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Two days later, Brother Dan called me.
He cautiously asked if he could come to see me. I guess Pei Hao called him to intercede.
“Brother Dan, you reminded me before that Pei Hao doesn’t like me,” I couldn’t block Brother Dan like Pei Hao, so I could only explain to him slowly, “You can also see what happened in the sea that day. It’s here, he only loves Fu Yan from the beginning to the end, and I can’t continue with him.”
Brother Dan was silent on the other end of the phone for a while, not saying a word, probably thinking about whether he should persuade me.
“Actually, you’ve been on the sidelines for so many years, and you’ve already seen it, haven’t you?” I continued, “You all know that in Pei Hao’s heart, I’m Fu Yan’s spare tire.”
Brother Dan remained silent and didn’t reply, so I changed it to me Even Pei Hao’s friend was too embarrassed to continue.
“I don’t understand what he’s been doing lately, probably because he can’t accept the fact that I dumped him instead of him.” I leaned against the sofa, my tone was flat but I didn’t feel very well, “If I choose to live with him, Then the fact that he saved Fu Yan but not me at the juncture of life and death is a knife that stabbed in my heart, and I can never forget it for the rest of my life.”
“Pei Hao is an idiot in this matter,” Brother Dan said in a tone of hatred for iron and steel, “So when he called me today, he was scolded by me for half an hour.”
Brother Dan paused and continued: “But he kept saying that he was don’t know that the other person who fell into the water is you, and I believe him.”
“The point is not whether he knew I fell into the water, but the point is that he only has Fu Yan in his eyes.” I frowned, whether this matter No matter how many times I say it, I feel uncomfortable.
“Hey,” Brother Dan sighed and said helplessly, “I understand what you mean and will tell him. I won’t advise you anymore.”
“Xiaoxi, I don’t care about Pei Hao and you, but I still like your friend very much. If you don’t mind the relationship between me and Pei Hao being good friends, you can still contact me if you have anything, and I will try my best to help. I hope our friendship will not be broken.” Since Brother Dan said this, he naturally understood my determination.
I am a little moved here. Brother Dan has always taken good care of me. When Pei Hao didn’t care about me in the past, I know that he has said Pei Hao overtly and secretly several times.
I nodded quickly and said, “Okay, you can come to me in the future. Thank you for your care over the past few years”.
Reminds me of what happened recently.
Pei Hao’s recent reaction can be said to be a little unexpected to me. I didn’t expect him to act. I flipped through the elevator video for a while, blocked Dabai for a while, called my sister and then called Brother Dan.
After thinking about it, I think there are two reasons. One is that Pei Hao’s life has been very smooth, his family is wealthy, his looks are outstanding, and he is also self-motivated, so I dare not say that he will be windy and rainy since he was a child, but he definitely has a lot more choices and choices than ordinary children. Chance.
I think Pei Hao’s biggest fall in his life was on Fu Yan. For other things he wanted, he basically stretched out his hand, and at most he could get it with a little effort. So he couldn’t allow me – a person who was more ordinary than him who had followed in his footsteps for five years, abandoned him all at once, and his years of experience and self-esteem would not allow it.
The second reason is that I have been really good to him in recent years, and he cannot give up this kindness. There may be a lot of people who have a crush on Pei Hao, but I don’t know how many of them can be like me, lined up all night in winter to buy the tickets for the basketball game he wanted. The day before he went abroad for business, his passport was missing. I rummaged through the boxes for him at home and found it at 3:00 in the middle of the night. The next day I went to work with panda eyes. When he was celebrating his birthday, I flew out of town on a business trip at night to accompany him on his birthday and flew back in the early morning… Maybe these things are just a lot. A way of expressing love between couples, it seems hypocritical to say too much. It’s just that sometimes I think, no matter who I fall in love with next, I won’t have the passion to do such a thing again, all my strongest love is given to Pei Hao.
And Pei Hao, who has been used to my silent dedication for five years, suddenly took away a person who had been caring for him for five years. He couldn’t get used to it.
In the evening, I turned on the computer and found that the company gave me a reply, agreeing that I should be transferred back to X City, provided that I have to complete the project here first. I calculated the time, it would take about a month, according to the doctor’s words, my legs were almost healed at that time, and it was just right to go back to see my sister.
