Chen Xu first touched Pei Hao’s lips a few times, but there was no response from the person under him. He seemed to have permission, and his movements became more and more bold, and his lips were close to and gently sucked/sucked a few times.
Still wanting to continue, suddenly the person under him suddenly opened his eyes, squeezed his chin with one hand, and roughly moved his mouth away.
A cold light flashed in Pei Hao’s eyes, and he looked at him gloomily: “What are you doing?”
It was the first time Chen Xu saw Pei Hao’s ruthless expression, and he shivered with fright. He wanted to explain a few words, but his jaw dropped. It was so painful that I couldn’t speak.
Pei Hao was seven or eight points drunk, his body was not well-coordinated, his head was dizzy, but his consciousness was clear. He vaguely knew that he had returned home, and since the sober water, he thought that the person beside him was Moxie. It was not until the other party kissed unexpectedly that he felt that something was wrong, the touch was not the same, and the smell was not right.
He forced himself to open his eyes, and after recognizing the person in front of him, it was as if he had seen a ghost, and his heart was agitated, and his mind instantly became clearer.
Hold! He should have seen that Chen Xu was interested in him.
Seeing that Chen Xu was in pain, Pei Hao let go and sat up on the sofa irritably.
What the hell is this shit? Fortunately, Xiaoxi wasn’t there…
But the next second he saw Moxi standing at the door of the living room with a pale face. Pei Hao’s heart trembled a few times, and he broke out in cold sweat.
Fuck fuck fuck!
He bounced off the sofa like a spring, and hurriedly ran in the direction of Moxie, but because the action was too violent, or he was still a little dizzy, he stumbled on the corner of the coffee table, and fell down on his knees. The sky is spinning, and the stars are shining straight from both eyes.
Chen Xu stepped forward to help him up, but Pei Hao knocked off his hand, turned his head and said something to him coldly. Chen Xu looked at Pei Hao’s cloudy face, and felt that this person was not joking at all. The five-flavor bottle in his heart was knocked over, and he opened the door and ran away.
When Pei Hao got up from the ground, Mo Xi had already returned to the bedroom and locked the door. He had to lean against the door cautiously and knock on the door, whispering, “Xiao Xi.”
“Wait a minute,” Mo Xi changed out of his pajamas in the bedroom, took his backpack, stood in front of the door, took a few deep breaths, and opened the door to the opposite side. With Pei Hao pretending to be relaxed, he said, “Sorry for disturbing you and your boyfriend. I’d better live somewhere else.”
The air seemed to freeze, and when Pei Hao heard this, he knew something was wrong. It’s the same, some kind of subtle tacit understanding that he and Moxie finally established during this time are gone.
Mo Xi’s expression was calm, as calm as a stranger, and the coldness in his eyes overflowed, and Pei Hao couldn’t help taking a breath. He stretched out a hand and grabbed Moxie’s shoulder. The expression on his face was about to cry: “he’s not my boyfriend…I have nothing with him.”
Moxie broke free of his hand and walked out, laughing. He smiled: “Then you can do whatever you want, I’m the one who disturbed it anyway.”
This kind of alienated expression definitely made him angry.
Pei Hao couldn’t cry in his heart. He followed a few steps to hug him from behind and put his head on Moxi’s shoulder. He was a little unstable, half of him was hanging on Moxi’s body, and his speech was not coherent: “I also I don’t know why… why did he suddenly act like this, it’s my fault that I didn’t notice it earlier. If you don’t believe me… I’ll find someone to explain to you right away, no matter what… I won’t let you go today.”
He just said After that, what he had eaten at night began to churn in Pei Hao’s stomach, and a surge of sour water rushed up. He snatched the backpack from Mo Xi’s hand and ran to the bathroom.
Moxie is helpless. This man is still stronger than him when he is drunk. He can’t grab it. He can only get it back when he falls asleep.
Pei Hao’s vomit came from the bathroom, and Mo Xi stood by the coffee table and listened anxiously, neither walking nor going.
After waiting for a while, there was no sound in the bathroom. Moxie thought about it and went in anyway.
Pei Hao leaned against the toilet with his eyes closed, and his hands were still holding Moxie’s bag tightly. There was a bottle of mouthwash with an open lid on the ground. He had already flushed the vomit, but the water in the toilet was light red.
Mo Xi’s heart was tight, and his face sank.
Is he vomiting blood? ?
