In the evening, the two bought some takeaways at a restaurant near Mo Xi’s house, a Vietnamese noodle shop with very good taste. After eating the noodles, Moxi swept away the delicious soup with a big bowl. When he looked up, there was some soup on the corner of his mouth.
“What’s the hurry?” Pei Hao looked at him amusingly, and wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb, “No one is robbing you.”
“Delicious!” Mo Xi stretched out his tongue and licked Pei Hao’s finger just touched There is still some salty taste of the soup left on the corners of the mouth.
“Then you drink mine too,” Pei Hao pushed his bowl in front of Mo Xi, “I’m full.”
“Really?” Mo Xi raised the bowl dubiously, and according to Pei Hao’s previous food intake, But more than that.
“Well,” Pei Hao nodded and shrugged, “The jet lag is not reversed, so I have no appetite.”
That’s right, it’s early morning in China. Mo Xi gulped down Pei Hao’s bowl of soup again. After drinking it, he rubbed his bulging belly with satisfaction and lay down on the chair and sighed, “Then you have no luck today.”
Pei Hao was stunned, as if a few years ago On a sultry afternoon, the lazy and relaxed Moxie rubbed his stomach and said the same thing. At that time, he was still a simple boy whose eyes would light up when he saw food, and peach blossoms would appear in Pei Hao’s eyes.
The old things of adulthood came to mind, and there were soft ripples in Pei Hao’s eyes for no reason. He leaned down, held Mo Xi’s shoulder, and put his tongue into his mouth to search for a while, and after he quit, he raised himself proudly He raised his face and said, “This will bring good luck.”
Inexplicably, he was kissed again, and Mo Xi was stunned on the chair for a while. Looking back at the clips that happened in the last 24 hours, he felt as if he was split into two people. One became a character and followed Pei Hao’s wholeheartedly into a grotesque play, while the other stood on a high place and watched this bizarre performance calmly and plainly.
“What’s wrong with you?” After Pei Hao finished kissing, seeing that the person on the chair didn’t respond at all, he had to shake his hand in front of him.
“Pei Hao,” Mo Xi frowned suddenly, with a serious expression, “I have something to talk to you about.”
It is ironic to say that he and Pei Hao have been involved for so many years, and there is no conclusion yet. When he slept like that last night, things got more complicated, and he felt uneasy if he didn’t say something clearly.
Seeing Mo Xi’s serious appearance, Pei Hao’s smile gradually subsided. He vaguely knew what Mo Xi was going to talk about, and felt a sense of unease in his heart for no reason.
After being mentally prepared, he also pulled out a chair and sat down, turned to look at Moxie: “you say.”
Moxie didn’t speak immediately, but stood up, took out a few bottles of beer from the refrigerator, and clasped his hand , the sizzling blisters came up, and soon filled the bottleneck. He handed a bottle to Pei Hao, took a bottle in his hand, touched the bottle opposite, and took a sip of foam first.
After drinking, Moxie wiped his mouth, stared at the bottle in his hand, and said bluntly: “what do you think our relationship is now?”
What should come will always come, and there is no escape. Pei Hao is not so simple that he thinks that making love can turn the tide and make people change their minds. Some problems are always there and won’t go away just because of a violent sex or a few beautiful love words.
“For me, you are a lover,” Pei Hao shook the wine bottle in his hand, it was still ice when he took it out of the refrigerator, and the coolness penetrated into his bone marrow after drinking it, “but now you are the one who has the initiative , what do you think we are related to?”
He threw the question back again.
Mo Xi scratched his hair and was a little irritable. Occasionally, for a moment or two, he even hoped that Pei Hao just wanted to play casually. Then he could take his heart and spend the next few days in the way Pei Hao wanted. The two who are separated by 108,000 miles do not owe each other, and slowly forget each other in their busy lives.
But Pei Hao seriously said that he was his lover.
