It’s been two more days since Jimin sent jungkook’s pictures to taehyung,
Taehyung is arranging a surprise for jungkook..
He wants to surprise jungkook.
Jungkook’s work is done there.
Jimin told him.
Last day Jimin and Taehyung got closer again.
Like the old days.
Taehyung was angry at them that’s why he cut his contacts with jimin too.
But past day’s jimin really helped him with jungkook.
Because of him jungkook replied to Taehyung once.
Well not that reply taehyung expected it was just an ‘Ok’ from jungkook because taehyung told him to come home soon.
So for Jungkook, taehyung shifted all the stuff from the guest room to his own room first.
Before that he decorated the room first.
He makes the bed and closet and everything. Because he and jungkook planned them when they were kids.
Taehyung is ready to forget the past and start a new chapter with jungkook again. He is ready to forgive everyone.
He arranged jungkook’s clothes carefully.
He kept Jungkook’s shoes next to his, arranging all his books and awards on the wall’s cupboard.
And also arranged the globe on their center table so that it can easily be noticed by his husband.
From now they’ll stay together like a real couple.
Like real married couples.
He will earn his jungkook back.
Taehyung is determined.
Suddenly taehyung’s phone rings.
He set a different ringtone on jungkook’s number in whatsapp call.
Taehyung finally smiled and looked at his phone because jungkook called him.
Finally.
Taehyung ran to his phone and pressed the green button.
Before taehyung could speak anything Jungkook started speaking.
“Taehyung it’s me jungkook”, jungkook speaks because he thinks his number wasn’t even saved.
“Jungkook how are you and why didn’t you call me sooner i wa…..”, Taehyung tried to speak but jungkook cut him off,
“I didn’t because i didn’t wanna talk to you”, jungkook coldly replied.
And hearing that taehyung’s heart breaks.
“Why are you talking like this? And if you didn’t then why did you call me now”, this time taehyung asked in a sad tone.
Jungkook’s heart feels like a hard pang.
“Why? You know it very well taehyung?”, Jungkook replied again.
It’s still cold.
“B….”, Taehyung wanted to speak but jungkook again cut him off,
“Listen to me Taehyung I’ve many more work to do. So don’t waste my time and listen to me carefully. I already told hobi hyung to arrange the divorce papers and he made and he’ll send you tonight. Sign it. And after that you will be free. You want divorce and you’re finally getting it. And please go to namjoon’s hyung’s home after. I didn’t want you to stay there alone because I’m not coming back so soon”, jungkook spoke and taehyung’s tears were waiting to fall, and finally started falling.
He never thought Jungkook would say this.
“B……”, Taehyung tried to speak but a broken sob only came out from taehyung’s mouth and heard that Jungkook’s heart breaks.
Because he made taehyung cry for the first time.
He never made him cry.
“There is no but taehyung. You always wanted to be free again and now I’m giving you your freedom back. Now you can have it. You are free from me”, jungkook speaks coldly again.
Trying to hide his own sob.
Because while saying those words to him, Jungkook is also crying.
“Jungkook please don’t do it please. I don’t wanna leave this house either you, Can we please talk and solve it”, taehyung speaks while sniffing and controlling his tears.
Jungkook’s heart breaks after hearing that.
Because he made up his mind.
And he didn’t want to leave taehyung either but Taehyung needed to understand that if you love someone then you should’ve stayed loyal to him because taehyung slept with someone else.
And for jungkook It’s a crime. He hated this kind of thing.
He still didn’t forgive taehyung because of this.
How could he?
But Jungkook has to be strong.
Because if he acts weak then taehyung will hurt him for the rest of is life.
Probably taehyung is behaving like this because of his revenge or something or he wants to hurt him more.
“There is nothing to solve and talk about anymore taehyung. Because you hurt me. You broke my trust. You broke my heart for years. And i can’t bear it anymore. I need rest and i want to heal. Remember you slept with another guy. The thing i hate most is cheating and you openly did that with me”, jungkook speaks.