A little panicked, Mo Xi patted Pei Hao’s face hard, and his tone was no longer calm: “Pei Hao! Wake up!”
Pei Hao opened his eyes in a daze, and the corners of his mouth twitched when he focused on Mo Xi’s face. Laughing, he was a little uncomfortable just vomiting, and his body was too weak to stand up. He threw the bag in his hand aside, knelt down and shrank towards Moxie, holding Moxie’s thigh with both hands.
“…” Mo Xi was hugged by his lower body and couldn’t move, so he pointed to the water in the toilet and asked, “Did you vomit blood?”
Pei Hao glanced casually, and said indifferently, “It’s okay.”
It’s okay . fart!
Mo Xi was so angry that he had clearly told him not to drink alcohol in the daytime. Did this person take his words on deaf ears? !
“Get up!” Moxie stared at him, and a lot of anger had accumulated on his usually gentle face.
Pei Hao still knelt on the ground, and found that the person in front of him looked even more angry, he lowered his head dejectedly, and explained intermittently: “Xiao Xi, you really misunderstood me… I and Chen Xu are the… colleagues! What am I doing? I know what he’s thinking! I was kissed by someone inexplicable… I was kissed by you, and I was also wronged by you…”
I’m also wronged… I forced you to kiss?
Moxie tilted his head to one side, thinking back carefully, isn’t this person the same colleague I saw in the hospital last time? At that time, Pei Hao’s attitude towards him… was very unfamiliar. With his years of understanding, Pei Hao should really have no feeling for this colleague.
Thinking about it this way, it seems that he is not so angry.
The window of the toilet was open, and a gust of cold wind came in. Mo Xi couldn’t help shivering. Pei Hao seemed to notice it, so he hugged him tighter.
I don’t know if Pei Hao really drank too much, or went crazy with the alcohol. When he saw Mo Xi being held by him, he began to talk to himself: “When you’re not here… I’ll be standing on the balcony… I miss you every day… you, I always dream of you, that you are back… I dream that we are back… back to the way we were before.”
“Fu Yan… he got married, I really I don’t have any feelings for him at all, don’t be angry, if… if you don’t believe me, I will stay away from him in the future, we can go to the United States, go to Europe, it’s up to you.”
“I often peek at your face…Facebook, I know you went to the national park to see the stars, sorry…I’m sorry I didn’t take you there before, can you give me another chance, I will accompany you to the observatory in the future to see … to see the aurora.”
Peeking at his Facebook? Mo Xi was stunned, he couldn’t imagine that this would be what Pei Hao did, but he did post pictures of star-gazing on Facebook.
The light in the bathroom was at the darkest setting, and when it hit the face, it turned into a soft light. Pei Hao rested his head on Moxie’s knee, like a child holding a beloved toy, refusing to let go. As soon as Mo Xi lowered his head, he met a pair of tender eyes, and he was in a trance, almost drowning in it.
He looked away in a panic, and pretended to be calm and changed the topic: “Didn’t I say you shouldn’t drink today?”
“I want to make money,” Pei Hao hiccupped and buried his face in Moxie’s. Rubbing his knees between his knees, “if you don’t drink, you have no job, if you don’t have a job, you have no money, and if you don’t have money…you can’t go to America to find you.”
“Go to America to find me?” Moxie was puzzled, “why?
“I miss you,” Pei Hao snorted and laughed, “just… secretly flew over to see you.”
Mo Xi’s face was slightly stunned: “you secretly flew to the United States to see me?”
“Well,” Pei Hao licked it Lips, nodded, “I’ve been there a few times.”
Moxie was surprised: “When?”
“Christmas, your birthday, and…” Speaking of which, Pei Hao restrained his smile and his face became ugly. “Your birthday was with another man, hum…”
So that time at school It wasn’t a chance encounter with Pei Hao. Did Pei Hao go to him on purpose?
The more Mo Xi listened, the more complicated his expression became. The expression on his face could not keep up with the amount of information he heard. He barely digested it in his mind for a while before continuing to ask: “How did you know that I would be there on my birthday?
“Can’t say,” Pei Hao raised his mouth and winked at him, “secret.”
“…”
I don’t think you are drunk at all!
The two just stood like this for a while. Pei Hao kept talking nonsense. Seeing that he had no intention of getting up at all, Mo Xi pushed him hard: “Get up quickly, my legs are sore.”
“I can’t afford it.” Pei Hao pouted and looked at Mo Xi cautiously, “When I get up, you will leave.”
