was good to yun qingci, he wanted to prove that i loved this child, i loved him, i didn’t just treat him as an outcast, the moment i abandoned him, i also hurt, really hurt.
no one knows that until he dies, he feels that he does not care enough for yun qingci, and until he dies, he is questioning himself whether i really loved this child.
but the care is chaotic, and many years later, the disaster that forced yun qingci to kill himself was also his self-touching, he thought that he and li ying had carried everything on their backs, concealed everything, and could make the child safe and smooth, and could be a good father quietly and quietly.
all his actions still forced the death of the child he was trying to love.
now, at this point.
in front of the winter stove, yun qingci pasted a sticker on li ying’s chest and whispered, “you have never told me about these things.” <
li ying did not apologize to him again, he just hugged yun qingci tightly: “in the future, no matter what happens, i will make it clear to you.” “well
, in the two years i’ve been following you, i’ve never seen my father, he…”
“after you killed yourself, he fell ill.” recalling his past life, li ying’s voice was slightly hoarse: “later…”
then one night, he suddenly woke up in a dream and staggered toward the door.
yun qingci and several brothers climbed up one after another and followed him with lanterns: “father…”
his eyes were scattered, and he walked forward in a daze: “madam, small words… go to the other house, find your mother, and, brother.
“i ordered someone to prepare a car.” yun qingxiao pulled him aside: “father, i will prepare a car for you.” “i’ll
go myself.” he said, “don’t follow me, i’ll go find them myself, and they’ll wait for me…”
he had been ill for a month, and he was suddenly able to get out of bed and walk, and he was unconscious, obviously returning to the light.
naturally, he couldn’t get to the other house.
he fell in front of the shop where yun qingci loved to eat, the fresh meat shortbread.
it is said that he suddenly stopped, saw the signboard, smiled and said, “i gave ah ci, bought two shortbreads to take with me, i remember, my ah ci, love to eat this shortbread.” then
he fell headlong into the snow. <
the robes dragged to the ground, and the three sons with lanterns squatted down.
but he couldn’t hear it again.
he just kept his eyes open and smiled, and there was no more silence.
no one knows what he was thinking in the last few breaths before his consciousness disappeared, whether he thought of yun qingci who quietly hid behind uncle ding to look at him, or did he think of qin feiruo, who he first saw when he was young, or the sentence that qin feiruo asked him when he boarded the carriage: “yun yu, when you abandoned ah ci, did it really hurt?”
li ying went to the funeral.
but he rarely went to see yun xiang.
therefore, yun qingci’s soul followed him for two years, and he didn’t know whether his father was dead or alive.
time went back to that time, and li hong and li ying only had a brief conversation. yun qingci was quickly brought to the jiangshan palace, and when he saw the emperor, he was still a little nervous, and crisply saluted: “see your majesty.”
li hong smiled and called him to his side and told him, “next time, if the crown prince is not in the palace, you will come here to find him.”
yun qingci’s eyes rolled in the low-key and luxurious jiangshan hall and said obediently, “thank you your majesty.”
at
first, yun qingci actually hated li hong, after all, his father abandoned himself in order to save him, but as he learned more and more things with li ying, he began to understand that the emperor was different from others. <
li ying casually mentioned, “if you don’t move to the city, it will be more convenient for you to come to the palace.” whether it is
yun qingci looking for li ying or li ying looking for yun qingci, it will take a long time to run.
there was no doubt that he proposed that yun qingci move to the city and where he wanted to live, it was obvious.
yun qing resigned for a while, and li ying realized it later and changed his mouth: “if you want to continue to live in the other courtyard, we will still be the same as before.” so it’s
the same as before.
time soon went from autumn to winter.
when it comes to the new year’s festival, yun qing will miss her mother in particular.
whenever this happens, he will lean back against the table where his mother’s spiritual seat is placed, and sit with a book in his mother’s arms all day like before.
last year, yun xiang sent someone to pick him up during the new year, and also ordered someone to send food and drink, but he threw it back.
this year, yun xiang sent something as usual, and yun qingci did not look at it, but did not throw it away, but was persuaded by grandma liu to bring it back.
on the twenty-eighth day, li ying came once and brought him some food, and yun qingci followed him and asked him with his eyes: “will you be busy in the new year?”
