Chapter 122 “Still in love, always in love.”
Taking advantage of Meng Xihe’s nap, Chu Baili made a phone call.
Purchased some things.
And threw the blood-soaked sofa out and replaced it with a new one.
Then he took a wig made of his own hair and compared it with Meng Xihe’s hairstyle in the dance competition on the living room table.
I carefully made my hair up.
He also hasn’t danced with Meng Xihe for a long time.
The second year after Meng Xihe fell ill, something happened to him in the task force.
He knew that the medicine that turned him into an omega was injected into him by Feng Ling. In order to make him fully comply with the arrangement, he also took Meng Xihe to the underground hospital.
One day after that, he received an invitation from Du Jie to subvert the entire empire together.
From then on, his undercover life began.
It was a dark and dark day that he didn’t even want to recall.
Chu Baiyan’s daily task was to alternate between serving in the military department and reporting the situation to the palace.
Sometimes, you can’t even see Meng Xihe.
He once thought that love at first sight and lasting love does not exist.
There is no such thing as Du Jie’s feelings towards Shen Zhuo.
He thought that after he became an omega, Meng Xihe would no longer need him.
Because the 96.9% matching level could no longer give the boy any support or comfort, nor could it even relieve his pain.
So he also numbed himself. He only had sympathy for Meng Xihe and his love was dwindling.
Praying that it would be like this, at least when the boy left, he would have the courage to live.
Can live in place of Meng Xi Helahe.
But he tried, and tried countless times.
no.
Not at all.
Such extreme thoughts can only prove one conclusion again and again –
Meng Xihe still loves him.
He also loves Meng Xihe.
Regardless of gender, life or death.
Perverted and twisted thoughts can only make them more and more inseparable from each other.
The ropes that were barely connected to the long bridge became stronger and stronger after being deliberately sabotaged.
He was once so squeamish that even if he had a scratch on his skin, he would act coquettishly and hug Little Lotus, who persisted for him day after day.
In six years, Hela had not cried.
Never even said a word of pain.
So when the long hair was grown, cut and braided into a hair cap, it was put on the boy’s head.
Chu Baili finally admitted it.
Meng Xihe won’t live long.
So does he.
How can you still live after your lover dies?
How does he live…
“Bai Ao? Are you still there?”
There was a chaotic sound of something hitting the ground in the room.
Chu Baili immediately put down what he was holding.
As he ran into the room, he answered loudly:
“I’m here!”
Chu Baili ran back to the room and saw Meng Xihe sitting on the ground beside the bed, groping around in fear and confusion.
The exposed arms were only skin and bones, and they were too thin to be human-like.
Chu Baili immediately stepped forward and used his body as Meng Xihe’s crutch, allowing him to stand up slowly.
The young man took a breath and said with a soft and gentle smile:
“I thought you went out.”
Chu Baili helped him to the bed and placed a soft cushion behind him:
“I won’t go out these days. I will stay with you at home.”
” What about the military department?”
Chu Bairan said with a smile: “You won’t be able to leave without me for a few days. I have asked for leave.”
Meng Xihe was very happy: “Then help me get up and walk.”
“I want to go. Let’s take a look downstairs to see what happened to the small park before. “
A long time ago, there was a very beautiful small park under this building.
There are all kinds of flowers, small bridges, flowing water, and butterflies.
Chu Baili squatted directly in front of him.
“Come up, I’ll carry you.”
Meng Xihe obediently stretched out her arms and hugged Chu Baili’s neck.
He was so light that it felt like he had nothing on his back.
But Chu Baili was cautious.
It’s like caring for a piece of precious porcelain.
“It’s almost winter now, and there aren’t many flowers blooming, but the leaves are evergreen, and the sunlight falls on the ground, dotted with stars.”
“There are a few more carps in the pond. You don’t know how fat they are. Every time When I see it, I want to take it back and make soup.”
