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Huo Chen has a strong desire for exclusivity and control, but there are too few things he can own, and there are too few things that truly belong to him.
He has lived for thirty years, from the precarious life in that room when he was young, to the lonely boyhood, to now, when he can hardly find anything that truly belongs to him.
Going around and around, it seems that his hands are always empty, unable to retain anything, unable to grasp anything, and he is too lazy to grasp anything hard. No matter who it is, or in this world where kindness could rarely be seen, he even …he doesn’t even have the desire to catch this ‘rare’ kindness.
But now, Huo Chen feels that his desire to monopolize Lin Yuan has reached its extreme. He can’t wait to eat this person bite by bite and eat it into his stomach. Only in this way can he fill his always painful and always hungry stomach. .
Only in this way, Lin Yuan will always be his Lin Yuan.
Lin…
Yuan…
Lin Yuan…
Huo Chen looked at the young man in his arms and realized for the first time that he remembered this person so clearly. Every inch seemed to be engraved into his eyes and engraved into his bones. Deep in my heart, there are threads entangled.
His body, which had never been considered healthy, was already filled with Lin Yuan.
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 30%. 】
Lin Yuan was extremely happy when he heard the system prompt tone. Just as he was about to talk to 521, Huo Chen suddenly grabbed his chin and kissed him fiercely.
The man bit the young man’s lips fiercely, as if he had been hungry and thirsty for a long time, with a surging desire to devour the other man.
Lin Yuan felt a little pain, but there was an indescribable comfort in this pain. He gradually became addicted to it, his eyes filled with moist mist, and he looked at Huo Chen obediently and softly. A kind of gentleness that allows you to taste and taste it at will.
The world turned upside down. Huo Chen pressed Lin Yuan on the sofa and propped his body above him. His breathing was rapid and heavy. He touched Lin Yuan’s lips. His posture against the light made his whole body sink into the shadows, and his facial features became deeper and deeper and distinct.
“Lin Yuan…”
“Sui Sui…”
He repeated Lin Yuan’s name and Lin Yuan’s favorite nickname, and then, as if bewitching him, he whispered in Lin Yuan’s ear: “Me too, I only kiss Suisui, do you like how I kissed you just now?Does it feel good?”
Lin Yuan was still panting, but Huo Chen kissed him too hard just now, and before he could catch his breath, Huo Chen suddenly said this, Lin Yuan was dumbfounded.
Huo Chen said he would only kiss him.
Huo Chen said so.
Lin Yuan was a little nervous for no reason, and he didn’t dare to look at Huo Chen. His hands fell on the sofa and began to dig at the sofa nervously. After a while, he glanced at Huo Chen furtively and nodded slightly: “I like it.”
The young man’s dark eyes were always as clear and clean as bottom, but at this time there seemed to be something more, more passionate and dazzling.
Huo Chen pursed his lips and smiled. The gloom and shadows between his eyebrows seemed to have fallen into the water, becoming lighter for a long time: “I also like to kiss you like that.”
When Lin Yuan heard this, he immediately wrapped his arms around the man’s neck shyly, Cuddling together affectionately and happily was what he liked to do the most, and it was also his way of expressing his closeness and affection. He rubbed the man several times before whispering: “Huo Chen, you can’t lie to others, and your words must count.”
Then, he leaned into Huo Chen’s ear and whispered two words quickly.
“It’s Comfortable.”
Huo Chen didn’t know if Lin Yuan said this out of a man’s desire for exclusivity? Let him be.
He lowered his head and kissed the young man’s lips again, his tongue probing and then withdrawing, licking and kissing each time, his teeth biting the soft red meat, and the movements of his hands never stopped. In Huo Chen’s kiss and under his fingers, Lin Yuan almost had hallucinations. He felt so comfortable. He seemed to melt completely between Huo Chen’s kiss and fingers.
Huo Chen noticed something, parted his lips and tongue, and looked down at the dizzy young man beneath him who was struck by instinct.
He was still so clean that he didn’t even know how to rub himself to relieve himself. Huo Chen smiled, lowered his head to lick Lin Yuan’s ear, and lowered his voice to coax: “Sui Sui, do you want to feel more comfortable?”
Lin Yuan Not understanding what Huo Chen was going to say, he looked at him with confused eyes: “More comfortable?”
Huo Chen whispered in his ear: “I want to be with Suisui…” Considering that Lin Yuan might not understand well, he used a word that the other party can definitely understand.
“Roll under the sheets”
For Lin Yuan, these three words were simply unbearable. He was completely awake in an instant, and he couldn’t care less about the unbearable pain in his body. He pushed Huo Chen away and sat up, shaking his head unhappily and saying: ” No, I don’t want to have s*x with you. Didn’t we say not to have s*x with you on the second day of our wedding? I swore that I would never have s*x with you again. Have you forgotten? “
He doesn’t want to have s*x with Huo Chen! It was because of mentioning the word ‘s*x’ that the blackening value rose so much that day. Now it has finally reached 30%. Who knows if having s*x with Huo Chen will increase it to 40%? Maybe it could rise to 50%?
Anyway, he doesn’t want to have s*x, and he won’t have s*x in this life.
