My Master :Sasunaru chapter 8

                   Naruto’s pov
 

I feel the morning sun hit my face and I hear the birds chirp I wake up and I feel just a little bit of pain around my bottom area,I rub my eyes and I open them while yawning I look around the room” I don’t remember sleeping here”I think to myself and then everything comes flooding back, everything that I said to  sasuke and in a sec my face becomes red like a tomato,I can’t believe I said those things to sasuke,I want to die,I want to be buried alive,I want God, Buddha, Allah any god out there to wipe Sasuke’s memory or my memory cause I’m feeling so embarrassed that I’m gonna die,I put my hands on my face trying to cover my embarrassment…….. but then,I remember that sasuke is going to get married soon and I won’t have anything to say about it

I remove my hands from my face and I look down on the bed right now my face is pale as fuck but I know I have to fix my composure quickly,I can’t be working while looking like shit and I don’t think it is right for me to be keeping this feelings anymore, he’s my master….we only have a master and servant relationship that’s all,I don’t want him to find out that I have feelings for him*sigh*….but yesterday he was gentle than usual….why?

“I shouldn’t get over myself maybe he just wanted to be gentle that’s all….I should stop day dreaming,I should get ready”I slid down the sheets from my body and I get out of the bed, just then I see Sasuke’s bathroom door opening and him getting out while wiping his hair and only wearing a towel and his chest exposed my cheeks shows a light pink then I bow quickly and greet him”good morning young master”

Thank God I have my underwear on ,he looks at me”how are you feeling””he caught me off guard there,he doesn’t usually ask me how I’m doing or how my life is going or anything like that….most of the time that is,I raise my head and I look at him wide open then I turn my gaze away from him while touching my left arm

“Ummh I’m o-ok””good,…….”the room becomes silent just for”I’ll dress up then I’ll leave”I say while picking my cloths on the ground and wearing my pants “you should tell me a day which you think is right we should go and visit your family”

If my eyes were wide before this time they are so wide that they are so gonna pop out”what?…””you said you were missing them right then we should go and see them later”Sasuke says putting his towel on one of his expensive chair”……….. wh-why””huh? What do you mean why?”I turn my face to the ground and I clench my first “…….. why are you being so nice to me?”does he really care for me,I think to myself

“Huh?”sasuke starts to walk towards me and I flinch when  he grabs my hand and squeeze it tightly and I drop my shirt” why? Does it bother you? Does your slutty body not like that?…. don’t get me wrong here Naruto,I just hate how you look so pathetic,I don’t want to be seeing you running out of my room and crying in the garden like a piece of shit””I turn my face to the ground feeling a sharp stab to my heart, how can he say that to me,I try to hold back my tears but they are already full In my eyes

“So-sorry”I talk in a very low voice that he asks me what I just said”what?”he speaks in his cold voice”I’m sorry….I didn’t know I was being such a burden”I say while still looking down, I remove my hand from Sasuke’s grip forcefully and I pick up my shirt and turn towards the door and I leave while wearing my shirt and then tears flood down my cheeks, Hinata sees me and I pass her quickly while wiping my tears”Na-naruto?”I hear her call my name but I sprint down towards my room I reach for the knob and I open the door and slam it, lock it quickly and slid down on the floor while leaning against the door,I burst into uncontrollable tears and I put my hand on my mouth trying not to make crying noises but only muffed sounds escape through my hand

“I can’t believe I thought that he cared…why do I always give myself hope Everytime he does something nice I’m I really that of an idiot,I’m so stupid…..Fuck!”I think to myself feeling like a piece of shit

I hear a gentle knock on my door then I hear the softest words which I need right now”Naruto….ar-are you o-ok?””I can feel the worry in those words the care the love of a true friend…. damn if I was not a jinchuriki, if I didn’t have this stupid feelings for that man…. maybe just maybe I could have married Hinata

I wipe the tears from my eyes “I’m I’m fine Hinata don’t worry””but naruto……are you crying?””……of cause n-not, I’m not crying”I make a small giggle just to prove to her that I wasn’t but that giggle is fake as shit that even an unborn baby can identify it….

“Are you lying?”I become silent for a minute then I speak”Hinata I know you are worried but I’m fine you don’t need to be so concerned….. I’m sorry for making you feel this way””no no Naruto it’s ok….but if you will need someone to talk to you know I’m here right?… and you know I’m a great listener cause I don’t like to talk alot because of my stuttering problem”

“Hinata you took care of your stuttering problem edges ago”I giggle slightly”well let’s just pretend that I still do have a stuttering problem”I can feel the grin on her mouth,I laugh slightly

“Well ok….if I will want to talk about it then I’ll surely come to you……”

“Oh that would be great Naruto… I’m always free for you…. well I have to go now””ok…oh and Hinata……thank you,thank you for caring””it’s ok… that’s why I’m your friend…..”I hear her light footsteps getting further and further away from my door and I sigh while closing my eyes……….

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