Becca
“How is she?” I asked heng
we’re here at freens room, Nang dumating ang doctor eh si heng lang ang kumausap sakanya, tinatanong rin sya kung ano yung mga bagay na ginawa ni freen ngayong araw at pagkatapos ay umalis na ito.
“She needs more rest.”
Heng said while picking every things that freen thrown away earlier, he’s the one who’s cleaning the room
“Mommy why daddy still not waking up?”
I heard heng chuckled and I blushed
“because daddy needs to rest, why don’t you go to ate natalia so you can rest too?”
Itinuon ko nalang ang sarili ko kay freemo dahil nahihiya ako
“freemo is worried mommy.” sabi nito at inakap ako
I’m sitting on the bed and waiting for freen to wake up
“I know baby, but look she’s already fine..”
tumango sya
“Okay.” malungkot na tugon nito “Goodnight mommy..”
“Goodnight baby.”
after he kiss my cheek eh tumakbo na sya palabas ng kwarto
“Ugh..” freen whined
Bigla akong nagulat ng gumalaw si freen sa kama
“Freen? my god you’re finally awake, how are you feeling?”
umupo sya at kita kong nakatingin na sya kay heng
“Out.” biglang sabi nito
heng chuckled
after heng leave the room she lean on the bed rest and look at me coldly
“you need something?”
hindi sya sumagot at inabot lang yung water bottle sa bedside table nya
“Freen talk t-“
“Are you wearing that kind of clothes often?” iritang tanong nya
“why? it looks bad on me?”
umiwas sya ng tingin at uminom ng tubig, bakit bigla syang sumungit? hindi ba bagay sakin suot ko?
“No, It’s too revealing and you’re catching attention.”
I chuckled
“and?”
sumimangot sya lalo
I take off my blazer at dumilim lalo yung tingin nya sakin
it’s working
Irin is right..
“Freemo was so worried about you, 1st time bang mangyari to sayo o lagi?”
Nakita kong may dumaang takot sa mga mata nya pero bigla rin yung nawala
“Ngayon lang.” sagot nito
“I’m sorry about freemo, I will change the birth when he finally understand.”
“No it’s okay.”
tinitigan ko syang mabuti at napakaseryoso ng mukha nya
“You and richie already filed a case against nop?”
tumayo ako at lumapit sakanya, I placed the back of my hand on her forehead, checking her if she has a fever
“Yes, but they left the poblacion.”
when my hand move down on her neck, she close her eyes
“May sinat kapa ata.” sabi ko
“I promise to you that he will end up in jail.” she whispered and took my hand in her neck and sniff on it
“I don’t wanna see him again.”
she nodded
“Yes you won’t.”
hahalikan nya sana ang kamay ko pero binawi ko yun
she took a deep breath and cover herself with the blanket
“wanna go home? ipapahatid ko kayo.”
umiling ako
“where’s your medicine kit?”
kailangan nyang uminom dahil may sinat pa sya, ano ba kasing pinanggagawa nito sa manila? nakakainis!
“I’m fine..” sabi nito
I tried to check her neck again but she avoid my hand
“You can borrow my clothes at my closet, matulog kana.” sabi nito
Magsasalita pa sana ako ng tumalikod na sya sakin
________
Freen
Ana’s Calling..
*yawn
[Hello..]
bumangon ako para makapag Ligo na dahil sobrang init ng buong katawan ko, akala ko init lang ng katawan yung nararamdaman ko dahil kay becca, yun pala may sinat talaga ako kagabi
I can see that becca is afraid of me, she doesn’t love me anymore like before, and she already said Ayaw nya na sakin, mas maganda narin siguro yun para kung mawala ako eh hindi na sya masasaktan
[Heng Told me what happened, papatayin mo talaga kami sa pag aalala Sarocha?.]
[Ana Lasagna is too delicious to avoid and I don’t want to upset becca if I didn’t eat what she bake.]
[Oh god.. look what happened, first time mong mawalan ng malay, napaka tigas ng ulo mo!]
