Su Yiran couldn’t help feeling embarrassed when he heard Su’s mother mention this again. He looked at Ting Ge with a little embarrassedness and remembered what happened at that time.
In the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Ting Ge suddenly confessed to him. He had been hazy and suddenly identified his unobscrupt ambiguity. He suddenly panicked and began to escape, always hiding from Ting Ge.
But later, he saw with his own eyes that Ting Ge’s state became worse and worse, more anxious and decadent, and his academic performance plummeted. Especially he finally tutored for him every day and brought up his grades in science. His examination results in the new semester were in a mess, and the scores he took a lot of hard work to improve, and the decline was good decline. Big part…
Su Yiran couldn’t bear to see Ting Ge abandon his studies and lost his good future. In desperation, he did not avoid Ting Ge as before and began to tutor him again.
He agreed with Ting Ge to study hard first. Everything would be said until the end of the college entrance examination. In fact, he was also relieved and forced him to put it go, as if it had never happened, which was regarded as a resumption of the previous relationship with Ting Ge.
After the next quiet and busy study and life, the college entrance examination came unconsciously. The two-day tense examination soon ended. After the college entrance examination, he was excitedly held by Brother Ting in the woods to confess again, and suddenly realized that the appointed time had arrived.
Su Yiran’s previous daily life gave Su Yiran the illusion that he thought it had been turned over, and he had “forgotten” it. At that time, he was completely unprepared. He panicked and found an excuse to leave Ting Ge. His mind was in a mess. He didn’t know how to get there, so he walked through the back door of the school. Go out.
He was still in a mess and couldn’t figure out his thoughts. He casually found a refreshment shop on the street, ordered a refreshment, sat alone in the corner in a daze, and gradually calmed down and rethinked the relationship between him and Tingo.
The refreshments shop is decorated in a special dark tone. Inside, I don’t know that it’s getting dark outside. Su Yiran thought she was just a quiet person and only stayed in the store for a while, but in fact, he stayed for a long time and unconsciously had been for hours.
His mobile phone ran out of power and turned off again. Ting Ge and his parents were crazy outside. When Ting Ge found him, Su Yiran broke away from his immersive world and found that it was past ten o’clock in the evening.
Memories flashed by. This dark history has been mentioned by Su’s parents for many years. Every time he mentioned it, Su Yiran felt very embarrassed. Although he was only eighteen years old at that time, in addition to his previous life, he also lived for two lifetimes. Such a big man still learned to play with children and disappeared.
In particular, he felt very guilty when he remembered that when Ting Ge found him, his eyes turned red and he secretly cried with his arms.
Hey, Ting Ge…
At that time, Ting Ge felt very insecure. Su Yiran couldn’t help but feel sad when he thought of Ting Ge’s current psychological problems.
Su’s mother didn’t think so much, and she didn’t know Gu Yuanting’s psychological problems. Considering many factors, Su Yiran didn’t tell Su’s parents about this matter.
At this time, Su’s mother saw that Gu Yuanting had not spoken, and asked doubtfully, “Tingting?”
Gu Yuanting looked at Ranran and seemed to be waiting for his answer. He vaguely excused, “I… can’t remember clearly.”
Mother Su didn’t expect Gu Yuanting not to remember, and she was stunned: “You can’t remember it either?”
Gu Yuanting vaguely said “um”.
Su Yiran glanced at Tingge doubtfully and said shyly to Su’s mother, “It’s in a refreshments shop on the street behind the school.”
Su’s mother remembered at once. She smiled and said, “Yes, yes, yes, it’s in a dessert shop. You said that your child quarreled with Tingting angrily and knew that she had to eat dessert. This sweetness problem has really existed since childhood, really…”
In Su’s mother’s concept, a refresher shop is equivalent to a dessert shop and a dessert shop.
Neither Su Yiran nor Gu Yuanting told Su’s parents the real reason, so Su’s parents always thought that Su Yiran was angry because of quarreling with Gu Yuanting, so they suddenly said no fight, so they “disappeared” and ran to the dessert shop because they were greedy for dessert.
Su Yiran said a few words to Su’s mother with a smile. She noticed that Ting Ge was a little silent. Thinking that Ting Ge just said that he couldn’t remember where he found him, he couldn’t help but be confused again and looked at Ting Ge with some puzzledness.
That matter can be said to be a very special turning point for him and Tinge. Seeing Ting Ge find him and crying secretly in his arms, his heart completely softened.
Since then, he changed his mentality and began to accept Ting Ge’s intention. Gradually, he also realized his feelings for Ting Ge. It turned out that he had fallen in love with Ting Ge since when he had begun.
Therefore, Su Yiran was quite impressed by this matter.
Moreover, Su’s parents often make fun of this dark history. Judging from the reaction of Tinge every joke, Su Yiran knows that Ting Ge is more impressed by this matter than him. Normally, he will not suddenly remember clearly.
