I have been in the group for more than three months, and the shooting is not over yet. In the Spring Festival, the director gave a week of vacation.
During the Spring Festival in previous years, Gu Yanshen would not receive any announcements, but chose to go to other places alone.
From small to large, many festivals are celebrated by one person. I used to think about having family members to celebrate the festival, but after an age when I need family members, I like to be alone by myself.
He still remembers the first New Year’s Eve that he met Lu Wenxing, when Lu Wenxing agreed to take the role of “Hundred Ghosts”, and the two were talking on the phone.
It was also the New Year’s Eve that year, in addition to the company of the bell, there was also Lu Wenxing’s ‘Happy New Year’.
Gu Yanshen realized once again that it is a happy thing to be accompanied.
Lu Wenxing saw that Gu Yanshen was holding the script and didn’t know what he was thinking, so he walked over and asked him.
“The crew is off for a week, what is Master Gu’s plan to spend the Spring Festival?”
Gu Yan curled her lips and smiled, “I used to be alone and didn’t have any plans. Now I listen to my boyfriend.”
Lu Wenxing has heard of Gu Yanshen’s childhood, and he also knows his personality is like this. Parents start a new family separately, he doesn’t disturb anyone, so he chooses to live alone.
“I have discussed with my parents, and I will take Xiaocheng and them to Wen’s house together, and Teacher Gu will go home with me.”
“good.”
Since he is going to Wenjia to celebrate the New Year, Gu Yanshen must prepare New Year gifts. I have to send a New Year’s gift to my mother who is far away. I have to go to Gu’s house. In previous years, he also went to Gu’s house to give gifts in advance, but he would not stay for dinner or overnight.
This is also true this year. Gu Yanshen drove to Gu’s home with a gift prepared in advance.
Unexpectedly, Gu Yanshen saw Gu Ansheng sitting on the sofa.
“dad.”
“Ok.”
Gu Ansheng answered and didn’t say anything. Gu Yanshen routinely took New Year’s gifts.
“Brother.” Gu Yanning had already talked to Gu Yanshen on the phone, and saw him coming, holding the gamepad down. “Play games with me?”
“No.”
“You play with me, it’s boring to be alone.”
Gu Yanning has connected to the TV in the living room and handed the gamepad to Gu Yanshen forcefully, “It’s so boring at home during winter vacation.”
“How old you are, I still need someone to play with you.”
“That’s different.”
Gu Yanning took a sneak peek at Gu Ansheng, and saw that his father hadn’t said anything, just acquiescing him to play games in the living room. He had played in the living room before, but Gu Ansheng was disgusted and asked him to go back to the room to play.
The TV in the room is as big as the living room.
“Left left.”
“Hit him!”
Gu Yanning stood up while playing games, Gu Ansheng sat there without saying a word, and glanced at the youngest son who was almost rushing into the TV screen.
After looking at sitting cross-legged on the ground, Gu Yan silently sighed insignificantly, not as if he was controlling a gamepad. He had rarely seen Gu Yan deeply emotional.
When he was very young, Gu Yanshen was like this. No matter how he scolded, he moved his hands in a hurry. Gu Yanshen also stood motionless and let him beat and scold him.
He doesn’t even know how to hide, and doesn’t explain, he is very stubborn.
Later, Gu Ansheng didn’t even know how to get along with this son. He basically didn’t care much after he entered high school.
Gu Yanshen chose the boarding school herself, except for coming back once a week. The father and son rarely met, and the company was busy at that time, so Gu Yanshen didn’t need to worry about him studying.
Gu Ansheng felt guilty, but he also compensated Gu Yanshen financially. Every time he brought a gift to Gu Yanning, he would ask Gu Yanshen what he wanted, and the answer was “no need” every time.
He doesn’t know what Gu Yanshen likes. He just buys what Gu Yanshen likes when he sees what other children have. Gu Yanshen will not show a happy expression when he receives the gift.
