Su Yiran felt Ting Ge’s warm embrace, as if he had been defeated by the psychological defense line. Tears that had been desperately suppressed instantly overflowing, soaking his eyelashes and a small coat of Gu Yuanting.
He began to choke in a low voice, tears kept flowing out, and his body trembled slightly.
Gu Yuanting held Su Yiran, who cried in his arms and trembled. His brain was blank and he was at a loss.
He hugged him stiffly and clumsily clapped him: “Okay…okay…okay…”
It’s okay that Su Yiran was not coaxed. As soon as he was coaxed, she cried more and more sad. Gu Yuanting’s heart made him cry. He could only hold him, stroke him over and over again, stroke his back from the beginning, and repeatedly coaxed him at a loss: “Okay…good…ran…Don’t cry…okay…okay…”
Su Yiran was tired of crying. In the end, she buried herself in Gu Yuanting’s arms and began to twitch in a low voice and hiccup a little.
Gu Yuanting held Su Yiran in his arms and coaxed for another while. Seeing that Su Yiran was gradually calming down, his blank brain turned around.
Before Su Yiran recovered, he sobbed from time to time. He leaned against Gu Yuanting’s arms and said intermittently as he sobbed, “… You, what are you doing… Whoo-woo…”
He cried, “You went too far…”
“How can you do this to me…woo-hoo…” He sobbed and cried more as he spoke.
Gu Yuanting hugged him and clapped him slowly, saying nothing for a moment.
Su Yiran cried for a while. Under the comfort of Ting Ge, her mood gradually calmed down, but her voice was still sad and choked: “What the hell are you going to do…”
He looked up at him, with tears on his face, as if washed with water, wet eyelashes and tears hanging.
Gu Yuanting was silent for a while. He held Su Yiran’s face in his big hand and wiped off the tears left on his face. He looked at him paused for a moment, hugged him again, rubbed him into his arms hard, and slowly stroked his back.
“I’m sorry.” He said.
His eyes did not look at Su Yiran, condensed in an unknown focus in the air. He slowly said, “I… I’m a little tired these days. Don’t take what I just said. Don’t cry.”
Su Yiran wanted to look up at Brother Ting, but his head was held down. His little face was buried in Gu Yuanting’s chest, a little confused.
Gu Yuanting had made a new decision. He looked at Su Yiran in his arms and stroked his soft hair: “I won’t happen again, okay?”
He changed his mind.
Su Yiran can’t live without him at all.
He couldn’t stand Su Yiran crying sadly at all.
He touched Su Yiran’s hair. In this case, in the future… he will do a little bit of “husband” responsibilities and raise him. It’s just a matter of raising one more person.
Although, this means that he accepts the “family” and the responsibilities attached to this “family”.
It also means that he no longer resists, but accepts Su Yiran and integrates him into his world.
Su Yiran’s mood had stabilized, and he was still a little puzzled: “But why was it just now,” he said and became grievanced, and his voice cried again. “Why did you say that to me…”
Gu Yuanting couldn’t hear his crying. He stroked his hair and moved as gently as possible: “The work was not going well and I didn’t control my emotions well,” he paused and whispered his nickname. “Ran, don’t be sad, okay?”
Su Yiran obviously felt that Gu Yuanting’s voice towards him was many times gentler than when he quarreled just now.
He believed, “You’ve been very busy these days,” he asked. “Do you encounter a lot of difficulties in your work?”
Gu Yuanting: “Hmm.”
Previously, he disdained to lie because he thought that the other party had no value in letting him lie.
Now, he realizes that he is wrong.
Su Yiran said, “Otherwise, don’t do those part-time jobs. Let’s just open stores together and continue to start businesses. Wasn’t it good to open milk tea shops together in college before?”
Gu Yuanting shook his head: “No.”
Su Yiran also knows rationally that they also have mortgages, car loans, and elderly people on it. They are still very young now. It is time to work hard.
What’s more, he thinks that Ting Ge likes things like stock finance and other things, and he is also very talented in the financial industry.
After graduating from college, he thought Gu Yuanting would go to work in a financial company, but in the end, Gu Yuanting chose to open a store with him and start a business together. He only occasionally did stocks and worked part-time as a registered consultant of the financial company.
He has always supported his decision, and the two of them have come all the way here.
Gu Yuanting said again, “In the future, I will be busy.”
Su Yiran asked, “Then do you still want to open a shop with me?”
Gu Yuanting was silent for a moment: “No,” he added for fear that Su Yiran would be sad again, “Occasionally you can go to the store to have a look.”
“Well.” Su Yiran has no objection to this matter. “Are you going to officially work in that financial company?”
Gu Yuanting: “…yes.”