“busy.” while taking out all the food for him, li ying told him: “there will be some activities in the palace during the new year, and every prince needs to be present. <
yun qing resigned, i want to eat with you chinese new year’s eve meal, so i swallowed it silently.
li ying asked him, “something to tell me?” “nothing
.” yun qing resigned and smiled at him: “then after the end of the year, i will go to play with you again.”
li ying touched his head and said, “you see, if you eat well this year, you will grow tall again.” “that
still didn’t catch up with you…”
“because you’re growing, i’m growing.”
when li ying left, he was still instructing him: “i want to eat well in the new year, and i will come to look for you at the latest on the fifth day of the first year.”
“hey.” yun qingci slammed the door frame, watched him get into the car, completely disappeared from sight, and then rubbed his somewhat dry eyes and turned back to the courtyard.
soon on the thirtieth day, grandma liu was also going to have a reunion dinner with her family, so she took the time to settle him down and told him to leave the bowl there and come over later to wash it.
yun qingci obediently nodded, and she instructed the other servants, and several people took turns to guard yun qingci.
so on the night of the chinese new year’s eve meal, yun qingci took the bowl himself, went to the small ancestral hall, nestled at the foot of the table and leaned on his mother’s spiritual seat, and seriously ate a whole bowl of dumplings.
that night, they all threw up again, turning grandma liu around in a hurry, and wanted to order someone to invite li ying, but they were stopped by yun qingci.
he didn’t want li ying to feel as if he couldn’t do without him, and as he grew up, he gradually understood that someone as clingy and troublesome as him was unlikable. <
li ying was also not obliged to accompany him all day.
he had a low-grade fever intermittently a few times, and his face was better until the fifth day of the first year.
li yingguo really did not renege on his word, and came to see him on the fifth day of the first year.
when he entered the door, he asked liu mother-in-law about yun qingci’s situation, and the latter was in a state of limbo: “… he was sick again, but he didn’t want you to know.
li ying pretended not to know.
as soon as he walked in the door, he was hugged by him, and yun qing rubbed him for a while, and then his eyes lit up: “i thought you were going to come at night.”
in this way, he could also have a small chinese new year’s eve meal with li ying.
li ying said, “i still have something to do at night.” yun qingci’s
eyes dimmed visibly, and he turned his face to look behind li ying, quietly changing the subject: “what did you bring me?” the
next person put everything on the table, li ying came over and said, “i brought you a glass sparrow, the father and emperor rewarded it, i want to come useless, and this dress, i sent someone to make it for you, i didn’t rush out years ago, you try it now.” it was
the first piece of clothing that li ying gave him, and yun qingci couldn’t wait to run in to change it, and then pedaled out, and his delicate face was shining with the sparkle of the brocade coat.
li ying was slightly confused by the flash.
“am i good-looking?” <
“looks good.”
yun qingci smiled with some embarrassment and said to him, “i like this dress.” the corner of li ying’s
mouth bent, pulled him to sit down at the table, and said, “have you eaten well in the past few days?” “eat
.”
“all eaten?”
“i ate them all.” yun qingci held the glass finch, and he couldn’t let go of the play, and the sunlight hit the glass, emitting a dazzling light, lining the thing to the gods, and also lining him with immortals.
he didn’t tell li ying about his illness, li ying didn’t understand why a spoiled ghost suddenly didn’t lie to him before, he was a little distressed, but also a little worried, told him: “when the lantern festival comes, i will accompany you.”
yun qingci looked surprised: “really? “
hmm.” li ying said, “every lantern festival in the future, i will accompany you.” therefore
, yun qingci looked forward to the lantern festival every year.
when the two of them spent the lantern festival for the first time, yun qingci specially changed into new clothes and ran over, and his face changed as soon as he arrived at the place.
li ying called several people to play with him.
then all the way, he was silent, and the others were excited to guess the riddle of the river lamp, only he looked faint, carrying the small dragon lamp that li ying had guessed for him, almost silently.
lin huaijin sensed that something was wrong with him, leaned over to look for him, and asked, “ah ci, what’s wrong with you?” “”it’s
just a little uncomfortable.”
