[Landlord] Just register an account. Posting time: 2017-01-25 23:03:21
By the way, someone asked me how to celebrate the Spring Festival this year last time.
Don’t worry about me alone, this year my dad will bring his boyfriend, no, it’s his husband who will come back to accompany me for the New Year.
I’m going to pick them up tomorrow and show them around, maybe even less in the next few days.
Happy New Year in advance to everyone!
[1st Floor] Sky_high: I’m relieved to know that Xiaoxi is not alone during the Chinese New Year!
[2nd Floor] You are the most beautiful: Xiaoxi, remember to visit us during Chinese New Year! !
[3rd Floor] [Landlord] Just register an account: OK (^-^q).
[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-01-26 23:28:32
After deleting the circle of friends and Weibo, I put my phone in the bedroom to charge, then went to the living room to have dinner with Da Bai.
Halfway through the meal, Da Bai’s cell phone rang. He glanced at the caller ID, then looked at me and said, “Pei Hao.”
I quickly whispered to him, “Don’t say I’m looking for you today.”
Da Bai answered . Picked up the phone and activated the pretending to be crazy and foolish mode in a second:
“Hey, Brother Hao.”
“Ah? No, I’m still working overtime in the unit.”
“Xiaoxi? Why is he missing?”
“Ah? Why is his leg lame ?”
“It’s strange, in Y city if he has something to do with you or not, who else can I look for?”
“Will he go back to X city?”
“Don’t worry, I’ll help you ask too.”
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I gave Da Bai a thumbs up: “Perfect acting skills, Oscar owes you a golden statuette.”
“Don’t trust me,” Da Bai pointed to the phone and said, “I feel like the police are going to be called in a hurry. If you don’t hurry up and call back, I promise it won’t be long before your sister and the police station know that you ran away with a lame leg.”
Are you in a hurry to call the police? Not really. When I went out, I left a note on the coffee table in the living room and pressed it under the ashtray. On the coffee table, there is only a note half the size of A4 paper and an ashtray. Unless he is blind, he must have seen it. He recognized my handwriting, and the things I took away were all mine alone, so everything was obvious, I was going to leave by myself, and it couldn’t be some kind of bullshit plot like being forced or kidnapped.
In my imagination, Pei Hao knew that I was gone, and his reaction at first might be a little angry. After all, even if a dog that has been raised for five years just left silently, the owner would be more or less angry. But as soon as that energy passes, think about it carefully, it is not someone you have loved deeply, and it is impossible to be a partner for a lifetime. Sooner or later, it will be separated. It is better to just follow his wishes and break it this time.
Who knows how many times Pei Hao has thought about breaking up with me? Maybe every time he sees Fu Yan, his heart will be shaken once. If there are many breakups, maybe he has already rehearsed thousands of times, but he has been hindered. Can’t say for one reason or another. And now I just found him the right time, a good reason.
In this way, one is different and the other is wide, and each is happy.
I looked at Da Bai suspiciously, and asked again with certainty, “Are you sure he’s in a hurry?
“I’m going to cry!”
This was not my expected reaction, after all, after we broke up last time, I took things away in front of him, and he didn’t even think about looking for me. This time,even he saved him the scenes that the couples broke up on the surface, but he suddenly wanted to find me? Shouldn’t be.
I thought about it, but I didn’t quite understand Pei Hao’s brain circuit. I’m not afraid of him calling the police, but I’m afraid that he will call my sister. Thinking of Pei Hao’s attitude towards me these days, I am suddenly a little unsure if he will really look for me in the future, so I am on crutches again. Go back to the bedroom to get the phone.
The phone screen was flickering, and after the lights went down, there were more than 20 missed calls, all of them were Pei Hao. I seem to have pressed mute before, no wonder I haven’t heard it in the living room. I was about to call when the phone rang again, it was him.
I picked up the phone: “Hello?”
“Where are you now?” Pei Hao’s voice was very urgent. He usually called me Xiaoxi first, and then talked about it.
I didn’t reply to his words, but asked, “Did you see the note on the coffee table?”
“Well…” Pei Hao paused for a while, then whispered, “You took the things away…”
I sat down in a different position and said lightly, “Yes, I’m leaving by myself.”
Pei Hao said hoarsely, “Are you still mad at me?”
I shook my head, although he couldn’t see: “Not angry, I don’t feel anything now. I think that’s it, let’s break it up.”
Pei Hao seemed to take a deep breath over there, and after a while, he changed a strong tone: “You are there Where? I’ll pick you up right away.”
I frowned: “Pei Hao, don’t you understand? I really want to break up with you.”
