            𓂃⋆ JEON JUNGKOOK ⋆𓂃
Eun: Come on man…stop it! It’s your 8 th glass dammit!
He said holding onto glass. Mingyu placed a hand on his shoulder as i held his head with one hand.
Eun: What’s wrong Jungkook? Did Tae did something?
Jk: Did something you ask?! His very existence irritates me! His words…his smile. I behave like a fucking horny teenager around him.
Eun: I hope you didn’t say anything to him?
Jk: I can’t control myself around Tae?!he is testing my limits every time but I can’t fucking afford to even say a single word to him.
Mingyu laughed and i glared at him.
Mg: I am sorry man it’s just….I can’t believe that THE Jeon Jungkook could behave like this and that also because of a simple boy
Eun:I thought you would die for some actress from the pages of these magazines!
Jk: You are right….even I never imagined something so simple to intrigue me..
And for once there was a small smile on my lips.
Eun: Love can’t be planned guys…it just happens…
Jk: I don’t love him….from where did you get this bizzare idea anyways?
Mg: Oh really …are you sure lover boy?
Jk: Stop talking rubbish…he is just my wife and I give him the care that any husband should give to his wife. Love will never come to happen between us. he is too boring for my love.
Mg: So you mean to say you will never love a someone in your life?
Jk: Of course I will…it will just not be him
Eun: You can’t cheat on him kook
Jk: Who said I will cheat on him?…I will just find someone else after I divorce him.
Mg: I know you want this marriage arrangement for just one year but wouldn’t this be unfair for Tae? I mean he thinks you will never leave him.at least you should have told him
Jk: Told him and then what? Risk losing my entire lineage I earned working my ass off day and night for last 4 damn years? No, I can’t!!
Mg: You are such a jerk, Playing with an innocent people feelings and all
Jk: I know I regret touching him….I shouldn’t give him any hope….and I fucking hate myself for it.!!
Eun: It’s not too late…just tell him about this and he may understand.
Jk: he will not understand ….he will pick his bags and leave my house the very next day…he has very high morals.
Mg: And I like it so damn much…I mean where do you find boy like those these days.
Jk: You can’t like any damn thing about him till he is my fucking wife!! Do you get it…brother, or not!!
Mg: Calm down man! What the hell is wrong with you! I was just appreciating him
Eun: You don’t love him but you are madly possessive about him. I can see where this is going
I refused to reply and instead kept staring at the drink in my glass.
Jk: You guys already know me….I would never settle at something that doesn’t match my standards. he can never match them and he has to leave sooner or later…..if it wasn’t because of that stupid clause I would have never married him.
Eun: he is innocent Kook…just don’t break his heart
Jk: I would never hurt him guys… I hate watching him cry myself….I just want him to leave me to my freedom…it would be better if he left me than vice versa…he must never fall for a person like me.
Mg: A person who has been called just one thing all his college life
Eun: A heartbreaker
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            𓂃⋆ THIRD PERSON POV ⋆𓂃
Jo: You should have told me Tae! Mom and Dad are worried sick about her and you are telling me now!!
Joshua angry and accusing voice made Tae go silent. He can never talk with tae politely.
Sometimes tae feels he only cared for as his sister. Like even now, after 2 weeks of tae marriage, he had called tae and tae was for once happy to see someone from back home miss him.
But little to his happiness Josh had started shouting on him because of him not telling anyone where Yoon was.
Th: I thought she will come back next day brother. I didn’t expect her not to tell you..
Jo: Tae for god sake try to be a bit responsible once in your life!! Even if she didn’t tell you could have told me!
Th: Hyun–
Jo: Just shut it now!! I have a surgery in 30 minutes…I don’t want to waste my time arguing with you!
The call was cut. A wave of sadness washed over tae as he realised no one from back home missed him. His mom, dad no one has called him as if they were happy to be relieved of his presence.
Clutching the phone to his chest he was watching the driveway, waiting for the only person he thought cared a little bit for him.
A few hours later a car honked and he identified it to be Jungkook his favourite cars horn. Before jungkook could ring the bell he had already opened the door with a wide smile on his face.
Th: You got late today!! I was waiting for you!!
He didn’t reply instead he didn’t even look at tae.
Shrugging past tae through the doorframe he made his way inside with tae following his leads.
Th: I have made your favourite food I’ll heat i-
Jk: No need. I have had my dinner.
Tae face fell as tae had spent 3 hours preparing it for him.
Th: Jungkook you are drunk! Why did you drink so much!! And you even drove the car here all by yourself!
His silence was getting on tae nerves now. He continued pulling down his blazer and removing his shoes while tae stared at his face for answers
Next, he moved towards the bathroom and tae persistently followed him, determined to take away his worries which he was trying to hide.