“The corridor has been renovated and is now very beautiful and has a classic atmosphere.”
Chu Baili would stop and introduce it wherever he went.
Her tone was gentle and patient, making Meng Xihe laugh out loud from time to time.
They wandered downstairs for more than half an hour before going back.
Before leaving, Chu Baili looked back.
That has been converted into a small park with parking spaces.
Evergreen trees, small bridges, flowing water, carps, promenade…
nothing is left.
Only the cold concrete floor remained.
Chu Baili quietly led Meng Xihe into the elevator.
No words were spoken, no looking back.
After returning home, Chu Baili went to the kitchen to make some porridge and side dishes.
He set up a small table on the balcony.
Eating a simple dinner under the sunset is very interesting.
In the evening, the two of them watched a movie together, with Chu Baili acting as the narrator and teasing Meng Xihe.
The life of two people is very simple.
But very warm.
It’s so warm, as if life can go on like this forever.
…
until Meng Xihe’s birthday.
Chu Baiyan bought an exquisite small cake and lit 25-year-old candles.
Listening to Chu Baili’s birthday song, Meng Xihe clasped her hands together.
Before blowing out the candles, he said: “My wish is-“
“No! It won’t work if you say it!”
Chu Baili interrupted him immediately and wanted to cover Meng Xihe’s mouth.
But the young man hid back, imitating Chu Baili’s tone, and said with a smile:
“No, I have to say it!”
Chu Baili had no choice but to sit upright and listen.
“Then tell me, if God doesn’t make it come true, I will make it come true.”
The corners of Meng Xihe’s lips raised.
There is a special softness when the young man laughs, like the wind in early spring in March, clear and warm with a hint of warmth, so fluffy that it makes people laugh unconsciously.
That was the person he fell in love with at first sight, who could eclipse everything else.
Among countless conspiracies.
Only young people will never be stained by the dust of the world, and they will be pure and pure.
His omega is the lotus that emerges from the mud but remains unstained.
“If I die, I don’t want to be buried in a small tomb.”
Meng Xihe said, “It’s too dark, I don’t like it.”
He knew that Chu Baili had been coaxing him.
I also know that my life is probably over here.
“I… will dance with you.”
Chu Baili abruptly changed the subject, took out the coiled wig from behind and put it on Meng Xihe’s head.
He took out his old dance clothes and carefully changed them for the young man.
It was as if he had become the stunningly talented dancer Meng Xihe under the spotlight again.
Pure, beautiful, never changed.
Chu Baili turned on the music, and Meng Xihe stepped on Chu Baili’s instep with her bare feet, and slowly began to dance step by step.
He used to win gold medals in national competitions, and his figure was as light as a feather.
Now wearing dance clothes that are already too loose, I can only move around with my strength.
But Chu Bailai still tried his best to make every step the best.
Just like in the previous videos, Meng Xihe’s most glorious years.
Until the music was about to come to an end, Meng Xihe took an unsteady step and hit the ground.
“Be careful!”
Chu Baili immediately used his body as his pad, protecting the young man firmly under him.
“Cough cough cough…”
Blood began to overflow from Meng Xihe’s lips again.
He felt pain like never before.
Every inch of bone, every inch of flesh and blood seemed to be torn apart and smashed into pieces.
“Well…” Meng Xihe’s lip was bitten and broken.
Tears mixed with cold sweat dripped onto the ground in the blood.
But every time he felt that he was going to die and it was difficult to hold on any longer.
It was Chu Baili who woke him up from the edge of hell.
Just like this time.
“Xihe…Meng Xihe!”
The young man heard it and opened his tired eyes.
He slowly calmed down and was hugged into a warm embrace again.
He couldn’t ask for more.
Maybe meeting his alpha has exhausted all his luck in this life.
Meng Xihe closed her eyes, and after a long time, she slowly opened them.
That tone has never appeared before.
It’s a confession and a farewell.
