Fucheng never leaves a way out for himself.
Even on the day before New Year’s Eve last year, he had thought about giving his parents a chance.
But in fact, he knew very well that he had been removed from the family by those two people long ago, and was completely removed from their happy family at this time.
In Fucheng’s life, there was no time after the age of eighteen, but at this time, Lin Yuan gave him a time.
His thirty years old, and even…the rest of his life.
The young man was inevitably bewitched, and like a man possessed, he removed the finger that was on his lips, clasped the back of Lin Yuan’s head, and kissed him forcefully and domineeringly.
Lin Yuan couldn’t tell whether he was unable to struggle, half-hearted, or both.
Fucheng kissed him very hard and deeply, his lips were bitten, and even the tip of his tongue hurt slightly from being sucked, but Lin Yuan was a little addicted. While his body felt comfortable, his heart was so full that he could no longer tolerate anything else. , it seemed that only the blank and decayed boy in front of him was left.
The morning light gradually grew stronger, and three thousand bright lights fell at the entrance of the deep alley.
Fucheng kissed the person he liked, entwining his lips and teeth, touching his skin, supporting each other with a tight embrace. This kind of freshness and intimacy made the boy feel like this for the first time, and the sun seemed to be able to shine through. here.
Shining into the dark alley, shining on the decay and withering.
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 10%. ]
Fucheng felt unprecedentedly satisfied, but also felt strangely panicked. What if… Lin Yuan lied?
ã€Ding! The villain’s blackening value has risen to 50%, please host to reduce the target’s blackening value as soon as possible! 】
What if he waits until he is thirty and Lin Yuan regrets it? What if at that time, things have changed, he is no longer him, and Lin Yuan is no longer Lin Yuan?
ã€Ding! Please note to the host that the villain’s blackening value has increased to 78%. 】
The time between eighteen and thirty is really too long. Twelve years, more than four thousand days and nights, Fucheng could not risk everything he had on such a distant future.
He didn’t even have time to fully own the age of eighteen, how could he have the age of thirty, and have such an out-of-reach lifetime?
ã€Ding! High risk warning! High risk warning! ! The villain’s blackening value has increased to 99.999%! The villain’s blackening value has increased to 99.999%! ]
Seeing the blackening value suddenly drop from 99.999% to 10%, 521 breathed a long sigh of relief and wiped the non-existent sweat on his head with his small wings.
521 thought to himself that senior had done the right thing this time by cheating on him. To save himself and the mission target was to cheat on him, which is what humans call sacrificing the ego.
But, but, before the system relaxed for a few seconds, the blackout value rose to 50%, then to 78%, and finally to another critical point of 99.999%.
521 was so angry that it hit Fucheng like a small cannonball, but it couldn’t touch the opponent and passed directly through. There was no other way, 521 could only aim at Fucheng’s head and deliver a bastard punch with no output. boom.
[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I will beat you to death I will beat you to death! ! Seniors have all cheated! He’s cheated! ! What else do you want? What else do you want? ! 】
Lin Yuan was so stunned by the kiss that he was almost out of breath. He vaguely heard the warning sound of the system, and heard 521 yelling next to him.
He reluctantly calmed down and regained consciousness. His eyes caught a glimpse of the huge 99.999% on the electronic light screen, and he was suddenly stunned.
What’s going on? What’s going on? When Fucheng first kissed him, he heard the system prompt that the blackening value had dropped to 10%. Why did it go back up after kissing him for so long?
Lips and teeth locked together, Fucheng immediately discovered Lin Yuan’s abnormality. He let go of Lin Yuan, without any covering up, completely releasing the self that had been hidden in the darkness. He licked Lin Yuan’s dimples addictively and said, “What’s wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?”
Lin Yuan didn’t notice Fu Fu. Cheng’s actions, he secretly glanced at the 99.999% blackening value on the screen, then looked at Fucheng in front of him, and whispered: “Fucheng, you are unhappy!”
