[Mtl]How Can I Get Rid Of Him[Bl] Ch 30(Extra 5)

After returning from the United States, Pei Hao was tired and lazy. Many nights, he dreamed that Mo Xi laughed and whispered to others, and then looked at Pei Hao coldly, saying no, he was not my friend.

At this time, he would wake up from his dream with a cold sweat.

Others say that after breaking up, time will slowly make people forget everything. Pei Hao didn’t expect that after breaking up for so long, he was still trapped in memories, insomnia, pain, in an infinite loop.

After many years, he realized that Moxi was a pot of sake. When he first tasted it, he thought he was indifferent, but after drinking it, he realized that he had unlimited stamina.

When the United States saw him, Pei Hao seemed to finally understand how much Moxie hated him. The sentence that he was not a friend was denied along with all the joys, sorrows and joys of the past.

He hadn’t peeked at Moxie’s Facebook for months, and he stopped asking Dabai’s current situation. He was afraid that one day he would suddenly see Moxie send a sweet photo with someone else, or hear that he was with someone else, and he couldn’t face the sudden swarming angina.

Pei Hao devotes himself to his work, and can’t wait to work overtime every day to fill every moment.

He doesn’t care, as if in this way, he can erase this person from his heart.

In the blink of an eye, it was Pei Hao’s birthday. He pushed aside all the games, and after having dinner with his parents, he returned to where he lived.

When I’m with Moxie, the dishes and cakes are all prepared by Moxie. Until now, Pei Hao still keeps every gift he has given in his house.

How good was Moxie to him back then, he had to make his own birthday cake every year, and practiced weeks in advance. Pei Hao said that you don’t like baking, so just buy one from outside. Moxie said that it is different. The cakes bought outside have no emotions. I made them with sincerity, so you can remember them longer.

Sure enough, Pei Hao could never forget it again.

But the boy who went to great lengths to make his birthday cake is long gone.

Pei Hao hadn’t broadcast the game live for a long time. When he got home and had nothing to do, he logged in to his account and started playing.

His live broadcast account is called Xi Shi Shi, and fans call him Shi Shi Shi. This name was given to him by Xiaoxi, he said, because the day they met was the 15th.

After playing a few games, a lot of viewers gathered in the live broadcast room, and some fans left a message in the live broadcast room to wish him a happy birthday.

I don’t know when it started, but some fans were rolling around and shouting to ask fifteen to sing.

Pei Hao just killed a big boss in the game. When he looked up, there was not a single barrage that praised him, but all fans swiped the screen to sing. He was puzzled: “Isn’t it my birthday today? You should sing it to me.”

The fans continued to swipe the screen as if they hadn’t heard it:

“Brother, your voice is so good, sing a song!”

“I not only I want to hear you sing, and I want to see your appearance.”

“If you don’t sing, draw circles and curse your birthday wish for not coming true ^^”

“If it’s a man, just put it all together, don’t ink it”

“Be cool!”

    …

Pei Hao is helpless , stopped the game in his hand, it seems that everyone will not let him go if he does not sing today. He coughed into the microphone and said, “Just look at the face, I’ll think about singing.”

Hearing what he said, the barrage area cheered. I have already started ordering songs in the barrage.

After a while, Pei Hao spoke hesitantly over there: “I don’t know many songs, so let’s sing “The Love of My Life” today.”

Fans have expressed that as long as you are happy, although there is also a Others express dissatisfaction, why do you sing such a sad song on your birthday?

But Pei Hao didn’t care, he found the music and played it.

As soon as the prelude sounded, on the computer screen was the appearance of Zhizunbao in “Journey to the West” when he first saw Fairy Zixia. In the hustle and bustle of the valley, Fairy Zixia held a sword and walked slowly with her donkey. When looking up, the water waves flow, and a thousand years at a glance.    

At this time, Pei Hao’s voice sounded in the microphone:

In the past, in the past, there will be no     red leaves, red leaves, long buried in the dust, beginning and end Unapproachable or I should believe it’s fate   
…    

Lovers will never come again after farewell.    

Sitting alone without a word, looking out to the world, although flowers will wither , they will bloom again.

The love of a lifetime is vaguely     outside the white clouds. The intonation is not bad, coupled with the gentle and magnetic tone, it is easy to fall into the melody of the music.    

For some reason, the lively barrage suddenly quieted down after Pei Hao spoke. After a while, someone silently said on the barrage: “Why do I feel so sad?”

The fans followed the barrage one after another: “It’s nice! But why do you want to sing this song on your birthday?”    

“I My sweetheart is also an unparalleled hero”    

“I didn’t know what the song meant when I first heard it, and then I heard it was the person in the song”    

“I think Fifteen is choked up”    

“Singing and crying???”    

“It turns out that Fifteen is also a person with a story.”

“I cried 〒.〒”

    …

At the end of the song, Pei Hao stopped. He originally just wanted to come up and play a few games, but he didn’t expect everyone to be so obsessed with listening to him sing. The first song that came to my mind at that time was “Love of My Life”, because he just watched the movie again a few days ago.

When he was a child, he thought it was a comedy, but he didn’t expect to see it again and found that it was a comedy full of glass scum. Later, he realized that when he grew up, he actually lived as a supreme treasure, very much like a dog.     The MV also played at the end of the movie. On the edge of the desert, the sunset dyed the sand, and Fairy Zixia and the samurai stood on the ancient city wall and met each other. Not far away, Sun Wukong put on his hoop spell, but he turned around and disappeared into the sand.    

No one knew anymore whether he was heartbroken at that moment.    

