[Mtl]How Can I Get Rid Of Him[Bl] Ch 13

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I sat on the bed, opened my ipad, and was almost blinded by the wallpaper on the screen.

It’s a photo of me just ate a big mouthful of ice cream, and before I wiped my mouth clean, I just kissed Pei Hao on his face, and both of them laughed very happily. That time we went to the playground, and when I came back, I replaced that photo with the ipad wallpaper.

It’s your own sins, you find a way to solve them yourself. I opened the ipad album and was about to delete the photo. When Pei Hao found out my intention, he grabbed the ipad, looked at me angrily and asked, “How much do you want to delete? All the Weibo posts in your circle of friends have been cleared, not even a screen saver?”

I gave him a roll of eyes: “Who do you blame for not saving your own photos?”

I suddenly thought of a bunch of photos with Fu Yan in Pei Hao’s phone. Although it had nothing to do with me, a cold air suddenly rose in my heart. Turning around and facing the wall, I didn’t want to look at him, I hoped that he would hurry up and find his white moonlight cinnabar mole.

“Saved…” Pei Hao saw my face suddenly change and his tone softened. He put his hand on my shoulder and tried to turn me back: “It’s all stored in the phone.”

I closed my eyes, curled up into a ball, didn’t want to The meaning of turning the past, did not take his words. Ever since I saw a bunch of photos with Fu Yan in his phone photo album, I never took the initiative to flip through his phone photo album, even if one day I suddenly found a picture that I can’t accept, I don’t know what to look for. He is still alive and swallowing blood.

How could I be so cheap before, the most basic bottom line of love is gone, and I don’t want dignity. In love, I always ask him to give him a little nourishment, hold on to his little alms tightly and refuse to let go, like a clown who is exposed to the sun and does not know it.

Pei Hao didn’t understand why I suddenly ignored him, and said nervously: “I really saved it, and I have a backup copy of what you deleted.”

Saying that, Pei Hao opened the phone and handed it over, wanting me to see it. I don’t want to watch it at all, your backup is your business, in my case, these are the episodes that I don’t recall at all, at least not now. When one day I can talk lightly in the clouds and the wind, you are at best a speck of dust in my heart.

I waved my hand hard, and his phone was knocked to the ground. No way, when my temper comes up, I can’t control myself.

Pei Hao didn’t care about his phone, but took off his shoes and squeezed onto the hospital bed, reaching out to hug me. I think he’s so annoying, he pretends to care about me if he doesn’t love me, doesn’t he just hope that I can’t let him go for the rest of my life, and enjoy the helpless feeling of being eaten to death by him? An inexplicable anger rose up in my heart, I avoided his hand, kicked him hard, kicked him off the bed, pointed at him angrily, my hands were shaking, and shouted loudly: “You now! Immediately! Get out of here!”

The little sister lying on the next bed looked at us in surprise, as if frightened. I then forced myself to calm down, took a deep breath and let it out.    

Pei Hao sat stiffly on the ground, his face full of surprise. I’ve had bad tempers before, but this is the first time I’ve yelled at him so seriously, in front of others. After a long time, Pei Hao slowly stood up from the ground and looked at me sadly, as if waiting for a little comfort from me.    

The previous Xiaoxi would not treat him like this. The previous Xiaoxi would feel distressed and reluctant to see Pei Hao like this. But times have changed, and things have changed. I don’t look back at him, I don’t need to look back.    

“I’m going to buy you something to eat.” Pei Hao couldn’t wait for my comfort, so he hung his head and walked out lonely.     There was only me and the little sister on the next bed in the room, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. The little sister, who was in her teens, seemed a little afraid of me, and hurriedly turned her head over to pretend to be asleep.    

I smiled apologetically at the little sister: “I’m sorry, I scared you just now.”    

“Ah, it’s okay,” the little sister sighed in relief, turning her head to look at me cautiously, as if she thought my expression wasn’t that scary, and she was still asked me hesitantly, “Did you quarrel with that brother just now?”

“Well,” I pondered for a while, “it’s not like that.” We call it a breakup, or it’s the kind of unclean separation.

“Are you lovers?” the little sister asked me with a wink.

This sudden question caught me off guard, and I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. How come children are so precocious now that even gay men can tell?

I shook my head, originally we are not lovers now.

“But,” the little sister wondered, “he was looking at you when you fell asleep this morning, just like my dad was looking at my mom, and he just wanted to hug you.”

“That’s different,” I explained. Said, “That brother just took pity on me and sympathized with me.”