Huo Chen didn’t forget completely. He vaguely remembered what happened that day when Lin Yuan mentioned it.
It’s your own fault! it’s your own fault!
Huo Chen tasted this for the first time. If possible, he wanted to go back to that day and ask himself to shut up and stop talking. He was really useless.
Lin Yuan had never rejected anything like this. Huo Chen’s displeasure was already written on his face, but he knew that he deserved it. If he wanted to get closer to this little friend and do those closely related things, He must convince the other party.
Huo Chen went over to hug him and gently touched his still hot neck: “Sui Sui, can I apply to erase what happened that day between us?”
Lin Yuan blinked in confusion: “erase?”
Huo Chen picked up his hand and put it on his face, rubbed it lovingly, and kissed his palm: “Because I did something wrong at that time and said some things that I shouldn’t have said. I want to forget it. Can you forget it too?”
 Lin Yuan felt that he could not forget the pain and despair caused by the continuous increase in black value. He shook his head and said, “I can’t forget it. I remember it clearly.”
Wanting to shout out, 521, who was watching the two of them kiss until now, also whispered: [521 also remembers it very clearly, senior, you must not have s*x with the mission target, the blackening value will increase. 】
Lin Yuan also thought the same way: “Don’t worry, I won’t have s*x with my husband.”
Huo Chen really wanted to hit himself at that time. He thought about it and said in a different way: “Sui Sui , We are partners, right?”
Lin Yuan nodded: “Yes, you are my husband, and I am your wife.”
Huo Chen smiled softly when he heard him speak like this, his eyes still gloomy. But he looked extravagant for no reason, like the fragrant flower juice that had been crushed into pieces, he said: “Yes, we have such a relationship, but when we first got married, we didn’t actually know each other, we were strangers, and we had no emotional basis. At that time, if I kissed you suddenly like now, you would definitely not be willing.”
“But it’s different now. My relationship with Sui Sui has gotten better. We sleep together, hold hands, hug and kiss. I like Sui Sui, I like sui sui very much. I want to do things with Sui Sui as husband and wife.”
Huo Chen held Lin Yuan’s face gently, kissed his eyes, and then kissed his lips.
“Look, Suisui, we are already so good. Those words are no longer correct. Suisui should forget them. You shouldn’t remember what I said before. You should remember what I say now. I like to be with you. Together, I want to be with you. I want to get closer to Suisui and do something more intimate and comfortable than kissing. Don’t you want to?”
Lin Yuan hesitated. He felt that Huo Chen was right. They had just gotten married at the time. I didn’t know each other before, so it’s really strange to suddenly say that I want to have s*x. But it’s different now. Huo Chen was right. Their relationship has become better.
However, the shadow of the blackening value is not so easy to disappear. He can only discuss with 521: “What should I do? 521, my husband is right! But I am afraid.”
521 nodded and said seriously: [Senior, 521 also thinks so. The mission objectives are correct, but people are also afraid. ]
After thinking about it, 521 said: [Senior, ask the mission target, will he be unhappy if you two have s*x? ]
Lin Yuan hummed, looked at Huo Chen and asked, “Husband, let me ask you a question. Would you be unhappy if we have s*x?”
Huo Chen was stunned for a moment, and then he thought of Lin Yuan It seems like she said she wanted him to be happy from the beginning, and that’s still the case now. He suddenly felt a burst of unspeakable sourness and pain deep in his chest, exploding in his body with cracks and fragments everywhere, but at the same time, he was being filled and repaired by Lin Yuan.
Reaching out to hug Lin Yuan, Huo Chen lowered his head heavily. He had never felt like this before. He closed his eyes and used all his strength to hug this person who might really be his ‘forever’.
The voice was soft, small, and cautious, like a child who had never received care, holding the only gift that belonged to him.
A child’s world is small, and Huo Chen’s world is also small.
In other words, that skinny, pale and fragile boy never really grew up. As time passed, his body grew up, and his heart was always trapped in that room.
There was a thick invisible wall outside the door that he could not open. His arms were too slender and covered with bruises. He could not open the door that had kept his mother closed until her death, just like his mother had never been able to open it, to come out and was completely corrupted in the end.
And he was supposed to be like this, decaying over time, but Lin Yuan appeared, and he made a hole in that wall, allowing warmth and light to fall in.
“Happy, as long as I’m with you, I’ll be happy.”
Lin Yuan heard the abnormality in Huo Chen’s words, but he didn’t quite understand. He just raised his hand out of habit and placed his palm on the man’s back, patting and comforting him.
“Me too, I’m very happy to be with you. Huo Chen, don’t be unhappy, I will be with you, whether it’s eating with you or sleeping with you, even when you are sick, I will always be with you
Huo Chen wanted Lin Yuan’s eternity, longed for it, but was afraid of it. He could only hug Lin Yuan tightly and said silently: “Lin Yuan, you must do what you say. “
“Keep what you say, don’t forget, and don’t lie to me.”
“Lin Yuan, I have nothing to lose. I only have this life, and I’ll give it to you, okay?”
“Take it, don’t lose it. , keep it well, okay?â€
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