The word lover is too heavy, it is a heavy responsibility, it is a constant implication, and it is also a love that holds the other person wholeheartedly in the palm of your hand. In the past two years, Pei Hao has done so much for him. It would be a lie to say that he is not moved, but after experiencing that relationship that was as low as dust, Mo Xi didn’t know if he could still plunge into Pei Hao’s arms and be desperate. to love him.
It’s impossible to think about it, at least not now.
A bottle of wine has been eaten, and Moxie is still staring at the glass bottle in his hand in silence, without speaking. The air was a little suffocating for a while. The more Pei Hao waited, the more hopeless he felt, and his heart sank. As long as Mo Xi raised his head a little, he could see the loss in his eyes.
It’s a pity that Moxie didn’t look up at him from beginning to end.
For a long time, Pei Hao touched the bottle in Moxi’s hand, and pretended to be relaxed: “don’t think about it if you can’t figure it out, you can use me as a friend or a spare tire, it doesn’t matter, I will always stand by you anyway. Next to you, waiting for you.”
“You’re with someone else, I’ll wait for you to break up, if you get married, I’ll wait for you to divorce, if… I mean if,” said Pei Hao’s voice a little trembling, “you If you meet someone who can spend your whole life with you…then I will wait for you in the next life.”
In the past, in their relationship, Mo Xi was always the one who worried about gain and loss, but now the roles are dislocated, and Pei Hao has really experienced this kind of Sad taste.
Well, the feng shui turns, he deserves it.
Mo Xi frowned, his heart was stuffy and uncomfortable. He didn’t know whether it was because he was disturbed by Pei Hao’s sudden confession, or because the once young and arrogant person put his posture so low in front of him.
Pei Hao, who has been arrogant and arrogant all his life, just said he was willing to be his spare tire.
It was so funny.
Mo Xi opened another bottle of beer and drank it. He choked and coughed when he drank it too fast. Pei Hao hurried over to pat him on the back, snatched the beer from his hand, and comforted: “Drink slowly. “
“Don’t worry about it…” Mo Xi pushed Pei Hao’s hand away with a snap, because a blush had already crept into his ears. After burping, he tapped a bottle cap again, “I want to drink today.”
He was conflicted.
The soul who wants to indulge in love but has been disappointed for too long is accustomed to restraint and wants to contain emotions, but there is always something in it that wants to come out.
He urgently needs some alcohol now, to help him magnify all his senses, and use his courage to make some decisions that he would not normally dare to make.
Pei Hao watched worriedly from the side, ready to drag him to take a bath and sleep after he finished drinking the bottle.
Who knew that after drinking half of it, Moxie went to the cabinet next to him and found a bottle of white wine, opened the lid and put it to his mouth, and drank a lot in one gulp.
Pei Hao: “…”
The hot liquid rolled into his throat, the heart was burning, and the blood was churning. Moxie finally felt a little dizzy and reached the state he wanted – half drunk and half awake.
The next second he raised his head, a pair of wet eyes swept across Pei Hao’s face, and held the fingertips of the person on the other side with a smile: “I do still like you…”
As soon as he finished speaking, Pei Hao’s eyes suddenly lit up. up. He thought he was going to be rejected again, but he didn’t expect this to be what Moxie was going to say.
“But I can’t love you as unscrupulously as I used to. I trust you the most now… only to the pass line,” said Mo Xi and shook his head again, “no, not even the pass line. To…”
“You want one, maybe you don’t love you very much, and don’t trust your lover very much?”
Mo Xi kept holding the beer bottle, his fingers were cold, Pei Hao was touched, and then backhanded through Mo Xi With Xi’s fingers, he held his palm, took a deep look at the half-drunk man, and said sternly, “As long as it’s you, I want anything.”
“Just think about it…” Moxie muttered, and another He picked up the wine bottle with one hand and swallowed a few times, “It might be unfair to you…”
“Don’t think about it.” Pei Hao rejoiced in his heart, grabbed the wine bottle in Mo Xi’s hand and put it on the table, two With one hand on his waist, he picked up the person, bowed his head and kissed him.
