            𓂃⋆ THIRD PERSON POV ⋆𓂃
Jungkook stood near the main door watching the clock struck midnight. Soon the doors were opened and in came his wife in half-drunk state. Throwing him purse on the sofa he tried to hold onto the railing for support. Unaware of his presence behind him. Jungkook couldn’t help admire his back view. he finally reached their room with him at his trail.
His eyes fell on the blood on his knuckles and he cursed in his mind at his wife’s violent behaviour. He sent his bodyguard’s to protect him only to know later that the guy he started punching needed protection from him instead. Without even bothering to clean his hands or change his dress he just laid down on the duvet and closed his eyes. He gently wiped a wet cloth over his knuckles to see redness on skin. As his fingers traced his knuckles he moved in sleep making him suddenly move back. care…..you care then why do you say you don’t?
Th: You
He was shocked to even move a muscle. As his brown eyes stared into his for truth, he turned his back on him. As soon as he stood up to leave him His fingers got locked in his front and to him surprise, the small boy pushed him back with all his force. Before he could even speak a word he sat on top of his stomach with legs placed on either side. His hands placed on his chest trying to push him down on the bed.
Jk: Have you gon-
Th: Yes, I have gone mad…..I have gone mad seeing you in my dreams…I have gone made longing you to touch me….I have lost my mind trying to understand you
Pushing his body forward he laid down completely on top of him pressing him to him. He was trying to control but he couldn’t. The way he rubbed his body on him made him lose the little control he was trying to build. he moved down to make his forehead touch his.
Th: Why don’t you show it? Why are you such a closed person….why is it so difficult to understand you!!
A teardrop landed on his cheek and he found he crying.he was frustrated.
Jk: You should hate me ugly duckling…I am only gonna break your heart
Th: Ugly duckling!! Ugly duckling!!! I am not a fucking ugly duckling!! Just stop using that irritating name!!
He smiled at Tae outburst. Seeing him smile his anger got directed to him. His fists started hitting his chest
Th: You are a jerk!! I am not ugly do you get..it Jihoon said im buetifual your wrong he is right…….I don’t care what you say!!
His face hardened all of a sudden. The little bit of amusement was gone from his eyes as he held his wrists in his hand.
Jk: Why are you throwing these tantrums if you don’t care? For me, you will always be my ugly duckling……no matter what anyone says.
he was irritated to the extent of going crazy. His words were again hurting him. And he realised this when another teardrop landed on his face. Holding tae hands above his head and his body under him he reversed their positions.
Jk: My words hurt right? You feel something here
He said pointing to heart.
he couldn’t answer. He was playing with his feelings again.
Jk: This is what I am talking about Tae…this pain is nothing compared to what I can give you. You get this involved and you will spend your whole life crying after me
Jk: I don’t joke…I don’t smile and I am not a sweet talker. My words may be hurting but they are true. A boy like you can never be happy with a man like me. he couldn’t hear this. Why does he make it sound so impossible? Was loving him that difficult.
Th: But….but you care for me…you help.
Jk: I am not a monster …I am a human and I do what I feel is right. You are my responsibility and nothing more than that!
His eyes were filled with sadness but his body was reacting otherwise. It longed for jungkook touch.
Th: I want you…I…I don’t care
He looked at him with disappointment. And the look in his eyes made him want him more. Tae hands have gripped his neck and he smashed his lips on him. His hands turned in fists at the side of his head as he tried his best to stop himself. He refused to give him permission to enter as he tried hid best to.
Tears of rejection were wetting his cheeks but he refused to back down. If seducing him was the only way to make him like him, he will give his best. Call him desperate, call him cheap but he was willing to be it all for just one person. he wanted to bring him out of this shell of a Person and he will try his best for it.
Th: Please…please just let me in
he pleaded holding onto his shirt tightly He saw lust in his eyes….it was not his fault though. It was he only who Familiarise his with those feelings. He was the one who showed them to him and now he wanted to experience them again. He just forgot how uncontrollable
Jk: We can’t Tae…..this is a road to nowhere. Things will only get worst from here
Th: I don’t care Jungkook!! I want you and that’s it!! Just stop this feeling…..just stop this!!
He knew the feelings he was talking about. But there was no escape from it.
Jk: Sorry, Tae!! I can’t… With this,
he moved out of the room. he longed for him the whole night not knowing what to do. His drunken eyes kept staring at the door for his return but he didn’t.he slept alone that night hugging his pillow and crying his pain out.
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