Lin Yuan thought he heard wrongly and blinked in confusion: “What did you say?”
He seemed to have heard that Fucheng, a child who was so dark to the core, was pitiful Xixi told him not to leave.
Fucheng just couldn’t help himself and reacted subconsciously. Hearing Lin Yuan ask himself this, his face became inexplicably hot and his ears felt hot. The hand that grabbed the boy’s clothes relaxed for a moment, then quickly tightened it, this time very firmly.
He couldn’t help but be determined.
Fucheng had no choice.
He remembered what it was like when he had a family before, but he didn’t want to remember such a disgusting ending.
But now the house is quiet and cold, without a trace of people. The window facing the sun can shine in the sun, but no matter how bright the sun is, it can’t dry out the decay and withering in the room.
It had been a long time since Fucheng had experienced the feeling of someone beside him. When he opened his eyes, he could see someone beside him.
This person saved me and stayed with me.
He didn’t seem to be alone anymore, he seemed to be getting warmer.
Fucheng looked at Lin Yuan’s eyes, which were still bright and warm in the backlight. His voice was hoarse because he hadn’t spoken for a long time: “Don’t go.”
Lin Yuan heard clearly this time, and his eyes couldn’t help but look at Fucheng grabbing the corner of his clothes. hand. The hand was slender and white. Due to the exertion, the veins on the back of the hand became more and more clear, like rivers crisscrossing the snowfield.
“I’m not leaving. I just stood up and pressed the pager.” After Lin Yuan finished speaking, he stood up and pressed the button of the pager.
Then, he looked at Fucheng with a smile: “Look, I didn’t lie to you, I won’t leave.”
Fucheng’s face became even hotter when he heard this, and he didn’t know what to say. Fortunately, the nurse came over soon and saw Fucheng woke up and immediately went to the doctor on duty.
After a lot of fussing, Lin Yuan simply forgot about this incident. Fucheng also saw it and automatically ignored it. He just asked in a low voice: “…How do you know where I am? It’s very remote there.”
Of course, Lin Yuan couldn’t tell the truth. He thought hard for a long time and tried to test it. He said two words spontaneously: “Passing by…?”
Lin Yuan himself didn’t believe this, let alone Fucheng, but he pretended to believe it: “It turned out to be passing by, what a coincidence.”
Lin Yuan said hummingly: ” What a coincidence, I didn’t expect to meet you when I passed there.”
Fucheng didn’t say anything else. He stared at the young man in front of him, who still looked as clean and warm as he remembered, with the dimples on his cheeks like a concave. The little nest you enter is tempting to poke and poke, and it is tempting to Fucheng.
“Were you here last night?”
Fucheng had confirmed this matter again and again last night, but he still hoped to get an accurate answer from the other party.
Lin Yuan nodded obediently: “Yes, yes, I have been here last night.”
Fucheng narrowed his eyes with satisfaction when he heard this. He was on the hospital bed by the window. The large glass wall was unobstructed, letting in countless skylights. , Fucheng spread his hand, and then slowly tightened it.
He seemed to have caught a ray of light.
The world… seemed brighter than he imagined.
Fucheng stayed in the hospital for a week, and Lin Yuan stayed with him for two nights. After that, he went back at six or seven every night and came back in the morning.
Because he had nothing to do, Lin Yuan took the test papers with him. He would sit on the cabinet next to the hospital bed and write the test papers every day. If he had any questions, he would directly ask Fucheng.
The night before Lin Yuan was discharged from the hospital, before Lin Yuan left, Fucheng looked at him and said, “You don’t have to come tomorrow. We’ll see you at school.”
Lin Yuan came to the hospital every day, so naturally he knew that Fucheng would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and he looked puzzled. Looking at the other person: “Why? You will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I will be here just in time to help you.”
Fucheng’s inner thoughts are very simple. He lives in such an old and dark place, with beautiful walls newly painted layer by layer outside. , there are mountains of dust inside.
Lin Yuan is a glamorous young master, so naturally he cannot let any dust from that house contaminate him.
In addition, Fucheng is actually very proud and has a strong sense of self-esteem. What Lin Yuan saw was that he was number one and excellent. That house was too old and stale, and he didn’t want Lin Yuan to see the dilapidation behind him.
Therefore, Fucheng gave a random reason: “I can do it myself. You have been with me in the hospital for so long. It’s hard work. Go back and have a good rest.”
Lin Yuan heard this and thought of that day. Fucheng said that he hated himself and didn’t want to see him. After these few days, Lin Yuan thought that Fucheng didn’t hate him anymore, because Fucheng talked to him softly, even a little tenderly.
However, this is all self-righteousness. It’s just that he saved Fucheng, so Fucheng gave him a good look for a few days, but that was the end of it.
Lin Yuan didn’t think Fucheng was going too far. He had done so much, but it was of no use. He just felt that it was really difficult to achieve the mission goal of 99.99% of the initial value.
“Well, I won’t come tomorrow. I’ll ask my driver to come and take you back, okay?”
Lin Yuan looked at him eagerly and said in a soft tone: “Fucheng, I know you hate me and don’t want to see me. I, I will be obedient and stay away from you. But you are not fully recovered yet, I am worried about you.”
Fucheng frowned, not understanding why Lin Yuan said that? When did he hate Lin Yuan…
The memory of that day suddenly came to mind. Fucheng was inexplicably panicked for a moment, looked at Lin Yuan eagerly, and then silently gave himself a few punches in his heart.