Fucheng shook his head and kissed again After looking at where he was just now, he said calmly: “No, I’m not unhappy.”
Lin Yuancai didn’t believe it, 99.999% came out again, how could he look happy? But I was obviously happy just now, so why are I suddenly unhappy again?
Trying to recall what he said before, Lin Yuan suddenly remembered that possessiveness in human bones can sometimes be very terrifying. Was Fucheng unhappy because he said he had someone he liked?
But…it was impossible for Fucheng not to notice something unusual about what happened that night.
The two of them were considered good friends before, but that good friend got drunk and pulled her to make love and call her husband, and even kissed her, and finally… returned it. Isn’t it nice of him to talk about it like this? ?
Lin Yuan grabbed the hem of Fucheng’s school uniform and couldn’t hide his nervousness: “Are you unhappy because I said I have someone you like? But I can’t help it. My husband and I…”
Fucheng heard this Those two words were sealed with a kiss with a stern look in his eyes. This time he didn’t kiss deeply, just to block Lin Yuan’s words. He really didn’t want to hear a word about that person, not even a word.
After a while, Fucheng let go, his lips moved and he spoke slowly, his voice almost blending into the darkness of the shadows in the alley: “I don’t want to hear about you and others, I don’t even want the thirty you said.” Years, don’t want a lifetime. Lin Yuan, can’t you do it now? I just want it now.â€
The young man’s voice gradually withered in the darkness, full of decay and death.
“Lin Yuan, I don’t care about your past, and I don’t expect your future. I only want…as long as you are eighteen years old, as long as you are now, okay?”
Lin Yuan was completely stunned when he heard this. He thought of Huo Huo a long time ago. For him, Chen chose to be a normal person, choose to get better, and choose to live. But Fucheng, he was too naive.
Huo Chen’s cold body was filled with the shadows of death from the past, calculations and injuries caused by blood ties. But in Fucheng, there is only nothingness.
Before he came to this world, the only person in Fucheng’s life who had some weight in his body was his parents who abandoned him.
Fucheng had already planned the ending for himself. A person who could throw away and use his own life at will would not be able to change for anyone easily.
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, seems to be confined to a crumbling and dangerous building. He is in a high-rise building, knowing that one day the building will collapse, but he is unwilling to come out, or in other words, he Afraid to step out.
Some people are obsessed with the past where shadows overlap, trapped in that time that has long since passed.
However, some people don’t need a new life or a future, they just want the present. Counting every minute and every second from now until it disappears and until the moment when he can no longer have it, this is the present he wants.
This is the kind of person Fucheng is. He never feels that anything will belong to him forever.
No matter it is a person or an object, no matter how much you like it.
Fucheng liked himself and wanted himself. He wanted to have himself before the summer when he was eighteen years old, and then die in a well-known way according to the script he had written long ago.
Lin Yuan thought about Fucheng’s final suicide, losing his life bit by bit in that house, and thinking about the young man in front of him turning into a lifeless corpse that could only rot and stink. He suddenly became angry, very, very angry.
“No! No, no! I will never be with you before I am thirty! Absolutely!”
Lin Yuan’s eyes gradually turned red and he looked at the young man, thinking about everything with Huo Chen and Fucheng. So, he said word by word with a trembling voice: “Fucheng, I made an agreement with him for 4,170 years. I have already broken my promise for you. Can’t you just wait for me for me?”
He had no choice. While Huo Chen might be alive, while he was still thinking about himself, he was with Fucheng. Thirty years old was his biggest concession. When he and Huo Chen met in the previous world, Huo Chen was also thirty years old.
He thought that as long as Fucheng chose to live, as long as he was willing to live. Even if the mission failed, it didn’t matter. He could use all his remaining points to work hard to accompany Fucheng until the last second when he could be with him.
Lin Yuan grasped Fucheng’s clothes tightly, and his slender fingers turned a deathly white color due to too much exertion.