I called and checked with Da Bai to see if Pei Hao had been pestering him in the past few days. Da Bai said that it was really helpful for me to call, and Pei Hao was not seen after that.
I think it’s right, Pei Hao has always been warm to me for three minutes, and occasionally shows the appearance of love to the death, but it’s just a whim.
This time, Pei Hao’s enthusiasm lasted for less than a week. He didn’t get my answer, and he really felt bored. I’m not surprised.
True or false, time will naturally tell.
[1st Floor] Mingo: So Pei Zha really stopped chasing him?
[2nd floor] Old time sati: Pei Zha must have been chasing him again, otherwise why would this post be called “How can I get rid of him”
[3rd floor] Timing: Actually, I still haven’t figured out Pei Hao’s sudden style of painting. Didn’t you always care about Xiaoxi? Why am I so infatuated all of a sudden (╯°Д°)
[Fourth Floor] XOXO: Come upstairs and I’ll explain to you, there is a law that human nature is inherently cheap. In the past, Xiaoxi always treated Pei Hao well without asking for anything in return. Pei Hao was used to taking it for granted, so he didn’t take Xiaoxi seriously; but when Pei Hao suddenly realized that Xiaoxi was leaving, pay attention that this time it was true He was going to leave, and he also felt that this breakup was different from the previous quarrel, whether it was because Xiaoxi said that his self-esteem did not allow it, or he was used to Xiaoxi’s goodness to him, or he realized that he really had feelings for Xiaoxi. , No matter which of them, Pei Hao couldn’t accept it for a while.
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[9th floor] Oil-saving grocery store: Brother Dan, as a bystander of the whole process, gave up trying to persuade Xiaoxi. Of course those of us who read the text followed in Brother Dan’s footsteps.
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[17th floor] Wu Kui in my heart: I just sigh, Brother Dan is really good~~
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In time, I tried to chase dramas and turned out all the dramas that I wanted to watch but didn’t have time to watch before. But I found it hard to watch it, and I always gave up after watching one or two episodes, probably because I was in a bad mood.
I try to play the game again. During the five years that Pei Hao and I were together, we spent a lot of time playing games together. As soon as I logged into the game account, I saw a bunch of news that Pei Hao had accumulated in those days. At first, they asked me where to find me. The middle ones became small streams. I’m wrong. Forgive me. There are not many posts every day, only two or three. I guess he is also afraid that I will block his game account again.
Really useful.
I logged out of the game account, re-logged in a trumpet account that didn’t add Pei Hao, and then quit after being cheated by my teammates for a few rounds. A lot of people ask me what are the advantages of Pei Hao, why do I like him so much, is it an advantage to play games well? If it is said that he plays basketball with an appearance bonus, then he is really good at playing a certain game. When I was one-on-one with him, I basically lost, and being teammate with him is a word, An Sheng. It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, he is there anyway.
When he has time, he will also broadcast a few games live, and there are fans.
Pei Hao took me to play that game, or I took the initiative to learn it in order to have a common topic with him. I haven’t played that game since then. To delete a person and all the memories related to him, you need to be cruel and thorough, uprooted.
On the weekends, Da Bai came to accompany me to the hospital for a follow-up consultation. In fact, he just checked and prescribed some medicine. The doctor said that the bone is well connected, and as long as you don’t fall and hit, you can recover within a month. After resting at home for a week, when I walk with crutches, my feet will not hurt as much as I did at the beginning, and Da Bai is finally relieved.
After staying at home for a week, I finally let it go, and I didn’t want to go home for takeout, so I asked Da Bai to take me out to dinner. Dabai saw that I was really suffocated, so he drove me to eat a famous hot pot. When I was eating hot pot, there was a very cute child at the next table. He kept looking at the plaster on my feet and ran over to ask me if I was an iron-clad warrior while his mother was going to the toilet. I said my brother is not a warrior, but his leg was injured.
He bent down and blew a few breaths on my feet and said, “Brother, I’ll pass on my strength to you, so that you won’t have any pain.”
I smiled and patted his head, and suddenly I thought that there is nothing in this world. There are so many lovely people and things, why did I get stuck in a world called Pei Hao for the first five years and couldn’t get out? Although love is precious, life is more expensive.
I might as well start over by myself.
