            𓂃⋆ THIRD PERSON POV ⋆𓂃
Jungkook wanted him badly. His eyes searching for just one approval from tae side. A nod of tae head or touch of tae fingers. Anything that indicated that tae wanted him as badly as he wanted him.
he had jumped back from jungkook as soon as he saw the unknown emotion in his eyes. Tae innocent eyes dancing between his eyes and lips.
That not so perfect nose and those not so beautiful eyes were no longer ugly. Everything felt perfectly fitted. Not a single flaw his eyes could make out.
His fingers running through that entanglement dark mess of tae hair. They felt soft contrary to his expectations Pulling tae closer to him tae landed on his chest with eyes wide in surprise. Tae fragrance again engulfed him and this made him lose his senses. He was lost in tae.
Jk: Do you want this Tae? Tell me and I will give it to you.
he couldn’t speak. The way those usual cold eyes looked so warm and loving right now were playing tricks on his senses. he couldn’t believe it.
he never expected Jungkook to ask him this question. He was asking his permission to touch him? he couldn’t look into those warm loving eyes.
he was scared. Scared of the ability of this man to play him on his fingers with just a mere touch. Scared of him comparing him with the other beautiful girls and boys. Scared of rejection. Scared of this love getting turned into hate on seeing his not so perfectly curved body. Scared of him being a virgin and him being an expert in this department.
Tae insecurities have kicked in with full force. he could feel his hands turning sweaty and his heart beating madly in his chest.
Jungkook sensed tae discomfort but couldn’t find the reason. Did he say something wrong? Was he rushing things? His large hands lightly lifted tae chin making him close eyes involuntarily. he was hiding something.
Jk: Is it fear I sense from you wifey?
Tae moved his head in a no. Refusing to open his eyes. Before he could guess jungkook had lifted him from his lap with one hand under tae neck and other under tae hips. Pushing him back on the table jungkook stood above him breathing heavily.
Tae opened his eyes in surprise. Not expecting jungkook to lift him like he weighed nothing. And this was what jungkook wanted. To see those brown eyes and find the answer to his question.
Jk: Tell me Tae. Just a yes and I will relieve you of all your worries.
Tae placed his small hand on Jungkook broad chest to stop him. But those fingers were turning into fists as he tried to control the feelings his body was experiencing. His fingers tightly clenched his shirt as he tried his best not to say yes to his question.he wasn’t ready. But more importantly, he thought he was not ready.
He was blinded by lust not love. And lust never lasts a lifetime. Few nights yes but a lifetime, not quite he knew his most precious thing belonged to him. After all, Jungkook was his lawfully married husband and they were on their honeymoon.
But still, he was not ready unless he finds him worthy of it. Worthy of his love. Trustworthy enough that he will not leave tae once he gets it.
Th: Please…. don’t Jungkook…. you…. don’t love me you…hate…you don’t find beautiful… me…. then…why?
Tears were flowing down tae eyes and Jungkook eyes followed the trail of those tears. He was lost in thoughts while still trapping tae between his body and the table. The eyes which were clouded by lust were getting cleared. tae just rejected him. What was he doing? He suddenly moved back from him like tae touch has burned him. Grabbing his hair he turned around frustrated and surprised at his behaviour.
How could he get so lost in his feelings? What was happening to him? And not to forget this was happening for the second time now. He needed to stop this if he doesn’t want to drag him down with him.
He was not capable of loving tae then how could he afford to lust over tae? It was better if he kept his usual cold face on, he couldn’t show tae his soft side. Not many have seen it and he was not going to stay long enough for it already. Moving his hand over his face he turned around to look at tae.
There he layed just like Jungkook left him. He could hear a sob and he cursed in his mind. Their day was going so perfect then why did he had to ruin it. Just why can’t he keep his fucking hands off him.
On the other side, Tae felt numb. There was nothing to cry about. Normal people don’t cry when their partner asks them to consummate their marriage. Then what the hell was wrong with him. Why did it felt like his body was burning And why the hell he was feeling as if Jungkook will hate him forever for this.
Jk: There is nothing to cry about..get up and come out in 5.
His cold voice was back and tae hated himself for it. he choked the only chance he got. Getting up and pulling his dress down he refused to meet Jungkook stare. Rubbing his cheeks roughly he was gone leaving him staring at tae back.
They were driving in silence. Tae window down to enjoy the feeling of cold winds rushing past his face.
His eyes fixed on the road taking hidden glances at tae back which was turned on him. Tae didn’t ask him where they were going and he didn’t know where he was driving to.
