Becca
“Freen ano ba! malamig..”
“Pag hindi ka maliligo lalagnatin ka..”
we’re here at the falls, sumasabay ang ambon sa lamig ng tubig
siguradong lalakas na ang ulan mamaya
tiningnan ko yung mga kabayo at nakasilong lang ang mga ito sa malaking puno kung saan ko itinali yung white noon
“Freen ayaw sabi, ang dilim ng tubig..”
nakakatakot kaya
“Wala namang ibang kakain sayo dito kundi ako..” tawang tawa na sabi nito
hinila ako nito Hanggang sa leeg nalang namin ang tubig, sabay pa naming inilubog yung ulo namin
*Cough
“Fuck it’s too cold.” I whispered
freen hug me under the water and just stay silent
“are you still mad at me?” she ask and buried her face in my neck
“yes I am.. if you didn’t stay away from ma’am Ana, we’re never gonna be okay.”
humigpit yung yakap nya
“it’s my mother’s death anniversary.” sabi nito
I gasps
“I-I’m sor-“
“shh it’s my fault, I forgot to tell you.. I collected Flowers the whole day to bring it into her grave.”
she collected flowers?
I rub my hand on her back
“Please stay with me tonight.” she beg weakly
I nodded
“why you didn’t tell me earlier?”
“How could I? I was shocked when you started messing everything there.”
“Cause I thought you’re cheating on me.” I said and she faced me
“Cheat on you? I would never do that.” she frowned and looked disappointed
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“Here, wear this.”
she gave me an oversized white shirt and cycling short
“bring me to your house next time.. diba mag kapit bahay kayo ni manang?”
umupo sya sa kutson sa sahig at humiga na dun
“Hindi ko bahay yun..”
“eh bakit sabi mo-“
“Nakikitira nga lang ako dun.”
she tapped the pillow beside her, wanting me to join her
kung ito lang yung bahay nya, bakit wala syang kagamit gamit? kung secret place nya toh, bawal nga talagang magpakabit ng kuryente dahil may makakaalam ng hideout nya
“hmm gusto mo ba ayusin natin tong bahay mo? we can use solar for the light “
“halika na nga..”
hinila nya na ang kamay ko ng matapos kong isuot yung cycling
tumalikod ako sakanya pahiga, she hugged me at the back and sniffing my nape
“Hmm bango talaga, amoy baby.”
she said and it makes me blushed
“I missed you..” I whispered
humarap ako sakanya at yinakap sya pabalik, ang higpit ng yakap namin sa isat isa
“I want to do this every night with you..”
she caressed my hair covering my face and fix it, rubbing my cheeks with her knuckles
nakonsensya ako bigla dahil sa pagwawala ko kanina, secretive talaga sya at mukhang hindi pa sanay na nag oopen up kahit sakin, sobrang nag alala ako eh hays…
alala?
o
selos?
parang both
“alam kong malungkot ka ngayon..” sabi ko “if I only knew baka nasamahan pa kita sa puntod ng mama mo.”
“Hindi nako malungkot..” wika nya
“hmm you don’t need to hide what you feel freen.”
she smiled weakly
“hindi ako nalulungkot pag nasa paligid lang kita.. nakikita palang kita na malapit sakin nawawala na lungkot ko.”
tapos inaway ko pa sya kanina
bumigat ang pakiramdam ko, I controlled not to cry and just move to buried my face in her neck
sa sobrang higpit ng yakap namin sa isa’t isa, hindi ko alam kung nakakahinga pa ba sya, basta ako sobrang komportable sa position namin ngayon
after ng ilang minuto nakatulog na kami agad dahil sa pagod, parang ang daming nangyari ngayong gabi
siguro dahil sa tubig… at sa tuwing nagagalit ako ng sobra, tumataas talaga ang energy ko, at pagkatapos kong mailabas ang galit ay humihina ako ng humihina na parang nauubusan ng enerhiya
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Freen
I woke up 3am in the morning, ngayon ang first attempt ng pagtakas ko, tumingin ako sa cellphone ko sa uluhan ko at may text na dun si ma’am Ana
✓received a message from: Ma’am Ana
30 mins. pag hindi ka pa dumating uuwi nako, ibig sabihin hindi kapa ready..
becca suddenly move and hug me more, parang may kung anong tumusok sa puso ko at sobrang sakit nito
huminga ako ng malalim dahil biglang bumigat ng sobra ang pakiramdam ko
kagabi.. sobrang nasaktan ako sa mga daing nya sakin, sinadya ko rin kasi talaga na hindi magparamdam at yun na nga ang epekto sakanya
she was so mad at me…
my tear escaped in my eyes, bakit kasi sobrang pangit ng mga nararanasan ko sa buhay?
Lord galit kaba sakin?
masama ba ako sa past life ko at pinaparusahan mo ako ng ganito?
gusto kong magalit
“I Love you..” becca whispered “freen.. where are you?”
biglang gumaan ang pakiramdam ko, ang cute ng boses, nasobrahan siguro toh kagabi
I kiss her forehead
“I’m here baby.. I love you more.”
