[Mtl]How Can I Get Rid Of Him[Bl] Ch 8

[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-01-25 21:32:06

As soon as we wake up the next day, we will take a plane back to China. Pei Hao talked to me like nothing happened yesterday, packed my luggage and helped me to have breakfast. Last buffet breakfast for the six of us at the hotel. After the plaster cast, I was like a crippled person. Pei Hao seemed to think that not only did I have a lame leg, but also my hand was broken.

When my mother just left, he also fed me like this. At that time, I still felt that he was a light with warmth in my broken life. One day, it can illuminate the remote and dark corners of my heart and dispel the blood that has been stuck in the flesh for many years. loneliness.

I didn’t expect the world to change. After a long circle, I finally returned to the starting point. I found that the warmth is given by myself, and I can be my own light so that I can stand forever.

Of course I won’t be moved by his tempting tricks any more. Whether it’s sincere or fake, it doesn’t make any sense to me now.

I pushed away the food he handed over and said, “Don’t feed it, I have hands.”

“Then you eat this,” Pei Hao said, stuffing another mouthful of vegetables into my mouth, and then peeling it again A boiled egg was put into my bowl and said, “Remember to eat this egg later, it’s nutritious.”

D’s girlfriend sighed to D again and again: “Learn to learn, you see, it’s been five years since they were still there. Such affection, this is true love!”

I really couldn’t answer these words, I could only smile awkwardly without saying a word. It is estimated that only God knows how many couples look at you and me on the surface, but in fact, their relationship has long been rusted and corroded.

“Can we be together for five years without love?” D followed his girlfriend’s words, and followed Pei Hao’s example and peeled a hard-boiled egg for his girlfriend.

“Ahem, are we single dogs only worthy of dog food?” Brother Dan turned to look at Fu Yan, pretending to be affectionate, and said, “Come on, Yanyan, I’ll peel an egg for you too, no, let’s peel it. Two, get tired of them.”

Everyone laughed.

The 6-day trip came to an end soon. There were happy arrangements and unexpected embarrassments. There were ups and downs. This is probably what life is like.

The plane landed and everyone went home. It would be great if every journey ended with a comedy like this.

Pei Hao took me home in a car. It was five o’clock in the afternoon. Everyone was tired from the long journey. I said let’s order a takeaway, he said no, he will cook for you today. After he finished speaking, he went to the vegetable market with great interest.

Pei Hao rarely cooks, and will come and go with those few dishes. He was ping-pong in the kitchen, and I was sitting in the living room watching the boring TV. I felt a little bit emotional. If he had been so busy for me a month or even a week ago, I would probably be so happy that I dreamed at night. Sweet bar. But right now, I just want to eat early and find a quiet place to sleep.

He cooked five or six dishes that day, some of which I liked, and some of which he said was good for bone recovery. While he was putting food in my bowl, he talked about a lot of things, about this trip, about our college basketball team, about his job. In the past, I liked to ramble on, and he listened by the side, and today they switched roles. I was just thinking that it wasn’t because he wasn’t used to talking a lot before, he just didn’t want to.

After eating, Pei Hao cleaned up, sat on the sofa and hugged me. He put his head on my shoulder and asked softly, “Xiaoxi, are you still angry with me?”

“Not angry.” Anger is an emotion that expects a reply. Angry not angry.

After listening to my words, Pei Hao said with a bit of grievance: “Then you are still very indifferent to me these days.”

I turned to look at him and said, “You are in pain when you walk after a plaster cast after dragging a broken bone. Show me your legs.”

Pei Hao’s expression was a little guilty: “I regret taking you to XX Island, and I regretted it when you went ashore and it hurt like that. It’s my fault.”

It’s not your fault I go to XX Island, I can’t tell where you are wrong. Maybe it was because you chose to save Fu Yan instead of me, maybe it was because you didn’t like me and stayed with me for five years, maybe it was the confession you promised me at the beginning, or maybe, from the moment you fell in love with Fu Yan, everything was doomed to be wrong. of.

To get to the bottom of it, the roots are intertwined, and no one can sort out these right and wrong.