Half an hour passed and they came to a dead end. But unexpectedly the view that welcomed them on top of the hillside was not what they had expected.
As soon as the car came to a stop, Tae didn’t waste a second and ran out towards the cliff. Jungkook followed him while putting his phone on silent. Wishing to enjoy the beauty of nature in the company of this crazy boy.
Th: It’s beautiful!!
Tae exclaimed with a smile on face that has vanished an hour ago. He nodded in agreement watching the breathtaking view. Picking up a rock he threw it into the air, watching it as it descended the steep cliff.
Th: Hey! You should not do that!!
Jungkook looked at tae surprised of his sudden reaction. He expected him to continue the silent treatment but again the boy couldn’t live without talking
Jk: And why I may not do it, your highness?.
He asked sarcastically, throwing another one but this time further than the previous one.
Th: You.
Jk: I what? Have you lost your sense to speak after what happened a few hours ago?.
He asked taunting tae and trying to irritate him.
Th: You bloody scoundrel!!
He made hiis step closer to tae. Tae eyes widen and he steps back in fear. Moving closer to the edge of the cliff.
Jk: You will what wifey? I don’t think you are capable of even hurting a fly let alone a man.
He said tilting his head and challenging tae.
Th: Don’t… don’t step closer…or I…I’ll kill you!!.
He smirked at his empty threat daring to take another step forward.Tae hands touched his chest and fear entered his body. Just a single mistake and he was dead.
Jk: Don’t step back.
Th: I am not scared okay? I don’t need you…just move back.
He stepped back from tae when the tae decided to take a glimpse of the depths below. And that was his biggest mistake.his vision rotated on its axis and he slipped his footing.
His hands moved frantically to find anything that could save him when se felt the collar of his shirt in his grasp.The sudden pull on his shirt made him look down at tae scared face. He knew of tae clumsiness and has already prepared.
Grabbing tae waist he balanced him as he pressed his face on his chest. He could feel his heavy breathing on his neck.
Jk: Are you crazy man! Do you wish to die? I told you not to look down!
He scolded him as he tightly clenched the collar of his shirt.
Th: I am sorry!! I am really sorry!!
Th: Oh god…I was going to…di-
Jk: Shhh, nothing was going to happen…I got you…okay.
He didn’t let him complete as he whispered in his ears. Minutes passed but he refused to leave his grip. He was getting a bit agitated but refused to show it.
Jk:Tae….can you leave me now?
he moved his head in a no and he sighed in defeat. Sitting down on the ground he patiently waited for him to come back to his senses.
How can someone hug another person for so long He tried pushing but he refused like a 4-year kid adamant kid.
Jk: Ugly duckling do you plan to kill me like this?
He asked and to his surprise, he did answer but not using words. Tae soft lips touched his neck and he literally froze. His hands dropped to his side shocked at tae behaviour. Wasn’t he the same boy that rejected him a few hours ago? What changed now? What came next was not expected by him.
A gentle push on his chest made him drop back on the ground with tae on top of him. Tae soft lips kept marking their claim on his neck as he did wonders.
Was this his innocent wife? The same wife who he taught how to kiss was now attacking his neck like a possessive Alpha. A lot have seduced him but never has he felt so aroused before.
Those lips moved towards his jawline and that’s when he saw tae eyes. Who said only green or blue or grey eyes were beautiful. Try drowning in the depths of brown irises to get lost in the depth of black pupils.
Tae eyes stopping on his lips ready to crash on them when he switched places. Turning around he had htae now under him just like he liked.
Jk: Ah hun ugly duckling, that’s my department!
And with this, he crashed his lips. on tae making tae lose himself to the wish of his husband.
Jk: Can I know the reason for such generosity?
Th: Hmmm can I show you my way of welcome then?
he got up and ran as soon as he realised what jungkook meant.
Jk: Hey…!! Ugly duckling you forgot to tell me why you stopped me from throwing stones?
He asked shouting behind tae making him stop in his tracks. With each hand holding a sneaker he looked back and smiled at him.
Th: Pebbles should not fall from the sky only rain should……or else people will lose trust in mother nature.
He gave him a confused look not understanding what this crazy boy was saying.
Th: You could have hurt someone with this little pebble!!
He looked down to see roads down there and threw the pebble in his hand aside.he was right. Smiling at how deep his thoughts went he looked at is retreating back.
Jungkook enjoyed watching tae jumping like a kid with shoes in his hands. Here goes his promise to himself of not showing tae his soft side. He was failing miserably but still for the first time in life it felt better than winning.
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