I stared in her face and she’s peacefully sleeping, hmm
I hate what’s on my mind right now, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep back
but my hand
traveled in her tummy and I started rubbing my palm on it, ang lambot ng tyan
hays..
I kept rubbing it and it gives me comfort, nakatanday pa yung legs nya in between my legs at nakayakap ng mahigpit sakin dahil nakaharap kami sa isa’t isa
I insert my hand inside her shirt and roam my hands in her back
napapikit ako ng makita yung bra nya na nakasampay kasama yung towel ko sa gilid
tuyo na kaya yun?
I lean towards her ear
“babe..” I whispered and kissed her ear
I received a little snore on her, ang himbing ng tulog nya
while roaming my hand in her back I felt her fur rose while I’m kissing her ear down to her neck
even you’re sleeping
you’re turning point is still awake, I kissed her ear so many times at tumataas talaga ang balahibo nya sa likod at sa leeg
I pushed her slowly so she can lay down properly
“hmm can I wake you up?” I whispered again in her right ear near me
ano oras ba kami nakatulog kagabi?
heavy sleeper ata ang baby ko
I closed my eyes and sleep
my palm feels her soft tummy going up in her chest, massaging her bare skin slowly
“please wake up..” I whispered
I tried so hard to closed my eyes tight nagbabaka sakaling makatulog pero yung utak ko talaga naka focus na sakanya
I’m kissing her neck right now, licking her pulse point and sucking it gently
my fingers twirled in her nipples rolling and pinching it one by one
My god freen
I pulled her shirt up hanggang dibdib nya, kinuha ko pa yung kumot na puti para itabon samin dalawa, baka lamigin sya
I go inside the blanket and suck her nipple while kept massaging the other one
my tounge licking it and sipping it hard but gentle, it’s too soft and fluffy inside my mouth
her body arched and I slide my left arm on her waist, hugging her
“Hmmm” she complained
is it possible if I touch her while sleeping?
hay nako freen, ano pala yung ginagawa mo ngayon?
No.. I can’t able to stop
I pulled the blanket to check her and she’s sleeping like a princess
hindi nya ba ako nararamdaman?
I rub my thumb on her nipple faster but that thing not even bother her
I spend time playing with her lovely boobs, peacefully
this is a good thing for me
“Ahh.” I moaned
I move to rub mine in her legs down there
my god babe wake up
“psst becca..” I called
I put my thigh between her and tried to rub my knee on her
“Ahh.”
a weak moan escape in her mouth
she’s feeling it
My kisses went up in her neck and reach her ear
“I’m enjoying devouring your body baby much better if you wake up..” I whispered in her ear
“Ahh..” she moaned
“yeah I know, it’s okay..” I licked her earlobe
“What are you doing?.”
her sleepy voice is too good to hear
I slide my hand inside her cycling ahort and found her precious thing
“freen ahh..”
Oh God
she’s too wet for me
She’s breathing heavily
my fingers kept massaging her down there while riding myself on her leg
even there’s a cloth I can still feeling the warmth of her body
I lean down to play with her breast again sipping it hard repeatedly
her eyes are still close and she’s moaning every move I make, she gasp when I spread her legs even more and insert two fingers inside of her while my thumb taking care of her clit
“What the hell is going on..? ahh ahh..” she exclaimed but it came out in her voice like a whisper
I reach her ear again and whispered
“Loving you..”
“Oh shit.” paos na daing nya
I move my hand down there faster and kissing her neck
“Ahh ahh..”
what a nice moan she has
napahawak sya sa braso ko ng wala ng control ang pag ulos ng kamay ko at pag Halik ko sakanya
para akong uhaw sa bawat ungol na lumalabas sa bibig nya
“Hmm ahh.”
she flinched when my tounge lick her nipple so fast and I sucked it gently, sipping every energy of her body
ang lamig lamig
pero para kaming sinusunog
“Ahh fuck I’m coming.” she cried
mas pinabuti ko pa ang ginagawa at halos mawala na sya sa sarili nya
“ahh..ahhh it feels so good.” paos na ungol nya
I add one more finger because its too slippery inside
“freen.. fuck ahh ahh ahh.”
her legs is already shaking, After a few stroke she explode
her longest moans is like a music in me ears, it’s too sexy for me
“I love you..” I said and pecked on her forehead
“I love you more..” she said while caressing my cheeks using her thumb “You’re so naughty..” bigla ako nito pinalo sa braso
“I think you need to go back..” I said
“Why?.” she ask looked so sad
“Pano kung hinahanap kana sainyo?” tanong ko
“Wala na akong pake.. I want to spend more time with you.”
I nodded
bumangon ako at kumuha ng damit sa basket
“What?” tanong nya
“I’m going to clean you up.. so you can sleep comfortably.”
“Hmm okay? pagkatapos mo akong gisingin satingin mo matutulog ako ulit?”
“You’re too sexy in my eyes if you only knew”
“Then? because of that you woke me up using your magic?.”
sabi nya ng ikinapula ng pisngi ko
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