            𓂃⋆ KIM TAEHYUNG ⋆𓂃
My pillow was wet and my eyes swollen with brimming tears. My mind kept replaying the scene of him laughingly on the other girl’s joke. The way his eyes were lively in place of livid. The way his beautiful lips were stretched to show his perfect teeth.
She looked so beautiful that his insecurities kicked in. He was the most beautiful man according to him and even if he tried finding a flaw in him, he knew he will fail miserably
The girl was without a doubt equally beautiful. Her blonde hair looked like silk and those blue eyes weremesmerising. Where did she stand in between those two god-like creatures? he thought and another wave of sadness hit him.
It’s been an hour already but his crying was not coming to stop. When suddenly the door of his room opened and he decided to silence his cries. He stood there staring at his curled into a small ball at the corner of the bed.
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            𓂃⋆ JEON JUNGKOOK ⋆𓂃
Deciding to freshen up i went straight to the bathroom in need of a cold shower. I returned to see he still lying in the same posture. His back turned towards him and his legs hugging a pillow-like his life was dependent on it.
Moving towards my side i laid down next to him to stare a this back. The lights were off and only the moonlight from the window was illuminating the room. Hours passed but sleep was nowhere in my eyes. With hands placed under my head, iwas staring at the ceiling.
The hurt on his face when i saw them at the restaurant was pinching his heart because of an unknown reason.i knows it was wrong on his part to leave him alone when they were on their honeymoon but again i only meant business with Sohee i had no intention of seeing her after the meeting. It was just an on the spot plan i had not predicted.
But the way he made a scene at the restaurant was embarrassing for me His jumping at a conclusion without even asking me first made me angry towards him. Even if i sounds rude or disrespectful still i stands with what is right. And i will teach this to him the easy way or if required the hard way.
My thought was interrupted when i saw he sitting up on him side ready to get up. Before he could my hand has stopped him by holding his wrist.he winced at my touch on his wrist and i noticed this.
Jk: Where are you going?
I question was answered with silence as he struggled to release his wrist.my grip moved up from his wrist to his forearm as he struggled.
Jk: I am asking you something…where are you going?
Th: I am going to hell!! I am going to die!! Happy now!!
The sudden burst of his anger surprised me and my eyes darkened.
Jk: I am asking you politely…you keep up with this bitchy attitude of yours and I won’t mind breaking it down
he turned his face away from his scrutinising eyes as the suppressed tears overflowed again.
Jk: Look at me
I ordered but he down rightly refused. His not obeying my orders made me loose my little bit of control i has around him.Grabbing on to his chin i turned his around to scold him when my eyes fell on those swollen red eyes and stained cheeks. My expression softened as my grip loosened on him
Jk: W-Why are you crying?
I asked surprised of his ability to cry at every small thing.
Th: Why…why do you care….go.that bitch of yours!!
His words were enough to break all the barriers i was putting on to stop my anger. Pushing him to the bed i entrapped him with my frame holding him down under me.
Jk: Mind your words, Tae Wife or not I won’t hesitate to teach you a lesson of respect! And to answer your question….neither is she a bitch and not did I fuck her!!
Th: But…you were enjoying her company…. sh..she….is beautiful…
His words were uncertain and he didn’t know what he was saying. But i already knew what he wanted to say.
Jk: You were jealous? You were jealous of us enjoying and her being beautiful so you bloody decided to ruin our meeting!! Is this what you are trying to say?
There was truth in my words and he couldn’t meet my accusing eyes. My words made him hate himself more.
Jk: Answer me dammit!
He flinched with fear and closed his eyes as another set of tears left his eyes.
Th: don’t….know…..
Now he was a sobbing mess under me but i didn’t soften a bit again. His tears were affecting me but i refused to show it.
Jk: Oh…now you don’t know but there you knew really well what you were doing..huh?
he moved his head in a no trying to push my broad chest back but i was not willing to let him go before i has made my point.
Jk: You may be insecure about yourself but this doesn’t give you any fucking right to disrespect anyone else!! She is beautiful and I enjoy her company…. this is true and tell your pea-sized brain to accept this!
I liked him while i hated him. It was crystal clear…there in my eyes and he desperately wanted to escape from this to infuse fear in him. But now i has failed miserably. The silence was deafening as myb furious eyes took in the shaking figure of my wife under me. Those tears which i hated were now torturing me.
His innocence was infuriating me. This was wrong. he was too delicate for a beast like me. I does not deserve him. Moving back from him i vented out my anger by punching a nearby door. As pain entered my mind my anger found some relief. I hated himself for losing mycontrol but i hated him more for infuriating me to reach that point. Going into the bathroom to calm my senses i slammed to door shut.
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            𓂃⋆ KIM TAEHYUNG ⋆𓂃
I felt the walls of the room closing on me. My eyes were brimming with tears and my heart tearing with pain.i couldn’t stay there any longer. I needs to escape this prison. Pulling myself from the bed i dashed out of the room esperate for escape. Not caring about what i was wearing and where i was, i ran away from the monster that has managed to break my delicate protected heart.
Only when the cold winds made me shiver and the deserted streets made me scared did i realise where i was. But there was no way i will go back to him monster My steps halted near a bench inside a park and i landed with a thud on it.i was in my pyjama and top and it was 8°C outside.
Pulling my legs to my chest i engulfed myself to only have his teeth cluttering with cold few minutes later. My body was numb with coldness but the little pride i had refused i to go back to the warmness of the arms of the monster
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