Absolutely Yours 41

100k READS!! WHAT??  Can’t thank you all enough as a way to express it here’s my 1900+ words chapter, the longest by far.

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Arthit’s POV

“I want it, Kong. I need you to completely own me if you still didn’t know I’m yours. Only yours. “

I want to make him feel that I wasn’t just returning the favor.

I wasn’t forced nor obliged to do this.

I need him to own me as much as I need to own him – heart,  body and soul.

And if this is a spur of the moment kind of decision, I know I will never have an ounce of regret because he is Kong.

And I know I love him when I stopped looking for someone better because there’s no one better.

When I stopped admiring his smile because I prefer to be the reason behind it.

I feel so extremely bad for I am failing at making him feel the way he makes me feel – secure and loved.

My heart is aching that he’d settle for something so low just to be with me.

I am so stupid. 

My heart was constricted in its wake as if it was uncertain if it should keep on beating.

Kong raised the upper part of his body with both his arms in either side of me for support to intently gaze at me.

His eyes pored over me – studying my certainty.

I dare not to look away. I wanted him to understand – being the gentleman as he is I know he was conflicted inside.

I gave him a reassuring smile.

I let my fingers gently trailed over his eyelids, to the bridge of his nose and used my thumb to brush his lips.

Desire and hunger sparkled on his pitch black eyes.

I can’t believe how this person can be everything I need.

I want him to feel that I am looking at him.

Only at him.

He is enough – more than enough.

And I am grateful to be his.

So I want to give myself wholly to him.

Unable to resist it any longer – I met his head halfway to press his mouth against mine.

He was hesitant at first but it didn’t last long for he pulled his lips closer impenetrably and rougher to mine.

His insisting tongue was trying to part my lips and I let him in.

Familiar sensation engulfed me. I felt drunk and high because of the feels he was giving me.

My fingers ran involuntary on his chest down to his crotch – trying to undo his jeans while he was pushing me down causing me to lie on my back again.

I had a hard time with his fly so I was becoming impatient.

I cupped his hardened length instead – only his jeans separating my hand to his.

I heard him groan in between our kisses as my hand caressed his and it grew harder with my touch. He bit my lower lip teasingly and he quickly stopped me by the wrist and pinned both my arms on top of my head.

“Don’t touch me, ” he said, breathing heavily. His nose nuzzling on mine. “I may not last. “

His eyes then ogled my body as I was helpless under him.

I felt so exposed and alone without his body pressing against mine.

“Nice view, ” he bit his lips seductively while his eyes was roaming. My body was surely blushing because of his penetrating stare.

“Shit, ” I hastily struggled out of his grip but to no avail for his other hand was quick to wrap around my already hardened length.

My knees weakened and my legs squirmed – the pleasure his hand was giving was overwhelming.

It was something unbearable but you didn’t want to stop.

It was as if he wants to torture me, his hand moves slowly up and down.

In every stroke, the sensations heightened and I am reaching somewhere unknown.

I am losing all my energy at a rate I couldn’t seem to fathom.

The curve on his lips showed he was enjoying to have this kind of control over me.

My mind was too fuzzy to care.

His hand pace accelerated and I feel like I am going to explode again.

“Kon-” my moan of pleasure drowned into his mouth as his tongue skillfully attacking my mouth after he leaned his head close to mine.

“Not yet, ” he whispered sensually in my ears.

He explored every nook and cranny of my mouth – I equally returned the favor. His kisses kept getting deeper and deeper until it sent a wild sensation along my nerves.

His lips left mine. It went to my neck and it was nowhere near gentle. He devoured and sucked my skin and I felt like it will leave a mark on me.

Then his lips found my nipple again which I discovered to be really sensitive in his touch.

“Kong, ” I called out his name that was too sensual to my ears – I didn’t know I was capable of voicing. “Please, ” I begged I can’t take it anymore.

“Please, what?” he asked, still playfully sucking it.

“Le-let m-me come, ” he had my nipple in between his teeth gently biting it while his lips turned into a grin.

He got up and kneeled before me. My eyes followed his hand as he finished undoing his pants. He slowly took it off along with his underpants.

The slowness and anticipation were killing me.

My length twitched as I looked at him, naked right before my eyes.

His length was already hard.

I know lust was written all over my face and I made no effort to hide it. I sat up, my legs were imprisoned between his.

My eyes locked on his length until his finger lifted my chin up, “It might melt. “

I knew my face reddened. I bit my lips.

