The Obsessive Shou Moves On 68: marriage: the final

li ying’s brain buzzed.

he never thought that yun qingci would bring this matter to him.

skipping the fact that i like you and whether you like me or not, he asked directly, i want to marry you, are you willing or not.

he was thrown into the sky by great luck, and he fell sharply to the ground. looking at yun qingci’s expression, he quickly woke up.

yun qingci, perhaps did not understand at all, what he was talking about.

“why?” li ying stared at him and asked, “who made you say that?” “nobody

.” yun qingci didn’t lie, it was true that no one let him say this, he thought about it and told li ying about it later, so he was sure that he was very sober: “i want to be with you, always together.”

li ying withdrew his hand.

then he sat up.

yun qingci followed suit.

the words had already been spoken, there was no room for recovery, yun qingci observed li ying’s expression, suppressed the tension in his heart, and said, “ah ying…”

li ying did not look at him, his voice was as gentle as ever: “do you like me?”

“like.” yun qingci replied without hesitation, he stared firmly at li ying, and could not wait to emphasize: “i like ah ying, i like ah ying the most, i only like ah ying.”

that was the first time li ying heard yun qingci say that he liked it, and the first time, yun qingci was like that, simply and neatly, without hesitation, emphasizing how much he liked it. <

there is no temptation, no limbs, directly and frankly, to reveal the heart.

li ying’s heart beat uncontrollably, frantically, like a drum.

he didn’t speak for half a moment, and the latter became worried: “you, don’t you like me?” “it’s

not.” li ying refuted it quickly, and when he finished, he was silent again, not knowing what to say for a while.

the corners of yun qingci’s mouth rose, quietly approaching him, and said softly, “that means you like me?”

“yes.” li ying also admitted very neatly, and then said: “but my liking for you is different from your liking for me.” “like

is like, what’s different?”

yun qingci really can’t tell where the difference is, he likes li ying, wants to stay with li ying, always stay together, if becoming a parent is the best choice, then he will become a relative of li ying, as long as li ying is willing, they can be together forever.

li ying said, “my liking for you is the liking of becoming a parent.” isn’t

that right?

yun qingci’s eyes lit up: “i like you, i want to be related to you.”

“ah ci, you don’t understand.” li ying whispered, “do you understand what it means that you say you like a man?” “it

means i want to be with you forever.” yun qingci leaned over to him, boldly hugging his arm, his white face pressed against his shoulder, and his clear eyes did not blink. <

li ying’s heart beat again, and he was a little impatient.

yun qingci’s eyes were too simple, and his expression was too harmless, did he really understand? li ying didn’t know, but at that moment, he suddenly didn’t hold back and bullied yun qingci down.

the black hair was scattered on the dragon bed, the teenager’s eyes were facing each other, li ying suppressed his voice, and said, “i will want to kiss you, do you think it is okay?”

yun qingci blushed and said, “… if you are married, i am your person, and you can do whatever you want. li ying’s

chest contracted, and his eyes were slightly red: “ah ci, do you really know what you are talking about?”

he always knew that yun qingci was possessive of him, he didn’t want yun qingci to ruin his life because of such greed, he consciously wanted yun qingci to understand all this, and deliberately deceived him a little: “this, it doesn’t matter?

yun qingci held his breath and did not move.

li ying couldn’t bear to put his lips on his.

it was a very strange, subtle touch.

yun qing’s eyes widened.

li ying did not go deeper, he restrained himself from leaving yun qingci’s lips and asked in a dumb voice, “hate?” “

“…… no.

yun qing said, as if he did not accept defeat, and as if to prove that he was not annoying, he also kissed him on the lips.

li ying’s throat knot rolled, and he approached again, sticking to his lips again. <

it was a deep kiss.

it’s deep and it’s long.

compared with the subtlety and strangeness of fangcai, this time the feeling is faintly a little strange.

yun qingci was so frightened that he forgot to breathe, and by the time li ying let go of him, his face was already flushed with lack of oxygen.

“…… idiot, breathe. li ying caressed his chest, and yun qingci remembered this, and quickly took a big breath, and his lungs suddenly tingled.

li ying’s hand pressed against his injured part and coaxed, “take your time.” yun

qingci was guided by him to adjust his breathing and quietly observed li ying.

it was the first time he had looked at li ying so seriously, from his forehead to his eyebrows, to his eyes to the bridge of his nose, and then to the lips that had just come into close contact with him.

every part of li ying’s face was stared at by his eyes for a long time.

his cheeks were hot and his breathing was light.

full of thoughts, ah ying is really good-looking, the eyes are good-looking, the nose is good-looking, and the mouth is the most beautiful.

he found that li ying’s lips were pale red before kissing him, but after kissing him, they would turn into dark red, and the crimson lips would make his skin extra white, and his eyebrows were also extra black.

it’s like a fairy walking down the painting. <

in his mind, it was like there were a lot of birds flapping their wings, fluttering, fluttering, and looking at li ying stupidly, and he didn’t speak for half a day.

li ying shouted at him a few times, and saw that he was stupid and kept looking at himself.

the thought that he was going to marry himself because of possessiveness was gradually replaced by another wave of excitement and disbelief: “ah ci?

he shouted a few times, and yun qingci finally replied: “huh? “what

are you looking at?”