Gu Ansheng also had a headache because of this. Later, thinking about it was relieved. After all, Gu Yan was deeply dissatisfied with the lack of companionship when he was a child. During high school, he thought he was very indulgent of Gu Yanshen.
Gu Yan was muffled, looking good, but secretly holding back his big move. When he knew that Gu Yan had changed his wishes, he had no sense of anger.
He believed that Gu Yanshen had deliberately retaliated against him with his future.
This reminded Gu Ansheng of the fact that Gu Yan was abused by the nanny when he was a child, but silently waited for him to find out.
As if revenge on him, looking at him guilty.
This really made Gu Ansheng a thorn in his heart. He had never thought about why a five-year-old child had such a strong revenge heart.
Knowing that Gu Yanshen decided to take the path of an actor, he slapped Gu Yanshen and stopped Gu Yanshen’s card and kicked him out of the house.
I thought I could wait until Gu Yanshen admitted his mistake, but he underestimated Gu Yanshen. How could he come back to admit his mistake?
Since then, Gu Yanshen rarely goes home. But on the eve of the New Year and New Year’s Day, Gu Yanshen would go home, just to visit, give something and leave.
It was almost time for dinner, Gu Yanning kept him down for dinner. He had guessed that he would be rejected, but Gu Yanning would ask every time.
“Yan Shen, your father happened to be here today. I haven’t eaten at home for several years, so just stay.” Jiang Li took off his apron and walked over.
“Yes, brother, stay for dinner. Today is the food my mother and the aunt at home made together. Didn’t you like to eat my mother’s food before?”
Gu Yanning took Gu Yanshen and looked at Gu Ansheng, hoping his father could say something.
“No, I…”
“Have a meal before leaving.”
Gu Yanshen was slightly startled. When he left home a few years earlier, he would avoid coming when Gu’s father was at home, and would leave with something. Occasionally, the conversation ended with a few faint sentences.
This is the first time Gu Ansheng has gently left him to eat after Gu Yanshen left home.
“I made all the shrimps and crabs today.” Jiang Li persuaded me again, “Your father asked me to make them. He said you like to eat them.”
Jiang Li knew that Gu Yan likes to eat shrimp and crabs, but specifically said that it was Gu Ansheng’s advice that she wanted to ease the relationship between the father and son.
“good.”
Hearing Gu Yanshen’s promise, Gu Yanning happily pushed Jiang Li to the kitchen, “Mom, I want to eat crab too.”
At the dinner table, Gu Yanning and Jiang Li were in a lively atmosphere. Gu Yanshen and Gu Ansheng both listened in silence, and occasionally answered a few words.
After eating, Gu Yanshen didn’t plan to stay.
“It’s getting late, Dad, Aunt Jiang, I’m leaving now.”
“Drive slowly.”
As soon as Jiang Li finished speaking, Gu Ansheng suddenly said, “When did you and Lu Wenxing matter?”
Gu Yan took a deep step, and Gu Ansheng asked again.
“When did you like men?”
“After meeting Lu Wenxing.”
Gu Ansheng opened his mouth, Gu Yan raised his eyes and looked straight at Gu Ansheng.
“If it’s not a blessing, then it doesn’t need to be said.”
“Whether you accept it or not, I will only be with him. Just like you did not agree with me to go to film school and enter the entertainment circle, but this will not change any of my decisions.”
Gu Ansheng frowned, “He likes you now, but then? Will he be with you? He is one of the heirs of the Wen family, and he will definitely find a girl to marry in the future.”
“He will not.”
“Even if you don’t. Will you definitely be able to be together?” Gu Ansheng’s tone didn’t make any waves.
“You have never been in a relationship, and you have no close friends or classmates. Since you are with him, you must have liked him very much. But if you like him so much, will he always like you?”
