(Mtl) The Little Deaf Man Decided To Be Spoiled 53 [slightly edited]

    Ji Ruan rolled over and curled up, sweating coldly, wet the pillow.

    He always thought that as long as he didn’t like Gu Xiuyi, as long as he was firm enough, he could avoid bad plots in the book.

    But why did he still come to this point?

    Did the plot happen no matter what, or was it because…he fell in love with Gu Xiuyi?

    Ji Ruan’s heart skipped a beat again, and the bits and pieces of these days appeared in front of his eyes like a comic strip.

    ——He curled up in Gu Xiuyi’s arms and acted like a baby; wherever he went, he wanted Gu Xiuyi to hug him; in order to be able to hear his words, he actively asked Gu Xiuyi to get close to him; while sleeping, he liked being hugged by Gu Xiuyi because he was afraid of the cold.

    He was the one who took the initiative in everything, and he was the one who was pestering Gu Xiuyi. It seemed that he…really relied on Gu Xiuyi.

    The more Ji Ruan thought about it, the more frightened he became. How come he didn’t notice it for so many days, and he was still immersed in it and felt extremely happy.

    Who would hug and sleep together except lovers?

    No matter how good a friend is, it is impossible for them to hug each other hand to hand and leg to leg like them.

    No matter how this kind of thing is explained, it is too exaggerated for their current relationship.

    But does Gu Xiuyi like him?

    Many times Ji Ruan felt that he probably liked it a little bit.

    If you don’t like it, why would you want to hug and sleep with yourself? If you don’t like it, why do you treat him so well?

    But Ji Ruan didn’t dare to use this as an obstacle. He knew very well that the protagonist in the original book was in extreme pain because he couldn’t figure out Gu Xiuyi’s mind and was always worrying about gains and losses.

    According to the direction of the plot, no matter how good Gu Xiuyi was to the protagonist at the beginning, after Bai Yueguang came back, he would calm down, and even watched Bai Yueguang bullying the protagonist indifferently, just stood aside and watched silently without expressing his opinion.

    It wasn’t until the end when I was really about to lose that I woke up and understood the love I had for the protagonist, and then gave some pampering and comfort to no avail.

    But Ji Ruan really didn’t understand, he couldn’t imagine that Gu Xiuyi, who was so kind to him now, suddenly became indifferent, ruthless and indecisive.

    He always felt that Gu Xiuyi wouldn’t be like this, that he wouldn’t lose his judgment if he was provoked by others, even if he was affected by the plot, his character would become too exaggerated.

    But Ji Ruan still didn’t dare to gamble, after all, the only few plot points he knew were right on the same line, how could he guarantee that the following plot would not happen as usual, but would be changed by himself?

    Ji Ruan’s heart was still beating fast, he tried to take a few deep breaths, then sat up on the bed, leaned against the head of the bed and waited for the dizziness to pass.

    The pink gauze curtain by the window was drawn, and the sunlight came in through it, dyeing the air in the whole room a light pink, peaceful and dreamy.

    Like life during this time, it was too good to be true.

    Ji Ruan looked back at his legs, straightened up and slowly rolled up his trouser legs until the injured skin was completely exposed. He looked at it quietly for a while, and then gently tore off the dressing on the wound.

    The hideous wound loomed before his eyes.

    When he was first injured, he was buried in a stone and the light was dim, so Ji Ruan couldn’t see it clearly. Later in the hospital, every time his dressing was changed, Gu Xiuyi would cover his eyes to prevent him from seeing it. This was the first time that Ji Ruan paid close attention to the scar.

    It’s really ugly.

    It was about ten centimeters long, and the stitches from the stitches hadn’t been removed. They were stretched crookedly on his calf, and there was still some blood oozing faintly.

    No wonder Gu Xiuyi didn’t show it to him, but anyone with a little bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder should feel very uncomfortable seeing this thing, wishing to immediately smooth it with a shovel, and then apply snow-white paint to force this leg to return to its original appearance.

