Ji Ruan’s first feeling after waking up was happiness, because he heard Gu Xiuyi’s voice.
The second feeling is pain, because the wound is really painful.
His lover’s gentle kisses and whispers failed to keep him floating in the clouds for too long, and the pain pulled him back to the world.
Gu Xiuyi only saw Ji Ruan frowning, and the clear smile in his pupils disappeared in an instant, replaced by a grunt of pain.
“Ji Ruan?!” Gu Xiuyi’s heart skipped a beat
Li Suain arrived right after him to handle the wound examination for Ji Ruan, and a crowd of people surrounded the hospital bed.
Gu Xiuyi was invited to the side by the nurse, and he didn’t have a word with Ji Ruan the whole time.
He could only glimpse Ji Ruan’s tightly pursed white lips from the corner of the layered white coat.
Ten minutes later, the ventilator and heart monitor were removed, and a large number of medical staff dispersed. Li Suian put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, and raised his chin at Gu Xiuyi: “Okay, let’s go”
Gu Xiuyi looked up.
Li Sulan’s smiling eyes met Gu Xiuyi’s furrowed brows, and he couldn’t help being stunned: “Why is this expression, you are not happy when you wake up?” Gu Xiuyi sat on the bench in the corridor, shoulders slightly arched, and gently raised his hand to wipe his face: “is he all right?”
Li Suian sat down beside him, raised his legs, “Didn’t the monitors have been removed? You’ve seen it all.”
Gu Xiuyi nodded slightly, and said in a deep voice, “But he is in pain”
It’s hard for him to describe this feeling. In fact, before Ji Ruan woke up, he could control his emotions very well.
He worked for a while and every day he talked to Ji Ruan. Although he didn’t get a response, he never got tired of it
Everyone knows that this operation is not too complicated, and it is quite successful.
If he was also connected to a heart monitor at that time, the frequency of his heartbeat might be even more terrifying than Ji Ruan’s.
The cold incandescent light in the corridor fell and sprinkled on Gu Xiuyi’s face, making him look unspeakably lonely.
Li Suian said dumbly “This is normal. Anyway, it was an incision, how could it not hurt… I just added some painkillers to him, and he should have recovered by now, let’s go see him.”
He pouted: “The kid didn’t say anything, but he kept looking for you with his eyes blinking.”
Gu Xiuyi’s eyebrows twitched, Li Suian’s words seemed to wake him u p, and his whole body was gradually filled with fresh air, he was no longer as dull as before, imprisoning himself in the quagmire with few words.
He took a deep breath, stood up, and looked back at Li Suian before entering the door: “Thank you.”
Li Suian seldom communicated with Gu Xiuyi in such a serious manner, and felt uncomfortable in a trance, he coughed: “It’s good that you know, don’t forget to invite me to dinner when you get out of the hospital.
Gu Xiuyi held the doorknob, tilted his head and laughed when he heard the words: “Okay”
“Come on, let’s go in”
Li Suian waved his hand: “Right, he can eat later, eat something less dregs and easy to digest first, observe the condition of the stomach, and then slowly add vegetables and meat if there is no problem.”
“Also remember to exercise properly, he can go to the small garden for a walk or two at night when it’s not too hot, don’t lie down all the time, the body will heal faster when you are energetic.”
Gu Xiuyi wrote it down one by one
Turning around and pushing the door to go in, the curtains in the ward were completely drawn, probably because the nurses also wanted Ji Ruan to feel the natural sunlight.
In front of the window sill, the yellow roses just brought in this morning are placed in a glass vase, bathed in the sunshine and beautiful Compared with Rose, Ji Ruan’s face is much paler.
He was lying on his side on the hospital bed, his fingers resting on the edge of the bed, and the back of his hand was bruised and purple after inserting the indwelling needle for a long time.
Gu Xiuyi took a few steps closer, and saw Ji Ruan’s lightly closed eyelids, the long eyelashes covered the eyelids, intertwined with the pale skin to form a small shadow.
He raised his trouser legs and sat down on the chair in front of the bed. Ji Ruan didn’t respond at all, probably because he couldn’t hear the surrounding sounds at all.
The consequence of weak hearing is the loss of a large part of the perception of the outside world. Even though Ji Ruan is lying on the bed, protected by absolute safety, his brows are still furrowed.
Gu Xiuyi unconsciously reached out and tapped Ji Ruan’s brow, then rubbed against his cheek, Ji Ruan paused for breath, and slowly opened his eyes.
The two were very close, and Gu Xiuyi could clearly see that the fatigue in Ji Ruan’s eyes gradually melted away, and he smiled warmly, like ice cream melting under the scorching sun, dripping and dripping, and when it fell on his hand, he was pointed again.
The temperature of the tip melts more clearly.