“He is seven years younger than you, and he hasn’t experienced much. How much does he like you? Maybe it’s because of his love for filming together. If he collaborates with other people in the future, or meets someone who is more in line with the film, contact Too much, will he still like you?”
“Your mother and I were very romantic from meeting to getting married. I love her very much, and she loves me very much. I never doubted our love for each other, but how long can our love last? Not suitable.”
Gu Yan said seriously, “I know if it suits me.”
“I’m worried about you.” Gu Ansheng suppressed the anger in his heart, “Yes, what happened when you were a child was that I was not competent enough as a father. I didn’t want you to forgive me, I was reminding you.”
“Especially in places like the entertainment industry that are easy to be fascinated by, feelings have never been valued.”
“I don’t doubt that he likes you now, but how long can he like you?”
“So…” Gu Yan asked calmly, “What do you want to say? Let me break up with him?”
Gu Ansheng was choked. When he knew that Gu Yanshen was with a man, his first reaction was annoyed, but Jiang Li stopped him and prevented him from looking for Gu Yanshen.
Knowing that Gu Yanshen will be back today, Jiang Li also talked a lot with Gu Ansheng last night. Just like Gu Yanshen said, he opposes Gu Yan’s entry into the entertainment industry, but opposition will not change any results.
In the few years when Gu Yanshen entered the entertainment industry, Gu Ansheng also thought about it. Maybe he would come back after a freshness. There is no capital behind it. It is difficult to stand firm in the entertainment industry, especially the little transparency who just debuted.
Until now, Gu Yanshen has used actions to show that he does not need to rely on anyone, nor does he need the help of his father.
In Gu Yanshen’s life, he seems to be just a father, but he has never really participated in his life.
Jiang Li immediately came out to complete the game, “Your father just cares about you, and has no other meaning. You and the child will be fine, let Yan Ning send you off.”
Receiving Jiang Li’s gaze, Gu Yanning walked over. “Brother. When will you take me to see the stars, I want to show off with his classmates with a photo of him.”
Gu Yanshen did not visit Gu Ansheng, but said to Jiang Li. “Aunt Jiang, I’m leaving now.”
“Okay, slow down on Yan Shen’s road, pay attention to safety.”
Gu Ansheng opened his mouth and said nothing, looking at Gu Yanshen’s back and sighed.
Jiang Li sat next to Gu Ansheng, “I know. Lu Wenxing is a good boy, and he won’t have the things you worried about. The child finally agreed to stay for dinner, how can you say those things he doesn’t like to listen to.”
“That’s how you are, if you say a good word. Yan Shen wouldn’t refuse to live at home for so many years. When he was a child, his father didn’t care, and his mother was not around. No one can say anything. You don’t feel bad, I watched I feel distressed.”
“His stubborn temper, if I let him stay, will he stay?” Gu Ansheng was also angry.
…
“Brother, don’t take your dad’s words to your heart.” Gu Yanning carefully observed Gu Yanshen’s expression, but Gu Yanshen often had no expressions and no emotions at all.
“You and Xingxing will definitely be a long time.”
“When you get married, I will give you a big gift…”
Gu Yanshen walked to the car door and glanced at Gu Yanning, who was not wearing a jacket. “Go in, it’s windy outside.”
“I’m not cold, I will wait for you to go before going in.”
Gu Yanshen didn’t say much, started the car and left Gu’s house.
Seeing the car leaving without worry, Gu Yanning felt a bit stuck. Some things he remembered when he was a child, some he didn’t remember.
I only know that when he was a child, the naughty people often made troubles with Gu Yanshen. Sometimes he would be jealous that Jiang Li treated Gu Yanshen better than him, and said some bad things.
He heard Jiang Li say that when she married Gu Ansheng, Gu Yanshen was eight years old.
Regarding the appearance of Jiang Li’s stepmother, Gu Yanshen did not resist, nor did he show displeasure.
Quietly unlike a child of this age.
