Fucheng looked at Lin Yuan silently. At this moment, time seemed to be stretched extremely long, and everything seemed to have stopped. His normally sober mind was turned upside down for the first time.
At the same time, his body suddenly began to behave strangely, as if he was sinking into deep, bone-chilling water. The suffocation and heavy pressure brought about near-destructive injuries, making his body extremely painful in a very short period of time.
strangeness.
Fucheng felt very strange. It was obvious that his body had long since rotted in Ningcheng’s cold seasons and late nights.
But he still felt pain, he really hurt.
It was already getting hot in Ningcheng in May. The sky outside was extremely bright, and the darkness in the living room became a tide, drowning something silently.
Fucheng’s throat was extremely dry and painful. He opened his lips several times to swallow, but he could only make a roaring sound, as if a dying beast was struggling.
“Lin Yuan…”
The young man’s eyes were wet, and the saltiness in the air gently spread over the corners of his red eyes. His eyelashes were wet and sticky. He just looked at Lin Yuan like that, looking at Lin Yuan holding a home, and the hands holding him were shaking.
Lin Yuan waited for a long, long time, but did not get a response from Fucheng. His brain was still confused and he asked in a small voice: “Fucheng, you ignore me, do you not like this family? “
Fucheng shook his head with difficulty. It’s not that he didn’t like it, he liked it too much. He really liked it too much.
So he was afraid that history would repeat itself after he agreed. Some things will break again and become worthless garbage again.
He is actually a coward, a useless coward. Because he was too afraid of losing and didn’t want to lose, he would rather never have it in the first place, so that he wouldn’t be afraid or in pain.
He has always been a poor man with nothing, and he must turn himself into such a poor man.
He has nothing, so he has nothing to lose.
Parents, home.
Never lose again.
Lin Yuan didn’t know what Fucheng was thinking. He only knew that Fucheng didn’t say anything. He didn’t seem to want this family. What should he do? Headache.
After thinking hard for a long time, Lin Yuan finally thought of another way. His bright eyes were full of light: “It doesn’t matter, Fucheng, if you don’t like this home, I can give you another home. I have a lot of money. I can give you any kind of home you like.”
When Fucheng heard this, his body ached even more, and the rate of decay reached its peak at this moment.
That slender and beautiful young body, under the clear and dazzling sky, festered into pieces of unsightly trouble, like garbage, discarded by two families and a pair of parents.
Peel off the mask of the outstanding model student, peel off the darkness, malice, and calculations, peel off Fucheng himself.
Go down one level at a time, and behind that is a crying and scared child.
As a young man, Fucheng watched his parents’ increasingly fierce and uncontrolled quarrels in panic, watched their disgust for each other and him in their eyes, and watched them fall apart at both ends of the road.
He wanted to run over, this way or that way, he could.
However, no one wanted him, so he was pushed out, pushed around by him and her, again and again.
Fucheng originally thought, he always thought, that the only place he could stay and the only place willing to take him in was this pretentious old residential building. He was so similar to this building, golden on the outside but stale on the inside.
He thought he would be like this building, decaying year after year, day after day.
He will die and turn into bones and ashes. The building will grow old and become a useless and dangerous building, and will be pushed into thousands of ruins.
This is how fate should be, and this is how he should be.
But…
Fucheng held the fresh and warm Lin Yuan in his arms, and for the first time, a kind of instinct-like desire arose in his heart. Maybe he could really walk out of this building, maybe he could stay in more places than here, maybe… maybe Lin Yuan could be his forever.
Maybe he could actually have a home again.
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Fucheng closed his eyes, breathing quickly and unsteadily. He told himself over and over again that this was Lin Yuan, it was Lin Yuan, it was the Lin Yuan he liked. They should not only be seventeen or eighteen years old, he and he You should have nineteen years old and have it for a lifetime.
He hesitantly reached out his hand, took the phone that was a little warm from Lin Yuan’s body temperature, and pressed it to his heart. For the first time, he knew that a cold machine could also have warmth.
The mobile phone in Lin Yuan’s hand was taken away, and his hand suddenly became empty. He blinked in confusion, and it took him a while to realize that it was Fucheng who had taken his mobile phone.
“You want it? You want it!!” Lin Yuan was extremely happy immediately. He began to move around in Fucheng’s arms, wrapping his arms around the young man’s slender neck, rubbing against him happily, and said in a soft voice: “Fu Cheng Cheng~I’m so happy~You promised me! You finally promised me!”
Fucheng almost hugged Lin Yuan, he was as energetic as a troublesome dog.
“Yeah.”
The young man hummed, which was considered a response. Then he worried that he would be too perfunctory, too casual, and not too serious.
He hugged Lin Yuan nervously, and said in his ear very seriously and solemnly: “Lin Yuan, I’m very happy too, I’ve never been so happy.”
Lin Yuan heard this, nodded, and imitated He repeated as if: “Happy, happy! I’m happy, and you’re happy too!!”