    Ji Ruan was very discouraged after watching it for a while.

    His wound healed too slowly, others would have had the stitches removed by this time, and he would have to wait at least another three or four days.

    After the stitches were removed, he couldn’t walk too much before the wound healed completely. Counting back and forth, he would have to be incapacitated for two or three months.

    But can he really wait so long?

    At the beginning, he decided to run away before Bai Yueguang came back, but now he can’t do it at all.

    Even if he is in the hospital every day with this injury, he has to be very careful not to get inflamed. If he runs out to avoid the plot, he may die on the street before Bai Yueguang comes back.

    Ji Ruan originally thought that everything would pile up and happen when the contract was about to end three years later. When he was in his senior year, he could apply for an internship and hide for a while, and he would still have a diploma when he came back.

    But why so recently?

    He has just adapted to life in this world. He has good friends, a good sister, and a teacher who is very similar to his mother. He wants to continue to do Han embroidery and do what he likes here.

    Why did he have to leave his familiar place and give up everything to escape and hide because of a legendary Bai Yueguang?

    There is no such reason under heaven.

    Ji Ruan didn’t want to do this, but he definitely didn’t want to just wait on the spot, knowing that he was going to be abused but helpless.

    But if it is determined that the facts cannot be changed, how will he be abused?

    In ancient texts, it seems that eye, heart, and kidney are standard equipment… Will there be bone marrow matching… Yes, yes, and car accident kidnapping can’t be cured!

    Reason told Ji Ruan that the more he thought about it, the more outrageous he was, but this is an ancient abuse novel, and the plot in it is illogical! Who knows if it will actually happen? Can he escape if it happens? !

    Ji Ruan managed to scare himself into a cold sweat with his brain, and sat on the bed in a daze, not knowing what to do.

    He hugged his knees and curled himself into a small ball, buried his face deeply in his arms, his brain seemed to be unable to think, and was extremely confused.

    Uh… so sad…

    Gu Xiuyi only left the ward for a short while, and Ji Ruan couldn’t be away from anyone recently, he almost moved his office into the ward to guard Ji Ruan every step of the way.

    But at this very moment, the person who was supposed to be taking a good nap under the covers sat up by himself, hugging his knees and huddled into a small ball with his messy hair on his head.

    The coat was uncovered, and he was shivering in the small floral hospital gown, the trouser legs were even rolled up, the dressing was torn in half, the wound was wide open, and he could feel his panic without seeing his face.

    Gu Xiuyi was so frightened that he almost didn’t bring it up, he quickly stepped forward and put the paper bag in his hand on the small table, and sat next to Ji Ruan, not even knowing what to do first.

    He calmed down, grabbed Ji Ruan’s shoulders to prevent him from rubbing against the wound, and then carefully put the dressing back to the original place to cover the horrible wound that almost killed Ji Ruan, and then gently put down the trouser legs.

    It didn’t take a few seconds, but Gu Xiuyi was very careful and focused on every move, and the temperature in Ji Ruan’s room was a little higher than outside, so that Gu Xiuyi even sweated a little on his forehead after doing all this.

    Ji Ruan also raised his head during the period, his chin resting on his forearm, he was extraordinarily silent.

    Gu Xiuyi wrapped Ji Ruan in a small blanket, took him into his arms, and carefully observed his complexion—very bad, his eyes were red, his lips were pale, and the back of his neck was still covered in cold sweat.

    “What’s the matter, Ji Ruan?” Gu Xiuyi brushed his forehead hair so that he could observe his expression without hindrance: “Is there something uncomfortable?”

    Ji Ruan didn’t speak, and slowly raised his eyes to meet him, Thin eyebrows furrowed. His eyebrow shape is one of the most delicate and beautiful among boys, and it is easy to make people feel distressed when his eyebrows are worried.

    Gu Xiuyi was so heartbroken when he saw it, he gently rubbed between his brows with his fingertips: “What’s the matter baby?”