He let it out.
And taehyung now blames his stupid brain for his foolish act.
“Jungkook listen please come home and we will talk. Just give me a chance to exp…..”, Again taehyung’s words are cut off by a cold jungkook.
“Why taehyung? Now why? Why you want to talk to me when i clearly didn’t want to. I came between your boyfriend and you and now I’m finally letting you go and you’re telling me this. That you want to talk. Tell me why didn’t you want me to leave. You’re hurting me for many years. I can’t bear it anymore. I’m not that strong. I always want you to see how much i love you, but i realised that I’m pressuring my love on you. The truth is you don’t love me”, jungkook shouted for the first time.
And hearing that Taehyung closed his eyes.
It’s the only chance for taehyung. So he didn’t waste it.
“I love you Jeon Jungkook. I love you for a long time. And i didn’t sleep with anyone, i was with jimin and jin hyung that night and i told them not to tell you. While coming home i decided on that stupid prank. I used my lipstick to make those hickys and sprayed alcohol on my clothes and glycerine into my eyes. And you know Jeon Jungkook i got it. You didn’t love me anymore. And it is totally fine. I hurt you countless times and I’m a horrible person. And i also got it that you deserve a better life partner and I’m not that person. So okay i’ll sign those papers”, this time taehyung raised his voice because if he didn’t jungkook would cut the call.
Jungkook is shocked after hearing it.
Taehyung loves him?
Before jungkook could reply taehyung started shouting again,
“But Jeon Jungkook let me tell you one thing, the day you kissed Hiah i started hating you because seeing the person I love the most from the beginning, whom i dreamed to marry one day and having kids with him, kissing someone else hurts the most. That was the feeling I wanted you to feel. I want you to feel the same way I suffered. Remember jimin’s birthday”, taehyung is literally shouting at jungkook and crying.
Jungkook’s heart is beating faster.
“We were best friends from the beginning and we both knew our relationship was not just friendship, we were more, we can’t be friends. You never hide anything from me. You always told me about each and everything but after that incident you stopped talking to me, stop telling me things. I missed you, i missed you so much. You avoided me jungkook. But you came back after a month, texted me but I didn’t reply but i always loved your texts and care you gave me, i read them all. But you changed Jeon fucking Jungkook. You hide that a big thing from me. And that’s why i hate you. And you want me to leave the house right, okay I’ll leave the house. You will never see me again”, taehyung shouted again and he cut the call.
Jungkook is speechless and shocked.
Taehyung saw.
Taehyung knew about it.
Fuck!
Jungkook’s most scary nightmare became true.
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10 years ago
It’s after their graduation from high school.
That was jimin’s 18th birthday.
Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, Hiah, Yoongi, Jimin and jungkook are sitting and chilling in the usual restaurant.
Taehyung was late because Mrs. Kim needed some help so he will join soon.
At that time Hoseok and Hiah didn’t start dating yet.
But Hoseok always liked her.
Jungkook and Hiah grew up together.
Jungkook didn’t know she had romantic feelings for him.
No one actually didn’t know about it, she never told anyone about it.
And Hiah didn’t notice how jungkook loved taehyung.
Jungkook also knows that Hoseok liked her.
They grew up together but jungkook always maintained a brother-sister relationship with her.
Because he always saw her as his sister.
That day she proposed to him out of the blue and kissed him without warning.
That day Hoseok’s heart was also broken.
But jungkook didn’t reply to her the first time.
He was too shocked.
He never thought that this would happen?
But he rejected her politely telling her that he loved Taehyung only.
Not only him everyone else was also shocked that Hiah would do that.
She also got hurt but slowly she moved on and Hoseok helped her.
After all Hoseok loves her.
But after two years Hoseok and Hiah ended up together. She confessed first of course.
Jungkook is happy that they ended up together.
But jungkook didn’t know Taehyung saw that.
And yes, he hid this fact from taehyung because he was afraid that Taehyung would hate him. That he won’t understand he was afraid.