I don’t know which lyric touched people’s hearts, or maybe it was the last picture of the MV that made him feel emotional.

When Pei Hao spoke again, he found that his voice was a little trembling. He cleared his throat and laughed at himself in a hoarse voice:”I used to have Fairy Zixia, but at that time I thought I liked Bai Jingjing. Now my Fairy Zixia may also have his warrior, but unfortunately I can’t possess a warrior. body.”    

After that, he felt that he couldn’t control the sudden surging sadness, so he closed the live broadcast, and did not watch the fans’ barrage again.    

The song is over.The flowers bloom, the flowers fall, the origin, the origin.    

It has been a month since Pei Hao logged into the game live broadcast again, and his account has accumulated a lot of messages from fans on his birthday. Most of them wished him a happy birthday, and some persuaded him to forget his ex and start over.    

Pei Hao grinned, he just sang a song, why did everyone care so much about his love life.    

He was about to close the message box when suddenly another message popped up with a link.    

Out of curiosity, Pei Hao clicked on this message:

Master Fifteen, after listening to your song “The Love of My Life”, I suddenly thought of a post I saw on a certain forum before, because the landlord said that his ex-boyfriend was also doing game live broadcasts, so I was a little curious. It could be you. But I still hope it’s not you. After all, the former landlord is a bit scumbag…

Pei Hao clicked on the link and directly led to a certain forum. The post title is “How can I get rid of him?”

It was posted a year and a half ago.     Seeing that the landlord said that he had been with his ex for five years, Pei Hao’s heart trembled, and he and Xiaoxi had been together for almost five years. Looking back a few pages, he was basically sure that this was a post written by Xiaoxi.  

Although Moxie modified some details in real life, maybe he didn’t want to be recognized, but the general events and characters are correct.    

That silly and soft-hearted little crying bag, who else can be except Xiaoxi.    

Pei Hao stared at the computer screen intently. This post, like a magic time machine, pulled him into the old days with Xiaoxi, and took him to relive the old days again.    

Those beautiful, unbearable, and fragmented fragments appeared in front of him again. Sometimes he couldn’t help laughing, but more often he wanted to cry.    

This time, he saw his previous self from Xiaoxi’s perspective – selfish, indifferent, arrogant and ignorant.    

Not really fucking personal.Every post that Xiaoxi sent was an accusation to Pei Hao. Like Ling Chi, he was precisely cut on the tip of his heart with a knife.     There are many things that Moxie has never said, and he only found out after reading the post.    

It turned out that Xiaoxi ate instant noodles for a month in order to buy him that pair of limited edition sneakers.    

It turned out that Xiaoxi secretly sent hundreds of Moments that only he could see behind his back, and then silently deleted them all.    

It turned out that Xiaoxi had seen so long ago that he had endured so long for his special feelings towards Yan.

It turns out that Xiaoxi has always longed to join hands with him to grow old even if he lives with him.

    …

It turned out that Xiaoxi had so many grievances and expectations, but Pei Hao didn’t see it at the time, and he didn’t know whether to reward himself with a few big ears, or to dig out that heart and give it to Xiaoxi to whip. It’s not in vain that nine out of ten replies to the post are scolding him, and one is cursing him to death.

A few hours passed quickly, and when Pei Hao read the last post from Xiaoxi and raised his hand to close the computer, he found that he had already burst into tears.

He failed the people in his life who loved him the most. Today I live like this, I deserve it, I deserve it.

In the evening, Pei Hao was still sitting by the window for a long time, but he couldn’t regain his senses. The last cigarette had already been blown out. The evening wind was blowing in and it was so cold that people wanted to shiver. I don’t know what’s going on in my head.

The phone ringing in the room suddenly rang, and Pei Hao still sat there dumbfounded, motionless. The person on the other side of the phone was not discouraged and dialed in again and again. After many times, Pei Hao finally felt bored and answered the phone with a frown.    

“I said Brother Hao, are you too old to have ears? How many times do you have to call before you are willing to answer?” Brother Dan complained all over the phone. He has been unable to find Pei Haoren recently, and he has to search hard to talk to him about something, such as now.    

“What’s the matter?” Pei Hao’s voice was cold.    

“Have you bought a ticket to Bali? Just fly together if you don’t,” Brother Dan shouted over there, “Everyone else is a couple, I don’t want to be a light bulb.”    

Pei Hao looked puzzled: “Bali Island? What plane ticket?”    

“Fuck!” Brother Dan was speechless for a moment, “Fu Yan’s wedding next weekend, you won’t forget it, right?”    

Pei Hao recovered, and Fu Yan did send him to him on WeChat a few months ago I mentioned this matter, and sent an H5 incidentally. At that time, he was busy with company affairs, so he didn’t click on it, and then he forgot about it.    

He thought the wedding would be held in this city, but he didn’t expect it to be so far away from Bali.

Seeing that the person on the other side of the phone was silent, Brother Dan raised his forehead sadly and asked incredulously, “Master Hao, do you know that you are the best man?”

Pei Hao was confused again. I don’t remember what Fu Yan said on WeChat that day, but I just remember that I replied well.

He hesitated and said, “What is the best man going to prepare?”

“Damn it!” Brother Dan knew as soon as he heard it, this guy really forgot about this matter, he couldn’t help rolling his eyes over there, “No need to prepare. What, they have prepared the best man clothes for you… Tell me what you have been thinking about in your mind recently?”

“Ah?” After being asked this, Pei Hao really thought about it carefully, and then he calmed down. He exhaled, as if he had figured out something, and replied calmly, “I’m thinking, I’m going to the United States to chase Moxie back.”