    Ji Ruan seemed to sigh lightly, opened his mouth to speak but stopped, turned his head to search What.

    Gu Xiuyi understood immediately, held down Ji Ruan’s shoulder to keep him from moving, leaned over to take the external device from the small table at the end of the bed, and put it behind Ji Ruan’s ear.

    He wrapped Ji Ruan in the crook of his arms, and slowly moved his hands along Ji Ruan’s back, which was a very safe and comforting gesture.

    “Talk slowly baby, why is it uncomfortable?”

    Ji Ruan was indeed uncomfortable, but he knew very well that it was not physical discomfort at all, but a helpless feeling that his thoughts were in a mess, and he couldn’t explain it when he wanted to explain it.

    You can’t tell Gu Xiuyi that your Bai Yueguang will come back soon, and then he will launch a series of revenge on me, including gouging out my eyes, heart, and kidneys, and you just stand by and watch without any dissuasion. will you?

    Ji Ruan was sure that once he said this, Gu Xiuyi would immediately take him to see a psychiatrist.

    He lowered his head, not knowing how to prevaricate, he could only choke out four words: “I’m a little scared…”

    Afraid?

    Gu Xiuyi was taken aback, his eyes fell on Ji Ruan’s calf.

    He recalled the scene he saw when he first entered the ward, and he probably had an idea in his mind.

    Ji Ruan should have been frightened when he saw the wound. After all, the scar is really big, and there is almost no possibility of a complete recovery.

    Since then, there will be such a terrible scar on the smooth and fair calf, and Ji Ruan has always been a beautiful child, so one can imagine how difficult it is to accept.

    Gu Xiuyi became even more worried, hugging Ji Ruan, scratching his heart and lungs and coaxing:

    “It’s okay, it’s okay baby, the wound is just like this because it hasn’t healed.

    ” It’s much better.”

    “If you don’t like it, we can also do plastic surgery to remove scars, and it won’t affect your body if it’s minimally invasive.” …

“Don’t think about it, baby, eat something, the little cake that Aunt Zhao just baked….”

    He took the paper bag on the table, and inside was a beautiful cupcake, with a delicate cherry hanging on the pale pink cream.

    Ever since Ji Ruan was hospitalized, Gu Xiuyi wished to feed him eight times a day, and afternoon tea was an essential standard.

    Seeing that Gu Xiuyi thought he only cared about the scar, Ji Ruan was relieved and at the same time felt a little sad.

    But he didn’t understand why he felt sad. It was the strangest emotion he had felt these days.

    Gu Xiuyi had already brought the little cherry to Ji Ruan’s mouth, and Ji Ruan habitually opened his mouth to suck it in. The sweet and sour taste filled his mouth all of a sudden, and even calmed Ji Ruan’s troubled heart to a certain extent.

    He squinted his eyes slightly in happiness, carefully enjoying the deliciousness of the cherries, and slowly opened his eyes until the last bit of sweetness disappeared.

    Then he found that he didn’t know when he shrank into Gu Xiuyi’s arms again, as before, making a posture of being very dependent and seeking comfort.

    Ji Ruan was startled, sat up almost subconsciously, and moved back to put a short distance away from Gu Xiuyi.

    Suddenly loosening his arms, Gu Xiuyi paused for a moment, then slowly put them down, watching Ji Ruan tilt his head to avoid looking at him.

    very strange.

    Gu Xiuyi knows Ji Ruan very well, he is a child who likes to hug very much, sometimes he can nestle in his arms and watch a movie all afternoon.

    He had never escaped from his arms like this before.

    That’s right, run away.

    Gu Xiuyi thought for two seconds, and didn’t ask any questions immediately. Instead, he scooped up a small cake and fed it to Ji Ruan’s mouth, pretending not to notice, “Come on, take another bite.” Sure enough,

    Ji Ruan didn’t open his mouth to wait for the delivery Hey, instead, he reached out and caught the whole cupcake, and whispered, “I’ll do it myself…”

    Gu Xiuyi’s expression darkened, but he didn’t continue to intervene, waiting patiently for Ji Ruan to finish eating in small bites, and took the empty paper cup from him , took another napkin and naturally wanted to help him wipe his mouth.