[Sabi ng doctor nasobrahan lang ako sa pagod-]
[because she’s not your doctor]
[Sorry okay? Maliligo na ako]
[Umuwi ka dito bukas para mapatingnan kita kaagad]
[Ana I’m already fine, kakauwi ko lang dito tapos babalik ako kaagad dyan.]
[Hays nakakastress ka.]
[shh calm down, I’m fine okay? pag naulit yun ulit ako na mismo magkukusang pupunta dyan kay doktora.]
Madali lang sanang nasolusyunan ang sakit ko kung magpapa bone marrow transplant ako, ang kaso wala narin akong ibang kamag anak na maiitest kaya chemo nalang ang nakikita naming pag asa.
After I took a bath ay nag suot lang ako ng oversized shirt and white pajama, at uminom ng gamot bago bumaba
“Daddyyy.” salubong sakin ni freemo sa baba
“Goodmorning freemo, where’s ate Natalia and mommy?”
“Cooking breakfast po… daddyy up, up.” patalon talon nitong abot sa braso ko
hays ang kulit talaga
I carry him and go to the kitchen
“Hi Mommy..”
halos lumuwa yung mata ko ng makitang naka oversized shirt lang si becca at walang pang ibaba na suot habang nag hahain ng adobong manok sa mesa
“Oh freemo.” Nagalit ito ng makita kami “baka masama pa pakiramdam ni daddy nag papabuhat ka pa.”
biglang lumikot si freemo at humarap sakin at itinago ang mukha sa leeg ko
“Hayaan mo na.” sabi ko
Natalia also hugging me at the back
“But ate becca is right boy..freemo is heavy.”
napailing iling pa si becca at lumapit samin
“Come here freemo.”
hindi naman pumalag si freemo at nagpakarga na kay becca
“Hmm ang bango naman, anong ul-“
rinig ko na salubong ni Heng at papasok sana ng kusina
“HENG JUST STAY RIGHT THERE!.” I yelled
jusko ano ba naman kasi tong babaeng toh..
bumaba si freemo at umupo na sa tabi ni natalia
hinila ko kaagad si becca papuntang lababo
“What the hell are you wearing?” paos na bulong ko sakanya
“Pwede ba! hayaan mo ko kung anong gusto kong suotin.” bulong din nito
“shh shut up.” I whispered and caressed her thigh
“Fre-“
“Shh be quiet.”
I push her slightly and lick her earlobe
Napatingala sya
“You should stop seducing me.” bulong ko and I insert my hand in her shirt “because it’s working.”
Napapikit ako ng malamang nakapanty lang sya
I insert my hand in her butt and the softness of her skin is killing me, napakapit sya sakin when I kissed her neck and massaging her butt
“If you want to make love, just ask me baby.”
her body arched when I talk to her ear and lick it
I pulled my hand and start caressing her tummy
“Freen.. t-the kids.” paos na sabi nya
“Heng already took them… Goodmorning becca.”
I said and carry her at pina upo sya sa lababo
I licked my two fingers and spread her legs, I insert my hand again inside of her undies and touch her gently
“A-Ahh.” daing nito
“Shh be quiet.”
“Why are you doing this to me? ahh god..”
I started thrusting my hand on her and her wetness spreading all over my hand
She hugged me and put her forehead on my shoulder
“You’re sick.” paos na sabi nito
“Hey let me kiss you.” bulong ko
“God freen ahh..” daing nito
she’s freaking hot
“Let me kiss you..” daing ko at hinalikan nalang sya sa tenga at leeg
I don’t want to take off her clothes because were in the kitchen
“Freen..”
“shhh..”
“ahh ahh ahh.”
I thrust faster and gently until she came
nahulog pa sya sa lababo buti nalang nayakap ko sya
I attacked her lips and kissed her toridly
“Let’s eat first, then after… you’re all mine.”
“but-“
“no buts, you’re not going anywhere.”
I tried so hard to let go of her, hindi ko na talaga alam kung lagnat pa tong nararamdaman ko
I’m seriously wanted her right now
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