He held the back of Ji Ruan’s neck to expose his left ear, lying on the edge of the bed, with his chin resting on Ji Ruan’s pillow
Ji Ruan’s surgical wound was tied with dressings and bandages, and his originally fragrant pillow smelled of medicine, but Gu Xiuyi felt very relieved when he smelled it.
He tapped the tip of Ji Ruan’s nose: “Does the wound still hurt??
It was originally very painful,
Ji Ruan’s physique is much more sensitive than ordinary people’s. After waking up, his body and brain didn’t have time to react, and the pain rushed up first, which made him sweat in a flash.
But at that time, he couldn’t move, so he had to bear it hard.
It wasn’t until Li Suian gave him an injection to relieve the pain that the severe pain that was about to split his brain in half gradually subsided, and he became unconscious until now.
The skin behind his ears was stiff and numb. It was a strange feeling. like being pressed against a heavy board. He could feel the pain screaming inside, but he had to be pressed down because of the obstruction, and it became a kind of numbness.
Ji Ruan sniffed, coquettishly consciously, and rubbed against the back of Gu Xiuyi’s hand: “It doesn’t hurt anymore, but it’s not uncomfortable either. How about you kiss me?”
Gu Xiuyi hadn’t felt Ji Ruan’s vivid coquettishness for several days, and his heartbeat was unstoppable for a moment.
He supported Ji Ruan’s chin, leaned over to hold the two pale lips, and then deftly penetrated into them.
But Ji Ruan had just woken up from the coma, worry and caution firmly suppressed the throbbing emotions, the moment Ji Ruan’s breathing became disordered, Gu Xiuyi stopped.
“Can’t you breathe?” He nervously looked at Ji Ruan’s face, and when he didn’t get a response in two or three seconds, the alarm bell went off, and he reached out to ring the bell.
Ji Ruan’s lips parted slightly, his eyelashes trembled, and he managed to take a breath to calm down, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Xiuyi’s appearance as a soldier.
He frowned, and smiled softly.
Gu Xiuyi’s hand that rang the bell was hanging in the air, and his frightened mood hadn’t calmed down yet. At first sight of Ji Ruan’s smile, his heart sank heavily, as if his emotions were completely out of his control.
Ji Ruan tied an invisible rope around his heart, he is a puppet being manipulated, every move, thought and thought only needs Ji Ruan to move his fingers.
But Gu Xiuyi felt very hopeless that this is very good.
Knowing that Aunt Zhao was coming to deliver food, Ji Ruan asked Gu Xiuyi to hold him up and sit for a while, tidying up, not wanting to show the old man a haggard look.
Gu Xiuyi wrapped his arms around Ji Ruan’s shoulders, put his arms around his waist tightly, and slowly and steadily let him half sit up and lean against his arms.
even though Gu Xiuyi’s movements were slow enough to be called cautious, Ji Ruan’s eyes were still spinning, white light flashed for a while, and darkened for a while.
Ji Ruan knew about the possibility of dizziness and nausea after the operation before entering the operating room, but he didn’t expect it to be so uncomfortable
It was as if a stone was blocked in his heart, and as the churning nausea continued to rise, it blocked all five senses, and Ji Ruan even felt short of breath for a moment.
As if he had expected it, Gu Xiuyi expertly supported Ji Ruan’s back of
the head slightly, helped him breathe, fed him two sips of warm water, and then gently massaged his acupuncture points.
It’s not that Gu Xiuyi is talented in taking care of patients, it’s really that during Ji Ruan’s sleepy few days, apart from handling a little work and nagging in Ji Ruan’s ear, he has a lot of blank time left.
In order not to let himself be driven mad by the oppression of emptiness, he pointed the finger at every medical staff who entered the ward, and asked them how to recover after surgery.
With the repetition of a lot of theoretical knowledge and persistent research, Mr. Gu has engraved on how to perform post-operative care gently into his DNA.
After confirming that Ji Ruan had recovered, Gu Xiuyi washed Ji Ruan’s face with a hot towel.
Covering it with a hot and humid towel, Ji Ruan’s pale cheeks gradually turned a little bloody, his eyelashes were moist and hot, his eyes were moist, his cheeks were slightly pink, as if he were a freshly washed peach.
Gu Xiuyi couldn’t hold but kissed him twice. Aunt Zhao came late with a thermos, and when she entered the door. she took Ji Ruan’s hand and wiped her tears, saying in a loud voice, “I lost weight” She lowered her head and saw the back of Ji Ruan hand, and her heart ached even more: “What a crime we have suffered, our little Ruan Ruan”
Gu Xiuyi supported her elbow: “Sit down for a while, calm down, don’t worry”
Only then did Aunt Zhao realize that there was no point in crying, so she wiped her face and suppressed her tears, and then went to dismantle the thermos: “you can’t eat anything good for the first meal, you can only eat millet porridge, for a while, wait until the doctor approves in two days, and then Auntie will cook something delicious for you.”