“You get up,” Mo Xi couldn’t help crying, “I won’t leave.”
Pei Hao raised his face to look at him, dubious: “Really?”
“Well, don’t go, get up quickly,” Mo Xi moved his legs. He really didn’t want to waste time with Pei Hao. He coaxed people up first, so he pointed to the sofa and said, ” Go to the sofa and sit down.”
Pei Hao understood, stood up obediently, walked to the sofa and sat upright. His back was straight, his hands were placed vertically on his legs, and his expression was serious, like a primary school student in class. Moxie almost didn’t laugh when he saw it.
Pei Hao used to fall asleep almost when he was drunk. He had never seen such an obedient Pei Hao.
There was a sound of thunder outside the window, followed by the sound of rain slamming on the window. Moxie looked out. At first, the raindrops were quickly connected into lines and intertwined into a dense net in the air.
It looks like I can’t get out now.
Moxie walked over to close the window, and when he turned around, he saw the pink liquid in the toilet again, and he was only upset. After thinking for a while, he still took out his mobile phone and typed in: what should I do if I vomit blood after drinking.
After browsing for a few laps, I finally walked into the kitchen and made a bowl of hot soup for Pei Hao.
Pei Hao sat on the sofa in a proper manner, and when he saw Mo Xi came out of the kitchen with a bowl, he smiled with crooked eyes, took a few sips and drank it. “Go to sleep, you have to catch a flight tomorrow.”
At this time, a flash of lightning flashed, and a few seconds later, there was another burst of thunder, and the rain fell with a clatter. Moxie looked out the window, and the trees on both sides of the road were blown up. The branches are vertical and horizontal, and there is no one person on the street. It seems that it is impossible to walk tonight.
He didn’t fight for the sofa with Pei Hao anymore, anyway, every time he slept halfway, he would be carried back to the bed.
Moxie went to the bathroom to put away his backpack, put on his pajamas and lay on the bed. Before he could dream, there was a burst of warmth behind him. The drunk man hugged him from behind and put his nose close to his. On the neck, after a few sniffs, he removed it with satisfaction.
The back of Moxie’s neck was smelled a little itchy. He slowly opened his eyes. Although the room was dark, he used his toes to figure out who it was.
“Pei Hao!” Mo Xi was very annoyed, and reached out his hand to break his arm around him, “I think you’re a little too far ahead now.”
Pei Hao put Mo Xi’s restless hand in his palm, speaking in a lazy voice : “I’m drunk.”
“You’re drunk!” Moxie was angry, and his body was still struggling.
“Shh–” Pei Hao whispered softly close to his ear, his tone was soft and a little pleading, “let me give you a hug, okay?”
Pei Hao put his chin on Moxie Above his head, he sighed deeply: “you will be leaving tomorrow. I don’t know when we will see next time.”
Moxie resisted a few more times symbolically. just gave up.
Pei Hao held Mo Xi’s left hand, pressed it on the position of his heart, and said meaningfully, “I can feel your heartbeat.”
Mo Xi’s hand was tightly held in Pei Hao’s, and it was a little hot . The rain stopped outside, and time seemed to have stopped. The room was extremely quiet, and he could clearly hear Pei Hao’s breathing close at hand, as well as his own heartbeat that was getting faster and faster.
“Xiao Xi, I love you.” Pei Hao said these words against his ear. It was very light, but it exploded in Mo Xi’s heart like a bomb. If there is magma in his heart, it must be hot now, and it will burst out and flow all over the body soon.
If Pei Hao was just teasing him a few days ago, then now he’s making a confession.
If two weeks ago, he might have said nothing to me, but now, he can’t say anything like that.
“You don’t need to respond to me. I used to treat you badly and didn’t deserve you,” Pei Hao expected Mo Xi’s silence. He was not disappointed, but looked at the dark air and explained slowly , “I will try my best to stay by your side and love you well in my next life. But if you really hate me too much, I would rather you live happily in this world than to change your mind.”
Mo Xi was stunned, and came from his back . Pei Hao’s temperature, for some reason, was a bit scorching, a moonlight shone through the cracks of the curtains, Mo Xi blinked, and a tear slipped down his cheek and onto the pillow.
When he was in the temple today, he accidentally glanced at the words that Pei Hao wrote on the wishing card. It was simple and rude, and it was his usual style:
I would like to exchange my life for Moxi for a lifetime of happiness!
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