“I…I don’t hate you…”
Fucheng seemed to be quite calm on the surface, but the ears half covered by his black hair were already red to the base of his ears.
Lin Yuan didn’t expect to hear such words, and was stunned for a moment: “Don’t you hate me? But you don’t hate me, why don’t you let me help you? So, you don’t hate me now, but you don’t want to see me either. Come to me, right? “
That’s probably what Fucheng meant. He must have understood it correctly this time.
521 also felt this was the case, and was a little sad: [Senior, what should we do next? The mission target doesn’t want to see you. If you forcefully approach him, will the darkening value increase? ]
Lin Yuan was also very sad and could only take one step at a time.
Fucheng never regrets, he can even plan his own death, you know how paranoid and crazy he is. This was the first time that he regretted that because Lin Yuan was innocent and harmless, he released the malice in his heart, fell on him, and said those excessive words.
He was silent for a long time, until his body became a little stiff, and then he whispered: “I’m sorry…”
“I’m sorry about that day…”
“I never hated you, nor did I not want to see you, I just…somewhat Afraid of you…”
Yes, afraid.
Only then did Fucheng vaguely understand that the source of his irritability that day was fear, fear, and spontaneous resistance to unknown dangers.
He is too dirty, too dark, he is a shadow hiding in the dark alley, the shadow itself. He just wants to stay away from things that are too bright and warm. This is the survival instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.
Lin Yuan didn’t understand. He didn’t understand that Fucheng was so smart and powerful. If he hadn’t chosen to use death to avenge his parents, with his ability, he could easily be liked and respected, and he could also live a good life.
Why would such a person say he is afraid of him?
Lin Yuan asked his doubts, still in the same obedient and soft tone: “Why? Fucheng, why are you afraid of me?”
Fucheng had already analyzed his thoughts clearly, and faced Lin Yuan’s question, he hesitated After pausing for a moment, he said half-truthfully: “I used to be alone, and I’m used to this. I’m not used to you approaching me suddenly, and I don’t feel safe, so I’m afraid.”
Lin Yuan thought that this was the case, but after thinking about it, The family situation in Fucheng is not surprising.
Thinking that Fucheng had never hated him, Lin Yuan was a little happy. He pulled the chair towards him and said, “Fucheng, don’t be afraid. I am very good and obedient. I will do whatever you ask me to do. “
If you make the mission target happy, your blackening value may be reduced.
Fucheng was stunned by these words of asking for anything. His thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and he couldn’t believe it: “…Really?”
“Really.”
Fucheng took some courage to raise his hand and stretched it towards Lin Yuan’s cheek. Go and poke the dimple on his cheek.
Lin Yuan was stunned for a moment. Huo Chen liked to poke his dimples for a while, and also liked to lick his dimples after a kiss when his head was dizzy and he was panting.
Now that Fucheng is doing this, Lin Yuan feels a little strange in his heart. He didn’t find it annoying, but it was something Huo Chen once liked to do, and Fucheng also did it, so he felt awkward.
Fucheng finally did what he had wanted to do for a while, and was a little happy. He wanted to poke him again, but Lin Yuan grabbed his hand and shook his head: “Stop poking.”
“Why? Didn’t you say that you will do whatever I ask you to do?” Fucheng was puzzled.
Lin Yuan didn’t know what to say, so he changed the topic very bluntly: “Fucheng, if you say you don’t hate me, then I will come to the hospital tomorrow to take you out of the hospital, and then take you home, okay?”
Fucheng didn’t want to, and then I was afraid that because of this, if Lin Yuan was repeatedly rejected, the other party would think too much, so in the end he could only agree: “Lin Yuan, the place I live in is not very good. If you don’t adapt to it, please tell me.”
The next morning, the person who picked up and dropped off Lin Yuan every day That car worth several million was parked downstairs of the Fucheng family. Poverty and wealth can be seen clearly just from the appearance.
Fucheng didn’t want Lin Yuan to get in, but as soon as the car stopped, Lin Yuan got out of the car with his things and waved to Fucheng with a bright smile at the alley: “Fucheng, which floor is your home on?”
The young man looked at the boy. Lin Yuan, who was warm and clean, couldn’t explain why, the pride and self-esteem in his heart disappeared instantly, and he walked quickly towards the other party.
Utility bills hang at the entrance of the corridor, and various small advertisements are posted on the mottled white walls. Fucheng led Lin Yuan to an iron door on the third floor and took out the key. For the first time, he felt impatient.
Turn the key and the door lock opens. Fucheng opened the door, and after Lin Yuan poked his head around and walked in like a cat, he eagerly closed and locked the door.
Lin Yuan observed the surroundings curiously, while Fucheng was looking at him. It was too easy for a man with a deep scheming mind to do what he wanted to do without showing his face.
Fucheng covered his wound and let out a low cry.
Lin Yuan heard his voice and immediately turned around: “What’s wrong?”
Fucheng pretended to be weak and said softly: “The wound hurts a little.”
Lin Yuan heard the words and hurried over and supported him nervously: “It hurts. , then I will help you sit down.”
Fucheng hugged Lin Yuan, naturally wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and brought him into his arms. Fucheng found this feeling of warmth very novel. He smiled contentedly and said, “Help me like this and let me relax a bit.”
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