After Jiang Li arrived at Gu’s house, he assumed the responsibility of taking care of Gu Yanshen, and the two stayed peacefully together.
For a while, Jiang Li could feel the change in Gu Yanshen’s attitude towards her. Jiang Li was a little happy because she found that Gu Yanshen seemed to get close to her a little bit.
Gu Ansheng was also a little relieved, which made him temporarily forget that he was an incompetent father.
The days seemed very peaceful, until one day when Gu Yanshen came home from school, he saw a man Jiang Li who passed out at home.
Gu Yanshen was a little panicked. He didn’t know how long Jiang Li had been in a coma and whether his life would be in danger. He hurriedly called 120, and then called Gu Ansheng, but no one answered.
When Gu Ansheng rushed to the hospital, the doctor said that Jiang Li was pregnant and his body was a little weak, so he had to take good care of him.
Gu Ansheng’s first reaction was to visit Gu Yanshen, he was a little weak. Worried that Gu Yanshen would misunderstand that he was going to be abandoned again, she took Gu Yanshen to explain for a long time, and promised that he would treat him badly because of having younger siblings.
Gu Yanshen just looked at him lightly, and answered calmly, without any particular reaction.
This made Gu Ansheng sceptical, but he tried to get along with Gu Yan, but Gu Yanshen’s reaction made Gu Ansheng a little tired.
Later, Jiang Li’s belly grew bigger, and his mind was put on the unborn child. He didn’t want to be regarded as an incompetent father again, so he was particularly concerned about Gu Yanning.
Like all fathers, Gu Yanning is very lively and cheerful when he shows up when his children need company.
Gu Yanshen often just stood aside from afar without interrupting or participating, as if he didn’t consider himself a member of the family at all.
Gu Yanning has been spoiled since childhood, Jiang Li has a gentle personality, and Gu Ansheng doesn’t know how to make up for Gu Yanshen, so he can only turn his guilt and paternal love to Gu Yanning, and wants to be a good father, which leads to excessive spoiling.
Gu Yanning was like a little bully when he was a child, especially his skin was very bad.
Because Gu Yanshen did not allow anyone to enter his room, and Gu Yanning was so skinny at the time that he wanted to enter if he did not let him in.
He also deliberately tore up Gu Yanshen’s textbooks and homework books.
Gu Ansheng didn’t protect Gu Yanning when he knew it. For the first time, he spoke to Gu Yanning and yelled at him.
Gu Yanning felt that she was wronged. He would throw things at home when he saw them, or what was expensive.
Jiang Li and Gu Ansheng thought that Gu Yanshen would not care, but the result was unexpected, Gu Yanshen beat Gu Yanning for the first time.
It was also that time, Gu Yanshen took the initiative to communicate with Gu Ansheng.
“I’m not venting my anger by hitting him, I’m teaching him. He should be punished for doing something wrong. He has a temper tantrum if he did something wrong, and now he is smashing things at home, what about from now on?”
Obviously he is still a junior high school student, but Gu Yanshen speaks like a little adult.
It was also after that time that Gu Yanning particularly attacked Gu Yanshen because his parents would not really beat him, but Gu Yanshen would. And when Gu Yan hit him deeply, Gu Ansheng and Jiang Li would not interfere. During that time, Gu Yanning learned to behave well.
For a long time, he hated Gu Yanshen. Until I was in elementary school, the compositions written by others were the closest family members, and only Gu Yanning wrote-my most annoying brother.
Later, Gu Yanning went to junior high school. It was a rebellious period. He always liked to cause troubles. He didn’t know how to provoke punks and even clamored for group fights.
Gu Yanning couldn’t beat those, and was beaten. He hurt his face and fractured his hands. He was so embarrassed that he didn’t dare to go home. He met Gu Yanshen, who lives nearby, while dangling on the street.
At that time, Gu Yanshen had been kicked out of his home and had not returned for several years.
Gu Yan deeply forced Gu Yanning to take him to find the gangster who beat him, and an alarm call sent the person directly to the police station.