“is it an old wound?” li ying’s voice came from behind, yun qingci twisted his face to look at him, water light gushed out of his eyes in an instant, he did not open his face and quickly left, lin huaijin was just about to chase, he was pulled by li ying’s hand: “i will go to see, you play first.”
lin huaijin opened his mouth, subconsciously nodded, and said, “let’s go.”
yun qingci threw away the lamp, sprinted all the way, and soon came to a place where there was no flower lamp hanging, there was a dark forest in front of him, he stopped in fear, li ying had already caught up, and suddenly smiled when he saw it: “so big, are you still afraid of the dark?”
yun qingci stepped forward and was pulled by his outstretched hand: “well, don’t go, the wound hurts, i will carry you.” “i’m
going home.”
“i carried you home
yun qingci looked at him for a while, and the red circles of eyes lay on his back.
li ying walked forward with him on his back, and at first, yun qingci did not say a word until he was about to leave the city, and then he asked, “are you tired?”
“you’re light like a kitten, what are you tired of?” li ying wrapped his legs together and pushed him up, “why aren’t you happy today?” “why
are you calling so many people?”
“i’m afraid you’re bored and so hilarious.”
“i’m not bored with you.” yyun qingci choked up and said, “i don’t want to spend the lantern with them, you said that the lantern will accompany me, can’t i accompany myself?”
li ying hesitated: “are you angry because of this?”
yun qingci sobbed on his shoulder: “no permission in the future, not allowed to share my time with others.” it was
the first time he felt yun qingci’s possessiveness towards him.
but at that time they were all too young, and no one thought about what was contained in this possessiveness, and no one told them whether such a relationship was right or wrong.
li ying just suddenly felt that there was a faint joy in his heart, and it turned out that yun qingci cared so much about him.
but yun qingci’s possession of him seems to be only the possession between friends, they occasionally talk about girls together, talk about the future of parents to each other’s children to be dry fathers, at that time yun qingci, did not think of being his queen.
however, whenever li ying talked about girls, he had some lack of interest and would feel uncomfortable in his heart.
he deliberately said to yun qingci, “i am married, and you are not the most important.”
yun qingci arranged for him clearly: “i am your most important man, she is your most important woman!” moreover
, yun qingci often worried about his girls: “if you become emperor in the future, do you want to marry many girls?”
he said expressionlessly, “there is only one wife.”
“then can you please not take a concubine?” <
“what’s the matter with you?”
“…… i just don’t think it’s fair to other girls.
li ying sighed.
now that he thinks about the day he first swam in the lake, when he was suddenly called to enlightenment by zhang shixue and found by yun qingci holding an umbrella, he found that his feelings for yun qingci had traces at the beginning, and it was only on that day that he realized it.
perhaps, he had moved his heart very early, but he did not realize it.
after that day, li ying found that yun qingci often fell into his dreams, so he would wake up in the middle of the night, fold the fold, hold the book without the fold, read until dawn, and then go to the court.
zhang shixue discovered this because it was raining one night, and li ying left yun qingci to spend the night in the jiangshan hall.
in the past, yun qingci had not spent the night in the palace, but that night, when they were reading together, yun qingci fell asleep on his desk, and li ying personally carried him to the dragon bed, and then sat on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at him for a long time.
then he leaned over, involuntarily, and wanted to kiss him.
zhang shixue suddenly broke in, and said with a smile: “emperor, see what your mother has brought you…”
the young tianzi pulled the quilt for yun qingci, silently covered up the past, and told her lightly: “he is asleep, and the mother queen is lighter.”