“What are you talking about now?” I patted Pei Hao on the shoulder with no expression, “You didn’t push me down.”

Pei Hao pushed my bangs away and kissed my forehead: “I will tomorrow take you to the hospital during the afternoon off.”

I hurriedly shook my head: “What else do I need to see after the cast has been cast? Let’s go on the weekend.”

Pei Hao nodded: “Well, that’s fine. I’ll cook it for you tomorrow. Bone soup, make up for it.”

Pei Hao’s face is only one centimeter away from me. Although his temples are cut like a knife and his lips are like fingers, he looks calm and indifferent at first glance, but his eyes are very smart, dark and deep, like a person who can attract people. black hole. At first, I was attracted by these eyes most of the time.

Looking at the face so close at hand, I suddenly said involuntarily, “Pei Hao, close your eyes.”

“What are you doing?” Although Pei Hao didn’t know what I wanted to do, he still closed his eyes.

I muttered, “Do you know where I want to kiss you the most when I first meet you?”

Pei Hao’s eyelashes are not very long, but when they move, they are like butterfly wings, and they will vibrate, which is really seductive. I attached myself a little and touched Pei Hao’s eye with my lips lightly, and said, “Here.”

Pei Hao didn’t expect that his eyes moved a little, and then he opened his eyes and smiled at me, showing his white teeth. Clean and clear, just like the first time I saw him five years ago.

“It’s the first time I met someone who likes to kiss the eyes.” Pei Hao reached out and rubbed my hair, his expression was like a spring breeze, “but if you like it, you can kiss every day.”

I shrugged and didn’t answer him, saying that I wanted to sleep, and said Indicates wanting to sleep in a room. When we rented a house, in order to prevent his family from finding out that we were sleeping in a bed, we rented two bedrooms and one living room. Pei Hao was very happy that night. He didn’t bother about sleeping with me, he covered me with the quilt and went out.

“Good night, Xiaoxi, see you tomorrow.” Pei Hao leaned against the door and reached out to help me turn off the light in the room.

“Good night.” I covered myself in the duvet, my voice very low. I don’t think we will see each other tomorrow.

[1st Floor] You are Xiaoguapi: Ah, Xiaoxi actually took the initiative to kiss scum A? ? ! !

[2nd floor] A big painter: Maybe it’s the last kiss… Don’t get excited upstairs
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[3rd floor] Tracy0212: Pei Hao is still talking to Xiaoxi with a wronged face, what is he wronged? of?

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[9th Floor] Is it a big model: It can be seen that the landlord really likes scumbags. From the decision to break up to the back, he has been so calm and restrained. I believe that in addition to really giving up, there is also no desire to end up with Pei (zha) Hao (nan) tore his face and let the little remaining beauty of this relationship be taken away.

[10th Floor] Xiao Qi_: I only care when I start to abuse scumbags…

[Landlord] Just register an account Post time: 2017-01-25 22:38:14

Actually, I lied to Pei Hao, I never I plan to go to the doctor’s office with him this weekend. When I was on the island, I kept thinking about things after returning home. I found a house where I can live for a short period of time, and made an appointment with a friend in Y city to pick me up to move the next day. I also sent an email to the company asking for leave and applying to be transferred back to X city. If the company does not agree, then I should Resign.

I did these things and didn’t tell him, firstly because I didn’t think it had anything to do with him. I had already told him face-to-face about breaking up, and since then everything about me has nothing to do with him; secondly, Pei Hao seems to have been deeply involved in the drama recently. I couldn’t walk so neatly after I told him intuitively.

Since his feelings for me are far less than one-tenth of that of Fu Yan, I don’t think it matters to him whether I stay or go. At most, a person who has lived together for five years suddenly left, which is a bit unaccustomed. But over time, the busy life will make him get used to losing before he has time to pretend to be sentimental.

For Pei Hao, I am not someone who is unforgettable, but it is easy to come and go. Those words of parting, the false reluctance to part, should also be omitted together.

The friend who came to help me move is called Da Bai. He is one of my few friends in college and knows about me and Pei Hao. Da Bai is also gay, with a bumpy relationship and a rich history of love. In the five years that Pei Hao and I have been together, he has had seven or eight boyfriends up and down, and the story is so exciting that three or five books can be published.