It was already 9 pm when we came home after dinner. Da Bai and I came out of the elevator and saw a vague figure squatting in front of my house. I was startled at first, and when I got closer, I saw that that person wasn’t Pei Hao?
“Xiaoxi…” Pei Hao immediately came up to meet me when he saw me, looked at me eagerly, and said, “Are you relieved?”
He still didn’t understand why he was relieved. past. I still have this relationship with him, and I’m utterly disappointed.
I pretended not to see him, walked past him, reached for the key.
Pei Hao suddenly hugged me from behind, leaned his head on my shoulder, and whispered my name.
“Uh…” Dabai scratched his hair and said embarrassedly, “I have left beforehand, so you can talk slowly.”
After speaking, he ran into the elevator like a gust of wind.
The hand I just took out the key stopped stiffly in midair and asked Pei Hao, “How did you find this place?”
“I…” Pei Hao hesitated for a while, but told the truth: “I’ve been looking for someone to follow Dabai these days.”
I reached out to break his hands on me and smiled sarcastically: “Are you going to follow me and monitor my phone next?”
“No…” Pei Hao hugged tighter and said as if he was aggrieved: “You refuse to see me, I have to find a way to see you.”
I said coldly: “How many times do you want me to say this, I …”
“Xiaoxi” Pei Hao interrupted me and turned my body to face him. Through the dim light in the corridor, I saw his unshaven face, looking a little haggard.
Pei Hao looked at me seriously and said, “What you cared about, what I didn’t do well, and what you were dissatisfied with, let’s make it clear today. I’ll change it in the future, okay?”
I stared at him , shook his head. I think I’ve made it all clear before.
“I’m sorry Xiaoxi, Brother Dan said a few days ago that I only knew that you cried in the sea that day,” Pei Hao reached out to touch my face, but I pushed him aside, he said hoarsely, “But you can’t do everything. Keep it in your heart, I only know what you want when you say it, I’d rather you be angry with me.”
“Have I never said it? I also stayed in a hotel for a few days,” my eyes darkened and the corners of my mouth twitched. With a mocking smile: “And how did you do it? Did you call me when I was out?”
“Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, it was my fault that I didn’t contact you that time, I’m sorry for you ,” Pei Hao’s tone was a little anxious, “but that time we had a good meal, I don’t understand why you suddenly lost your temper.
” I don’t really want to break up…”
“Yeah, anyway, I’m not as good as Fu Yan, I’m not worth your coaxing.” I leaned against the wall weakly, feeling a little tired from standing talking like this.
Pei Hao quickly supported me, grabbed my key, opened the door, and carried me into the living room sofa.
Pei Hao went out and closed the door, came back and sat down beside me, and explained softly, “No Xiaoxi.”
“I’ve never told you before that Fu Yan has a very long scar on his back. When I was in junior high school, I came home from school and we were both robbed. In fact, it would be fine if I just paid the bill, but I wanted to go up there. I had a fight with someone. Who knew that someone brought a knife and slashed towards me, but he helped me block it, leaving a lot of blood at the time. If it wasn’t for my impulsiveness at the time, his knife could have been avoided. So, I always feel that what I owe him will treat him better than others.”
“Fu Yan doesn’t think it’s my fault, and doesn’t want me to have any psychological burden, so he never mentions it, and he said there was no need to tell others. It’s been a long time, so I didn’t say it, even Brother Dan didn’t know about it.”
“I suddenly feel that I should tell you earlier, lest you think too much.”
The scar on Fu Yan’s back , I did see it on the island. It’s very long. Although the lines of the scar have faded a lot after so many years, I can still think of the pain at that time.
Pei Hao is really lucky, and whoever is nearer to him is not good for him.
“So what?” I stared straight into Pei Hao’s eyes and asked, “How dare you say you haven’t loved him? How dare you say that you think I’m more important than him in the past five years?”
Pei Hao was stunned . After a long time, he came back to his senses and whispered something I didn’t hear clearly, with a look of shame on his face.
Forget it, what am I asking persistently, it doesn’t matter if I love him or not, anyway, my relationship with him has already ended.
“You go.” I pointed to the door of the house and said tiredly, “I’m going to sleep.”
“Xiaoxi…” Pei Hao looked at me nervously, “I may have liked him before, I myself don’t know whether I like him or appreciate him. But I know now that I love you. I have been thinking of you all the time during the few days that you were gone. You can’t leave me alone.”