zhang shixue smiled, opened the food box, and put the supper on the table, saying: “the night is hard, you have to eat something.” “”the
hard mother went on a rainy night.” li ying politely said, “go back and rest earlier.” after he ascended
the throne, there were many differences between him and her, at that time, zhang shixue had already vaguely felt the crisis, but the fourteen-year-old tianzi was almost out of her control.
soon after, when yun qingci came to li ying again, she ordered someone to intercept him halfway. yun qingci had a very good impression of her at that time, obedient and coaxing, she sent yun qingci some food, casually chatting, and soon after, li ying hurried to the door under the pretext of sending something to her, and then pretended to be surprised to see yun qingci and took him away.
as soon as they went out, li ying frowned, “didn’t i just let you go to her palace?”
“she called out to me… i’m embarrassed to refuse. in yun qingci’s
impression, li ying and zhang shixue had some contradictions, but the contradictions were not big, because li ying was very respectful every time he saw her, and some of them were angry, but there was no enmity.
in addition, zhang shixue told yun qingci over there, blaming her for being too strict with li ying at that time, li ying was separated from him, she often shed tears as she spoke, yun qingci thought about her mother, and felt that she was very pitiful.
because his mother was also very strict with him when he was young, she scared him and cried many times.
but his mother’s love for him was not a fake.
he didn’t know that the relationship between li ying and zhang shixue was very different from what he thought, and he didn’t know how much zhang shixue had a good hand on li ying. <
for li ying, no matter how much zhang shixue had been too much for him, she had the grace of procreation for him, and he could not wipe his face and go to say bad things about his birth mother in front of yun qingci.
at that moment, li ying felt that no matter what, it was also his birth mother, rao was that she had beaten him, but if she broke the bones and tendons, she really wanted to get power, and she would never really harm herself.
at that time, i was young and thought that people were too kind and simple.
once, zhang shixue called li ying in front of him and asked him straight away: “do you like yun qingci?”
li ying’s gaze was directly opposite her, and his lips were pursed into a sword blade: “if the queen mother has anything to say, just say it.”
zhang shixue was shocked by his overly indifferent eyes before he said, “i was worried that you had killed him… you are the son of heaven, and in the future you will have three palaces and six courtyards, and if you keep him in the harem, is it not appropriate? she reminded
li ying not to affect yun qingci’s life without authorization because of her own selfish desires, and every sentence she took into account for yun qingci, and every word smashed into li ying’s heart, setting off a monstrous wave.
li ying only remembered that he said in a dumb voice: “thank you for the teaching of the mother and queen, the son knows what to do.” taking advantage of the fact that
yun qingci had not yet grown up and did not understand anything, he slowly alienated him and left him, avoiding a carelessness and pulling him astray.
it was those days, after the court, that he came down from the dragon chair, sat down on the stairs, buried his face between his arms, and told yun xiang, “teacher… i don’t want to be emperor anymore. iit turned
out that being an emperor was not free at all, and even the right to like a person had to be deprived.
but the former teacher no longer comforted him.
only liu ziru accompanied him, watching him stay up late to deal with official business, practicing his sword during the day, li ying also asked him: “the queen mother said, if you are good for ah ci, don’t associate with him again, does mr. li think it makes sense?” he was
confused and miserable.
but the court is full of strangeness, and the palace is a place that eats people and does not spit bones, and it is best not to pull yun qingci in from a rational point of view.
he hoped that someone could overturn his ideas and let him be honest and upright, without being afraid of anything, to contact yun qingci.
even if liu ziru didn’t like zhang shixue like the former emperor, he had to nod his head and said, “if your majesty just wants to be friends with prince yun, then naturally it is inevitable… but if it is… i was afraid it would hurt him.
li ying remembered that he was going to be friends with yun qingci, and the teacher didn’t quite agree.
not to mention, that kind of thing.
