I Became The Protagonist’s Child chapter 65

Trauma is something that plays a big part in the story “The blessing You Gave”, and it started out a beautiful story that showed the innocence of first love. As an immature reader himself he once saw through the mind of the shou and didn’t see Nathaniel for who he truly was, not until the pregnancy.

The novel was beautiful, and reading the story that Arian gave reminds him of Aluka.

Aluka was his sworn enemy but a friend at heart, he remembers always being at odds with him. As he grows in this world memories of his past are slowly fading away. But he remembers Aluka, the son of the author…

Aluka was the co-author of the book, turns out it was based upon Aluka’s parents. But sadly he lost his step father once he entered high-school. According to Aluka’s mother Nathaniel was supposed to undergo a change, breaking free from his past suffering and becoming a better person than who he was but Aluka didn’t do that.

Aluka didn’t think it was right, because his biological parents grew better when they were apart, when Noah thinks about Shavon really cried knowing Aluka’s troubled past.

And yet, he died with him… he wonders did he reincarnate too?

It’s been 2 weeks since he started school and he realise, children avoid him, especially when around Arian, as if it’s a taboo not to touch.

Arian is now sitting at the lunch table with him, another that the blond child doesn’t have any friends so he was the oddball to stick with… well… oddball.

“Can we trade,” Arian asks.

“Hmm, that’s a limited portion. Will you be okay?”

“I have kept a certain limit on my food, since I’m not entirely aware of what my body likes or dislikes. Sofia and James are cautious about what I eat.” He said numbingly.

Arian learns that Arian is supposed to be super sickly or something, he goes through 3 physicals and tests everyday. Arian never really told him the reason or what type of sickness.

“W-want candy? Mommy has a lot.” The boy said.

“Okay… what some broccoli?” Arian offers the kid.

“No, I like sweets.”

“Your teeth will go bad if you only eat sweets,” Noah said.

“I eat green peas mostly, it’s not veggie time,” the emerald eye boy chirps, smiling.

‘How cute’ Arian and Noah thought simultaneously.

Through cooling sessions, Noah follows Arian to his solo studying period.

“Arian, what would you like to become in the future?” Noah asks.

Arian thought deeply then with blank eyes he said, “nothing, that’s all I want to become.”

Noah feels voided by his reply, “I haven’t decided, but I don’t want to become nothing. But first I want to find my passion.”

Arian found Noah’s reaction to his reply interesting, he didn’t ask why and simply answered the question. He is curious if Noah is not curious by his reply.

Amani is lying on the sofa when Sihan sits in his belly. Today is his day off so Sihan decided to stay today as well.

“Interesting choice of chair,”

“You were hovering all over the sofa. So I had to take charge.”

Amani removes his arm from his face to see Sihan in his shirt and some skimpy boxers.

“Interesting choice of clothing,”

Sihan blushes, “it got mixed up in my laundry and I thought he felt nice… so I wore it.”

Amani sits up hugging Sihan at the waist then placing his nose at his neck, “you smell nice too.”

Amani gently bites his neck causing the young male to explode in red colours. “Hmp~”

Sihan wonders if Amani is finally taking the initiative, though they’re together for some good time now. Amani had no interest in getting down dirty with him, they made out yeah, but that’s as far as it got it made him wonder I’d Amani wanted to have sex with or not.

Sihan would be a lier if he said he didn’t like sex like any other human being he likes pleasures the skin had to offer, but he was afraid after all he was a ger and it’s unsightly for gers and females to be highly sexual.

Amani stops, looking at Sihan’s flustered face. ‘Is he moving fast?’

Amani is really a signal or Sihan just really felt like putting on his clothes. But his actions are questionable. This might be the first time in a long time he is awkward about sex.

He wants to be considerate about Sihan’s feeling of breaking the tension, he is not desperate for sex he hasn’t done it in years but he wants to make sure each party is both okay and consensually ready.

Sihan wonders about the pause and looks at Amani, “why did you stop.”

“I’m not sure how to proceed,”

“Hm?”

“Sex, do you want to?” He asks

Sihan blushes, “you didn’t have to ask, just go initiate it!” He said embarrassed by the word.

“Before that, I just wanted you to know I’m not a gentle love maker… I can be but I’d like to discuss certain things before I… demolish your insides.”

Sihan feels like digging himself a hole, he is feeling embarrassed and ashamed.

“This is embarrassing! Haaa! You kill the mood”

Sihan was ready to jump into the imaginary ocean when Amani caught him and put him under him.

“Whatever mood is destroyed can be replenish with a little”

Amani nibbles on his collarbone, Sihan slightly blush. “Romance”

Looking over him he blushed at the man. “Do as you please, I will tell you when to stop.”

Amani smiles consent confirmed, he soon grabs Sihan Aggressive yet carefully. “We’re gonna need protection haha better place a timer too”

Sihan feels a bit of chill. Did he just sign himself up for death?

A/n

Rip Sihan

Death by C##k.

Puhahaha