“Xiaoxi…” Pei Hao said with a hint of pleading. Raising my voice, “I really didn’t see you fall into the water that day. I swear, if I knew it was you, I would jump down desperately to save you!”
I paused and poked at the point: “Why didn’t you fall into the water that day? See me, only see Fu Yan?”
Pei Hao was silent for a while, unable to answer.
“Because you only have Fu Yan in your eyes. For the past five years, you have only Fu Yan in your heart.” I sneered, my heart was full of irony, Pei Hao gave me the deepest and heaviest knife, and finally asked me to open the wound myself Show him.
Pei Hao wanted to explain, but the words he said in a hurry were incoherent: “It’s not Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, I have nothing with him, we are just ordinary friends.”
“Maybe you are really just ordinary, but your feelings for him It’s never ordinary. Pei Hao, since you like him, treat him well in the future, I wish you happiness,” I sighed, leaned on the bed, closed my eyes, and said, “I’ve been too tired for the past five years. I’ve already let go of myself, so let me go too.”
Pei Hao’s voice suddenly trembled: “Xiaoxi, I won’t let go, where are you? Can I explain it to you face to face?”
I don’t need explanation, I just want to leave you now, leave a failed relationship, and start life again.
I replied calmly: “That’s it, don’t look for me anymore, I’m fine now.”
Pei Hao’s voice faded away: “Xiaoxi, I…”
I feel tired from talking like this, so let’s go on like this There is no end, so Pei Hao cut off the phone when he was about to say something.
Pei Hao’s phone number immediately followed reluctantly. I hung up and he called again. Looking at the flashing phone screen, I felt irritable for no reason, so I simply blocked his phone number.
Don’t explain it any more, don’t pretend how much you can’t bear me, it’s clearly me who has been hard to let go of in this relationship, and it’s me who has been stuck in the quagmire.
After a while, Pei Hao’s WeChat messages came one after another:
“Xiaoxi, I reflected for a while, I have done a lot of bad things in the past five years, I will change them all, you give me the opportunity to let me Can I make it up for you?”
“Your leg is not yet healed. Come back and I will take you to see a doctor and let me take care of you. What should you do if you fall outside alone? At least you leave after your injury is healed. things.”
“Xiaoxi, you can’t just leave silently, let us meet and make things clear.”
  …
I hold my phone and stare at the WeChat that pops up every few seconds, with mixed feelings. What’s the use of talking about it now, how can you explain it clearly now if you haven’t been able to explain it clearly for five years? I admit that you may still care about me, but these cares, once they have a relationship with Fu Yan, are nothing.
Another message popped up on Pei Hao’s WeChat. I didn’t open it, but clicked on the menu, selected Pei Hao, and chose to delete friends.
The world is quiet and my heart is empty. So be it, dust to dust, dust to dust. One day, we will all find someone who can be with us for a lifetime, and occasionally miss the youthful and reckless time. It’s just that the person who can be with you for a lifetime will no longer be me.
[1st Floor] Wu Xuetong Tongtong: The score is good, the score is wonderful, the score is quack!
[2nd Floor] Ah Yiyi: Why do I feel that Pei Zha’s emotional intelligence is worrying, and I still don’t know if I love you at this time, not Fu Yan?
[3rd floor] Dreamme: +1 upstairs
[4th floor] Lift radio: Slag Gong is not low in emotional intelligence, but he can’t say it, because his favorite is Fu Yan rather than Xiaoxi.
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[8th floor] Young_wea: Let me speculate on the mentality of Slag Gong: Ah, this kid likes me, um, it’s quite cute—since he’s chasing me, then promise to play— The child is good in all aspects, and it is very comfortable to be together – but Bai Yueguang is the best, he is electricity, he is light, he is the only myth – Bai Yueguang and the child, of course, Bai Yueguang is chosen – the child wants Leave me, no, absolutely no, who will treat me well after he leaves?
[9th Floor] 8Voooo: Cough, I want to say, I think Pei Hao likes Xiaoxi. If he doesn’t like Xiaoxi, he won’t react like this when Xiaoxi leaves.
[10th Floor] – Yidao: Like is like, but this kind of like is too cheap. Xiaoxi has said that as long as Fu Yan is involved, this kind of love is nothing
  …
[18th Floor] Sanqian Ruoshui 08: I don’t care who likes who, I just want to abuse the scumbag! Xiaoxi promised me to torture me to death! ! Never look back! ! !
[19th Floor] AndyKK: Ah, the most annoying person who says they broke up and is still entangled, the moment Xiaoxi blocked him, I was so excited that I ate a pound of crabs!
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