“look at ah ying.”

“…… see what i do?

“ah ying, it’s so beautiful.”

the corners of li ying’s mouth rose and he said softly, “is it really so beautiful?” “looks

good.” yun qingci said, “ah ying is the most beautiful person in the world.

li ying’s heart was suddenly filled with swells, and he kissed the corner of yun qingci’s mouth again, and for a moment, he almost felt that he was dreaming.

“are you really going to marry me?”

“yes.”

“even so, it doesn’t matter?” <

yun qingci was stunned again.

he and li ying were together, although the two people often had contact, but li ying had been reading poetry since childhood and never played the overly wild games of other children, but that day, li ying made a move to him.

unlike kissing, yun qingci moved uneasily even though he was uncomfortable, “what, what do you mean?”

li ying had been observing him, and when he saw that he resisted, he withdrew his hand. his look was mixed, his mood was just as mixed, and he finally sighed, “you… have a good rest. he left the

bed, and yun qingci subconsciously chased him to the side of the bed, casually pulled his belt, and asked, “where are you going?” “i’ll

read the book later.”

“you don’t read, you come.”

“you don’t understand what it means to be married, you just want to be with me, ah ci…”

“i know, i have to have children when i become a parent, i can’t have children, if you like children, i will go now.”

“it’s none of that.”

“then you should make it clear!” yun qingci was anxious and angry, and said fiercely, “you give me here!” li ying looked

back, and yun qingci threw the pillow at him with red eyes.

li ying caught up, had to walk back, just sat at the head of the bed, yun qingci pasted towards him, he put his arms around li ying’s waist, and asked grievously: “you don’t want to marry me?” “”i’m

just afraid of you… young and on the wrong path. “will

you harm me?”

“how can i hurt you?”

“then i’m going to be with you for the rest of my life, will you always like me, protect me, be good to me?”

“hmm.”

“hmm, i’m going to hear you say it.”

“…… if, we are together for the rest of our lives, i will always like you, protect you, and be good to you. li ying said, “but the two of us, it is impossible…”

“why is it impossible?”

“because… i’m afraid i’ll do something sorry for you, i’m the emperor, i may have three palaces and six courts in the future, i’m afraid of me…”

“then don’t do anything to be sorry for me.” yun qingci tugged at his cuffs and said, “you don’t want to have three palaces and six courtyards, you all have me, and you don’t like children, what do you want so many concubines for?” ah ying, don’t be sorry for me, don’t want the three palaces and six courtyards, i want you one, you also want me one, good or bad, good or bad…”

at that time, yun qingci did not understand what li ying said, he did not understand why li ying would be afraid to apologize to him, since he was afraid, then don’t do a good job.

li ying couldn’t say what he should do if one day he couldn’t help himself and did such a thing. <

at that moment, he suddenly felt that maybe what yun qingci said was right.

since you’re afraid, don’t do it well.

maybe he was just as naïve, so he laughed a little, and was actually strangely persuaded by yun qingci, he touched the other person’s head, and said, “well, if we are together, i want you one.” “so

how about we’re together?”

li ying looked at him for a moment.

yun qingci added, “i can swear that i only need ah ying, i will be good to ah ying for a lifetime, i will only like ah ying alone in my life, i will put ah ying first in my heart for a lifetime, i can do everything for ah ying, ah ying… you’re with me, okay? “

“…… but you, in fact, can’t accept me. li ying said slowly, “becoming a relative, the cave house… you, you know?

no one gave yun qingci enlightenment in this regard, and he naturally did not understand it.

he glanced at li ying’s fingers, then moved his body, pulled his hand over and placed it where li ying touched, “is this so?” do you want to put it in, me, i can. his eyes were

too clean and too pure.

the tip of li ying’s heart suddenly stung. he hugged yun qingci heavily in his arms, pulled the quilt over yun qingci’s body, closed his long eyelashes, and said, “good, good, we are married.”

“na ah ying, do you want to let go…”

“no.” lli ying said, “i will teach you slowly in the future.” yun qingci was happy, he buried his face in the other person’s

arms, sniffed the smell of his body, and said, “will you be sorry for me in the future?” “no

, it won’t.”

“will you like me for the rest of your life?”

“yes.”

“will you be good to me all your life?”

“yes.”

