Huo Chen has been broken into pieces before, from top to bottom, from the inside out.
Then… his body was put back together again by time and drugs, like fragile porcelain that had been broken and glued back together. It was crumbling. As long as he reached out and pushed lightly, he would fall into the abyss and into the endless hell.
There is no exception to Huo Chen’s ending. There is no second choice, only to be broken again.
Huo Chen couldn’t tell how long the pain of dying could last. He just felt that every night that came, it was like a reappearance of the past, a reenactment of death.
He could see the bruises on his body that would not go away, the pinch marks on his neck, and the bloody marks where the knife had cut his body. They were densely packed, like a restraining iron net, cold and hard, covering his body.
Huo Chen even thought more than once, what’s the point of living like this? Why on earth is he still alive?
The mother who gave birth to him was a dodder who could only rely on his father to get nutrients and vitality to survive. She wanted to use the child she gave birth to to tie up her beloved man in exchange for that man’s eyes looking at her, and finally What was tied up was her own throat, her own life.
His father, when he needed him, pushed him out and used him as a chess piece to squeeze his value. In the name of his father, he required that the chess pieces should not have their own thoughts. He hoped that Huo Chen could behave like a puppet on strings. If he moved, Huo Chen could move, and only then could he move that way.
As for Huo Huaian, he was afraid of him and deliberately planned to stimulate him and aggravate his condition.
The character Huo has sixteen strokes. In the first half of his thirty years, Huo Chen could only spell his name with this character, a name that was stumbling and almost fading.
ã€Didi didi! warn! Danger warning! The villain’s blackening value has increased to 93%. 】
Lin Yuan was stunned for a long time and had no idea what was happening. Huo Chen’s blackening value increased directly from 54% to 93%. The value was almost close to the critical point. The mission might fail in the next second.
521 was jumping up and down beside him in a hurry: [Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ! What should seniors do? 93! 93! ! He is 93! ! Senior, please think of a solution quickly, the black value of the mission target is already 93%! ! To add something more, this year’s performance is really going to disappear, and 521 is going to be at the bottom this year…]
Lin Yuan was already anxious, not only because of Huo Chen’s sudden increase in blackening value, Huo Chen looked too bad now, Lin Yuan has been He couldn’t understand that the plot said that Huo Chen was a living corpse that was almost in pieces, a walking zombie, but at this moment, he seemed to understand a little bit.
Therefore, being urged and shouted by 521, he was a little angry: “Stop arguing, shut up! Disappear quickly!!”
Lin Yuan smiled at everyone, feeling soft, as if he was okay no matter what. It didn’t seem like he would get angry. 521 was so frightened by his yelling that his little wings almost couldn’t fly.
[It’s…former…senior…he…will disappear…]
The plot does not expand on Huo Chen’s childhood. It only says that Huo Chen has a gloomy, paranoid personality and unstable moods due to childhood trauma. Even to the point of morbid madness, Lin Yuan had no way to find any clues from such a brief description, and he had no time.
Everything was fine before, but Huo Chen apologized to him for squeezing him. Why did such an earth-shaking change happen in such a short period of time? Although Lin Yuan didn’t know the reason, he felt that there should be a fuse, and he had to find that fuse.
I remember that after turning off the lights, he wanted to hug the other person, but Huo Chen stopped him, which he had never done before.
He… doesn’t like this?
Lin Yuan could only let go of Huo Chen, only to see that he was trembling all over, his pupils were still empty, and there seemed to be no sense of security in his body. Under the extremely thin layer of skin, it seemed that the bruised bones could be seen.
“Huo Chen…”
Lin Yuan stretched out his hand to touch him. As soon as he touched someone, Huo Chen shivered even more violently, and he couldn’t even hide. He was as dazed as a young child who didn’t know how to avoid pain and injury. .
He was obviously scared, why didn’t he run away?
Why don’t you hide away?
“How can I help you…”
Lin Yuan’s voice could already hear the tremble: “How can I help you…”
He came to this world for Huo Chen. The meaning of his existence in this world is to save the person in front of him. But now, he can’t even touch the other person.
Lin Yuan felt powerless for the first time, as if the rising tide was drowning him, and he seemed to be suffocated.
Getting up from the bed, Lin Yuan went into the bathroom and came out with a wrung-out hot towel. He wanted to wipe the sweat off Huo Chen’s body. He wanted the other person to be more comfortable, even if it was just a little better physically.
Huo Chen on the bed suddenly covered his mouth tightly for some unknown reason. Lin Yuan could see that he seemed to want to cough, but he tried his best to endure it. His tense and arched body reminded Lin Yuan of a dying butterfly, every inch of which The bones and flesh are filled with pain and suffering.
Lin Yuan stood by the bed, being careful not to touch Huo Chen, and gently wiped his face and neck. Huo Chen would not refuse or resist at this time, and Lin Yuan’s dark pajamas were touched one by one. He unbuttoned his buttons, revealing his snow-white and thin body, like porcelain jade.
“Mom…”
Lin Yuan, who was wiping himself, heard this broken whisper and was stunned for a moment. Regarding Huo Chen’s mother, the plot only says that she is a wealthy daughter who was married many years after the death of Mr. Huo’s late wife. Because they remarried after many years, there is only a five-year age difference between Huo Chen and Huo Huaian.
Did Huo Chen miss his mother when he was in pain? Lin Yuan thought. He remembered that in the plot, he seemed to be only a few years old when Huo Chen’s mother passed away.
Lin Yuan hurriedly leaned towards his ear and coaxed in a soft voice: “Well, be good, baby. Mom is here. It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t hurt, baby~”
“Be good, baby, be good. It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t hurt anymore.” , it won’t hurt anymore in the future~â€
“Good boy~†Lin Yuan doesn’t know how to coax children. He can only copy others: “Baby, good baby, it doesn’t hurt anymore, it doesn’t hurt anymore…â€
“Baby, be good, it doesn’t hurt anymore. â€Â , It doesn’t hurt anymore—”
Huo Chen vaguely heard the voice, which was not quite like that woman’s voice. It was too pure and could be seen clearly at a glance. But he had heard what that voice said many times. That woman was always like that, stuffing her rot into his body bit by bit, and then coaxing her, as if she was really a gentle mother.
He was waiting for the next thing, waiting for his throat to be grabbed, waiting for the knife to cut his body, but a long, long time passed, and he didn’t wait. He only waited for that voice, saying it over and over again.
“Good baby…”
“It doesn’t hurt anymore…”
Huo Chen was not hurt for the first time after the sound came and fell. He felt confused and flustered. But the pain-free feeling is really great.
Lin Yuan didn’t expect that calling him a baby would actually work. Huo Chen, who was still shaking and struggling just now, slowly calmed down, like a crying and fussy baby. After being coaxed for a few times, he became obedient and stopped crying.
He was a little happy and tried to touch Huo Chen. He found that he no longer resisted him like before. He immediately held Huo Chen in his arms and patted the other person’s back: “Baby, be good. It’s okay. The baby is not afraid. Our baby Don’t be afraid…”
Huo Chen’s vision was recovering, and so was his hearing. He saw the tightly drawn curtains and felt like he was being held by a big heater, warm. A hand was patting his back to comfort him, and sound.
“My baby wants to sleep…sleep…”
The clear and soft voice, Lin Yuan’s voice, came down gently.
Huo Chen came to his senses slowly and suddenly realized that the baby in Lin Yuan’s mouth was him.
Mr. Huo, who was called baby: “…”
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