For the fourteen-year-old Gu Yanning, the matter of asking parents to report to the police is particularly detrimental and not cool at all. But that was also the first time he knew that Gu Yanshen didn’t seem to hate him.
But Gu Yanning only later learned that the group of punks who beat him had been beaten by Gu Yanshen.
When he was clearly injured, Gu Yan said coldly that he deserved it and warned him not to fight. As a result, he secretly vented his anger.
After that, Gu Yanning adhered to Gu Yanshen. Even though Gu Yan said something disgusting, she would still lead him home.
He changes so many wall heads every year, not really chasing stars. It’s just that when discussing the entertainment industry, he and Gu Yanshen will have more topics. He will also help him to get a signed photo on the wall, and can also rely on Gu Yanshen’s home for various reasons.
Thinking of this, Gu Yanning suddenly felt that her fan was right. He also gave his brother a fan to come back, and someone will accompany his brother in the future, and they will be together forever.
…
As soon as Gu Yanshen opened the door, he saw Lu Wenxing sitting on the floor selecting discs.
“you are back?”
Lu Wenxing smiled when he saw him, his eyes gleaming. At this moment, all the unpleasant emotions in Gu Yanshen’s heart were wiped out.
“The last time you went to your cottage, you gave me the key here, so I came in by myself.” Lu Wenxing stood up and took the bag from Gu Yanshen.
“What did you buy? Let me see.”
“Snacks, and your favorite dishes.”
Gu Yanshen and Lu Wenxing agreed on tomorrow. On the way back, he deliberately went to the supermarket to buy something Lu Wenxing liked to eat.
But I didn’t expect Lu Wenxing to come over in advance.
“Have you waited for a long time? Why don’t you call me.”
“I want to surprise you.” Lu Wenxing opened a pack of potato chips with his eyes crooked.
“I plan to come early tomorrow, but when I woke up in the afternoon, I suddenly missed you, and then I came to you.”
Lu Wenxing raised his head to kiss Gu Yanshen.
When Gu Yanshen opened the door and came in, he noticed that Gu Yanshen’s mood was a little depressed, and guessed what happened after returning home. But Gu Yanshen didn’t say so, so he didn’t ask, and said when Gu Yanshen wanted to.
“Ms. Gu is unhappy to see me?”
“Happy.” Gu Yanshen raised his hand to hug Lu Wenxing and responded to him seriously. “Extremely happy.”
“I haven’t eaten yet.” Lu Wenxing allowed Gu Yan to hold him and leaned against his chest, “I want to wait for you to come back to eat together, why are you so slow.”
“I didn’t know if you came over, I ate at my dad’s.”
“No matter, then you have to accompany me to eat.” Lu Wenxing took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and asked him. “What’s delicious near your house? I’ll order a takeaway.”
“What do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you.”
“I love everything you make.”
Gu Yan was worried that his stomach would feel sick after being hungry for a long time. “Cook a bowl of noodles, it’s faster.”
“OK.”
Lu Wenxing followed Gu Yan into the kitchen, “Why are you coming in? Go and sit on the sofa.”
“Didn’t I just say it.”
Gu Yanshen:?
“I miss you when I wake up, and I will follow you now.”
“If you recruit me again, I will…”
“So what?” Lu Wenxing’s eyes hid a smile, still a little unscrupulous.
“kiss you.”
Lu Wenxing raised his chin, as if waiting for Gu Yan to kiss him deeply. “Huh? You kiss.”
Gu Yanshen: “…”
“Don’t make trouble, I’ll cook a bowl of noodles for you first.”
“If you don’t kiss me, I will kiss you.”
Before Gu Yanshen could react, Lu Wenxing put his arms around his neck and kissed his lips.
The two were very close, hearing each other’s heartbeat, and feeling each other’s breath.
Soft and hot.
People can’t stop sinking.
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