            𓂃⋆ THIRD PERSON POV ⋆𓂃
As the first piece of clothing was removed to clear Jungkook way to the depths of his valley, sensation hit his making him back arch up from the bed as he pressed his claim on each and every inch of his skin.
Taehyung couldn’t believe what this man was doing to him.he couldn’t accept this. Jungkook every breath thatlaid a little longer on his skin had his nearly die of anticipation. His every touch was like music to which Tae body was happily dancing like a muse.
Jk: You are trembling Tae, calm down.
Tae eyes locked with his concerned ones.he couldn’t utter a word, his sense to speak was long gone and he wondered how he could stay calm after what he was doing.
Jk: I won’t go any further if you ask me to… you just have to say stop.
he merely nodded desperate for him to continue. But at the same time, his fear was not hidden from his eyes. As Jungkook hands traced his outlines, his insides screamed with a weird sensation. Unaware of what his own body was saying. Jungkook continued making him ready for what he was to offer him. He can’t see the fear in them on seeing what part of his was going to enter him. Laying over him Jungkook weight balanced on his elbows a gentle kiss was stolen from his lip
Jk: There shouldn’t be any regrets after this Tae … you should not regret what I am going to do next
Tae eyes widened when he realised what he meant. he has waited for this day since last 9 months of their marriage. he has waited for him to ask him this one question so badly.
Th: I won’t….love can never cause regret.
The word love burned his heart in the fire of emotions.
Jk: It can Tae…it can when you love a monster like me
His hands engulfed his face as he whispered in his ear.
Th: Then release all your monsters tonight Jungkook…show me who I have dared to love
Placing the sleep mask on his innocent eyes, he was ready to show him all the heights of ecstasy and all the colours of sex. As he welcomed darkness over his eyes, all his other senses got highlighted and that’s when he knew. This night was just beginning and till now it was just trailer. art
Taehyung woke up to darkness. he could still feel the fabric of the sleep mask on his eyes and he moved his hand to remove it. Tearing it away he closed his eyes when bright light blinded him. Cursing he again opened his eyes to be only welcomed with the smirking face of Sohee.
Th: Fuck Sohee You can’t just enter my room like this!!
He pulling up the covers over his body and staring at her with surprise.
Hee: Oh come on!! You were asking me about bed tricks last night…I just came to see if you were successful
Taehyung sighed as he looked down with a blush on his cheeks.
Hee: Is that a yes!! Oh my god…!! Finally!! I thought you will die as a virgin
Tae threw a pillow at her trying to hide that smile on his face.
Th: Just shut up Lower your voice for god sake!!
Taehyung looked under the comforter to see him in his Favourite PJ’s. For a second he was confused. Was this a dream? But when he moved a bit and felt that slight cramps in his leg and wetness between his legs. he knew.
Th: Where is he?
he asked, his voice showing a little bit of disappointment of not seeing his face the first thing in the morning.
Hee: It’s 2 o clock! He had a court meeting at 11
Taehyung playing with his fingers.
Hee: It was really important…today is the final declaration of the last case
Her words made him look up at her surprised.
Th: So did he win this one?
Sohee made something break inside him. he wanted to see him, he wanted to be with him during these harsh times. Pulling up the quilt he rushed to the bathroom to get ready to be only stopped by Sohee.
Hee: Tae Wait, Just give him some time…he is a tough man…he will come back to you.. don’t worry
Th: No…you didn’t see him last night…he was already so broken…he tries to hide it all..but I can see through it.
Hee:He is not here He left soon after the judgement!
Th: Left? What do you mean he just left…where did he go!!
Hee: I don’t know
Taehyung started pacing the room worried about where he could be. he spent his entire day worrying about his wellbeing to only have him come back home late at night.
As soon as he saw him, without wasting a second he
Jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly. But he stood here stoic like a statue.
He didn’t return him hug nor did he look at him. he could smell alcohol from his clothes but him coming back safe was the only thing that mattered to him. Moving ahead of Tae he entered with him at his tracks.
Th: Where were you Kook How many times are you going to disappear like this…where were you!
He didn’t reply ignoring his pleading eyes.
Jk: It’s late…go to sleep Tae
We’re the only words he spoke as he entered the guest room and slammed the door shut on his face. Shocked he pounded on the door with his tiny fists.
Th: Kook Don’t be like this Feel better..I promise.. please! please..talk to me…. It will
he continued to scream and shout to only get tired and slide down the door. 1 hour he did to only get silence open reply. But he didn’t stop till his vocal cords were hurting and stomach, rumbling
Th: Jungkook please….just open
His voice lowered down as each word he spoke burned his throat, he was leaning on the door for support. To his surprise, he suddenly opened the door making his body to land on his chest.
Jk: Have you gone, nuts man!! I told you to rest… don’t you understand !!?
Tae smiled seeing him talk to his in his usual manner.
Jk: Why are you laughing like a maniac…for god sake just stop smiling like an idiot every damn time!
He could see Tae falling back as he loosened his grip on him. he had bags under his eyes and his face screamed Fatigue. Pulling him along, jungkook took him to the kitchen counter and made him sit down.
Preparing a meal for both of them he worked with perfection as he gawked at him with admiration. Making sure he finished everything on his plate, Jungkook tucked him inside his bed
Th: Why didn’t you wake me up in the morning?
His question made him turn his back on him and remove his shirt.