Jk: You should go out…
Were the words he spoke as he waited near the door for tae to move aside and leave. Tae innocent heart couldn’t look at him in such a painful stare. He was wobbling and his hands held the counter for support.
Next, he knows tae tiny hands have managed to engulf his face in tae palms as tae stared at him with those innocent brown eyes.
Th: Tell me, Jungkook..tell me what is worrying you…i promise to make it better.
He was not looking at tae and his behaviour felt weird today. Normally he was cold but today he seemed numb.His eyes were a bit red and tae could smell alcohol. Only one thing confused tae and that were his reasons.
Th: Were you with Eunwoo and Mingyu?
Tae trying to locate the centre of his worries but his silence gave out nothing. It was normal for tae uttering nonsense and him ignoring tae but today it felt different. It felt fearful to be present in his presence today.
He climbed the stairs and went towards their room with tae at his lead.He smiled at tae question. If only he could tell tae that tae face was troubling him. Tae innocent eyes weren’t killing him and tae loving words were breaking him. Placing his hands on tae small ones he closed his eyes to suddenly open them with so much anger that tae felt his hands trembling to his touch. Pushing tae hands away from his face he held tae wrists tightly with one hand to push tae body on the wall behind. Before tae head could hit the tiles behind, he had already placed his free hand on the tile to cushion the push. Pressing his body onto tae he entrapped tae completely to his mercy.
Tae body shivered to his touch and he could hear tae heartbeat sinc with his own.Gently tracing tae jawline he looked at tae face His eyes moving from tae forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose and finally settling at tae lips
Tae never had any man stare at tae with so much intensity.tae feared his words.tae knew tae close up was not attractive. Tae feared his rejection. His thumb stopped near tae lips which tae was bitting with tae teeth due to anxiety.
Pulling his lips out of tae assaulting teeth he managed to free them to look back at tae eyes again.
Jk: This face of yours….it can never attract me.
He started and tae immediately looked down, not able to look into his eyes to see how disgusted he was of tae. His hands slide under tae top and tae gasped out of surprise.
Jk: The way your body trembles under my touch
His fingers moved in circles on tae back and tae body automatically leans towards him pushing tae front to his hardcore chest.
Jk: And the innocent words that leave your lips….
I can’t help controlling this heart to beat faster for you. Tae was lost in lust to understand what words were leaving his lips..
Th: Jungkook…..please….
He couldn’t shield himself from tae innocence anymore. Inhaling tae scent, he closes his eyes.tae gulps looking at his beautiful features making the tingles below to worse. A weird sound was going to leave tae lips when tae bites them, stopping it. He just couldn’t see those teeth bitting those lips again and he had to capture them.
With both his hands now holding tae wrists above tae head he had unleashed all his drunken and sober desires to claim what belonged to him. His drunken breath got overpowered by tae sweet blossom fragrance as tae
Tae came for some answers but only got swollen lips and a beating heart in return. No doubt tae had to admit that he had control over tae that even tae didn’t know had existed.tae was not sure if this was right or not but tae body and soul have both surrendered to him then and there.
Tae wanted him to continue. To physically claim He was drunk in alcohol and tae in emotions. He was drowning in egotism and tae in inferiority complex.tae was pulled over and was made to hug tae legs around his torso without breaking the chain of kisses.
Opening the door with his leg he led tae to the bed and managed to gently lay tae on the silken sheets.
Still showering tae with kisses, now moving towards tae long neck and this time an uncontrollable moan broke through tae lips. The sound was enough to make him forget all his control. He wanted to tear off tae clothes and as soon as his hands gripped the piece of tae top and a tearing sound was heard he stopped. He froze as the reality of his actions drawed upon. He was going to leave tae after he gets his lineage…he can’t take advantage of tae.
Where were his morals now? It was wrong to even touch this boy if he intended to leave tae later and here he was going to Fuck tae. Dammit! He felt ashamed of himself the first time in life. How can he lose his control?
No wonder he was drunk but still, he has a high tolerance. He was not a teenager anymore, knew his limits. Then why he was going to cross his limits when it came to this boy lying on his bed moaning his name.
Why tae had managed to defy every expectation he had and still make him go crazy for him. Tae was a disaster for him and he had to stop it before his entire existence got torn away.
Pulling himself back he turned his back on tae refusing to see those innocent eyes that would tempt him. Banging the door shut he was gone leaving the innocent boy embarrassed and devastated for the night.tae had concluded the reason for his actions to be tae unattractive body. The innocent boy had cried the whole night drowning in depths of tears and pain.
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