Tears flowed from his red eyes silently, like tears of blood, and it seemed that he could smell the smell of blood. Lin Yuan opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he quickly closed them again.
He wanted to say, would it be good to survive?
I beg you, please survive, okay?
Please, don’t die, okay?
But Lin Yuan couldn’t say such words. He couldn’t let Fucheng realize that he knew all this.
Fucheng met Lin Yuan’s red and tearful eyes, and his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand. The pain was indescribable, and he was at a loss as to what to do, clumsy like a child who couldn’t do anything well.
After staring at Lin Yuan blankly for a moment, he slowly raised his hand and carefully wiped Lin Yuan’s tears.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I made you cry.”
Fucheng hugged the person into his arms, kissed his moist eyes, and apologized over and over again.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. This is how we are. This is fine. I won’t say anything more. It’s enough for you to stay with me. That’s enough.”
Fucheng thought, that’s enough, that’s enough. This eighteen-year-old is really very good already. He had had such a hot night of confusion and infatuation, and had also had such an intimate and warm morning. What else could he be dissatisfied with?
His whole life was supposed to rot and stink in the dilapidated streets of the old city, without any light or warmth. But now, because of Lin Yuan, his life is good enough, and there will never be a better eighteen-year-old.
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 80%. 】
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 50%. 】
Lin Yuan understood the hidden meaning of Fucheng’s words. All he had to do was stay with him until the day he decided to die.
Fucheng felt that this was enough between them, enough…
Lin Yuan swayed slightly, buried his face in Fucheng’s arms, and tightly grasped the young man’s clothes with both hands, as if to penetrate the small gaps.
He always felt that as long as he relaxed a little, Fucheng would disappear from his eyes and die in the hot summer, quickly rotting and smelling, leaving only an unrecognizable jagged white skeleton.
How on earth should he save this man?
How should he save Fucheng?
The sun was getting brighter, and Lin Yuan managed to control his emotions, and then he slowly remembered that he had to go to class today. He turned on his phone and saw that it was already past nine o’clock. After two more classes, this morning would be gone.
Lin Yuan arrived here at around six o’clock. In the next two hours or so, he spent at most half an hour talking to Fucheng. The rest of the time, woo woo, the rest of the time he was cheating on him. Kiss and hug Fucheng.
Fucheng saw Lin Yuan’s troubled face and was a little on the verge of crying. He raised his hand and rubbed his soft and fluffy hair: “Why are you suddenly unhappy? Is something wrong?”
Lin Yuan angrily knocked Fucheng’s hand off. Hands, eyes wide open, staring at him: “It’s already nine o’clock, I’m late for class! I’ve never been late for school, it’s all because of you! You compensate me!”
Fucheng narrowed his eyes slightly and smiled. He hugged Lin Yuan into his arms, bit his earlobe, and whispered: “Okay, okay, it’s all my fault. It’s my fault. How do you want me to compensate you? As long as I have it, I will compensate you.” “
Lin Yuan just doesn’t believe what a man says. He himself doesn’t even mean what he says, so he can’t believe it, let alone Fucheng, a bad boy with a black heart.
He struggled out of Fucheng’s arms, took a few steps back, looked up at him, and said firmly: “Don’t hug me anymore! Don’t kiss me again! We were who we were before, and we are still the same now! You If you want to kiss me and hug me, then wait until you are thirty. When you are thirty, whatever you do, I will… do whatever you want…”
Fucheng lowered his eyes quietly and glanced at his empty hands. Just a moment ago, a second ago, his hands were still full of warmth.
Smiling softly, Fucheng walked closer to Lin Yuan. His eyes were like poisonous snakes in the dark alley, exuding a hint of cold air. The way he walked closer step by step was more like a poisonous snake slowly swallowing the letter. Being close to the prey brings an indescribable sense of hunting.