“that… do you want anyone else but me? “

no more.” li ying said, “i want you one.”

yun qingci smiled happily.

he didn’t expect everything to go so smoothly, just one night, he got li ying. he was worried that li ying was impulsive, and whispered, “you can think about it again.” “not

necessarily.”

yun qingci was so firm, if he swayed again, he would be unable to stand up to him.

yun qingci had been thinking about it for several months, and he had thought it through before he came to tell li ying, and he found that he seemed to have secretly pit li ying, allowing him to give the answer so quickly. <

but he was very cunning and did not tell li ying what he had been thinking about for a long time, anyway, he wanted to be with li ying, li ying wanted to be with him, and the things that hit it off were not considered to be for him.

he thought that he had taken advantage of him, so he did not investigate why li ying had agreed to him at once, whether he had liked himself before, li ying did not like to say these words, so yun qingci in his previous life had never known that it was li ying who liked him first.

after the news of li ying becoming intimate was spread, the empress dowager immediately began to greet her. yun qingci also did not tell li ying that it was the empress dowager who instructed him to look for li ying, so li ying always thought that it was yun qingci who would go to him out of his heart.

if he had known from the beginning that it was the empress dowager who had guided yun qingci to find him, then everything might have been different.

because of this incident, both the brother and his father went to yun qingci, and tried bitterly to convince him that he absolutely could not be related to li ying. yun qingci was already disgusted with them, and as soon as his rebellious heart came up, he became more and more determined to be with li ying.

he also ran to find li ying, fearlessly demanding: “i want to move in with you right away.” li ying naturally wanted

to be with him as soon as possible, but he had to worry about yun qingci’s reputation. he had entered the palace as a man, and if he had given people to know, whether it was xiangfu or yun qingci himself, he would have been pointed out and his face would be disgraced.

“don’t mess around.”

“don’t you like me?”

at that time, yun qingci always liked to ask him these words, li ying explained the pros and cons to him in a good voice, but yun qingci just shook his head: “i just care what they think.” “”

i care.” li ying touched his head and said patiently, “wait a minute, okay?”

“but i want to see you every day…” yun qingci threw himself into his arms and wrapped his arms tightly around his waist.

in fact, yun qingci didn’t quite understand why someone always had to point fingers at other people’s lives, such a thing, until he was reborn in the first life, he also didn’t understand how he was, what was going on with them.

therefore, he has not understood that li ying’s cocooning in those years has bound himself. he always cared too much, so he lost a lot when he didn’t find out.

until one day, he lost the lover who had always filled his heart, and suddenly realized that everything he had carried in those years was actually imposed on him by outsiders and life.

because he wanted to be favored by his father too much, he desperately forced himself to become excellent, because he wanted to guard the country too well, so he tried hard to make himself a diligent mingjun, because he wanted to make the courtiers in the court fear too much, so he had to balance them.

so he ignored, all along, unconditionally liked him, close to him, and admired his yun qingci.

even if he is now reborn, he will still regret it when he embraces his lost and regained lover.

why couldn’t he just leave everything behind like yun qingci?

but it can only be regretted.

yun qingci’s world is black and white, and he can ignore all the eyes that are placed on him, because the opinions of others cannot affect his life. but li ying was sitting on that big seat, and the eyes of others were enough to destroy everything about him. <

li ying’s words yun qingci still listened, and he obediently went back, because yun xiang always refused to agree to this family affair, yun qingci rushed to the xiang mansion to quarrel with him several times, said a lot of harsh words, and finally exchanged his nod.

but he had one condition, on the day of his marriage, yun qing resigned from the xiang mansion to drive from shangluan.

father and son have compromised with each other.

because he was related to tianzi, the rebbe invited someone to tell him the process early in the morning, where he should kneel, where he should nod, where to stand still and put on a posture, all of which had their own opinions.

yun qingci was also smart, and everything that should be remembered was remembered.

the night before they became parents, yun xiang came to his small courtyard and brought him a comb, “this is your mother… at that time, i liked it very much, often shouting for me to comb her hair, my heart for her has never changed, i hope that this comb can also make your majesty never change her heart. this

reason for sending something is too far-fetched.

but because it involved his own and li ying’s future, yun qingci did not argue with him, but calmly thanked him.

yun xiang silently put down the comb, looked at him for a while, turned and left.

when he walked out with his back to yun qingci, he couldn’t help but raise his sleeve and wipe the corners of his eyes. <

although yun qingci accepted it, he never let li ying use that comb to comb his hair, he didn’t say anything that night, even if his father’s heart didn’t change, but he still killed his mother by mistake, and he didn’t want to go to that point with li ying.

at this moment, yun qingci suddenly remembered something, went out of li ying’s arms, found the comb from the cabinet where the courtyard lived, and then ran back a few steps and handed it to li ying, “after that, my head will be handed over to you.”

li ying took it, solemnly put it away, and said, “good.” in the

past life, yun qingci was afraid that the bad would affect him and li ying, so even the good blessings were given up together, and now he had no taboos, he was not afraid of anything, and the comb left by his mother could finally see the light of day.

li ying pulled him to his side, shook his hand, looked at him for a while, and suddenly smiled again.

yun qingci looked confused: “what are you doing?” “it

just occurred to me that the day we were married.”

yun qingci: “…”

his face turned red indisputably.

in order to understand what li ying wanted to do to him that day, yun qingci deliberately did a lot of homework before getting married, and studied the thirty-six techniques many times before finally figuring out what li ying wanted to express that day. <

on the night of the marriage, he sat on the bed and waited for li ying’s arrival, while quietly drawing a few pieces of paper from his sleeve, drawing on the thirty-six techniques of his favorite postures, which he deliberately tore from the book, because he was afraid that when he saw li ying, his head would be empty and forgotten.