after that time, li ying was even better at yun qingci, so his deliberate estrangement became very obvious, and yun qingci was also an extremely sensitive person, and for a period of time, he felt a strong uneasiness.
lin huaijin often played with him, telling him: “he is already the monarch of the country, it is different from before, and it is inevitable to alienate you.”
yun qingci also understood, but his emotions did not understand, and he was sad for a long time. tthat’s li ying, how did li ying change?
at that time, zhang shixue personally came to the courtyard and found him.
she asked yun qingci worriedly if there was any contradiction with li ying, and yun qingci naturally shook her head.
he himself had a good feeling for li ying’s birth mother, and when he was wronged, the tears fell non-stop, zhang shixue sighed, reached out and hugged him in his arms: “good child, don’t cry.” the hand that was strung on his head was
very gentle, and yun qingci cried for a long time before he stopped and asked chokingly, “what the hell is he going to do, so that he is willing to be like before?” “he’s grown up, he’s
the emperor, and you want him to be as good to you as he used to be, unless you can always be with him, or he’ll walk slowly forward, always leaving something behind, even if it’s not now, and it’s the same in the future.”
yun qingci seemed to understand non-understanding.
“i mean, he’s in the palace now, he has no father and emperor, he’s so entangled in political affairs that he can’t be busy alone… where is the time to go out of the palace to find you? “is
it because i live too far away?”
zhang shixue nodded.
yun qingci was a little worried, “but i don’t want to go back to xiangfu…”
“then do you want to live in the palace?” zhang shixue said, “if you go to the palace, you can see him often.”
yun qingci hesitated: “can i?” “of
course.” zzhang shixue told him a solution: “in this world, the longest companionship is still husband and wife, if you become related to him, he will never abandon you again.”
yun qingci was stupid.
he shook his head, “i can’t marry him, and i’m not a girl.”
zhang shixue sighed and said, “actually, ah ying, these days are not good, the day before yesterday i slept directly on the table until dawn, and these two days also launched a high fever…”
yun qing was confused.
he hurriedly went to see li ying, and the other party really had a wind chill, but he also saw him, but he sat very far away, as if he was afraid of giving him a sick breath.
yun qingci stood up and wanted to get close to him, but he saw him wave his hand, cough lowly, and said, “how come there is time to come?”
“i heard you’re sick, so i’ll take a look.”
“recently, the season has changed, minor illness, do not get in the way.”
the chairs on either side of them were sitting on opposite sides, looking at each other, yun qingci was looking at li ying, li ying was also looking at him, the four eyes were facing each other, yun qingci smiled a little, and said: “are you thin?”
li ying also smiled and said, “because i have grown tall again.”
yun qingci touched the thing in his hand and said, “i sewed a pair of handguards, it’s cold, and you love to fold it at night, don’t freeze it.”
he got up again, but li ying raised his hand and pressed it again, and yun qingci had to sit down again.
liu ziru went forward to take the handguard over, and li ying took it while coughing softly and asked him, “did you get your hand?” “”not
really.” yun qingci glanced at him and said, “i learned it when i was a child, and my aunt said that she would become a relative in the future, and such a thing cannot always be handed over to the girl.” li ying’s
eyelashes flashed, and his heart seemed to be slashed by a fast knife, and the skin and flesh were turned over.
he said, “after ah ci is gone, he will definitely be a person who will hurt people.” “didn’t
i come to hurt you?” yun qingci muttered, “you are still the emperor, you can’t even take care of yourself, how to take care of the people of a country.”
li ying liked his small appearance of spitting out his mouth the most, the corners of his lips couldn’t help but bend slightly, and the light overflowed from his eyes: “it was accidental, i opened the window at night and froze it.”
“then why do you open the window at night?”
