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              𓂃⋆ KIM TAEHYUNG ⋆𓂃
He stood behind me with an expression that made my avoid his eye contact.It was not anger. his face was emotionless. He was waiting for my reply but the i was already shuddering under his cold exterior.
Th: I….I…was with….a frie..nd..
I said avoiding his eye contact and focusing on his shoes, which took a step forward. He stood close to me making me hold breath. His cologne was playing with my heart and i couldn’t control this new feeling.
As soon as his heavenly breath fell near my lips, i looked up wide-eyed to see his gaze already fixed on my eyes.
Jk: Do you smoke my dear wife?
His question made me freeze with fear…why was he asking me such a question? And that’s when i remembered the smell which must be engulfing me because of the environment i came from.
Th: N… No……I don’t….
Jk: Oh really? I guess then there is only one way to verify it.
I looked up again at him, perplexed to see his eyes fixed on my lips. Before i could understand what he meant his one hand had already taken hold of my neck and pulled me forward.
Not expecting, i landed straight on his chest as his thumb caressed my cheek with a gentleness that i never experienced.
I knew what he was going to do now.my first kiss was not going to be happen like this. When his lips were just an inch away and my body was tempting me to take a step forward i place a firm hand on his chest and push him back.
His grip on my neck loosened the very instant and he looked taken back for a second. Rejection was never experienced by a man of his standing before especially from a face like me
Th: I can..’t…I don’t need to prove it to you! You either trust me or you don’t! It’s up to you and I don’t care!
My face was flushing with rush of blood and my lips looked tempting as i bit them to hide my nervousness.
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𓂃⋆ JEON JUNGKOOK ⋆𓂃
I had to close my eyes to control himself from doing something i will regret later. But i couldn’t show just how disappointed i was with him.
I wanted to punish him for lying to me, for stopping me from finding the truth and especially for throwing a bucket of cold ice on my heated feelings. But i couldn’t.
My hands have found something which he wasn’t aware of. When i had gripped his neck my other hand had already slid to his sides to come across something i never expected. I just couldn’t believe my innocent-looking wife would be involved with something so inappropriate.
And this was what made me disappointed in him. I wanted explanations.my anger was getting on the surface and i needed to control it before i did or said something wrong.he was already shaking with a mixture of emotions and i decided to end his turmoil.
Grabbing his hand i opened his palm to place the packet back in his hands.
Jk: Enjoy your night.
Was all i said as i turned on to end the discussion
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𓂃⋆ KIM TAEHYUNG ⋆𓂃
Confused i looked down to i open palms to be met with the packet of drugs.my whole world rotated at 180° then and there.i wanted to run behind him and scream my innocence but couldn’t. What will i say?
I can’t tell him about her. Tears of frustration rolled down my eyes as i regretted my words of saying im not caring of what he thought of me.
I definitely cared what he thought of me.Instead, i only cared for what he thought of me. He was mt world now and i managed to choke it with my own words.
It would have been better if he would have kissed me i thought. At least he would have trusted me. Sliding down the railing i sat on the steps as tears kept running out of my ducts.
Why couldn’t anyone love me? Why was i such a disgrace? Why i always had to be stupid enough to ruin everything. His silence had pushed me into a deeper sense of pain and i couldn’t help drowning in it till someone saved me from it.my eyes fell on the packet in front of me and for a second i thought of eating it and ending this life.
The next second i had slapped myself for even thinking like this. Grabbing onto the packets i rushed to a toilet and flushed them down the drain. It gave me a kind of satisfaction i never expected and next, i found myself standing below the shower cleaning the obnoxious smell from myself.
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𓂃⋆ JEON JUNGKOOK ⋆𓂃
I has managed to hide it well like always but inside my was dying for explanations.i wanted to ask him. from where he got them but couldn’t find the words which can be considered to be polite enough to hide my anger towards him.
He was not beautiful then why did i actually wanted to taste those lips today. I didn’t love him then why the bloody hell it mattered to me if he was enjoying his night with someone else.
he confused me to infinity and i hated my inability to understand a person as simple as him for once. Dropping on i soft duvet i thoughts have again gone to him. What was he doing?
Did he go back to whosoever he was with? Where will he sleep?Soon my thoughts were interrupted when i saw my door opening.
There he stood avoiding my eye contact and taking fearful steps towards me. I decided to ignore him and close my eyes but he came with a different intention tonight.
Th: Jungkook
he said in his polite little voice but i decided to pay little attention to him. On lack of response, he had managed to step forward and sit on the bed staring at my face.
Th: Please…just trust me okay…they are not mine…they were my friends and I don’t smoke. I can’t prove you anything but I hope you trust me
All the courage he gathered to speak these words was killed with my silence as i turned back on him. My action was enough for his to break down in sobs then and there.
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𓂃⋆ KIM TAEHYUNG ⋆𓂃
I set aside my ego, respect and everything to say these words to him and his rejection had made me feel useless. As the first sob broke down from my lip i placed his one hand on my lips to silence them. With the other hand, i was going to pick up his pillow and splint out of his room when a hand stopped him.
My teary eyes looked up to see his hand stopping me from picking the pillow and leaving the room.Another uncontrollable sob broke from my lips and he pulled me from my wrist, making my body to land on the bed.
Jk: You look more ugly when you cry ugly duckling
His comment again made me broke into another sob but this time there was a small smile on my lips.
Th: I swear they are not mine jungkook …I swear
He placed his hand on my head and made me lay down my head on the pillow. No words were spoken but there was a silence of comfort between them.
Jk: Sleep it’s late.
And with this, he again turned his back on me.my insides have exploded from happiness when his hand stopped me. It meant he cared for me and this alone was enough for me.
Hiding the small smile behind my teary eyes, i pulled up the quilt and stared at his back with a smile.i desperately wanted to hug him from behind but feared his rejection. Not able to control my happiness i did it. As soon as i placed my arm on him and snuggled to the back of his chest, he looked back. Lifting my arm from him he gave me a questioning look
Jk: What do you think you are doing?
I blushed and pulled back immediately.
Th: Sorry….I….was …just….
I feared i angered him again as he suddenly rolled over and trapped my beneath him.
Jk: I hate it when anyone touches me without my
permission.
My eyes widened with fear as i started apologising.
Th: I am sorry…I didn’t know….I will not tou-
My words were lost when suddenly his lips were pressed on me and my body wriggled under the weight of foreign feelings evading my body.
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𓂃⋆ THIRD PERSON POV ⋆𓂃
He tasted it all and not a trace of anything was found except sweetness. It addicted him to an extent of insanity and he couldn’t afford to stop for even a breath of air. Tae body has never felt so alive before. Either because he was experienced or because it was tae first tae couldn’t distinguish but one thing was for sure.If this was called love tae was ready to die a hundred deaths to experience this kind of love.
For tae, it was his first to the first man, also for Jungkook. it was going to jungkook first and last boy he will ever kiss again.
Jungkook enjoyed showing tae how it is done and tae Jungkook enjoyed showing tae how it is done and tae enjoyed every second of this lesson. Only when tae eyes were tearing again because of lack of oxygen he left tae. Exhausted with a mere kiss tae looked up at him and he smiled for the first time.
Jk: Congratulations on your first kiss my ugly duckling and Thank you for saving it for man.
Tae blushed a hundred shades deeper and he enjoyed tae shyness.Placing a final kiss on tae forehead he pulled tae to his side and slept with tae peach blossom fragrance engulfing him.
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