Su Yiran felt that this was reasonable. He didn’t nod unexpectedly. Although he was a little disappointed, he also understood, “Then our store will recruit two more long-term workers.”
Gu Yuanting said, “Do what you think.”
After solving the “root cause” of the problem, Su Yiran thought of the source of tonight’s scene again. He felt uncomfortable when he thought about it: “Then do you still want to sleep separately with me?”
Gu Yuanting: “… I don’t know the relationship.”
Su Yiran asked pitifully, “Then are you still leaving?”
Gu Yuanting: “… In a few days, I’m going on a business trip.”
Su Yiran was stunned for a moment: “How long have you been there?”
Gu Yuanting: “I don’t know yet. . The company hasn’t been determined yet.”
Su Yiran nodded and immediately said seriously, “But even if your work is not going well, you should not casually tell me…separate.” When he said the word separation, his throat choked and his voice trembled a little.
Gu Yuanting’s heart also hurt involuntarily. He held Su Yiran’s arm tightly and lowered his head against Su Yiran’s forehead and looked at him: “I’m wrong. I’m sorry.”
“There will be no more time.”
Seeing that Gu Yuanting really knew he was wrong, Su Yiran forgave him very well.
Then Su Yiran told him, “If you encounter anything in the future, you should tell me. Don’t keep everything in mind. If you encounter any difficulties in your work, you can also tell me.”
Gu Yuanting touched Su Yiran’s head: “Okay.”
Su Yiran felt that the communication between the two was in place, and the matter had been solved. He really relaxed and put it into Gu Yuanting’s arms.
The air was quiet, and the two hugged each other and stayed quietly for a while.
Su Yiran was sad for nothing, and gradually felt tired and a little hungry.
His face rubbed against Gu Yuanting’s chest and whispered, “Brother Ting, I’m hungry.”
“Hungry?” Gu Yuanting looked at the kitchen. No one cooked today, and there was no left to heat up the dishes. “Can you order a takeaway? What do you want to eat?” He said to get his mobile phone.
“No,” Su Yiran hugged Gu Yuanting and refused. “I want to eat what you made.”
Gu Yuanting froze for a moment. He couldn’t cook.
Looking at Su Yiran in his arms, he finally said, “I’ll do it. What do you want to eat?”
Su Yiran said, “Eat whatever you want, just fried rice with eggs.”
“Okay.” Gu Yuanting got up and went to the kitchen. Although he hadn’t done it, he probably knew how to make fried rice with eggs.
Originally, I thought it would be very raw when I entered the kitchen, but I didn’t expect it to be very proficient and natural. It seems that my body knew how to put salt and how much fire it should be.
…It seems that the original owner can cook.
Su Yiran lay on the armrest of the sofa, with her arms on her chin resting, and quietly looked at Gu Yuanting, who was cooking for him in the kitchen over there.
A faint smell of lampblack floated out of the kitchen.
Su Yiran’s heart was calm and peaceful.
Gu Yuanting quickly cooked fried rice with eggs, picked up the plate, walked out of the kitchen with the plate, and immediately looked into Su Yiran’s eyes.
There seemed to be stars in his big and clear eyes, looking at him quietly and gently, containing indescribable happiness and love.
Gu Yuanting was almost burned by Su Yiran’s eyes, and his heart suddenly softened. He couldn’t resist such Su Yiran to the extent that he couldn’t look at him.
He avoided sight slightly embarrassedly, approached the plate, put the fried rice with eggs on the coffee table: “… Eat it.”
“Well!” Su Yiran looked up and smiled at him, bent her eyebrows, revealing the shallow dimples on her right cheek.
Gu Yuanting watched Su Yiran eat up fried rice with eggs. This small plate is actually only half a bowl. Don’t be afraid of accumulating food.
After Su Yiran finished eating, he casually took Gu Yuanting the empty plate stained with rice. He praised with satisfaction: “It’s delicious.” Ting Ge’s cooking skills have always been very good.
Gu Yuanting took the plate and asked him, “Do you still want to eat?”
“No, I’m full.” Su Yiran said.
Gu Yuanting looked down at the empty plate in his hand and understood that this was to let him wash the dishes.
…He went into the kitchen and washed all the dishes and spoons, and also brushed the pot.
It was very late. Su Yiran was even more sleepy when she was full. The two brushed their teeth and bathed one after another, and went to bed.
The light was out in the bedroom. As soon as he covered the warm quilt, Su Yiran was nestled in Gu Yuanting’s arms, hugging Brother Ting, and soon fell asleep.
Gu Yuanting hugged Su Yiran in his arms and stared at his sleeping side face in the dark for a long time.
He suddenly felt a trace of stability as before. I don’t know why.
Maybe I have a home.
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