“Really?” The little sister still didn’t quite believe it.

I quickly changed the subject and chatted with my little sister about her parents’ school. Her parents went to work and asked the nanny to take her to the hospital. Now the nanny doesn’t know where she is going. After chatting and chatting, my emotions finally calmed down, but after Pei Hao came back, I still didn’t pay much attention to him.

He saw that I had been talking to the little sister, captured the little sister’s heart with a piece of cake, and tried to participate in our conversation.

The little sister pointed at me and asked Pei Hao persistently, “Are you lovers?”

“Yes.” Pei Hao answered the little sister with a smile and gave her another piece of cake. I almost spit out a mouthful of old blood when I heard it. I glanced at Pei Hao and motioned him not to talk nonsense to the children.

“But this brother just said no.” The little sister took the cake and continued to pursue the truth in her heart.

Pei Hao whispered into her ear, “He’s mad at me.”

I heard it and smiled coldly. I didn’t want to participate in their conversation, so I picked up a book at random and pretended to read it seriously. stand up.

In the evening, I asked Pei Hao to go back. He was dead and alive. I couldn’t beat him, so I had to let him go. It was dark and I closed my eyes and thought about what happened during the day. To be honest, I am a little disappointed with myself when I lost control of my emotions during the day. This shows that Pei Hao’s words and deeds will still affect my mood. I will still feel angry and unwilling because of him. Pull out.

It is said that it is easy to love each other and forget each other. I don’t know how many days and nights of the rest of their lives will be spent by those who have truly loved each other before they can truly forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

If there is love-forgetting water in this world, then I will drink it without hesitation, even if I can never fall in love with others in the future. Because I thought it would be hard to fall in love with someone again.

The next morning, after another two hours of drips, the doctor released me. Pei Hao helped me pack my things, and when no one was paying attention, he gently kissed me on the forehead, and I pushed him away in disgust. The little sister sitting on the bed caught this scene, covered her mouth in surprise and giggled a few times, and gave Pei Hao a thumbs up.    

I think in the eyes of my little sister, Pei Hao and I should be a happy couple, just like his parents, who have always been loving and occasionally quarreling. In my heart, I also have a glimmer of hope. Now it’s just a dream I had. When I woke up from the dream, I was still with Pei Hao. The difference was that he always loved me, and there was no such person as Fu Yan. Pain exists only in dreams. Then the sun shone on the bed, I hugged him coquettishly and said that I dreamed that you loved someone else and not me, I was very sad. He would hug me comfortably and say that those are all dreams, don’t scare yourself.    

But the reason reality is reality is because he is often more real than the dream, and he pulls you with a few knives at will, making you face the bloody life incomparably sober. But without these setbacks and failures, most of life can only be like a cloud without weight, as light as a feather, and often after painful baptism, the thickness of life can be forged.     Therefore, the ups and downs, the various states of life, all depend on one’s own experience.    

Since that day, Pei Hao has followed the devil, often running downstairs to my house and squatting to guard me. Then I often buy a bunch of breakfast and afternoon tea to send to our company during the day. At first, my team members thought it was a parting gift for everyone because I was leaving.

But after a long time, everyone also felt that it was wrong. How could it be possible to buy it every day and deliver it in the morning and afternoon.

So someone jokingly asked me if there was a girl chasing you.

The colleague next to me also said: It’s not necessarily a girl!

Me: …

[1st floor] Spring burst: It’s a little sad to see Xiaoxi saying that it’s hard to fall in love with others again, why should I give the best love in my life to a scumbag (crying.jpg)

[2nd floor] Unintentional Sponge: Xiaoxi, don’t lose faith in love. Believe me, one day you will meet someone who truly loves you and appreciates you, you will fall in love with him, and then you will have a wonderful time together. At that time, if you look back at the present, you will feel that the pain now is worth it, and Pei Hao is nothing more than that.

[3rd floor] Cai lovely: I feel sorry for Xiaoxi

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[14th floor] Jingye ki: Didn’t Xiaoxi say that he broke up with Pei Hao for more than half a year, to be honest, if Pei Hao is still chasing, then I believe him

[15th floor]  Ai Xiaoxi, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. So what if he loves him or not? Why did he go when he should have cherished it long ago? The broken mirror can’t be reunited, the past can’t be repeated, support Xiaoxi to get rid of him

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[18th floor] Huishe 9: Have you ever thought, not every unit will buy breakfast and afternoon tea to the company every day …what if you meet an acquaintance?