with those few pieces of paper, yun qingci was very sure that li ying would also be addicted to him in the days after marriage, whether he really didn’t know, anyway, the book said so.

he carefully and carefully re-memorized the information on the paper, just like a candidate preparing for a scientific examination.

i remember when the door was pushed open in full swing.

li ying walked in.

although he was the son of heaven and no one poured wine, on such a big day, he was probably happy in his heart, he still drank a few more drinks, and his cheeks were slightly red when he entered the door.

yun qingci reflexively hid the paper behind him, lifted his face and said, “come back.”

li ying sensed that something was wrong with him, but did not ask much, and asked softly: “have you eaten anything for you?” “eat

.” because the royal wife rules were cumbersome, worried that he would not be able to hold on, when he went out, yun xiang specially sent someone to stuff him with pastries and let him pad on the road. yun qingci himself was not a well-behaved person, and he had eaten it all on luan driving.

later, in the gap between worshiping the ancestors, li ying quietly gave him a few pieces of mung bean cake, which was also eaten by him.

li ying let go of his heart, walked over and sat down next to him, his eyes fell on the corner of the page exposed in the quilt, he paused slightly, and said, “what is that?” “

“…… ooh. yun qingci hurriedly pulled out the few pieces of paper that had been stuffed into it and put them together, saying, “i was idle, so i tore up two pages of poetry to memorize.”

li ying’s expression was very surprised: “when did you study so hard?” it was

as if he didn’t usually use his work, and yun qingci’s tone was quite dissatisfied: “i’m bored.”

li ying raised an eyebrow, and couldn’t help but smile.

yun qingci did not like to read, but not to read, or simply did not like, in the past with li ying and lin huaijin, it was the two people who looked seriously, he crouched down and dozed off.

he smiled at yun qingci for a while, got up and went to the table to pour two glasses of wine, and then came back and handed it to yun qingci, saying, “hezuo wine.”

yun qingci raised his hand to take it, and it was rare to be shy. li ying was also a little embarrassed, and the two of them blushed slightly and drank each other.

after drinking, yun qingci’s brain was somewhat blank, and the things he had so hard to write down suddenly forgot.

li ying sat quietly for a while and said slowly, “in the future, you and i will accompany each other for the rest of our lives and go to baishou together.”

yun qingci nodded, full of thoughts about what to do next, how to put the things in the book into practice, and did not listen to his words at all.

on that day, yun qingci wore a big red dress, the phoenix woven with gold thread spread its wings and flew, and the white face was exquisite and compelling against the background of the big red, and the whole person looked a little too much.

li ying stared at him for a moment, wanting to do something, but also felt that he was too young and worried that it would hurt him.

he was worried in his heart, and finally shouted, “first, let’s sleep with our clothes wide open.” “

he got up and took off his robe himself.

yun qing resigned, and quickly lowered the clothes on his body, and when li ying hung the clothes on the screen and looked back, his queen was already holding the clothes and obediently handed them over.

he took it and hung it on the screen as well.

the two of them were also covered in crimson soft aya singles, standing in front of the screen together, looking at each other, and avoiding each other.

yun qingci’s two hands opened and lowered on the sides, and said softly, “sleep, sleep?”

“good.”

“that…” the hand that was lowered opened again, and yun qing said with a blank stare: “hug, hug.” li yingxin’s

hair tightened, and he took a step forward to pick him up and gently placed him on the bed.

yun qingci sat down honestly and looked at him nervously and expectantly.

he already knew almost everything about the process of the night of marriage, but he still couldn’t help but be nervous when he thought of practicing with li ying.

he thought that li ying would take the initiative a little, but li ying inked for half a day, but he told him: “tonight, just rest well, wait for two years, you grow up a little longer, we will have sex again.”

yun qingci was stupid.

he suspected that li ying was joking. <

he had worked hard to prepare for so many days, li ying said that if he didn’t get it, he wouldn’t get it, who was this kidding?

he didn’t hold back, pulled li ying over, and fell on the happy bed together. the raised boots kicked the hooked tent apart and covered everything in the tent.

in the dim tent, he kissed li ying fiercely and said, “coward.” “

“…… i’m afraid i’ll hurt you.

yun qingci bit him and said fiercely, “i want you to take care of it.” “

a word…”

“are you a man?”

“……”

the world was turned upside down in front of his eyes, and yun qingci’s eyes turned and he saw li ying’s handsome face facing him.

straight down.

when the atmosphere gradually changed, a paper ball suddenly appeared out of nowhere on the bed, li ying subconsciously let go of him, yun qing was confused, completely unaware that the person on the body actually had the leisure to open the paper ball.

when he returned to god, li ying was silently staring at him.

yun qingci looked at the paper, and then looked at li ying, and his expression floated with a touch of emptiness. <

li ying glanced at him for a long time before he picked him up and said, “the homework is done so well, i can’t say that i can’t reward you without rewarding you.” that

night, they did what they had done most intimately to each other, but because someone suddenly dropped the golden bean and retreated, they didn’t really make it to the end.

li ying gave him medicine in the middle of the way, and when he finished, he hugged the person in his arms and laughed at him: “who is the coward?”

yun qingci rubbed his eyes while his mouth hardened: “you.”

li ying kissed his cheek: “say it again?

