[Mtl]How Can I Get Rid Of Him[Bl] Ch 52(Extra 27)

“I miss you so much.”

“Rather than changing your mind, I want you to live happily in this world.”

“Xiaoxi, I love you.”

Moxie opened his eyes suddenly, stretched his arms and froze on the bed for a few seconds, Just patted his head and sat up.

After returning from X City, he was as stunned as a demon. He often dreamed of Pei Hao, and he always dreamed of those few clips and words.

He knew that Pei Hao was poisonous, and if he didn’t touch it, it was enough.

Even though he plunged into a busy life after returning, Pei Hao and his WeChat were always pervasive.

For example, now, Mo Xi took out his mobile phone and saw that there were several unread messages on it. He didn’t even have to think about it, it must have been sent by Pei Hao.

The day before Mo Xi returned to the United States, Pei Hao took his mobile phone and said that he wanted to download a game for him, but he actually added his WeChat secretly.

Lifting the quilt and crawling off the bed, Mo Xi opened WeChat and took a look. Pei Hao was talking about trivial things, and he sent a message every few hours:

“I went to the west of the city today, and the development is very fast, Yang Jidu There’s a branch there.”

“Steam has a new game, you have time to play it.” A link to the game followed.

“Did you go to the second elementary school in the experiment?”

Mo Xi sighed. Why didn’t he find that Pei Hao talked so much all day long…

There was a sound outside the bedroom, maybe the roommate came back. Moxie scratched the back of his head, simply replied “yes”, and put the phone back in his trouser pocket.

His roommate is a PHD student who has helped him a lot. She introduced Moxie’s work in the library before.

Senior Sister’s surname is Mai, and her name is Mai Ying. When Mo Xi heard the name for the first time, her body was shocked and her face was full of question marks.

prostitution? ?

Senior Sister is probably used to this kind of thing for a long time. With an expression that I knew you would react this way, she said lightly, “It’s not the two words you thought…”

“Oh,” Mo Xi felt embarrassed. Touching her head, “I’m sorry, sorry.”

Mai Ying had a boyfriend half a year ago, and then she basically lived with her boyfriend. She came back once a week at most, and Moxie was also happy to be quiet.

I don’t know why she came so early today.

Moxie opened the bedroom door, exposed his head and looked out. Mai Ying held a glass of water in her hand and smiled at him: “Come back to get a package, eh, did I wake you up?”

“No, I woke up by myself. “Yes,” Moxie came out of the bedroom with messy hair, rubbed his eyes and asked, “Are you going to leave soon?”

“Yeah, I’ll go to the stray dog ​​shelter last time to take pictures, they have some new dogs,” Mai Ying gulped and said leisurely, “so that they can do publicity.”

Mai Ying is a very warm-hearted person, especially obsessed with helping stray cats and dogs, volunteering everywhere , which is one of the reasons why Moxie likes her.

“Actually, I want to go too,” Moxie held his chin and thought for a while, “but I have an exam tomorrow, and I have to go to the company later.”

“I knew you were busy, so I didn’t call you,” Mai Ying put the cup down On the cabinet in the hallway, I found a chair to sit down and reminded him, “But don’t forget the appointment with my friend this Saturday.”

The appointment with your friend?

Mo Xi was in a state of empowerment, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have a date with someone else.

It’s a long story, Qin Ziran is Mai Ying’s friend. Mai Ying knew that Mo Xi liked men, and probably knew something about him and Pei Hao. She wanted to introduce Qin Ziran to Mo Xi, so she kept encouraging the two to meet. What Moxie thought at the time was that if it was boring anyway, let’s meet first.

Who knew that after his sister had an accident, he flew back to the country in one trip, and the dinner with Qin Ziran was postponed for a few weeks.

Seeing Moxi’s expression, Mai Ying knew that he didn’t remember, and said speechlessly, “You forgot?”

Mo Xi nodded with a wry smile, thought for a while, and watched Mai Ying speak with difficulty: “Sister Mai… …I don’t want to go.”

“Why?” Mai Ying didn’t quite understand, he didn’t agree to it a few weeks ago?

“I…” Moxie lowered her head and bit her lip, “I think…I can’t forget my ex-boyfriend.”

“Ah?” Mai Ying was surprised, “You mean that scumbag?”

She remembered that Moxie said His ex-boyfriend’s scumbag history suddenly felt that the three views were a little broken.

“Yeah,” Moxie was very distressed, “I don’t know how to explain it to you, but this time I went back…something happened, and I’m still not sure of my mind,” he paused, then continued, “It’s not fair for me to meet your friend in this state.”

“Maybe you’ll change your mind when you see it,” Mai Ying pondered for a moment and persuaded her with good words, “and it’s just a meal, so what’s fair? It’s not fair. It’s just to meet people who may develop and get to know them. If you can’t do it, just break up and think about the next thing.”    

Mai Ying took a sip of water after speaking, and saw that Mo Xi hesitated to speak. It’s not good to force him again: “I don’t really care, but you have already pushed back this game, are you sure you want to cancel it?”    

Moxie was very entangled. If he didn’t go, it would be a missed appointment. If he went, it would be a waste of people’s time. It seems that whether he goes or not, he can’t be a good person.    

“Hey, I’m just having a meal, it’s not what I want to do,” Mai Ying stood up, patted Mo Xi on the head, and said calmly, “You don’t know how many times I made an appointment to meet Yu Jie.”    