He chuckled, “you are so sexy whenever you blush, don’t let other ever see that. ”

I’ve seen other’s while showering with my teammates before after practice but I’ve never been as turned on as I saw Kong’s.

Can I take that?

More than the fear I feel, I was lusting after him. I reached and crouched him by the neck – stopping half an inch away from my face.

My other hand involuntary ran itself on his chest down to his groin and wrapped my hand around his length.

He trembled in my touch and bit his lips fighting a moan to escape.

My lips curved showing a satisfied smirk, “not bad, ” as I slowly stroke him, I teased back.

He let out a soft moan that once again was like a music to my ears. It was like a fuel for me to keep going. I saw the heady bliss in his handsome face.

When he couldn’t hold it any longer, he seized me by the neck.

Our lips finally united again, our pace fastened. Our hunger grew as we both fight for dominance. He drew his tongue out and I did the same.

He scooted in closer while our lips still connected leaving no visible gap between us.

I snaked an arm around his neck for support while the other continued to stroke him.

His hands wandered from the back down to my buttocks.

It was searching for my entrance, I knew he’d start to prepare me.

He pulled my hips even closer causing me to lean on him for support. I moan when I felt his length touched mine.

I felt his finger went to my entrance, carefully taunting it as his lips went down to the back of my ears – teasingly biting it to distract me. I feel a sudden surge of pleasure in my groin.

He was testing my entrance while his tongue was attacking my neck.

It sent wild tremors along my nerves. My legs went numb and he slightly push me causing me to lie on my back and he swiftly followed me. He used his knee to spread mine.

My length hardened even more. I was aching for more. I yearn for more.

His fingers continued to prepare my entrance. It hurts at first but as his fingers dug deeper, it slowly giving me an indescribable satisfaction.

“Arthit, ” he whispered, he was ready to take me as I feel I was.

“Kong, shi-yaa ” his length at my entrance this time, slightly pushing the tip of it in and out.

My body arched in every push but he kept my hips in place.

“I love you, ” and in one swift move his length was inside me.

The pang was unbearable. I feel like I stopped breathing for a moment. He made no move despite him being inside.

He steadied himself on top of me.

I look at him and I saw he was scared and worried shit. It might be because of the pain he saw on me.

I smiled at him despite the pain, “Is that all you can do? ” I mocked him.

“Does it hurt? “

“Of course, what do you expect? Tickles? ” I retorted, biting my lips so hard as I was trying to adjust to him being inside me.

“Shall we stop? ” he was so worried.

As a response, I grinded my hips. “Do it and I’ll kill you. ” I was leading him in and out despite the pain.

My move seemed to have affected him as the fear in his eyes was replaced by pure desire and lust.

He lifted my legs and rested it on his shoulder and started to push in and out.

He was gauging at first but as the sensation grew, his paced fastened.

I thought the pain would continue to haunt me but as he drove deeper, it was inflicting sensations I didn’t know I was capable of feeling.

It was like a sweet kind of pleasure building up inside me.

I had lost all my shame as I moved my hips in sync with his and both of us moved in an intoxicated dance of limbs.

Kong drove himself harder into me. Every thrust, I whined in pleasure.

He pound me harder.

Deeper.

The pleasure it was giving me equal if not more than the pain of taking him in for the first time.

It was as if driven by lust, his thrust went rougher and faster.

It was taking my breath away.

I feel like I am reaching my peak as I feel his grip tightened on my grip.

I knew were both near our climax.

I seemed to rise into the air.

No more pain.

Just the sweetness of my climax. 

And he did his final thrust, he shouted my name as he burst out inside me.

We both trembled in overwhelming sensations.

He collapsed on top of me, our body sweating, our breaths were heavy.

His face nuzzled at the crook of my neck and my arms reflexively pressed him closer, wrapping him tightly.

He looked up to me, our eyes locked.

We stared deep into each other’s eyes – both full of love and passion.

Like we were in a trance,  we leaned towards each other closer. Our lips touched, we kissed slow, soft and comforting in ways that brought warmth in each others heart.

I couldn’t contain my elation any longer , I smiled while our lips were against each other so did he.

I broke the kiss, his eyes slowly opening.

Looking at him my heart feels like it’s going to explode of too much love for him.

“I love you,  Kongpob. “

Then I drew him closer and whispered in his ear. “So damn much. ” and embraced him tightly.

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Wooo! Fanning myself..

After a thorough and detailed imagination. How was it?

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