“you you you.”

li ying then kissed him several times, and yun qingci was not afraid of this at all, and followed his mouth hard for half a day, until li ying wanted to move the real thing, and finally confessed to shutting up.

although yun qingci confessed that night, he himself was a person who refused to accept defeat, and as soon as the pain faded, he began to secretly toss again.

when he first became a relative, li ying would run to his palace every night, either bringing him food and drink, or bringing him play. yun qingci also went to the jiangshan palace every day, and today he sent him a piece of sugar made by hand, and ming’er sent him a pastry made by staring at others.

once, li ying felt tired during the day, so he took a small car to his palace, trying to find his own queen and hug him. because of yun qingci’s habit of taking a nap, li ying especially did not let anyone inform him, and walked alone behind the screen.

the phoenix bed where yun qingci had always slept was tightly closed, but there was a faint movement inside.

he was surprised in his heart, and quietly opened the curtain to take a look, only to find that yun qingci was seriously tinkering with something. <

li ying only looked at it once, and the blood all over his body rushed to the brain door, and before he could make a sound, yun qingci had already raised his head in confusion, that too simple face, taking advantage of his movements at this moment, li ying was also young and out of breath, when he felt a stream of heat gushing out between his noses, he quickly raised his hand to cover his nose.

yun qing resigned, reflexively pulled over the quilt to cover himself, the thin white fingers were still pinching the strip jade, he looked at li ying who covered his nose foolishly, and asked with some shame: “why did you suddenly come over?”

“…”li ying was speechless.

he never dreamed that his queen would secretly hide in the tent and do such a thing.

yun qingci felt a little humiliated, and li ying also felt very humiliated, because both people were humiliated, so no one said who, both of them were silent for a few breaths, and li ying silently lifted his feet into the account.

the two sat facing each other, and yun qingci bit his lip and said, “you, what have you been covering your mouth for?”

after

asking him, he found that li ying had been looking at the top of the bed with his head on his back, and red blood was revealed between his fingers, and he realized that he had returned to god, and he couldn’t help but quietly raise his lips and secretly laughed.

li ying took the veil from his sleeve and wiped his nose clean to make sure it was no longer bleeding, before saying, “you are still laughing.”

yun qingci obediently narrowed his smile and looked at him softly.

li ying forced himself not to think wildly, and said with a straight face: “qingtian day, what are you hiding here for yourself?” <

“i want to try it myself first, and then i’ll find you when it doesn’t hurt.”

li ying glanced at the thing in his hand, which was shining with moist light, he covered his nose again, looked up at the top of the bed again, and said slowly: “who let you get it in the daytime?”

“i didn’t show it to you.”

yun qingci saw his appearance, and he was not embarrassed by his behavior, he took out his own veil to wipe li ying’s face, laughing at him: “you haven’t seen it yet.” “…”

it is true that i have not seen it, but i have never seen yun qingci to make a fuss about it.

the blood stains could not be cleaned at all, and yun qingci quickly ordered someone to prepare hot water, but li ying did not care about himself, directly took him over, and dealt with him first.

yun qingci put his arms around his neck, looked at his serious appearance, and couldn’t help but laugh again: “your face is all dried with blood.”

“don’t fool yourself.” li ying endured, packed him up and tucked him back into the quilt, saying, “it’s not light or heavy, in case you break your body.” “

oh.” yun qingci listened to him very much: “then next time i will wait for ah ying.”

“…”he really didn’t know anything about shame.

li ying pinched his cheek, and yun qing smiled shamelessly at him.

when li ying also washed the blood on his face and returned to the tent cleanly, and the two of them were huddled together, yun qingci remembered and asked, “why did you suddenly come over?” <

“i want to come and find you for a nap.”

“i haven’t slept yet, so let’s sleep together.”

li ying took him in his arms, planted a kiss on his forehead, and said, “okay, together.” the

young husband and wife embraced each other, yun qingci closed his eyes, began to be obedient, after a while, suddenly did not know what he thought, in his arms fluttered and laughed.

li yingruo opened his eyes to him consciously.

yun qing resigned from the laughter in his arms.

li ying was not angry: “do you still have a smile on my face?”