    Ji Ruan turned his head slightly, interrupted Gu Xiuyi’s movement again, took a tissue to wipe his mouth, folded it and threw it into the trash can.

    Too strange.

    No matter how dull Gu Xiuyi was, he still knew that something was wrong with the current situation, and it could not be explained by such a simple reason as “sad to see the wound”.

    Ji Ruan’s resistance to physical contact is the most obvious signal.

    “What happened, Ji Ruan?” Gu Xiuyi said seriously. 

    Afraid of scaring Ji Ruan, he forced himself to slow down his tone and slowly took Ji Ruan’s hand to sit closer, and said softly

     “Tell me, okay?”

He was really gentle, and one could even imagine that in this man’s thirty years of life, there would never be a more gentle moment than now.

    But the more he was like this, the more confused Ji Ruan was.

    How can someone who treats him so well change just as he says?

    Gu Xiuyi was careful even touching his wound, and when he put the dressing on again, he didn’t dare to press the corners too hard for fear of hurting him.

    How could such a person stand by and do nothing while watching someone bully him?

    Ji Ruan couldn’t imagine that kind of appearance at all.

    Gu Xiuyi’s gaze was too easy to indulge, Ji Ruan looked at him, felt his blood was burnt, and hurriedly lowered his head.

    But even if his reason is still there, he can’t resist this kind of tenderness, and the fear and cowardice suppressed in his heart are rushing out of his throat.

    Finally, he plucked up the courage to raise his head, and met Gu Xiuyi’s burning eyes: “…I had a nightmare.”

    If it was a dream, no matter how outrageous it was, it wouldn’t be regarded as crazy, right? It can also take a look at Gu Xiuyi’s attitude.

    “Well, what did you dream about?” Gu Xiuyi was still very gentle.

    He held Ji Ruan’s shoulders, and calmly pulled Ji Ruan into his arms again: “Don’t be afraid, tell me slowly.”

    Ji Ruan bit his lower lip, tightened his five fingers unconsciously, and said as if he had made a huge determination:

    “I dreamed of you…you want to dig out my heart and my kidneys, even the corneas.”

    He said With this sentence, Ji Ruan’s trachea, which had been blocked for a long time, suddenly became smoother. He closed his eyes and clenched his fists tightly, and said, “You will meet someone who is very important to you later, and he will bully me!”

“He wants My heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, not only did you not help me, you also tacitly accepted his behavior, which is very bad!”

“…In short, it is very hateful!”

    The grievances that have been suppressed for a long time are pouring out at this moment, and Ji Ruan’s long words can It was so soul-stirring that it echoed in the empty ward.

    “…”

    Ji Ruan lowered his head and waited for a long time without getting a response, so he had to muster up the courage to raise his head again.

    As a result, Mr. Gu’s calm and calm face cracked a little bit.

    “Ji, baby baby…” Gu Xiuyi’s rare tongue got stuck.

    He seemed to be in shock, rolling his Adam’s apple up and down, trying to adjust his state, trying to switch his mind to the same dimension as Ji Ruan, but the adjustment failed miserably.

    “How could you have such a dream?” Gu Xiuyi tried his best to make his expression look a little more relaxed, pretending to understand Ji Ruan very well: “I won’t.”

    Ji Ruan’s energy came up, and he boldly said Looking at Gu Xiuyi:

    “How do you know it won’t happen? Who knows what will happen in the future?” “

    That’s not possible.”

    “How can I guarantee it?”

    Gu Xiuyi paused, and suddenly stopped talking. He told Ji Ruan to leave him Sitting face to face with him in his arms, he bent slightly and held Ji Ruan’s shoulders with both hands.

    Ji Ruan clearly noticed that Gu Xiuyi’s expression became extremely serious at this moment.

