In the early morning, the sun rose from the east, and a ray of sunlight shone through the mist into the room. Pei Hao opened his eyes with some difficulty, and after a few seconds, some images of what happened last night gradually emerged in his mind. His head still hurt, he sat up and rubbed his temples, looking at the empty other half of the bed, lost in thought.
Was it another dream he had yesterday? Those love words that have been lingering for a long time are another self-talk that no one watches?
Pei Hao crawled off the bed dragging his heavy head, walked to the window and opened the curtains, the city was covered with a thin layer of fog, and the air was wet.
“Bang!”
At this moment, there was the sound of things shattering from outside, and Pei Hao went to find the sound.
Mo Xi was squatting in the kitchen picking up broken glass, and when he heard Pei Hao’s footsteps, he looked up and shrugged embarrassedly: “Hey, I’m sorry for breaking a bowl.”
He woke up earlier this morning and thought about it. He could also cook porridge for Pei Hao to nourish his stomach, but he hurriedly waved his sleeves and brought a bowl to the ground.
Pei Hao frowned, walked over and tried to pull Mo Xi’s hand away: “don’t touch those fragments with your hands.”
Especially those small fragments, if you are not careful, you will scratch your hands.
“It’s okay,” Mo Xi whispered while picking it up, “there are no particularly small pieces.”
Just as he was talking, he picked up another big piece, and one of his index fingers accidentally touched the sharpest point, pointing The tip swept away quickly, bleeding.
Mo Xi: “…”
Seeing that Mo Xi’s index finger was stained with a tiny red ray, Pei Hao hurriedly grabbed the person’s hand, put it in his mouth without saying a word, and sucked a few times. Mo Xi subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but was held down by Pei Hao, unable to move.
The hot and humid touch came from the fingertips, and the crisp and numb warmth slowly spread from the palm of the hand to the whole body like an ant.
This is a sucking/sucking without passion/desire, but Mo Xi’s heart went through a turmoil, until Pei Hao let go of his hand, he didn’t dare to tilt his head to take a look.
If he encounters Pei Hao’s affectionate eyes again, it is estimated that he will sink down willingly, unable to extricate himself.
“Be careful next time,” Pei Hao was so focused on the wound, he didn’t pay attention to Mo Xi’s subtle emotional changes, “Why use your hands when you have a broom.”
“Well,” Mo Xi took advantage of Pei Hao’s speech He pulled his hand back, his cheeks were slightly hot, he turned his face away from Pei Hao, lowered his eyes and said, “Boil the porridge, drink it.”
“Post this first.” Pei Hao took a Band-Aid wrapped it carefully.
The porridge is just ordinary millet porridge, but it has something special. Because moxie can accurately grasp the heat every time, it will not be too thin or too sticky, and the taste and texture are just right.
The porridge is like a person, even if he rummaged through every corner of the world, Pei Hao would never find another person who liked him so much.
The air after the rain is extraordinarily fresh. Moxie opened a small crack in the window, and fresh air came in.
While drinking porridge, he told Pei Hao: “You remember to go to the hospital to check your stomach this afternoon. You vomited blood last night, do you remember?”
He knew Pei Hao’s temperament very well. If he didn’t remind him, Pei Hao would never take the initiative. to see a doctor.
“Ah?” Pei Hao looked at him in surprise, “I thought I was dreaming…”
“You really vomited blood…” Mo Xi glanced at him hatefully, and the words of exhortation came to his lips but were soft, ” Drink less in the future.”
“Oh.” Pei Hao was thinking about something while dragging his chin with one hand, and suddenly grinned, looked at Moxie and asked, “Then your reaction yesterday was jealous, right? Ah?”
Mo Xiqi looked away unnaturally, knocked on the table, and pretended to be angry: “Hurry up and eat! I won’t have time to see my sister in a while.”
“Well, you’re right.” Pei Hao nodded his head several times with calm eyes, but his mouth couldn’t close his smile. He found the definite answer from Mo Xi’s evasive eyes – everything that happened yesterday was true!
It was like a sudden and beautiful fireworks burst into my heart, the artillery fire rose, the purple and red, and the beauty was too unreal. After laughing, there was another brief absence. Although the fireworks were beautiful, they were only a flash in the pan and couldn’t be caught.
Pei Hao took out his mobile phone and took a screenshot.
Mo Xi was drinking porridge when he heard a “click”, and then Pei Hao put the phone back again.
“What are you doing?” Moxie was puzzled.
“Screenshot,” Pei Hao fed a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, the soft and glutinous taste of millet melted in his mouth, and said without hesitation, “I want to keep this moment.”
The sunlight flooded into the room, dazzling.
A new photo has been added to Pei Hao’s mobile phone album. The screen saver is a Q version of Moxie’s self-portrait. The time above will always stay at 8:23 am on November 3, 2018.
In the days to come, I also encountered some annoying things, but as long as I took out this screenshot that looked like it was saved because of pressing the wrong key, Pei Hao felt warm in his heart.  Â
There was a heavy rain last night, and most of the leaves on both sides of the road fell off, leaving many bare branches. Moxie’s flight was at 1:00 noon. After breakfast, he simply packed his luggage and went to the hospital to see Mozi.  Â
Mo Zi can get out of bed now. She took Mo Xi to chat in a small garden downstairs of the hospital. As soon as she opened her mouth, she bluntly asked three questions that Mo Xi couldn’t answer at all:Â Â Â
what are you and Pei Hao doing now? Happening?  Â
Do you still like Pei Hao?  Â
What are your plans for the future?  Â
Mo Xi was stunned when asked. Mo Zi looked at her younger brother who didn’t know what to do, neither crying nor laughing. In all fairness, she likes Pei Hao, but she also knows that Moxie will not dump people for no reason.