“who would have thought you were so unproductive?” yun qingci said, his eyes bent into a crescent moon, li ying pinched his face, could not stop kissing him, yun qingci obediently kissed him, while whispering: “do you like it?”

li ying did not react and whispered, “what?” yun qingci’s

eyes were bright, and he sweetly leaned into his ear: “if you like it, i will show it to you.” li ying’s

lips trembled, and then he hugged him in his arms with all his strength.

at that time, yun qingci, simple and naïve, only wanted to be with him wholeheartedly. at that time, li ying, because of his concerns, had to remind himself again and again that he loved yun qingci, but he was not as brave as yun qingci, or he was bent by external forces. <

if he could start all over again from the moment of marriage, li ying swore that he would definitely protect his queen with his life.

in the years when he lost yun qingci, he recalled more than once, over and over again to turn everything out of yun qingci to check, and at that time he found that yun qingci had already filled every inch of his flesh and blood silently, and the traces almost went deep into the bone marrow.

every time i open it, it is like taking a knife to pick apart the flesh, and the great pain is accompanied by a terrible sweetness.

he cut flesh and fed snakes, turned himself into a scaly body, no one is a ghost, and everyone around him, including liu ziru, thinks he is crazy.

only li ying himself knew that he was not crazy.

he was sober.

those people had no idea how good yun qingci was, although he later became extreme and paranoid, he was still just as good in li ying’s heart.

he will go back to reincarnation, to the next life, to the next life, and he will never meet someone who is as good to him as yun qingci.

but in the years when he could be a good person, because of such and such things, like others, he felt that yun qingci was extreme, felt that yun qingci was paranoid, and felt that yun qingci was wrong.

those mistakes in the eyes of all the so-called normal people, until he became yun qingci, finally understood what shame, what sense of honor, what prejudice of the world, those outsiders who can only point fingers, can understand something, and what is a thing.

it’s ridiculous that li ying is just a fool in the end.

yun qingci could always easily make him feel emotional and make his heart sour. <

he told yun qingci: “i like it, but i don’t need to… ah ci, you have to love yourself well, understand?

of course

, yun qingci knew.

he likes li ying and becomes intimate with li ying, which is precisely the performance of his love for himself.

in his mind, two people together, both physically and mentally happy with each other, there is no such thing as no one taking advantage. he likes li ying, and naturally he must do his best to make him feel it, and naturally he must do his best to make him rejoice, because when li ying rejoices, he rejoices too.

he made li ying happy for his own pleasure.

yun qingci’s love for li ying was too thick, he almost instinctively loved him, even if yun qingci didn’t feel anything, li ying was always worried that he would be lost because of himself.

this position he was in was like walking on thin ice, and he had to find a good way back for yun qingci.

therefore, he used qi renwei to help yun qingci create aoji, until he thought that everything was about to settle down, coupled with the lack of manpower, he finally used that strategy to take aoji back from yun qingci.

he had been trembling with love all his life, and he thought that he could finally love unscrupulously after that incident, but when he was about to be able to glimpse the dawn, he lost the light he had been holding in his hand.

knowing this, why do you have to pursue stability, just like yun qingci, crazy for a while is a moment, what is not good.

but no matter what he meant, doing the wrong thing is doing the wrong thing, so everything that happened later was what he deserved. <

at this moment, by the warm stove, yun qingci, who was lying on his knee, fell asleep.

the snow outside was still falling, the sky was already dark, li ying’s hand gently wiped his long hair, and then picked up the person and put him on the bed.

this was the fifteenth year of his ascension to the throne, and it was also the twelfth year that he and yun qing resigned and became intimate, and tonight in the previous life, yun qingci jumped down the qifeng building in the face of the cold wind.

in this life, he took yun qingci to the other courtyard in advance, and did not stay in the palace, and those things would never happen again.

he would keep watch over yun qingzhi until dawn tomorrow.

yun qing went to sleep when it was dark, because he woke up in the middle of the night too early, and when he woke up, li ying was still looking at him for a moment, his eyes were dark, his eyelashes were also dark, and there was a dim lamp in the room, illuminating his face brightly and darkly.

yun qingci blinked his eyes, looking a little confused: “what time is it?”

yun qingci did not get an answer, but was shouted by him: “ah ci.” “huh

?”

“in a few years, when ah heng grows up, i’ll take you out of shangyang and go around and see, okay?”

“okay.” yun qingci was excited: “where are we going?”

“thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, sunsets on the sea, desert smoke, snowy silver wolves, what you want to see, we will go to see.”

yun qingci’s eyes sparkled, “really?

“really.” <

“then i want to go to lingzhou to see the eldest sister and eat lingzhou’s roasted elbow.” ming ming just woke up, yun qingci’s brain turned quite fast: “i still want to go to my grandfather’s fiefdom to eat the sweet twist flowers and tofu brains there, my father said, the roasted elbow sweet twist flowers and tofu brains in shangyang city are not authentic.” li ying’s

lips rose, and the tenderness in his eyes was infinite, “good.” as soon as the

words fell, yun qingci’s stomach grunted, thinking too much, and the five visceral temple took the lead in receiving the temptation and protested.

he secretly glanced at li ying.

li ying asked him, “what do you want to eat?” “

“…… fresh meat shortbread? yun qingci said with a worried face, “do you still open the door now?”

li ying got up, took a few steps, and then turned back, reached for the quilt and wrapped him up, and said, “go to the kitchen.” “why

am i going too?”