Jk: We continued till late last night, you were tired
The mere mention of the night made him blush.
Th: Thank yo for you know being caring…and gentle
All his movements ceased right there as his back faced him. He didn’t answer. And this made Tae think he said something wrong. Being inexperienced and naive on top of that was surely a lethal combination
Th: I..sorry….I didn’t mean ..I don’t know what I am saying… don’t mind my nonsense
He stammered while saying as his cheeks flared up.
Jk: It can’t happen again
His words stabbed straight into his delicate heart, he froze
Th: What do you mean?
He turned around and that’s when he saw it Coldness The very thing he spent his entire 9 months melting was back to its original.This can’t happen. He can’t go back to being that rude arrogant Jungkook A night of pleasure should not have such repercussions.
Jk: I don’t regret what we did, I had your approval so there is nothing I should feel bad about. But repeating it…I am sorry but it’s not possible
His palms were clenched in fists as he stared at him with pain and madness
Th: So you mean to say that now that im one of ur toy Jungkook iam your legally married wife for god sake!!!
Jk: Lower your voice… don’t start your drama now!
He spoke unaffected by his words. Drama? His emotions…they were a drama for him? Were all those intimate moments a joke for him.
Th: Why….why are you being like this again Kook? What wrong did I ever do!
His eyes pleaded for answers as he sighed in frustration.
Jk: What wrong you did…..as if you even know how you messed up a sane man like me
Confused he stared into his eyes, trying to find any answers.
Jk: The way these fucking innocent eyes of yours stare at me, the way your caring touch messes up my brain….and the way this body of yours responds to my touch….they are all fucking wrong Tae. How ignorant you are to my struggles of controlling myself around you! I can’t love you but still, you are here standing in front of me giving me all the reasons to fuck you again!
His mouth opened and closed in shock. Not able to process what he was saying. Within seconds his face was pressed closer to his as a firm hand was placed on his slender neck. Jungkook heavy breath landed on his lips as he stared at those shining orbs.
Jk: We are not lovers Tae…we are just two parties of a contract. As soon as our term ends you are to leave me Forever.
His eyes were wet with tears as the truth came crashing in.
Jk: This may look like a dream right now but soon you will wake to reality. And mark my words…no one and I mean no one will be there to cuddle with you and wipe your tears. No one will feed your empty stomach and tell this to you. Monsters in the real world don’t have horns and scary scars. They are around you ready to pounce when you turn your back on them.
The first tear escaped his eye and travelled down his cheek and he kissed it’s trail behind.he sobbed louder as he felt his touch.
Jk And I am one of them, Tae
The final words he spoke made his body freeze in shock.
This can’t be true, he trusts him more than himself.
Jk: I am not to be trusted. Tae…I have secrets that can destroy you. Trust me when I say stay away from me from now on
Tae placed his hands on his chest and pushed him back. Making him step only a foot away.
Th: Then why you spoke those words earlier..why you kissed these lips…why you touched this body if it doesn’t belong to you. Why you showed care when you could be indifferent. Why you saved me every time when I didn’t mean anything to you. Tell me and I swear you will never see my face again! Tell me and I will believe it that you never loved me!!
His stare didn’t falter, looking back into his eyes he spoke.
Jk: Because I am indebted to you and no matter what that debt can never be paid
Tae looked confused at him and he didn’t explain any Further. Moving back from him he left the room to only have him run behind him.
Th: Which debt Kook… which debt are you talking about!
His bedroom door was slammed on his face as he stood there in turmoil, he has gone crazy understanding this man.
It was now time to take matters in his hands.
Pulling out the cell from his pocket he dialled the number he had rejected multiple times in the past few days thinking of to be a spam.
The same voice spoke that wanted to tell him that he can save jungkook company if he wished.
??: Hello
Th: Where can we meet?
The person on the other side smiled with a grin of victory
??: Tomorrow morning 11 Head office 24 th floor WV chemicals
Th: Okay but I don’t want anyone to know
??: Don’t worry dear confidentiality is always my first priority
Taehyung ended the call and returned to his chambers but not before starting at his closed-door one last time. So close he was to telling him everything. But then at the last moment, he just couldn’t.
Jungkook can’t see that hatred in his eyes. Betrayal of his loved ones will break his and he doesn’t have the courage to tell him.
Placing the nozzle of the whiskey between his lips, he gulped large amounts till his throat burned. His body needed those drugs right now and he searched his room
frantically for them. Unable to find them he smashed the bottle on the ground making glass shreds to splitter around everywhere. He lost his last case today.
There was nothing left now. His dream has shattered into pieces just like his childhood. He can’t build it all again. He doesn’t have that deal left in him now. His dad must be disappointed in him. He has not taken his calls since last two days. The only good thing left in his life is……
Tae he will also be leaving him very soon. he deserves a better man than him. he will definitely be happy with that guy.
The ceiling was spinning as he managed to reach the washroom and vomit out all the toxics his system was rejecting. People drink water to clean after vomit, but he gulped alcohol.
Th: It will kill you!
His earlier words repeated in his mind and he smiled. Tae beautiful smile flashed in front of his eyes and he gulped down the last slip from the last bottle he had managed to Finish. Numb was all he felt. He knew it was not the end of the world, he knew by doing this he was again hurting those who are close to him. But how can he help it? This was how the cold silent king drowned in his miseries behind closed doors. This was how he hurts him after hurting those who are close to him.
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