[Mtl]How Can I Get Rid Of Him[Bl] Ch 3

[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-01-17 21:11:21

After graduation, I and A broke up once. Since I dare to write about this, I am not afraid of you chasing it with a knife of more than ten meters.Because..because.. it was me who took the initiative to seek reconciliation +_+

Our university is also in X city, my home is here, my sister is here, and of course I want to stay here after graduation. But A wanted to go to Y city. At that time, he said a lot of reasons. Y city has more opportunities for development. After he found a job in Y city and came to Y city with him, he found out that B also came to Y city after returning to China. I think this is the real reason why A desperately wants to come to Y city.

There was a feeling of being hit in the head, because A never mentioned the fact that B would be in Y city, and probably he also understood that B was a hurdle in my heart that I couldn’t get through.

We had dinner with B that day. I was in a bad mood and didn’t talk much. I can’t hide any thoughts as a person, and they will show them on my face, laughing is laughing, crying is crying, there is no such thing as laughter hiding duplicity. On the way back, A was unhappy. He asked me what my opinion was on B, and he had an inexplicable expression on his face after having a good meal.

I thought it was very funny at the time. You questioned me before I asked you. It’s all your fault and it’s all my fault.

I asked him: why didn’t you tell me that B came to Y city before?

Answer A: No, you don’t know him very well. Besides, does it affect you whether he comes to Y city?

Me: Did his coming to Y City affect you?

A: ……

Silence, silence is the default.

I sneered in my heart, look at this person, he doesn’t even want to coax me when he encounters something related to B.

We walked home in silence all the way, and I rented a room with him after graduation. It was past ten o’clock at night when I got home. I didn’t want to sleep with A that day. I started to pack my things and went out to the hotel. He grabbed my suitcase and asked me what was going on. I said you liked B He’s together, when I liked you, I dared to chase you, but you didn’t dare to chase after him for so many years, why are you so cowardly?

Maybe this sentence touched A’s pain point. He got angry, threw my luggage away, and yelled at me: “How do you know I haven’t chased?!”

Oh, if I chased, then he is admitting him. I like B.

I know he likes B, but hearing him say it himself is another feeling. I felt as if my heart had been pinched hard, and my eyes immediately turned red after he said that.

I really… just want to reason with him calmly, or argue with him, whatever is fine, but please, why can’t I stop crying when I get emotional, then the more tears I shed, the more emotional I get, and finally I weep and weep. Can’t tell. It was so cowardly that I couldn’t bear to think about it.    

A calmed down when he saw that I was crying. He stretched out his hand to hug me, but I pushed him away. I was very strong that day, so he was pushed directly by me to the dining table, which was made of wood. Very light, the cups and plates on it hit the ground and shattered.    

A frowned and told me not to be unreasonable.    

I don’t think I’m making trouble unreasonably. Your life revolves around your white moonlight. I don’t want to accompany you, can’t I?    

I picked up my luggage, and my tears fell. I have never felt so wronged. My parents, my mother, and my sister don’t favor me. Why should I come to you and I’m nothing.    

I sobbed and pointed at him and shouted, “Go chase… chase him…” A came up to pull me again, this time I kicked him hard, I didn’t think I had that much strength, but he just sat on the ground. I don’t know if it’s real or fake, he called me from behind, I ignored him, closed the door and left.Oh, but he didn’t come out to chase me either.

I grabbed my luggage and found a hotel to stay, and the lady at the front desk stared at me several times. At that time, I thought it might be because I was handsome ( ?° ?? ?°). Later, the lady at the checkout day Said, if I hadn’t looked at my ID card and watched me cry like that, I would have thought I was a high school student who ran away from home (embarrassment.jpg).

I stayed in the hotel for a few days. I went to work during the day and went out to dinner with my colleagues at night. I also attended parties. I just didn’t want to go back to the hotel alone. I actually don’t know what I want to do, do I really want to break up? no. Do you want to do it and then go back? Neither. I just want an attitude, I want A to give me a clear attitude that I am more important than B, but A did not contact me in those days.