Lin Yuan sensed the danger and subconsciously stepped back, but within two steps, his back hit the cold, hard and damp wall, making him unable to retreat.
The next second, Fucheng’s long and thin body was completely covered. Lin Yuan was completely covered by the shadow named Fucheng, and there was no way to escape.
Fucheng’s body seemed to be even hotter than before, and he could feel the steam on his exposed skin. Lin Yuan blinked nervously, speaking incoherently: “Fucheng, you…don’t try to scare me. I’m not… not afraid of you! I’m not afraid of you! And… and I… I’m not an underground lover, I’m just… a real wife…”
These words are really cute, her eyes are wet and she pretends to be calm. The boy is also very well-behaved.
Fucheng wanted to kiss him, but just as he was about to get closer, Lin Yuan, who noticed his intention, covered his mouth and said dullly: “You told me not to kiss me again, why do you still want to kiss me? I’ve said it several times After all, you can only continue to kiss me when you are thirty, and you must keep your word!”
The young man looked into those eyes and smiled softly. Instead of forcing himself, he leaned over and kissed the back of Lin Yuan’s hand. He said with deep meaning: “So, you want to be my wife! Then have you also been that person’s wife? Sure enough, other people’s things are good, and other people’s little wives are more fragrant and more attractive. “
When Lin Yuan heard these words, he was stunned for a moment, and he was not far from being stupid.
He didn’t expect that Fucheng, who just an hour ago had said that he didn’t want to hear about his affairs with others, would now tease him about his past with Huo Chen. Why…how could he be so bad?
Lin Yuan’s eyes became even more watery, because he was shy. He didn’t cover his mouth this time, but covered Fucheng, and said angrily: “You! You are not allowed to say this again! You! If you say this again, I will, I will ignore you!!” Fucheng
felt that Lin Yuan’s hand seemed to be cooler than usual and felt very comfortable. He rubbed it and said softly: “Well, I won’t say anything anymore, I will listen to you.”
Still angry, he snorted twice and was about to speak when he suddenly realized that Fucheng’s face was a little too hot.
“Fucheng, do you have a fever?” Lin Yuan said, touching Fucheng’s forehead and feeling it was so hot. Thinking of the message he saw when he woke up in the morning, Lin Yuan couldn’t help but lecture him: “I made you wait for the wind at the alley at four in the morning. You must be sick now.”
Fucheng raised his hand and touched his face. , it is indeed a bit hot: “Maybe. But I didn’t wait stupidly, didn’t I wait for you?”
The young man smiled softly, as if the snow-white skin spread by the deep winter snow was burnt due to high fever. A faint pink appeared, thin and shallow, and there was a faint bloodshot lingering in the black and white eyes, one by one, hooking the reddish end of his eyes.
Lin Yuan was stared at by him so much that his heart beat wildly, and he didn’t even dare to look at him. But Fucheng’s body was more important. Lin Yuan shook his head vigorously to shake off those messy emotions, and pulled Fucheng towards the alley.
“You’re all…all sick. If you’re still in the mood to joke with me, I’ll take you to the hospital first.”
Even if he really had a fever, Fucheng didn’t think he was serious enough to go to the hospital, so he just took some medicine. That’s it.
But the hand holding his was so tight and firm, it seemed like nothing could separate the two of them.
Fucheng couldn’t help but clenched the hand holding him, looked down, looked again, and then smiled unconsciously, without even realizing it.
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 46%. ]
Lin Yuan stopped a car on the roadside and asked the driver to go to the nearest hospital.
On the way, Fucheng rested his head on Lin Yuan’s shoulder. This feeling of being cared for and worried about when he was sick made him feel as if he was really alive.
He looked around and saw countless people. Every living person seemed to be like this.
ã€Ding! Congratulations to the host, the villain’s darkening value has been reduced to 43%. 】
Hearing this prompt, Lin Yuan subconsciously glanced at the blackening value on the screen, and then lowered his eyes to look at the young man who was hugging him.