“because…” i can’t sleep thinking about it. li ying said in a warm voice, “when i think about state affairs, i can’t sleep.” “it
didn’t work.” yun qing snorted, “there’s nothing to be afraid of, and you can’t do it.” the smile on li ying’s face deepened
, and a touch of affection overflowed from his eyes, and he said softly, “you must also take good care of yourself.” “i’m
much better than you.” yun qing resigned and asked, “when will you marry me a sister-in-law and come back, so that someone can take care of you, and i will be more at ease.” “
all right.” li ying smiled and said softly, “go back early, don’t come to the palace casually, so far away… i don’t have time to spend time with you either. “
i can accompany you.” <
li ying lost his smile, shook his head, and said, “i’m busy.” he entered
the room, and yun qingci whispered, “big deal, i’m watching you with you…”
it’s that kind of estrangement.
li ying is a very gentle person, he never loses his temper, but he is simple, distant, and does not kiss him.
after that, yun qingci thought about it for a long time, and he repeatedly thought about empress zhang’s words, if he became related to li ying, he could be together forever.
in this shangyang city, there is no precedent for marrying a man, although it has not yet been the emperor, but empress zhang has spoken, which shows that it is also possible.
he later went to empress zhang, who told him that he did not know what li ying thought about this matter, and asked him to tell li ying himself.
so yun qingci plucked up the courage to find li ying.
when we met again, two months had passed since the last time, the snow outside the window was deep, and yun qingci was holding hot tea and sitting uneasily opposite li ying.
li ying sorted out the folds on the table, and seeing that he had not said a word, he turned his face to look at it.
naturally, he also missed yun qingci, but he hoped that yun qingci could live his own life, he hadn’t seen him for two months, he thought that yun qingci was going to forget him, and he didn’t think he had found him again.
but this time, he obviously noticed that yun qingci was a little uncomfortable.
sure enough, time will dilute everything, and yun qingci will also have such a raw time for him. <
he adjusted his mood and said, “the tea is cold?
yun qingci quickly took a sip and said, “no… just right. “then
what are you doing?” li ying pulled out the book under his elbow and opened it casually, yun qingci hesitated, “you, what kind of woman do you like?”
although he had thought it out clearly, li ying definitely didn’t think clearly, he still had to test the other party’s meaning, was li ying willing to marry him?
li ying said lightly, “why do you suddenly ask this?”
“i just want to know that you’re right about women… also, and that little kid, do you like kids?
li ying didn’t want to answer his question, he said, “what do you really want to say?”
“i want to say…” yun qingci whispered, “if i make you a queen, do you want it?”
his voice was too small, rao was li ying’s ear strength was not bad, he could not hear clearly, he twisted his eyebrows: “what are you talking about?”
“i said…” liu ziru just sent a snack, yun qingci swallowed the words temporarily, picked up a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, and chewed it sullenly.
li ying’s mood was mixed up by his two sentences very badly.
he looked at yun qingci with a complicated look for a moment, then withdrew his gaze and said, “if it’s okay, go back.” “it’s
snowing outside.”
li ying looked at him.
yun qing pulled him apart and said softly, “am i going to stay here tonight?” “”where
do you want to sleep?”
yun qingci pointed to the beaded curtain on the other side, which was his bed.
even if he was ignited by his few words, li ying still didn’t want him in his heart, and said with a straight face: “you want to occupy the dragon bed of yuan?”
yun qingci smirked at him.
li ying was defeated in an instant.
that night, because yun qingci was waiting on the bed, li ying left the table early and got on the bed after bathing.
they were lying in the same bed as before, but that night, it was slightly different again.
both of them were lying flat, li ying was lying on the outside, and yun qingci was lying on the inside, covering the same quilt.
under the quilt, one hand moved quietly and then caught the other.
li ying’s eyelashes fluttered and he held his breath.
the hand carefully hooked him, and then stopped moving.
after a long while, li ying turned his face to look at yun qingci, but yun qingci did not look at him.
he kept staring at the top of the bed and said slowly, “if i say, i want to marry you… you, what do you think?
li ying looked confused: “what, what?
“i said…” yun qingci turned his face to look directly at him and said seriously, “i want to marry you, will you or not?”
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