Mu Yixi bent slightly and carefully observed the carvings on the display stand. This sculpture is the size of two palms of adults. It is carved from one of the four ancient beasts. It is said to be an extremely greedy animal. The appearance is also strange: the face, like an ox, the eyes are under the armpits, the author carves it into ferocious and majestic with the book records and his own imagination, and the lines are extremely complicated and exquisite. Even Yixi’s eyes are used to seeing good things are also amazing.
When Yan Yu came to him, Mu Yixi did not look at him, and reached out his hand to caressed the surface of the jesty, which seemed to be quite fond of him.
Yan Yu has always been quiet and patient. Mu Yixi did not speak, and he accompanied him silently. However, his company in the past always seemed gentle and alienated. This time, somehow formed a silent confrontation with Mu Yixi.
Speaking of which, Mu Yixi and Yan Yu have known each other for many years. Their sister and brother have become unmarried couples, but they have never been alone. They know each other’s details well, and subconsciously avoid.
Finally, Mu Yixi said first: “I haven’t congratulated you on the opening of your new store yet!”
Although Yan Yu’s carving shop was opened in the city, there were few small works on the shop. Only one clerk was hired to watch the store, and the business was half dead. Yan Yu’s father Yan Kai intended to help him expand the scale. Yan Yu refused early. He did not want to live here. He lived a quiet and leisurely life and had to muddle along.
He didn’t expect that the words of the past were still in my ears. Recently, Yan Yu seemed to be enlightened and accepted Yan Kai’s financial support. She not only changed the store, but also carefully decorated it inside and outside. His craftsmanship was put there and soon attracted a lot of business. Yan Yu was not good at this, so Yan Kai hired a competent manager to assist him, so that Yan Yu could focus on his work creation.
Such a change is quite thought-provoking.
“Thank you.” Yan Yu said, spoiling and disgrace are not alarmed.
“Don’t you invite me to go in for a cup of tea?” Mu Yixi stood down and no longer covered his long-term momentum.
Yan Yu was silent for a while and said, “That’s what it means. Please do it inside.”
The newly built tea room is much more spacious and comfortable than the previous snail house. Yan Yu’s posture of sitting and making tea is no different from the past. No matter what environment he is in, it does not seem to have a great impact on him.
Mu Yixi said coldly: “Next year Xiaoqi will be engaged to Bai Ying.”
Yan Yu’s hand did not move, and steadily pushed the elegant cup containing tea to Mu Yixi.
“I congratulate him.” Yan Yu said calmly.
Now Mu Yixi was a little uncertain about his mind and simply stared at him and asked, “He likes you, how about you?” You don’t like him?” The ending sound rose a little amazingly. Does he know how lovely Mu Yiqi is! How can anyone dislike him?
Yan Yu made a slight look, it seemed that Mu Yixi would be so directly identified.
He was silent again and said softly, “I don’t hate him.”
“Did you know that Xiaoqi likes you and feels disgusted? Did you refuse him?” Mu Yixi asked in a different way. Many gay people have an intuition to see through the same kind. Although Mu Yixi is probably not a pure homosexual, he can also see a difference with his keen observation. But in Yan Yu, Mu Yixi could see nothing. Yan Yu is not so much a heterosexual or homosexual as an asexual and almost can be a monk. If you want the monk to move the mortal heart, Mu Yixi is in a dilemma for Mu Yiqi. No wonder he forced himself to give up so desperately.
“No. No.” Yan Yu answered Mu Yixi’s questions one by one.
Such calmness and indifference made Mu Yixi feel uncomfortable. But what can he do? Yan Yu has made his attitude clear. Even Mu Yiqi is engaged, Can he still knock him unconscious and throw him into Mu Yiqi’s bed? Even if Yan Yu likes Mu Yiqi and can accept Mu Yiqi, does he really hope that his most valued brother will follow this road?
“Yan Yu, for two lifetimes, have you ever liked anyone? What on earth are you living for?” Mu Yixi couldn’t help asking. In his opinion, Yan Yu simply wasted the opportunity to live a new life! People think that he is gentle and undisputed, quiet and far-reaching, but Mu Yixi sees that he can muddle through, mediocre, cold-hearted, like walking dead, late old man, life has no taste at all. Speaking well is to avoid the world, not to listen to is a coward.
Yan Yu was again. After two generations, it should be the most taboo topic between him and Mu Yixi. At this moment, listening to Mu Yixi mention it, he suddenly felt a depression that could not be vented.
“I’m not you.” Yan Yu said, “I’m not like you either.” His character is here. He has experienced too many dark and terrible things, and has done many terrible things. He lives a new life. He feels that all the kindness and resentment have ended in the previous life. As long as the source of his tragedy is quiet and self-defeating, everything can be fine, and he can also have a peaceful and peaceful life. He has never been a winner, and he has no intention to strive to be a winner. As long as you don’t take it, you won’t lose it. His goal is only to live his life insipid and lonely.
“Are you fighting for nothing for yourself? Have you ever thought about making yourself live better than your previous life? Mu Yixi looked at him incomprehensible.
“I’m better than my last life.” Yan Yu said. The current life is what he dreams of, and he doesn’t want to change at all.
“What’s the matter with this store? Why do you suddenly change the storefront and want to make your business bigger when you have never been interested in money? Mu Yixi stared at him closely: “Why did you go to the auction?” Mu Yixi didn’t know until he turned around. Yan Yu put his work on the auction and sold it at a good price. Yan Yu would not have done such a thing before. This matter is the confidence of Mu Yixi to come to him to talk to.
Yan Yu didn’t say anything.
He doesn’t know what he can say. He was not attracted to Mu Yiqi and was not prepared to challenge the mainstream of society with him. But even if he wants to guard his nest, he can’t forget the desire for freedom of marriage for the child who always has vitality and enthusiasm in his eyes. He said he wanted to marry and have children with the person he likes.
A child from a large family who still retains innocence and ideals is different.
And Yan Yu can’t help him. Even if he took out his favorite works and sold them, he only sold it for one million yuan, which did nothing to help Mu Yiqi’s freedom. Afterwards, Yan Yu even felt ridiculous that he had such a “helpful” idea.
“Mu Yiqi is not you, Mu Yixi.” He doesn’t have your shrewdness, he doesn’t have the publicity of you and himself, and he doesn’t have the courage to break the bush.
Mu Yixi and Feng Weiming’s feelings were acquiesced in because they were not Mu Yiqi, and they were strong enough to help them.
Mu Yiqi, the only recognized eldest grandson of the new generation of Mu family, is the only biological son of Mrs. Mu. The whole Mu family, and even Mu Yixi, who appeared in front of Yan Yu at this time, who allowed him to be with a man? Even in Mu Yiqi’s heart, he dare not think about it?
Otherwise, where did Bai Ying come from? When did Mu Yiqi focus on this “fiancee-to-be”?
While he likes Yan Yu, he chooses his future fiancee?
Can Yan Yu see clearly?
No, he sees too clearly. He can only continue to be his coward.
Can’t Mu Yiqi see clearly?
No, he also saw it clearly. So he took Bai Ying home.
Yan Yu and Mu Yiqi, from beginning to end, neither of them wants to afford each other.
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