Reaching out and touching Fucheng’s dark hair, Lin Yuan approached him, rubbed his forehead with his chin and said, “I will be with you, Fucheng. Don’t be afraid, I will always be with you.”
The driver parked the car. After arriving at Ningcheng First People’s Hospital, when he got off the car, Fucheng looked at the tall buildings in front of him, and his dark eyes suddenly showed a hint of confusion and confusion.
Lin Yuan was worried about Fucheng, so he didn’t notice this and helped him into the hospital.
During the day, the hospital is noisy and busy, with people coming and going in a hurry, carrying the pain of themselves or their loved ones, and carrying the unknown life and death. Lin Yuan registered for Fucheng, and after seeing the doctor, he went to the infusion hall for infusion.
The first hospital was rebuilt a year ago and the environment is pretty good. When the nurse was giving Fucheng an IV drip, his other hand held Lin Yuan tightly with a strangely strong force, almost crushing his hand bones.
Lin Yuan endured the pain and waited for the nurse to leave, then struggled slightly and said aggrievedly: “Fucheng, please be gentle, you’re hurting me.”
Fucheng then realized what he had done and quickly let go. Lin Yuan’s skin was fair, and fingerprints could be faintly seen on the back of his hands.
“Hug… I’m sorry…” Fucheng didn’t know how to explain his abnormality. In the end, he could only find a random reason: “I’m a little… a little afraid of injections.”
Lin Yuan was blowing on the back of his hand, and listened. At this point, he looked at Fucheng in disbelief, blinked and said, “You are so powerful, but you are still afraid of injections.”
Fucheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that a long time ago, he was in the old injection room of this hospital. , cried profusely because of the injection, and someone was holding him at that time, putting his hands on his back and softly comforting him.
“Good boy, Acheng is not afraid, not afraid…”
“Acheng is the most powerful. He is not afraid of injections at all…”
“Okay, okay, the injection is over. Acheng is really powerful, Acheng is the most powerful…”
It seems that There was also the voice of a child, crying: “Mom…Mom, I…I’m not afraid of injections…”
Fucheng remembered clearly that when he was a child, he was afraid, very afraid, of injections, the dark, and even bad students. , since when did you start not being afraid?
It was when no one wanted him…
Fucheng closed his eyes hard, suppressing the soreness in his eyes. He hid his face in the neck of the boy next to him. His pale and chapped lips moved, and his voice was hoarse and broken.
“Well, I’m scared, Lin Yuan, I’ve always been scared…”
Lin Yuan felt extremely distressed when he heard this, and hugged someone to comfort him: “Don’t be afraid, I will accompany you to take injections in the future, you can also close your eyes, like this I’m not afraid anymore.”
Fucheng nodded with difficulty and hid himself deeper.
But he couldn’t hide it for long.
It was approaching noon, and Fucheng looked at the transparent potion in the intravenous drip bottle, feeling that he could no longer suppress his malicious intentions.
Is she in the hospital today?
If I went to find her now, what would her expression be like?
Fucheng hesitated for a moment. He was so guilty that he didn’t dare to look at Lin Yuan: “I…I want to eat apples.”
Lin Yuan blinked: “I want to eat apples. Then I’ll go out and buy them. Just wait for me.”
Fucheng He said humbly: “You go ahead, I’ll go to the bathroom.”
Lin Yuan was worried about him going, but Fucheng insisted, so he didn’t think much about it.
Fucheng remembered that she was on the tenth floor of the inpatient department, in the building next door. When she took the elevator, there were family members of patients and doctors carrying meals inside. Fucheng always felt like he couldn’t breathe in there.
The elevator stopped and Fucheng walked out. Even if he had never been there, he could find the destination accurately.
The door of the office was closed tightly. Fucheng walked over and knocked on the door. A young doctor opened the door: “Who are you looking for?”
Fucheng said a name and said obediently: “I am her son.”
The son she didn’t want. .
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