Normal people have long been cold, and I… I dare not say it for fear that you will bombard me… (fear.jpg)

Hey, the truth is, I was able to hold back a few days ago, and then I think more and more A, I couldn’t help but read what his social software posted. On the day I left, he posted a photo of his hand slashed with blood by the glass. Someone asked him what was wrong, and he said it was made by the cat at home.

? ? ? We don’t have cats, so he means I got it? I just pushed him twice, I don’t know if he was scratched when he was sitting on the ground.

A seldom posts on Moments. He also posts pictures of what team won or travel scenery. He is too lazy to post on Moments because of his lame leg. I think he just posted them to me.

He knew that I couldn’t help but look at his Moments, and then I would feel guilty when I saw his hand hurt. As soon as I felt guilty, my anger disappeared. He could guess all the thoughts in my heart. He knew my feelings. The weakness, in a word, is that he thinks he’s got me.

Two days later he sent another text: My cat ran away from home (heartbroken.jpg).

I felt as if I was doing reading comprehension. What does cat mean? Like the previous circle of friends, referring to me? Or did his parents really have a cat and then the cat ran away? If it refers to me, then he said that I ran away from home, which means that he regards the place where we live as home? That broken heart symbol means he’s sad that I’m gone?

On weekends, I thought about his words all morning, and invited my colleagues to eat and drink in the evening. I’m not good at drinking. I got drunk after a few bottles. My colleagues didn’t know where my house was. I couldn’t tell if they asked me.    

Then I asked my colleague to call A. The colleague thought he was really my brother, so he called him and said that your brother was drunk. We are in XXX. Do you have time to pick him up?     Later, I was really drunk. When A came to pick me up and how he dragged me home, I don’t remember at all. I only know that I woke up in the morning lying on the bed at home, and he changed all my clothes, because I took all my clothes away when I ran away from home, so all the underwear I wore were his.    

When I woke up, he was already up and bought the crab roe soup dumpling that I liked, and then my heart softened, he still cared about me a little bit.I wrote in ink that I didn’t go to breakfast. After all, I’m still arguing, right? It’s really shameful to eat like this.    

A knows what I’m thinking, sitting at the dining table while flipping through the newspaper and saying that you want to lose your temper after breakfast, lest you faint from hypoglycemia again.     During my mother’s death, I fainted twice because of not eating and having low blood sugar.Maybe this is where A is so powerful. Saying the right words at the right time can easily make the defense that I finally built in my heart collapse.    

While eating, I wondered if I was going too far. In fact, he took me and B to dinner, and then I quarreled with him and ran away from home, as if there was nothing wrong with what he did.     After breakfast, he asked me what I was doing in the afternoon, and I asked him if we were reconciled? He said you think so.    

Then in the afternoon he took me to take my luggage home. All in all, I still love him. When something happens, I always want to find a reason for him and comfort myself. This is a small matter. People in love, that is how they compromise again and again and lower the bottom line again and again.

After the quarrel, he was more interested in me than before. He made me breakfast in the morning and took me out to play on weekends. During the period, he also had a fight with a boy who was chasing me. I really thought I was with him. The relationship will get better and better until that happens.

[1st floor] Are you satisfied_: What happened, you say, don’t make your appetite? (Go ‘quote.jpg)

[2nd floor] xixi steel straight’: Landlord, are you ugly, fat, and acne-prone ? Otherwise how can you be so cheap?

[3rd Floor] That flower, that man, that dog: Are there personal attacks upstairs? Too much

[4th Floor] xixi Steel Straight’: I just want to scold him to wake him up, some people you can’t understand when you talk well

[5th Floor] That flower, that person, that dog: Didn’t the landlord say break up? Woke up early to scold you?

    …………

[9th Floor] I want to lose weight to 2 digits: lz Let me tell the truth, you are used to A being so scumbag. Even if two people get along with different status, there is still a bottom line. Your blind tolerance and indulgence will only make him less and less serious about you. Think about how your family loves you so much, but you don’t know how to love yourself. I won’t sympathize with you. In a word, you deserve it.

[10th floor] Carrie: Xiaoxi, the scumbag didn’t contact you when you ran away from home. My boyfriend broke up 2,000 times earlier (indifferent.jpg)

[11th floor] initialgone: There was a quarrel upstairs now…