The next day, Pei Hao went to work early in the morning. Da Bai came here at 9:00 in the morning. He was afraid that I would not be able to fit my luggage, so he deliberately borrowed a big car. Who knew that I would collect all my things in just two hours. I sat on the bed and commanded, and Dabai helped me clean up. Pei Hao bought most of the things at home, so there is no need to bring the kitchen utensils I bought. Two boxes, one box of clothes, and one box of other items. After living here for more than a year, that’s all I can take away in the end.

There was something still cooking in the pot in the kitchen. It seemed to be the bone soup that Pei Hao boiled for me. At noon, Pei Hao sent a WeChat message: Bone soup is simmering in the kitchen, and it will automatically close at a certain time. Drink it when you are hungry, and be careful when you wake up.

I replied: OK.

“Did you make soup for me? It’s delicious.” Da Bai turned to me with a smile while cleaning up.

“No, you see I even want you to collect the luggage, so what kind of soup can I make?”

“Who made it? Pei Hao made it?”

“Well.” I nodded.

Dabai clicked his tongue a few times and said, “Or you city people can play, make soup after parting, as a parting gift?”

I blinked and looked at him, but didn’t answer.

“Wait, he doesn’t know you’re leaving today, right?” Dabai’s eyes were a little surprised.

I ordered it.

Dabai opened his eyes wide and gave me a thumbs up, and said, “I’m convinced, if you don’t agree with the soil and water, I’ll obey you!”

After a while, he ran over to me and asked me, “Then are you really breaking up this time? Don’t bother me. I came here to move you, and in a few days, the two of you will reconcile again, then I will hit someone if I am in a bad mood.”

My tone was very firm: “Really, I will apply to the company to transfer X back. The market is over.”

“Okay, let’s divide it up. My buddy will introduce you a few good ones in a few days.” Dabai patted me on the shoulder and continued to collect things after seeing my determination.

“Do you want to take these photo albums?” Da Bai took out a few photo albums and asked me. I picked them up and casually flipped through a few of them. It was the photo albums that Pei Hao and I had for five years, and they were all washed out by me. Although this is an electronic age, I still feel that paper memories are extremely precious, so every time I travel or have activities with him, I will select some memorable ones and wash them out.

“No more.” I handed these photo albums to him, “Help me put them back.”

I don’t want people and this relationship anymore, why do I need these photos.

There are still a lot of my clothes and shoes in the closet. Pei Hao bought them for me, and I don’t want to bring them. If he loses it, burns it or just forgets it, it’s up to him.

There is also a DSLR camera and lens in the bedroom. Pei Hao knew that I like taking pictures, and he gave it to me for my birthday the year before last. This camera has always been used by me, and more than half of the photos in it are of Pei Hao. I opened it and looked at a few photos, all of them were of Pei Hao who I took secretly or openly, Pei Hao who was sleeping, Pei Hao who was cooking, and Pei Hao who was concentrating on playing games. There are more than 2,000 photos in total, and the camera can’t be deleted all at once (or maybe I don’t use it), too many are too lazy to delete, just leave it. I don’t know if he will suddenly find the photo in this camera on a lazy afternoon in the future, or gossip night after dinner, and then sigh to his lover or child that there was once a person who really loved me.

Dabai said that I was very stupid, and I gave it to me. No matter what memories he had or not, he took all the expensive things, and he was mad at him. Besides, Pei Hao really has no shortage of this money.

But I really don’t want to touch it anymore. All the things related to him, I just want to put it away and lock it in a box, put it out of sight, and keep it in my memory.

“That’s all?” Dabai patted my two boxes and said, “It’s quite a few.”

“Well,” I nodded, pointing to the bone broth that was being boiled in the kitchen, “turn that off. Let’s go. If you want to drink, drink a bowl first.”

Dabai shook his head: “I can’t drink it. Think about it, you made a big breakup scene so quietly, and you didn’t take anything he gave. Cool, as soon as he comes back and finds out that you left after drinking his bone broth, the image of you as a person in his heart will become cold, do you understand?”