“Bai Ao… I’m very happy…”
Meng Xihe leaned on Chu Bai Ao’s shoulder and spoke in a very low voice.
It was so small that it was difficult for Chu Baili to lower his head and put his ear against his lips.
“I’m so lucky to meet you in this life…”
The young man spoke slowly, word by word, seemingly with a smile.
“Bai Ao… But I…”
Chu Bai Ao came closer and finally heard Meng Xihe’s words clearly, like a doll about to break into pieces.
“It hurts…”
“I… hold on… I can’t go on anymore…”
Chu Baili resisted the trembling of her body and burst into tears.
He knelt on the ground and kissed Meng Xihe’s beautiful eyes over and over again, praying over and over again:
“Just think it’s for me, okay?”
“Stay with me, stay with me more.”
“We can finally live in the sunshine. Get off.”
“Xi He, don’t leave me…”
“Please… don’t leave me alone…”
The boy struggled to open his eyes.
He slowly extended his hand to Chu Baili’s cheek.
The warm fingertips touched the man’s eyes.
Meng Xihe couldn’t see it, but she felt the tears in her hand.
His alpha never cries.
“I’m sorry… Bai Ao.”
“I’m sorry.”
Chu Bai Ao held the boy tightly in his arms.
It was so hard that it seemed like you were trying to rub him into his bones and blood.
Tears fell on the young man’s face drop by drop.
Chu Baiyan denounced his selfishness and incompetence and the injustice of his fate, with despair burning his heart and bones.
A long, long time passed.
Just when Meng Xihe thought Chu Baili would stop talking, he suddenly heard his alpha let go of him.
He let out a heavy breath and smiled.
It was encouragement, or farewell:
“What you just said, pretend I didn’t say it before.”
“If it hurts too much, don’t endure it anymore.”
Chu Baiyan didn’t know how she said this.
Every word is like a blade covered in salt.
Insert it into his heart, which is already full of holes, and twist it hard.
Knife after knife.
But he knew that the pain Meng Xihe endured every day was a thousand times more than when he was forcibly transformed into an omega…
He could no longer be selfish.
Chu Baili, who has always been on the road to rescue young people, made such a decision for the first time.
He chose to let go.
Chu Baili closed her eyes, her whole body went limp, and her voice was hoarse and hoarse:
“If you really can’t hold on…”
“Just leave…”
Meng Xihe was stunned.
Sometimes giving up is a hundred times more painful than persisting, and he understands that.
After a long period of relative silence, he laughed.
“Bai Ao…I regret it.”
The young man put his head on Chu Bai Ao’s shoulder.
Her nose was filled with the scent of lavender, and Meng Xihe seemed to finally be able to feel its comfort.
“Huh?” Chu Baili’s voice trembled, and he pressed it against Meng Xihe’s forehead, “What do you regret?”
“Before… I wanted you to remember me… don’t forget me…”
Meng Xihe coughed a few times.
He felt warm all over his body.
It’s facing west here, so it’s probably sunset.
Autumn has arrived.
The remaining lotuses in the setting sun will eventually wither.
“I regretted it…”
Meng Xihe used her last strength to raise the corners of her mouth a little.
In the dark field of vision, a vague outline of a man seemed to appear.
His alpha is still so good-looking and outstanding.
How could I stop for him?
The sunset outside the window is bright and gorgeous.
Orange-red and pink-purple light fell on the boy.
It was as if he was dressed in the dance costume he wore when he first met Chu Baili that year.
On stage, under the spotlight and in the eyes of an alpha.
He is dazzling, bright and dancing.
Enough.
This life is enough.
The light of the setting sun fell on the young man’s eyelashes, casting a colorful shadow.
Meng Xihe raised his chin, and Chu Baili lowered his head and came closer.
The young man’s lips moved, and his pupils seemed to glow with a clear and bright look.
“Don’t remember me…”
With his last smile, he said in the man’s ear:
“Forget me.”
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