In the rain last night, the stone bench in the garden was still wet. The two walked around the garden a few times. Mo Zi found a bamboo and rattan chair in the shed and sat down. If the sky is thinking: “Actually, I also broke up with your brother-in-law.”
“Oh?” Moxie didn’t know there was such a paragraph.
“When we first got together, I always felt that he was unprofessional and played games at home every day, so we broke up with him after half a year,” Mo Zi put her right hand on the chair frame, tapping her index and middle fingers up and down alternately, sighing softly He said, “One day he knelt in front of me and cried and begged me, and my heart softened. Later, he really didn’t play games much. You see, from my pregnancy to giving birth, he was busy. Better than me.”
Mo Zi pondered for a moment, then added, “I mean, not everyone can be perfect, maybe flaws are the norm in life, and some people deserve a second chance. We all like it very much. Pei Hao’s, but the decision rests with you, if you think what he has done in the past is unforgivable, then cut it off early and don’t waste time; if you think there is still room for manoeuvre, then give each other a chance.”
“Yeah.” Moxie nodded understandingly, staring at the little butterfly flapping its wings on a flower in front of her, and said nothing more.
Mo Zi knew that Mo Xi was still hesitating, so she stopped asking. The two stayed quietly in the garden for a while, watching the little butterfly fly from one flower to another, and spilled the dew on the flower. When the time came, Mo Xi helped Mo Zi back to the ward. Before leaving, the siblings exhorted each other a few words in tacit understanding.
Xiao Jun drove Mo Xi and Pei Hao to the gate of the airport. When leaving, he turned his head and glanced at the two people who were talking and laughing towards the airport. For no reason, he felt that the picture was very warm.   Before he met Mo Zi, he was actually somewhat disgusted with homosexuality, especially gay men. But Mo Zi said her brother was gay, so he approached Mo Xi and Pei Hao with an understanding attitude.
What really changed his outlook was that on the day of Mo Zi’s mother’s funeral, there was a sudden downpour in the middle, and everyone didn’t bring enough umbrellas. Xiao Jun kept holding an umbrella for Mo Zi, Mo Zi’s feet were a little wet, and he was all over his body. all soaked. Pei Hao supported Mo Xi, who was crying into tears, and Xiao Jun turned around and found that Pei Hao was doing the same thing as him.
For the first time, the two men, whose bodies were soaked in rain, exchanged glances and nodded to each other.
The rain was still rushing down from his head, Xiao Jun suddenly realized that there is no difference between gay and his straight man, he can laugh and cry, and he can protect the people he loves.
Everyone is living flesh and blood, and no one is nobler than the other. Sexual orientation is not what defines a person as good or bad, the soul is.
The sky is very blue today. Xiao Jun hummed a little song and drove out of the airport. He silently said Good Luck to Pei Hao in his heart.
There were many people in the airport, and it took Mo Xi half an hour to complete the check-in procedures. He walked to the entrance of the security check queue, turned to look at Pei Hao, and smiled lightly: “Then I’m leaving, these days Thank you for your care. “
Pei Hao’s heart is empty, obviously Mo Xi is still in front of him, but his thoughts have begun to grow uncontrollably. He gently raised his hand and stroked Moxi’s bangs, which had just been messed up because he walked too fast, and said with a sense of loss: “go back and take good care of yourself. If you need any help, remember to find me.”
Mo Xi was slightly startled, he knew Pei Hao didn’t say polite words, he paused for a moment before answering: “Well.”
“Then I…” Pei Hao grabbed Mo Xi’s sleeve with one hand, lowered his head and asked in a low voice, “Can I do this in the future?Can I look for you in the United States?”
A young couple was saying goodbye next to him, the girl was crying softly in the boy’s arms, Mo Xi followed the sound, and a wonderful feeling filled his heart, as if he and Pei Hao They are also a couple saying goodbye, and now Pei Hao is holding him coquettishly.
“Don’t…” The cruel words got stuck in his throat. Mo Xi was afraid of seeing Pei Hao’s pitiful look again, so he just rubbed his nose and said, “whatever you want.”
Many people in the airport came and went dragging their luggage. The announcer was broadcasting flight information in several languages. In the crowd, Pei Hao stepped forward and hugged Mo Xi, even though there were already a few people beside him, he didn’t care.
“Then I’ll really find you,” Pei Hao hugged him tightly, buried his nose on Mo Xi’s neck and took a deep breath, his eyes full of reluctance: “I’ve already started to miss you.”
“Please get your boarding pass ready!” At this time, the voice of an airport staff member came, and a group of people came over with their luggage. Moxi pushed Pei Hao away, quickly walked into the line, and waved at him: “Go. Now, bye!”
“Goodbye!” Pei Hao watched Mo Xi enter the security checkpoint, and then left in a loss.
At the airport, Moxie didn’t get out of the way. After passing the security check, he took out a safety talisman from his bag and squeezed it in his hand, and rubbed it carefully.
In the temple yesterday, he also asked Pei Hao for a talisman, but he never took out his hand. Mo Xi looked down at the thing in his hand, the golden bag with the words “safe and healthy” embroidered in red thread in the center. It’s really a very earthy color scheme, a very ugly shape, and it doesn’t match Pei Hao at all.
Forget it, he wouldn’t like this kind of stuff. And why should I beg him for such a thing on a whim?
Thinking of this, Moxie put something into his pocket again.
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