 A thirteen years old boy standing on the side of the road. He was so pale that the sunlight reflected on his skin,his cheeks were so full you could just bite it and those kitten eyes wandered with excitement. His both hands were clenched on his sides as he jumped on his feet and couldn’t contain his anticipation. His eyes were watching the vehicles passing by and searching for a certain car.
 His eyes went wide and bit his bottom lip as he got the sight of a white familiar car on the other side of the road. The passersby were smiling as they watched this little boy couldn’t wait on his feet. He just looks like an excited kitten waiting for his new toy to arrive.
 He was feeling a little agitated as the light took time to change. But, when the light started to turn to his desired color he couldn’t help but to squeal. He jumped and jumped happily. But then everything went slow. The road was suddenly full of white smoke that made everything seem blurry. His smile faltered, his feet planted on the ground. A force of air swift across his happy face now full of turmoil. His heart is beating so the fast of excitement now is in panic. The surrounding that was peaceful earlier was now enveloped with concern.
 He just stood there, on the side of the road. Watching everybody run and call for help. He just watches the happenings surrounding him. He doesn’t know how he should feel. He thought that he saw something he shouldn’t have seen, but now it’s too late. He just witnessed the death of his beloved before his eyes.
“Hyung”, a soft voice calling him.
“Hyung”, the voice continued calling him as he felt the voice shaking him.
“Wake up, hyung”, then the thirteen year old boy before, opened his eyes. He felt himself sobbing as the tears rolled down through his still pale cheeks.
“Why are you crying hyung?”, he pulled down the owner of the voice into a hug as he cried in his embrace.
“Kook-ah”, the only thing left in his mouth.
 Jungkook sat properly and pulled the before thirteen year old boy now a grown up into his arms once again. “Shhh, it’s okay hyung. Let it all out”, the former said softly. And the latter did let it out.
 Jungkook sat while the crying boy sat on him as they embraced. They stayed in that position for a while as the former rubbed the back of the crying boy gently. The room was full of sobs, thankfully beside their ears only the walls could hear the cries. And when Jungkook realized that this would take a while he decided to sing. He sang and sang as the said boy fell back asleep again, but this time it’s in his arms.
 He cradled the said boy and decided to lie on the bed with him as he stroked the sore eyes of the latter. “Everything will be okay. I promise”, then he kissed the closed eyes of the owner in front of him.
 He sighed and held his tears as he forcefully smiled. He pulled the smaller one on his arms “Why can’t you just let me love you hyung?”, he smiled bitterly and decided to sleep with him as his true self finally decided to come out.
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