    His eyebrows twitched, inexplicably feeling that the other party was about to say something very, very important.

    Plop plop –

    Ji Ruan’s heart began to beat faster, and the blood surged through his whole body as if being heated, even the tips of his ears became hot.

    What will he say?

    What words are worthy of such a serious expression?

    Will he say he likes me?

    Impossible, impossible, in the finale of the novel, Gu Xiuyi only confessed when he was about to die, how could it be so fast.

    …If I really said it, how should I respond?

    Even if you confess your love, it doesn’t mean that you won’t help Bai Yueguang in the future. The most unreliable thing in the world is a man’s mouth!

    But the heart still beats so fast.

    For a short moment, Ji Ruan could only hear his own beating heartbeat. He was afraid that he might not hear Gu Xiuyi’s words, so he pressed his hands to his heart for a long time before he calmed down a little.

    The extremely long entanglement to break through the barrier is actually only a short moment.

    Gu Xiuyi’s Adam’s apple moved, his lips parted slightly, and Ji Ruan’s heartbeat reached its peak at this moment.

    “——This is illegal.”

    Gu Xiuyi said in an extremely solemn and rigorous tone: “Any organ trade is challenging the bottom line of the law. I am a law-abiding citizen, have never had any bad records, and pay taxes on time every year.”

    ” If you are worried, you can check the company’s tax records at any time.”

    “I will not violate the law, nor will I allow others to violate the law by default.”

    “What you just dreamed about just now has no possibility of happening at all.”

    Gu Xiuyi finished explaining Looking at Ji Ruan after the defense speech, Ji Ruan was a little dazed.

    The eyes are big, the eyelashes are wet, and the mouth is slightly opened to look at himself, but the line of sight is not very focused.

    Ji Ruan has been well-fed these days, and her lips, which are always prone to chapping, are also moist, exuding a natural light red color, and even a little crystal clear because he just ate a small cake.

    Gu Xiuyi’s mind moved slightly, his fingertips felt a little numb, and he said the sentence buried deepest in his heart:

    “Of course, there will be no one more important than you.”

    After finishing speaking, he looked at Ji Ruan with a little anxiety.

    Ji Ruan: “…”

    With the previous paragraph of civic foundation theory, Ji Ruan can no longer focus on anything else.

    Even if Gu Xiuyi said “you are the most important” at the end, in Ji Ruan’s view, it was just a pale excuse for Mr. Gu’s emotional intelligence that fell into the valley.

    It’s like a skydiver who realizes that he forgot to bring his parachute in mid-air, and finds out that there is a spare at the very moment, and only after opening it, he finds out, damn it, there is a big hole!

    Helpful, but not much, and didn’t save much.

    Ji Ruan was completely stunned, unable to recover at all.

    The unimagined opening of the road was so sudden that Ji Ruan’s brain crashed.

    It turns out that there are laws in the world of ancient abusive literature!

    But why is it more uncomfortable?

    Ji Ruan didn’t understand what was wrong with him, but he knew that he didn’t want to look at Gu Xiuyi’s tax records at all!

   

    On this day, Gu Xiuyi didn’t get any reply from Ji Ruan until the end.

    He watched Ji Ruan’s eyes recover, as if he had regained his senses.

    But his slightly parted lips gradually closed, and slowly pursed into a line, even the beautiful lips were submerged.

    Two seconds later, the corners of Ji Ruan’s lips began to pull down at a constant speed, slowly forming a half bracket that looked very wronged, and then the eye sockets began to turn red, and the whole face became wrinkled in an instant.

    In less than a second, big teardrops rushed out from the corners of Ji Ruan’s closed eyes, hitting Gu Xiuyi’s back one after another.

    ? ? ? ! ! !

    Gu Xiuyi almost bounced off the bed, he moved faster than he could consciously slapped the napkin.

    “No… why are you crying?!”

    “I was wrong!”

    “Don’t cry, baby…”