I lowered my head and said, “I am in He has never been cold in his heart.”

“That’s right, otherwise, why would he be angry for so many years?” Dabai thought about it and comforted me: “But it would be good to start over.”

Dabai sent me to a new house It was five o’clock in the afternoon when we settled down and we ordered takeaway. While helping me clean up my new home, he asked me suspiciously: “Is it really okay for you to live here alone? What should I do if you fall? How do you clean up your room? How do you eat?”

Actually, I have thought about what he said, but I don’t have a particularly good way to do it myself, just let it go, it will always be fine.

Me: “Why are you 100,000? Eating is called takeout. After a while, I will be able to walk. The doctor said that my fracture is not a serious one. It will heal quickly.”

“No one will take care of you, and when your sister finds out, she won’t kill you.”

Me: “My sister wants to cut, but Pei Hao won’t cut you, and what can happen.”

Dabai: “Why don’t you go to my place? Stay, or tell your sister to let her take you home.”

I hurriedly shook my head like a rattle: “No, don’t tell my sister that I have a broken bone.”

Otherwise, with my sister’s character, I would have immediately asked my brother-in-law to ask for leave to drive me to live at her house. as an ancestor. My sister is a doctor. She is so busy every day that she often works overtime in the emergency room. It takes several hours for the operating table to be on, and it is difficult to get a good night’s sleep a week. I don’t want to cause her and brother-in-law any more trouble.

I don’t want to live in Dabai either. I don’t know his new boyfriend. Besides, he has his own things to do, so I can’t keep bothering people.

Dabai was a little helpless. He knew he couldn’t persuade me, so he sighed and said, “There’s no other way, it’s just that I come to see you often.”

While Dabai was helping me tidy up my temporary room, I sat on the sofa and deleted Moments and Weibo. I recorded most of my happy moments with Pei Hao, from the moment when I had a crush on him to before I fell into the water when I went to the island this time. There are a lot of intimate group photos and love words that I set them to be visible only to me. I once thought that one day when we were old, I would turn them out one by one and show them to him, read them to him, and tell him my little thoughts when I was young. . I just didn’t expect that the bits and pieces that I carefully recorded in the past would be deleted one by one at such a random moment, and Pei Hao would never have the chance to see it again.

This is also the reason why I insisted on developing paper photos in the past. Many things that you think are precious are gone when you press the delete button on the Internet, and you can wipe them lightly without leaving any traces.

A total of more than 1,000 entries were deleted. At the end of the deletion, my hands were shaking. I looked at the circle of friends and Weibo, which had basically been emptied, and I felt relieved. I said softly in my heart: Pei Hao, we are over.

[1st Floor] Ken_Chuang: Watching Xiaoxi delete Moments one by one, I feel the same way. The feeling of emptying all the memories of a person at once, I don’t know whether to call it pain or relief.

[2nd Floor] Xu Mixuan: Two years ago, I was sitting in a McDonald’s chair, deleting the memories of me and that person one by one. Every time I deleted it, my heart seemed to be scratched, and it was aching. I deleted it until one o’clock in the middle of the night. There was almost no one in the McDonald’s. A waiter came over with a tissue and asked me if I was okay. Why did I cry like this. I took the tissue, said thank you, and walked out. It was very cold outside, and when the wind came and hit me in the face, I reminded myself it’s over and over again: This person is no longer yours, and you have to start your own life.

[3rd floor] The unruly big stomach king: How is the upstairs now?

[Fourth Floor] Xu Mixuan: It’s very good now, I can look at the past lightly.

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[11th floor] Dreamme: I’m so glad that Xiaoxi finally moved out (applause.jpg)

[12th floor] Ah Diu’s shoe covers: Thinking of Pei Hao going home and looking at the empty house, I feel inexplicably cool !

[13th Floor] Liuliying·Ya·Fan Xiyue: I think Xiaoxi’s friends are very good, and Sister Xiaoxi must be very fond of you!

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[20th floor] 8Voooo: I don’t know everyone, I hope the landlord and everyone upstairs are happy

[21st floor] Yu’er falls in love with Meow: It’s so warm upstairs