You were sitting in your car, the engine humming softly as you let out a deep sigh.
You had just left Jade’s house.
Though you longed to stay there forever, the reality was that you had to leave at some point.
Your hands rested gently on the steering wheel, turning it carefully as you took a right.
The life you had been living recently felt surreal, and it made you ponder about all the other people driving around you, as you were struck by a moment of sonder.
When you arrived home, you immediately headed up to your sister’s room, eager to share the events of the previous night.
As you stepped inside your house, you felt your phone buzz in your pocket.
You pulled it out, greeted by a notification from Jade.
You had just left her house and she was already thinking about you?
With a mix of excitement and curiosity, you clicked on the message to see what it said.
“I had a lot of fun w you. Let’s do it again sometime.”
Butterflies erupted in your stomach, and a wide grin spread across your face.
You ran up the stairs, burst into your sister’s room, and shoved your phone in her face.
Her face lit up when she read the message on your screen.
“Liv!!!” she screamed, jumping on you with a tight hug.
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It was a Monday morning, and you were waiting in the cafeteria for everyone to finish their classes.
You had bought coffee for Jade and yourself.
The drink was still hot, slightly burning your tongue with each sip.
A slight breeze blew through your freshly washed hair as your fingers tapped nervously on the table.
Every time you were about to see Jade, the nerves hit you anew.
The bell rang, and the cafeteria began to fill with people.
You scanned the crowd for familiar faces, quickly spotting Tori and Cat, followed by Robbie, Andre, and Jade.
Your body tensed slightly at the sight of Jade’s beautiful face.
Tori waved at you before sitting down at the table.
Jade sat next to you, immediately placing her hand on your thigh.
“Hey, baby,” she said.
You still hadn’t gotten used to the pet names, and you felt your cheeks flush.
“Hey, I got you a coffee,” you said, trying not to sound flustered.
She smiled at you and kissed your cheek. This did not to help the redness in your face go down.
“You’re the best!” she exclaimed, taking a sip of her coffee.
You noticed Beck wasn’t there yet, which struck you as odd.
Despite their breakup, he still sat with all of you since he remained friends with the group.
Before you could ask about him, Jade leaned in and whispered something in your ear.
“Kiss me,” she said sternly.
“Uh- what? Why?” you asked, eyes wide.
“Doesn’t matter, just do it,” she said hastily, her eyes locked on yours.
When she noticed your hesitation, she grabbed your face and pulled you in.
This time, the kiss lasted longer.
You felt her soft lips moving against yours, and it was as if you were going to explode.
Her tongue entered your mouth, taking you by surprise, but you followed her lead, moving in sync with her. You wished it would never end, but it did.
You opened your eyes to see Jade licking her lips, turning her head to look at something.
You followed her gaze and saw Beck sitting down at the table. “Oh, that makes sense,” you thought.
A tinge of disappointment washed over you, realizing she kissed you because of Beck’s arrival, but you couldn’t really be surprised.
“You guys are gross, you should get a room,” Tori said, looking at both of you.
You simply shrugged, not bothering to respond.
Instead, you turned your attention back to Jade, trying to savour the moment despite the underlying reason for the kiss.
The cafeteria buzzed around you, but all you could focus on was Jade’s presence next to you.
As the day went on, you could still feel her lips on yours, wishing to return back to that moment, hoping it could happen again, even if her reason to kiss you wasn’t what you wanted it to be.
If it meant her touching you and kissing you, you would let her use you all she wanted.
As you and her were breaking more and more rules you had made before all of this, you started to realise that maybe, just maybe, you were really starting to fall in love with her. Hard.
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Another one for you guys 😛
A/N: I cant promise anything, but Im gonna try to make some more chapters for you guys and upload them somewhere this week. BUTTTT its my birthday this Thursday so I’ll have to see if I find the time.
Hope you guys enjoy this one hihi
Love, J
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