“because i want to look at you.”

tonight was very special, even if he knew that it was impossible, he still couldn’t help but worry, in case, yun qing’s resignation was gone, all this was just a dream he had made, what to do.

after li ying put him on the chair in the kitchen, he went to move the soft bed and put him in the kitchen of the courtyard, this time yun qingci did not tire him, directly climbed up on his own, leaned on it and said: “you are really strange today, you are not allowed to go anywhere, sitting in front of the heater and chasing the past for a long time… at this time, i have to go down to the kitchen in the middle of the night to make food for me, what is wrong with you?

li ying had already mixed the water and began to make peace, “i miss you.” “”i’m

right in front of you.”

“that misses you too.” li ying glanced at him, and yun qingci was embarrassed not to open his face.

he looked out and wondered what a good day it was. winter, heavy snow, cold nights…

he remembered something, turned his face again to look at li ying, and found that he would glance at himself from time to time.

yun qingci pursed his lips and said, “when did you learn this craft?” “

looking for you to ask for aoji.” li ying opened his mouth, and he couldn’t hear the emotion in his voice, “at that time, thinking that after the matter was over, you and i were wandering the world, and if you couldn’t buy the same burnt cake, wouldn’t you be starving to death?” “then

you will…”

“hmm.”

all of this was thought out in advance when he designed the zhang family in his previous life, but in his previous life, he did not tell yun qingci, so he did not have time to keep him.

the kitchen was quiet.

they’ve been together for so long that they can stay together all day without saying a word.

yun qingci did not follow his words to ask about the things of his past life, he already knew what he should know, and he had already put it down, the things that had already passed, unless li ying provoked him one day, otherwise he basically would not deliberately turn over the old accounts.

he quickly smelled the scent. <

yun qing is lazy, usually send people to buy, when buying back is somewhat warm, this thing is still hot to eat the most fragrant, the skin is crispy, the meat inside is tender and smooth.

the crisps were quickly placed on the plate, and li ying said, “the conditions are simple, let’s eat them alive.”

when chao tianzi took the kitchen knife and steadily cut the cake into a cross, the sauce and slippery meat in the middle were immediately exposed from the shell, accompanied by a thick smoke-like heat, full of color and flavor.

yun qingci couldn’t wait to reach out and was grabbed by him: “take chopsticks to eat.” yun qing’s

mouth narrowed and he looked displeased: “you hate me.” “i’m

afraid you’re hot.” li ying handed the chopsticks to him and coaxed him: “obey.”

yun qingci’s expression looked a little better, took the chopsticks and poked his mouth, and praised him without hesitation: “delicious.” “how

many flavors are missing today, are they really delicious?”

“really, it tastes better than before.”

over the years, li ying has also made the same shortbread for him, and whenever he wants to eat it, he will definitely make it, but yun qingci is not a no-brainer, he will not always pestering him to make it by hand, most of the time, he will still send someone to buy it.

li ying folded his arms on the table, and his eyes fell on his beautiful face, “this cake, you ate from your past life to this life, are you not tired?”

“no.” yun qingci said reasonably, “i like that you are also from the past life to this life, and i don’t feel tired of it.” <

li ying smiled softly.

yun qingci has always been a long-term lover, like to eat things, how to eat will not be tired, unless he eats worms from inside. the person who has liked it will always keep it in his heart, unless the person betrays him first.

a piece of tender chicken was suddenly brought to his mouth, and yun qing resigned, “you also eat.” “

…… even when eating, i think about others.

it doesn’t sound like a big deal, but li ying just feels that yun qing’s resignation is really good, here or there, he li ying, he can get such a good person, fortunate to be loved by him wholeheartedly, but also fortunate to love him wholeheartedly.

at night, yun qingci does not like to eat too much, although he wakes up in the middle of the night, he is still sleepy before midnight, afraid of eating too much and lying in bed uncomfortable.

the cake was eaten by the two of them, and li ying cleaned up the kitchen – according to yunqing’s meaning, it should be left to the next day’s next person, but li ying’s response was that if the two left the royal family in the future, they should always learn to take care of life.

yun qingci can see that li ying today is like him back then, everywhere he wants to give his partner the best, the only difference is that yun qingci always likes to say what he does, and he is still accustomed to silence.

after the meal, the two left the kitchen together.

the snow in the dark night illuminated the courtyard, the lamp hanging under the porch was almost a decoration, the sky was still drifting with broken snow, it was clear that it was not a sunny day, but in the distance you could see a ‘full moon’ hanging on the eaves.

from the qifeng tower, you can see the courtyard, and similarly, from the courtyard you can also faintly see the eaves of the qifeng building. <

li ying stopped and looked up at the lamp.

only by seeing that lamp could he truly believe that he had now been reborn into another world.

li ying gently took yun qingci’s hand and whispered, “thank you ah ci.”

yun qingci looked at him and said, “this is your night pearl, why do you always have to pay attention to it?” that

pearl was indeed given to him by li ying.

at that time, li ying always remembered that yun qingci was afraid of the dark, and after becoming a relative, he ordered people to hang lamps all over the palace, even on the stones of the imperial garden, and also put glass lamps, and every night someone would go to light them, and then blow them out at dawn.

when there was a lamp, yun qingci liked to go out for a walk after dinner, at first, he thought that this was the rule in the palace, until someone told him that all this was arranged by li ying after they became relatives, and he suddenly realized.

it is almost impossible to say that there is no joy.

he had always been a person who couldn’t hide things in his heart, so he pedaled towards li ying’s jiangshan hall on the same day.

the young tianzi sat in front of the jade case, only to hear a burst of footsteps, and in the next instant, his waist was tight, giving people a full embrace.