Yu Jie is Her current boyfriend, Mai Ying, said they met on a social networking site. It is to swipe left and right to swipe that social networking site. It’s not very clear how to draw it. Moxie has never used it anyway.

“Oh,” Moxie felt that Mai Ying’s words were not unreasonable, and he decided, “Go ahead.”

Everyone is single, and they meet upright, and there is no one who is sorry for the other.

“Om~” The phone vibrated.

Mo Xi took it out and took a look. Pei Hao said that he found the school uniform of Experimental No. 2 Primary School a little cute. Were you cute when you were a child?

Moxie: I’ve been running for three, how can I remember that the primary school uniform is not cute

Pei Hao: You are cute even if you are seven or eighty. What kind of nonsense is this?

Mo Xi’s hand shook and he couldn’t stand Pei Hao’s numbness in the morning, so he returned an indifferent expression.

“What are you laughing at?” Mai Ying brought her face to look at him, “What’s so happy about it?”

“Am I smiling?” Moxie touched his face up and down, left and right, he clearly felt calm.

“Well,” Mai Ying nodded like a rattle, “there is a spring breeze in your eyes.”

“It’s about to be paid.” Moxie found a random reason, walked into the bathroom and looked at the mirror carefully, as if this face recently did With a little joy.

“Then I’m leaving! I’m going to be late…” Mai Ying put on her shoes, opened the door, and said to Moxie in the bathroom, “Next time, come back and update me with your ex-boyfriend’s story.”

“Go, bye. “

After that, Moxie washed his face, picked up his toothbrush and started brushing his teeth, thinking about what happened recently.

Kind of weird.

He clearly knew what Pei Hao meant to him, but he was always ruthless and could not refuse.

He also knew that he still had feelings for Pei Hao, but he just couldn’t make up his mind and couldn’t accept it.

It seems to be stuck in an endless loop, people outside the city can’t get in, and people in the city can’t get out.

With such a back and forth, it may be necessary to wait for one of them to get tired and surrender before the dead knot can be untied.

The sky was getting colder, and Song Wanqin had been in the yard for a while before the wind gave her a headache, so she wrapped her clothes and entered the house.

In her hand, she held a stack of documents sent by private investigators. Pei Hao’s little lover’s history from childhood to adulthood, including which kindergarten he went to, is on it.

Born in an ordinary family, he achieved excellent grades since childhood, and was filial to his parents. He and Pei Hao were together in college. After studying abroad, he also held a scholarship and worked three jobs a day.

Song Wanqin turned it over several times. What is this moxie called? It seems that apart from being gay, there is really nothing else worthy.

She seemed to understand a little why Pei Hao was so determined, just like when she insisted on marrying Pei Yixin, she identified a person and vowed not to look back.

Mother and son are connected, which is probably what they mean.

Recently, Pei Hao often went to see her, and he always pretended to inadvertently throw out some news related to homosexuality to her, secretly wanting to say that homosexuality is actually a normal person.

After all, after being raised for more than 20 years, Pei Hao immediately understood what he meant when he opened his mouth to be a mother.

Song Wanqin asked herself, does she really hate homosexuality? nor.

In fact, what she was afraid of was everything that Pei Hao might face in the future – people’s misunderstandings, lover’s betrayal, and the malice coming from society.

When she and Pei Yixin are there, they can wipe Pei Hao’s buttocks and help him block the hail of bullets. What if they’re gone in the future?

Can Pei Hao really go to the dark on this road?

The more Song Wanqin thought about it, the more worried she became. After a while, she took out the computer that she would not use once a month, wiped the dust off it, put on her reading glasses, and typed out gay three in the search bar word by word.

Pei Hao thinks time is a metaphysics.

When Moxie was there, it flew so fast that it couldn’t even catch it, but as soon as Moxie left, it suddenly slowed down like a snail climbing a tree, and couldn’t see its head for a long time.

He went back to his two-point and one-line life, but something started to look different.

For example, you can use Pei Hao’s identity to chat with Xiaoxi every day, even if it is just a sentence or two, it is enough to make a tired life full of motivation; for example, Song Wanqin occasionally visits him in the apartment and cooks a few dishes by the way. Last time it was unprecedented Asked how he and Moxie were doing, he was so scared that he almost fell off the bench;

for example, Fu Bing finally successfully negotiated financing and doubled his salary as promised. Chen Xu also changed the department and no longer followed him every day

    …

Everything is going in a good direction, so good that Pei Hao can’t believe it, because he is afraid that this is just a beautiful dream, and one day it will be broken with a poke of his hand.

He still hadn’t told Moxie that he was the urchin. If they don’t get together in the end, at least he can stay by Moxie’s side in another identity.

The urchin is the back road he left to himself.

In order not to make Moxie suspicious, he simply bought another mobile phone and logged in both accounts at the same time to ensure that he could reply in time to either side of Moxie’s message.

Pei Hao never thought that loving someone could be so humble. Even when he was interested in Fu Yan back then, it was only to the point of “being together if you like it, or pulling it if you don’t like it”, and there was no actual pain.

It’s like breaking up with Moxie, it’s like peeling off a layer of his skin, tearing at the bones and flesh, piercing the heart and gouging out the bones.

For more than two years, whenever Pei Hao recalled Mo Xi who broke up with him at that time, his heart still throbbed.

Those who trapped themselves in the quagmire of pain and counted the days of despair over and over again, now I think about it again, except for fear.