She knew that Ji Ruan’s hearing was not very good now, and she spoke every sentence very slowly, while looking at Ji Ruan’s expression, she was sure that he could hear clearly.
Ji Ruan’s eyes were crooked and she smiled into a crescent. “Okay, but I like to eat whatever Aunt Zhao is doing.”
As soon as Aunt Zhao talked to Ji Ruan, she was happy, and the tears hadn’t been wiped away yet, and the smile overflowed from the corner of her mouth, the whole face was crying and laughing a bit funny
She gave Ji Ruan a reproachful look: “You little mouth is covered with honey, you child.”
Ji Ruan smiled crookedly on Gu Xiuyi again, and Gu Xiuyi pinched his
chin and kissed him. in order not to let the little ancestor of the family go hungry, Aunt Zhao quickened her hands and poured out half a bowl of porridge, which was steaming hot in the porcelain bowl.
She took a little with a spoon and brought it to Ji Ruan’s mouth, coaxing a child: “Come on, ah-“
Gu Xiuyi covered his lips and coughed, looked at the porridge bowl, then at Aunt Zhao.
Aunt Zhao was stunned for half a second before she came to her senses and smiled embarrassedly: “Oh, look at me, then Xiao Gu, come and feed him.”
That being said, she handed over the bowl and spoon with obvious reluctance
Gu Xiuyi didn’t care about the old woman’s hidden complaints, as if accusing him of being too sexual, and he didn’t even want her to intervene in the feeding. He blew on the spoon and fed Ji Ruan: “Come on baby, eat slowly”
God knows that he has been waiting for a long time for the opportunity to feed him, even if Aunt Zhao is the elder, it is impossible for him to let her do it.
Ji Ruan obediently opened his mouth to take it in, chewed a few mouthfuls carefully, and then slowly swallowed it into his stomach.
The old and the young at the bedside were all watching him nervously Ji Ruan’s stomach is not good, and the medicine made it worse for several consecutive illnesses.
But seeing that Ji Ruan’s expression was the same, and he licked his lips to ask for a second mouthful after eating, the two of them breathed a sigh of relief.
Aunt Zhao took a few steps back and sat on the edge of the bed, watching Gu Xiuyi feed Ji Ruan and wipe his mouth, she sighed but was also happy.
It may be a kind of bondage to have such a person by your side who can touch your mind at any time, and sometimes you may be unable to do what you want, but this is life, isn’t it?
It is not born to live, but to live with hope, with love and passion
Aunt Zhao patted her thigh, and began to babble about recent events, such as Gu Changyun’s funeral ending in a mess, her good friend Ah Fang’s diabetes was under control, Han Xiaolin kept clamoring to see Ji Ruan.
It’s a bit of a slump to get his counterfeit and shoddy products in and be transferred away, and so on.
When she had finished speaking, Ji Ruan’s small bowl of porridge had run out. Aunt Zhao was overjoyed when she saw that, she happily put away the bowl, and promised to cook fish mixed with it for him tomorrow.
Gu Xiuyi sent Aunt Zhao to the door, and when he came back, he saw Ji Ruan retching on the edge of the bed facing the trash can.
He spat out half of the porridge he ate, and his knuckles turned white when he wiped his mouth with a napkin.
Gu Xiuyi’s heart twisted, he suppressed his heartache and strode forward to embrace him in his arms, helping him to rinse his mouth with warm water:
He put his palm on Ji Ruan’s stomach and gently rubbed it: “Do you feel uncomfortable when you eat it? Why didn’t you say so?”
In fact, after vomiting, it was much lighter, and the big stone that had
been stuck in his heart disappeared Ji Ruan shook his head: “It was okay at the time, maybe I was too happy, I accidentally ate a little too much… He smiled, and suddenly looked at Gu Xiuyi
“Don’t tell Aunt Zhao”
After all, she doesn’t have many hobbies. The happiest thing every day is when Ji Ruan eats up all the food she cooks. If she knows that he vomited it, she will definitely blame herself and feel sad, and she will also feel distressed.
Gu Xiuyi felt sore in his heart: “I know.”
He carefully helped Ji Ruan cover his stomach, wishing to find a panacea to make Ji Ruan alive and kicking immediately, but he also knew that there was no rush for the stomach, and there was no other way but to raise it slowly.
Ji Ruan could feel the depressed mood around him, and raised his head to meet Gu Xiuyi’s pained eyes.
“Gu Xiuyi.” He nodded Gu Xiuyi’s furrowed eyebrows.
“yes baby?”
A light wiping smile appeared in Ji Ruan’s eyes, and it floated like a feather in Gu Xiuyi’s heart:
“I want to eat cherries.”
The complicated thoughts in Gu Xiuyi’s mind disappeared instantly because of his smile.
He grabbed Ji Ruan’s wrist and kissed: “Okay.”
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