Gu Yuanting noticed that with a doubtful look, the invisible hair seemed to explode all over his body. He couldn’t move stiffly, and even the tip of his toes collapse nervously.
Su Yiran’s doubtful thoughts just flashed by. He didn’t think of anything else for a short time. He reassociated himself and suddenly couldn’t remember something. It’s normal. He also had it himself.
After dinner, Su’s mother went upstairs to see the baby. There was no need to move the bowls and chopsticks. An aunt helped them clean it up. Su Yiran naturally stretched out her hand to hold Gu Yuanting’s hand and pulled him to the living room together, but she was surprised to find that Ting Ge’s hands were cold.
He suddenly became worried and quickly covered Ting Ge’s hand and warmed him up: “Why are your hands so cold?”
Gu Yuanting was suddenly held by Ranran’s hand, and his fingertips stiffened. He reluctantly smiled and said, “Nothing, maybe it’s a little cold.”
“Cold?” Su Yiran was worried that Ting Ge would catch a cold. She quickly raised the temperature of the air conditioner, poured another cup of hot water, warmed Ting Ge’s hands, and touched his hand warmed up before he was relieved.
Gu Yuanting watched Ran circling around him silently and was busy for him.
It was not until before going to bed that Gu Yuanting’s nervous, stiff and panic gradually converged. He remembered Dr. Sun’s words “There is a deviation in his understanding of himself and the world” that Su Yiran retransferred before dinner.
Just now, he almost exposed, or about to be exposed.
However, I have noticed something wrong with him. So when will I find that he is not the original owner?
A series of things have made Gu Yuanting’s tense nerves pull hard, and the string called reason is on the verge of breaking.
What will Ran do after discovering it?
…Leave me?
Gu Yuanting’s eyes darkened. He looked at Su Yiran in his arms unpredictablely, as if he were examining. Unconsciously, the atmosphere between the two revealed depression in silence.
Su Yiran felt this atmosphere. He thought that Tingge was out of control of his mood before dinner and tried his best to make Tingge relax. He kissed him in Tingge’s arms: “Ting Ge, go to bed early. Don’t worry, we’ll have a good rest at home tomorrow, go for a follow-up treatment the day after tomorrow, listen to the doctor well, cooperate with the examination and Treatment will get better soon.
Cooperate with… examination and treatment…
When Gu Yuanting heard what he said, the string that was already endangered in his mind “clicked” and suddenly broke.
He even suspected what had been found from what had just now, so he urged to receive a psychiatrist’s pry and “treatment”.
This suspicion was like the last straw, crushing his reason. Gu Yuanting suddenly turned over and suppressed Su Yiran, began to kiss him fiercely again, and reached out to unbutton his cotton pajamas.
Leave, don’t even think about it.
Even if Ranran finds that he is not the original owner, even if Ranran no longer loves him, even if he wants to take the chain and lock Ran Ran with him forever, even if he will hate him for this, he will never be allowed to leave.
Gu Yuanting’s cruel thoughts were brewing. He had prepared for the worst, bowed his head and gently went to his soft lips, and even felt a trace of excitement, excitement, and a trace of abnormal pleasure.
Gu Yuanting thought of the future scene and was even excited that his heart trembled.
In the near future, maybe he can lock Ran Ran by his side forever and hide in the golden house or tower he specially built for Ranran. No one can see him or touch him. However, only the reflection of him alone can be reflected in Ranran’s eyes. Only he can see his smile.
He will become the world.
Take Ran Ran all into your hand. What’s the problem of the original owner?
Gu Yuanting kissed Ranran excitedly.
The feeling of blasphemy against his beloved wife made his whole body boil.
Su Yiran thought he was going to bed, but Ting Ge suddenly became so excited. He held Ting Ge a little helplessly and cooperated with him tolerantly.
Well, I’m used to it.
In this way, Brother Ting can have a good sleep, right? Tomorrow, I will stay at home with Ting Ge and have a good rest. Watch TV, bask in the sun and so on. Relax.
Late at night, Su Yiran was already asleep.
Gu Yuanting held him in his arms, stretched out his hand and stroked his sweaty wisp of forehead, and kissed him gently.
He thought of something and looked at Ranran for a moment. I don’t know how long it took. Finally, he came to his senses and kissed it again, and his eyes became firm again.
He no longer expects complete love. Once he discovers his secret and wants to leave him, he will always lock him up and never escape.
Even if Ranran will hate him, even if he can only make do with him for the rest of his life.
If you live a long life and make do with life, sooner or later you can become a stable and happy life.
Gu Yuanting was finally relieved when he thought of this. He took a breath, hugged the Ran in his arms, kissed him, and felt sweet and contented in his heart.
He found a solution to the biggest worry and hidden danger. He no longer had to worry about losing Ranran, but it would belong to him completely. All Gu Yuanting’s emotions became stable.
Gu Yuanting was even excited at the thought of the future of the obedient Ranran locked in the golden house and let him do rashly.
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