After a series of hot and humid kisses, he picked up the person by the waist, and at the same time knocked over the wine bottle that was half left on the table, and the wine dripped down the edge of the table to the ground.
But no one cared about it at this time.
A few seconds later, Mo Xi was thrown on the bed, and Pei Hao bullied him and pressed him down. He kissed him in a messy way, and the warm air rushed on his cheeks, neck, and collarbone… Mo Xi narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked again confirmingly. Once: “So we are lovers now? Don’t have to be 100% sincere?”
“Well,” Pei Hao nodded breathlessly, paused, and added, “I will do my best, but you are free.”
“Oh,” Moxie tilted his head and pursed his lips, “if you are tired, you can break up at any time.”
“No difference!”
  …
That’s it, two people who still like each other don’t need to be fickle anymore, explain If you can be together, you will be together, if not, you will be separated.
Lying on the soft big bed, Moxie recalled in a trance the summer cicada eating watermelon and the high-spirited young boy on the court. Even though there were a lot of people on the court, he still caught Pei Hao’s figure at a glance, fell in love in less than three minutes.
Why Pei Hao? In fact, Moxie thought about this question for a long time later, and finally found the answer, because he was what Moxie liked the most.
Ten or eight more times, he might still fall in love with him.
If he had a choice, he would rather not have been to the basketball court that day. But since he encountered it, he could only follow his fate and run forward in an uncontrollable manner.
With the hot breath of the person on his body, Moxie closed his eyes relaxedly.
Eight years, nearly three thousand days and nights, he seemed to finally reconcile with himself.
The next day, Mo Xi still woke up dragging a body that was about to fall apart. Pei Hao had already woken up to pack up the messy bottles of wine last night, and made a delicious breakfast waiting for him. Mo Xi rushed to class after eating hastily, while Pei Hao was hanging out in the school waiting for him.
Halfway through, he received a text message from Song Wanqin: Just say a few words.
Pei Hao knew that according to Pei Yixin’s character, his mother must have said more than a few good words, so he happily sent her a heart.
On the way back, the two met Mai Ying who accompanied her boyfriend to buy vegetables, and Mo Xi did not hide it. When introducing Pei Hao, the word she used was boyfriend. In the end, they remembered Qin Ziran’s appointment, and explained that the relationship was confirmed yesterday.
Mai Ying was messed up in the wind for a while, before nodding, waving at Pei Hao and smiling.
Pei Hao grinned like he had eaten a ton of honey.
Just after the two sides said hello and just separated, Mo Xi received a WeChat message from Mai Ying.
Mai Ying: Is he your ex-boyfriend?
Moxie: Hmm.
Mai Ying:! ! ! ! !
Moxie: What’s the matter?
Mai Ying: It’s okay, it’s really good, I wish you happiness, if he bullies you again, be sure to tell me! !
Moxie: Okay, Miss Ying.
Pei Hao asked Fu Bing for two days off and booked a flight back on Wednesday. Mo Xi is very busy during the day, Pei Hao cooks at home and reads books and waits for him. At night, the two play games and watch dramas together. Pei Hao grabs people from time to time and kisses them. It’s sweet and greasy, like a couple who just got together, the air was bubbling with pink bubbles.
On Wednesday, Mo Xi came home and Pei Hao had already gone to the airport. There were several dishes he usually liked on the table, which were all made by Pei Hao before he left. For some reason, Moxie suddenly felt empty in his heart, and he was a little out of taste when he was eating his favorite things on weekdays.
After a while, Pei Hao’s text message popped up: I’m boarding the plane, leave it to me for the Christmas holiday.
Moxie swallowed the food in his mouth, flipped through the holiday schedule just announced by the company, and thought about it for a while and then replied: OK.
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