Pei Hao said, grabbing my hand, staring at me with light in his eyes, and whispering in my ear: “I love you Xiaoxi, I love you .”
I took my fingers from his hand one by one, and muttered, “Pei Hao, you could have said this for five years, but you chose to say it now.”
Pei Hao His eyes dimmed, and he looked at me with some daze.
“You didn’t realize that you never said the words ‘I love you’ to me in the past five years, did you?” I smiled.
Great, every time I see you, Pei Hao, in the end I find myself guilty.
Before Pei Hao could reply, I said lightly again: “Then let me tell you, it’s too late now. I don’t love you anymore”.
Bone hurts a bit. He fixed the back of my head and kissed me forcefully. I pushed him away, and he kissed me without hesitation. There was a few minutes of struggling and shoving, and finally I slapped him hard.
When Pei Hao raised his head again, the corners of his eyes were red, and there was a cloud of water vapor in his eyes.
“Xiaoxi…” When Pei Hao opened his mouth, his voice trembled.
I took a few breaths, pointed to the door again, and said word by word, “I don’t want to see you, let’s go.”
Pei Hao blinked slightly, and a small tear slid down. After so many years, the first time Seeing Pei Hao cry once. Funny enough, it was for me. My heart seems to have been pierced by something, and it hurts a bit. Unbelievable, such a proud Pei Hao, such a calm Pei Hao, would cry for me.
I pointed at him excitedly and shouted loudly, “Let’s go!”
Pei Hao opened his mouth tremblingly without making a sound. After a while, he walked out in a trance.
With a splitting headache, I lay on the sofa wearily and closed my eyes.
The reason why I was so excited was because at the moment when I saw him cry, I was still in pain. I was afraid that he would stay for one more second, crying and begging me to forgive him, and I would soften my heart.
Fortunately, my weakness was not exposed in time, so he left. I think my last slap really hit him, and he won’t come again.
[1st floor] Jiaojiao pony: No, he will come again in the future Xiaoxi (whispering.jpg)
[2nd floor] A great painter: I am really speechless to Pei Zha, after living for so many years, I don’t know who I love Who, maybe Xiaoxi, after you made up with him, he said sorry again, I found out that my true love is Fu Yan… So you can’t forgive him, do you know that (serious face.jpg)
[3rd Floor] Timing: Pei Zha This kind of person actually has fans, it makes my heart tremble just thinking about it. All the handsome guys and sisters who are chasing the game live broadcast, please keep your eyes open and pay attention, don’t give money to the scumbag
[Fourth Floor] Julie-rise: Do you all want to know what kind of game anchor Pei Hao is? I’m so curious!
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[12th floor] I don’t know what to give me lipstick: Xiaoxi, you are so soft-hearted, so angry that I ate ten fried chicken wings in one go! !
[13th Floor] You are the little melon skin: Hahaha upstairs, don’t make excuses for yourself!
[14th Floor] Jiang Sifan: Hey, scumbags are the best at crying and begging for forgiveness, and then some people will forgive, and finally repeat the same mistakes… If the landlord finally agrees with a soft heart, and you suffer again, don’t make a post to complain, you don’t want to hear it
[15th floor] Barcelona, ​​you won: I can’t say that. There are indeed examples of scumbags turning back into loyal dogs. I have them around me, but the probability is really small
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[23rd floor] A full body of oil: Holy crap, why do I think I have watched Pei Hao’s game live broadcast, amateur, not many fans, handsome, according to the time, the anchor did not live broadcast for six, seven, eight months, it happened that Xiaoxi said they broke up when! ! My God, let me be quiet, I can’t equate the male god with Pei Zha! ! Come on someone and tell me no no no no, no?
[24th Floor] Eva-reda: Upstairs, please private message the name of the anchor!
[25th floor] Abi: I want to ask for the same
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[31st floor] Guo Buqing: == Everyone calm down, there are too many amateur game male anchors, it is normal for the broadcast to stop for a few months in the middle, don’t Anyone who looks at it will say it is like, to trick Xiaoxi. And Xiaoxi definitely doesn’t want everyone to disturb their three-dimensional life. We read the post and read the post, don’t cause trouble.
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