Because he didn’t want to lose him.
And jungkook remembered that day taehyung changed.
Because a few days jungkook avoided it because of his own fear and when he was finally able to go back to him, taehyung started his shitty behaviour towards him.
Jungkook really didn’t know that taehyung saw,
Jungkook should’ve told him that before.
Jungkook always felt guilty that he didn’t tell Taehyung about this.
Because taehyung always warned him too.
But he was sad and afraid.
But How to say? What will he say?
Taehyung never liked Hiah from the beginning.
Especially with him.
Whenever she asked jungkook for a hangout just two of them, taehyung always came in between and went with them, following him.
He never leaves them alone together.
He always insulted her because she always caught jungkook’s attention.
And jungkook remembered the day after his marriage.
He remembered the day Hoseok and Hiah got engaged.
Taehyung came but he only congratulated Hoseok not her.
Now everything makes sense to jungkook.
Why did Taehyung not talk to her.
Why does Taehyung always ignore her and hate her.
Because he saw that.
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Jungkook’s eyes are still wide.
It’s been 15 minutes since Taehyung cut the call.
But jungkook is still in shock.
“Fuck”, he mumbled.
But he came back to sense by hearing his phone’s ringtone.
He looked at it and saw namjoon calling it.
After talking with namjoon jungkook saw his guard text him that taehyung left the house with his bags.
Jungkook rubs his temple.
He is so stupid.
He messed everything up.
He saw that Taehyung was insulting and hurt him but never tried to understand why he was doing this, he saw only his side.
Sometimes people only see the anger and hatred. They forget to search for the reason to hide behind their anger and hatred.
Jungkook always told his eomma that Taehyung hates him but he never asked him or tried to find why he hated him.
Jungkook forgot the vital rule of love.
He never tried to understand taehyung or hear his perspective.
He loves Taehyung unconditionally and can do anything for him.
But he forgot to understand taehyung’s feelings.
Jungkook always tried to be best and perfect in taehyung’s eyes but forgot to show his imperfections to him.
Now everything makes sense to him.
That’s why taehyung cried after their marriage day.
Because he was hurting for years too. That’s why he saw his puffy face and red eyes and heard his sniffing.
Because Jungkook married him, like he always wanted.
He promised to be good with him and take care of his happiness, but to take care of his sorrows and anger, jungkook actually forgot to promise that.
The day he got sick he forgot to notice taehyung’s love for him, taehyung cried at his room, the day he hurt him by showing the fake hickys, the next day jungkook saw the clear and unmark neck of taehyung.
If taehyung really did that then how the mark disappeared in a single night.
It’s true that Taehyung hurt him multiple times but jungkook now realises that he hurt Taehyung’s feelings first.
He almost forgot about the incident but after hearing this from taehyung everything made sense.
Jungkook calls Taehyung but his phone is switched off.
He called Namjoon but no taehyung didn’t even call him too.
It’s been an hour no one knows where taehyung went.
He didn’t go to his house or any of their apartment or office.
He is not picking up anyone’s call either.
And no one knows where he is?
Because taehyung is a loner.
He never had many friends like jungkook.
“Where are you? Please be safe”, jungkook mumbled.
And suddenly he noticed Jin was calling.
“Hello jin hyung any news of tae?”, He asked in a worried tone.
“No”, Jin replied because he also didn’t know where taehyung is.
Taehyung didn’t receive his call.
Jungkook wants to confirm it.
It’s not like he didn’t trust taehyung. He did.
But it’s for his own satisfaction.
After a few minutes jungkook asked him,
And as Taehyung said, jin confirmed that night taehyung was with him and jimin.
Hearing that jungkook really felt guilty.
He only looks out for his pain, never trying to see taehyung who is also burning with him.
“Please be safe tae”, jungkook mumble again.
He just wants to go back to korea.
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You’ll finally knows why Taehyung hates jungkook…..
Hope they’ll met soon?…..
Love our tae too….
Ignore the mistakes….
Love , Alina……
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