Lisa’s POV
“Okay okay put your phones here” Bambam said pointing at the corner of the table. I grab my phone and put it above Bambam’s phone and the others did the same. We’re currently at The Lounge which is basically a restaurant on the top floor of a hotel here in Seoul. Jackson invited us on a dinner since we haven’t hang out for too long. Somi, Bambam, Jackson, Jisoo, Rosie, Jennie and I are all here. I’d seriously back out if I’ll pay but Jackson already paid for the whole dinner so that we won’t worry about it.
“Lisa are you well now?” Jackson asked while pouring some wine on his glass
“Yeah, it’s just a couple of scratch and bruise so it’s all gone now” I said smiling at him which makes him nod.
“The one next to you looks like she’s not in a good mood” Rosie says looking at Jennie. After what happened the other night at the company she keeps on calling me or coming over to the company when I’m staying there late and it’s always because of Niki. I already assured her that she doesn’t have to be jealous all the time but she still does. Earlier as I’m getting off of work she went to the company the same time Niki’s there cause she’s gonna bring a couple of files on my table and let’s just say she became bitchy towards Niki on Niki’s own company. She literally asked Niki if she’s interested in me not even beating around the bush. Niki seem to understand Jennie so she just drop the subject and left my office. I did scold Jennie cause her jealousy cross some lines sometimes which I can’t tolerate but I talk to her while we’re on our way here just to assure her that Niki and I are collegues, she’s my boss and there’s nothing more to it but Jennie’s still mad that I took Niki’s side. I turn to look at Jennie who has her straight face on while looking at the menu
“Scary” Jisoo says looking at me which makes me chuckle
“Jennieyah” I called out while our friends jump into their own conversations. She didn’t look at me and kept her eyes on the menu “won’t you talk to me?” I ask and pinch her cheek to get her attention
I chuckle and shake my head “why does everyone keeps on saying you’re scary when you’re mad but you look like a baby frowning” I said and keeps on pinching her cheek softly. She swat my hand away from her cheek throwing a glare towards me. Before she can even put her hand down I grab it with my own hand and interlock it with hers.
“Ya Jennie Kim” I called out enough for her to hear “are you mad at me cause I took Niki’s side or are you mad at me cause I’m right about your jealousy?” I said making her turn around to look at me
“That you took Niki’s side ” she said sternly
“But was I wrong?” She stayed silent but still frowning “I told you already that I have you so why bother looking at other people? I didn’t take Niki’s side cause I like her or whatever”
“But I am your girlfriend”
“Doesn’t mean I’ll tolerate what you did wrong” I said “Jennie Kim jealousy is sometimes cute but if you often do it with my friend or colleague and it is already inappropriate then we’ll keep on fighting about it. I don’t want to argue with you as much as possible but I also don’t want to feel like you have your grip on my neck that it’s already suffocating. And I don’t want to reach the point where our arguments are already unhealthy” Jennie kept her mouth shut as she just look at our hands “cheer up okay? I don’t like Niki and that’s that “
We continue our dinner while chatting with everyone else. Jennie seem to be in a better mood as she is talking to others as well. After our dinner we went straight back at the penthouse since we’re both tired already.
Im sitting on the bed while Jennie’s changing her clothes right beside the bed which i don’t mind at all… i mean I’ve seen her naked already
“Didn’t you bought the expensive building in London?” I ask looking at her laptop on my side since she’s checking out a different building
“The board members and I decided to buy the other one since it just needs a few renovation unlike the other building.”
“Do you need to put your branch in London as soon as possible?” I ask making her nod while she’s staring into the distance like she’s thinking about something else
“Lisayah” she calls out making me raise my brows “I feel like you’ll be mad about what I’m going to say” she said
“It’s not like you can get it out of my head now” I said chuckling as I pat the space infront of me. She put her shirt on and walk towards the bed to sit. Before she talks she open up her arms for a hug so i put out my arms out as well to let her hug me “what is it?” I ask while she’s still huggin me. I rub her back with my right hand while holding her with my left arm
“You see I get jealous very often these past few weeks..” she said making me hum for her to continue. She pushed me back a bit so she can look at me “I thought about the time when Kai left me without saying anything. I’m afraid the same thing will happen if I let other people like you”
“Niki doesn’t like me” I said
“But that’s not what i see”
“Jennie-“
“Let me finish” she breathe out and look directly into my eyes “I may not know her personaly but I did like you before and I still do… that’s why i know when people likes you the same way that I do. Like I said, I don’t want to be in the way of your dreams and what you wanted to do but I also don’t like to just watch and see everyone getting more and more interested in you. I’m sorry for being so jealous that I can’t control my anger anymore. I just don’t want you to leave me. When you said earlier that you don’t want to get suffocated by this relationship… i seriously got scared. I got scared because Kai didn’t have a proper reason to leave me back then… what more if you find a bunch more reason to do so”
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