My Master :Sasunaru Chapter 34

~No ones pov~

“He loved me”the only words that are running in sasukes mind right now, shame, regret and guilt covering sasukes souls, his mind doesn’t want to believe that Naruto loved him but his heart and soul is saying another thing

He loved Naruto,but he didn’t want to feel the pain which he thought naruto caused him to feel back then,he didn’t want to accept that he loved Naruto but the only thing he knew is that he needed Naruto to be with him

Even if it meant locking him up or giving him all the amount of money he needs,he thought that Naruto left him because he was not powerful enough jealousy and insecurity covered his eyes,he couldn’t see how he hurt Naruto in the process but he saw how broken he was but still didn’t change

Even though he treated Naruto like trash but naruto still  stayed by his side

“Sasuke I love you“now Naruto’s confession is walking in his mind, Naruto confessed to him but he didn’t trust his words,he thought that it was a game another plan which Naruto made to mess with his heart and he didn’t acknowledge his confession

And now he has lost him…..the only person which he loved,he never wanted to accept his feelings for naruto but now he has to,itachi just pointed it out a minute ago,he has lost the person he loved

If maybe Naruto explained himself then….No!, Naruto tried to explain himself,but he couldn’t give him a chance to,if maybe if he did,he wouldn’t be in this situation and Naruto could have been with him, embracing him

But he let his insecurity to control him and in the process he hurt the person he once called bestfriend, and the one he said he loved

But is this even love,he didn’t have the right to love Naruto with everything he has done to him he shouldn’t even consider it that it was all because of love

“Sa-sasuke?…..”mikoto calls her son,who is in his little world softly,he turns to mikoto and meet her eyes full of worry but strangely soft””you y-you a-are crying”mikoto says not believing her own eyes,she doesn’t even remember the last time she saw his tears”Huh?”he asks confused, probably not thinking that the great Uchiha could ever shed tears

“Sasuke touches his Left cheek with his left fingers then he brings the fingers close to his eyes and see them wet””tears?…..I’m cry-crying?”he started crying without even realizing it, without noticing the salty water coming down from his eyes,….. Sasuke?…..what have you done?..”she asks while tears forming in her eyes,he turns his eyes to mikoto

Mom……I fucked up,he says this while embracing mikoto and bursting into more tears,I fucked up mom,I fucked up really really bad,I…..fu…hicc…cked up””the only words coming from sasukes mouth,at this moment mikoto is beyond shocked,her son… sasuke,is embracing her and he is crying on her shoulders

Sasuke has never released his true pain covered with emotions to anyone….but this only shows how broken he is… she has seen sasuke like this before, Devastated….. because naruto left,but at that time he was young she understood that her son was attached to him but she thought that everything will be ok,but nothing was ok, through the emos childhood,he grew up more cruel he didn’t care about anything,he just lived his life like they will be no tomorrow,all just because naruto left,it was like his sun was taken away and then again Naruto was his sunshine but he couldn’t stop feeling that Naruto betrayed him….but now him showing her his true emotions

Couldn’t make her happier……..tears start to fall down from her eyes, it’s either because sasuke is showing his emotions to her or because he’s broken and she can’t stand seeing her son like this or maybe it’s just both……

“After a while she decides to break the hug,she pushes sasuke gently and puts both of her hands on his face and wipes the tears

Enough!… enough dear, it’s enough,you have messed up….fine,but you have a chance of fixing things,you have a chance of making things right… before it is too late

B-b-but mom hicc….will h-he e-even f-forgive m-me hicc…?””he has never stuttered so much in his life but he just had to ask the question to mikoto while being afraid of the answer which no one know about

It’s up to him!!,but you have to apologies to him,you have wronged and you know,let go of your pride and show him how you really want his forgiveness how much regret you have from wronging him got it?, mikoto with a gaze of seriousness, locking with sasukes broken eyes

He turns his face to the floor with his shaking hands,I’ve wronged him so so much… and now I’m afraid that I’ll lose him forever….I need to meet him,I want to see him”sasuke thinks all this in his mind……..

Well here is another one 🤗 only 10 minutes to go for midnight to come#sigh,I need to sleep