“ah ying ah ying.”

“huh?” li ying actually wanted to hear him shout his brother more than once, but yun qingci had shouted at him a few times on the boat in addition to the first encounter, and then he would only softly call out two sentences when he had a request, he sat upright, let yun qingci stick to him and rubbed it, asking: “what happened again?” <

“they said that you lit all the lights in the palace for me, really?”

“nature is true.”

yun qingci crawled into his arms, pestered him and asked, “is it because i was afraid of the dark before?” “aren’t

you afraid now?”

yun qingci did not hesitate: “if ah ying is there, i am not afraid.” at

that time, he was really not afraid of the dark before, although he still did not like to walk at night, but it had nothing to do with being afraid of the dark, simply because he could not see anything at night, he did not like the feeling of a black in front of him.

it was as if when he woke up, the lights in the house were out, and his mother was lying in front of his bed, and he thought that his mother was too tired to accompany him that night, so he woke up and honestly did not move, even though he had been hungry, but he still honestly waited until dawn.

at that time, he learned that his mother had long since disappeared.

sometimes yun qingci would wonder if he had another lamp in his hand that night, would he be able to find out his mother’s abnormality in time, and whether her mother might be rescued.

it was on that day that li ying suddenly remembered something and said, “i’ll take you somewhere.” at

that time, li ying was certainly more mature than his peers, but he was far less stable than later, and after thinking of something, he immediately pulled up yun qingci’s hand and went out.

he took yun qingci all the way to the door of the treasure house in the palace, and the majestic place name guard opened the door, and as soon as he entered the house, he immediately said to yun qingci: “let’s look for it to see if there is a night pearl in the treasure house.” <

yun qingci looked excited: “night, night pearl?” “i

remember hearing my father mention it when i was very young, but i never saw it, and i couldn’t just set foot here before.”

yun qingci quickly rummaged with him and said, “then are you counting as a prisoner and a self-thief now?”

“what guards and steals, now the world is decayed, what is a pearl of the night.” it was probably that he could finally send yun qingci something of value, and li ying’s tone was a little proud.

at that time, he was also full of yun qingci, and he would feel happy because yun qingci was good to him, and he would also feel happy because he could be good to yun qingci.

the two teenagers flipped through it for half a day, and finally yun qingci found the sparkling thing in a wooden box, and he was happy and broken: “it is really the pearl of the night!” li ying’s

eyes quickly crossed a trace of loss.

he had some regrets about bringing yun qingci over to find him, originally he wanted to hold the night pearl and personally give it to yun qingci, and now yun qingci found it himself, although it seemed that the ending had not changed, but he was a little sad in his heart.

yun qingci did not dare to take it, he timidly came to see li ying: “this, is it really given to me?”

“nature is for you.” li ying was asked by him, and answered quickly: “my things are your things.”

li ying almost never called himself yuan in front of yun qingci, from the beginning to the end, the number of times he called himself had been very few, he stepped forward and said in a warm voice: “take it out quickly.”

yun qing did not dare, he whispered, “will it be hot?”

li ying was stunned, and immediately reached out to help him touch it, thinking that it would be as he said, he smiled when he touched it, and said to him: “coward.” “

he picked up the night pearl as he wished, and then personally handed it to yun qingci, bent his eyes, and said, “with it, ah ci will no longer be afraid of the dark.” li

ying sent something, there was rarely any sense of ceremony, just so ordinary handed to him, no surprises, no tricks, simple to the extreme.

yun qing resigned very solemnly.

“thank you ah ying.”

the brilliance of the pearl shone on the faces of the two teenagers, and li ying approached him and said, “give a reward.”

yun qingci did not hesitate to raise his face and kiss him, saying, “reward you for being good to me for a lifetime.” “that

… thank you first. the

sky on a snowy night was faintly tinged with dark purple.

yun qing looked down at the hand that was clasping himself.

li ying’s hands were much larger and longer than when he was a teenager, but staying with his hands was still a familiar proportion and appearance.

he silently interlocked ten fingers with the other party.

“ah ying.”

“huh?”

“it’s snowing, it’s cold.”

a robe was draped over him, and someone reached out and took him in his arms.

“let’s go, let’s go back to the house.”

the snow fell, and the cold night was as cold as a blade.

round lamps hang high over the eaves of the building, dispelling a corner of haze.

the doors and windows of the courtyard are closed, and the inside of the house is warm as spring.

“is it still cold?”

“…… feet should also be warm.