Fucheng curled his lips slightly, smiled silently, and even his eyebrows softened. And he seemed to realize this, reaching out and touching the corner of his mouth, thinking uncertainly.
Himself…are you laughing?
No need to practice in front of the mirror, just laugh out loud.
Fucheng was stunned for a moment, then slowly lowered his head to look at the man who was moaning drunkenly in his arms. He really had never thought about it, nor dared to think about it, that someone would be willing to give him a home.
He liked Lin Yuan, very much, very much, but he didn’t really expect anything from Lin Yuan.
Until this moment, Fucheng began to look forward to it.
Looking forward to the young people, looking forward to their future forever, year after year.
…
When Lin Yuan drank, he blew into the bottle and poured it into his stomach like drinking water. He drank very hard and urgently. This time he was so drunk that he slept from afternoon to the next morning.
When I woke up in a daze, the situation was very similar to last time. Fucheng was sitting next to him, holding a mobile phone in his hand and seemed to be reading something.
Seeing Lin Yuan wake up, Fucheng raised his eyes and looked at him. His dark, unrelated eyes were different from before, as if they were hiding something soft and warm.
The young man leaned closer and placed one hand on his side. His delicate facial features were still eye-catching in the shadow of the backlight. Lowering his head and kissing Lin Yuan’s eyes, Fucheng asked with a half-smile, “Sui Sui, do you still remember what happened between us this time?”
Lin Yuan’s eyes suddenly brightened up incredibly when he heard him calling Sui Sui. , looking at Fucheng with very attached and attached eyes. Then he thought about it, and this time he remembered everything clearly.
His eyes quickly scanned the 15% blackening value on the light screen. Although Lin Yuan was happy, he was still a little nervous and scared. After all, this is not the first time that Fucheng’s black value has been repeated over and over again, and there is not much time left for the mission.
“I remember.” Lin Yuan stretched out his hand to cover Fucheng’s face. Fucheng also grabbed his hand, rubbed it gently and asked him: “Remember what? Tell me.”
Lin Yuan said obediently: “Remember you? If you take over my house, you have to stay with me.”
Fucheng bit Lin Yuan’s hand and kissed it lovingly: “Yes, I promise you, I want to be with you.”
After that, Fu Cheng. Cheng couldn’t help teasing him: “However, I remember a certain person named Lin Yuan said that he can’t be with me now until he is thirty years old. Sui Sui, you said, only two months have passed, this Lin Yuan has grown from eighteen to thirty. Isn’t it strange? “
How did Lin Yuan know that Fucheng and Huo Chen would be the same person? At that time, he thought that he was cheating and was a scumbag. He thought about it for a long time. It took me a long time to think of the idea of ​​turning thirty.
Now that Fucheng said this, Lin Yuan was a little embarrassed. In the end, he just hugged Fucheng and said shamelessly: “I don’t know. I am Suisui, not Lin Yuan, so I don’t know about Lin Yuan.”
He In Fucheng’s opinion, he only looked cute. The two hugged him for a while, and Fucheng pinched the back of his neck and said, “Get up, you haven’t finished yesterday’s paper yet. Your brother handed you over to me. When he was here, he specifically told me to work hard, concentrate on studying, and not fall in love.”
Lin Yuan didn’t expect Lin Yue to say this, and blushed: “Why is my brother talking to you like this?”
Fucheng sat up and asked. Lin Yuan also picked him up and put him in his arms: “He didn’t say not to fall in love, but I heard it.”
Lin Yuan still had some memories of what happened at that time, thinking that Lin Yue always called him Caicai and said that he It’s free cabbage. But the other party is Fucheng, the person he most, most, most, most loves, let alone giving it to him for free, even if he loses everything.
For the next whole day, Lin Yuan was very pestering. Even when Fucheng went to cook, he eagerly followed him, as if he was worried that he would suddenly run away.
Fucheng felt happiness that he had never experienced before. Thinking that Lin Yuan might cling to him so tightly in the future, he looked forward to his life after the age of eighteen.
Before going to bed, Fucheng no longer needed to wait until Lin Yuan fell asleep to kiss secretly like before. He pressed the person on his bed, kissed her with tears in his eyes, and his whole body softened. Lin Yuan still held his neck and kissed him softly.
“Fucheng, you want more! I want to kiss you too!”
Fucheng suppressed the burning fire in his body, and while kissing Lin Yuan deeply, he thought that he had to learn those things, and… he had to prepare things.
At the end of the kiss, Lin Yuan’s eyes turned red and he looked impatient. He looked at the young man with wet eyes: “Fucheng…”
Fucheng breathed heavily and looked at the young man below him who was giving him whatever he wanted. His slender fingers were on his waist. He rubbed it hard a few times and pressed everything down: “Hey, it’s not okay now. How about waiting until the college entrance examination is completed? Besides, I don’t know how. I have to prepare.”
Lin Yuan wanted to say it was not good, it was very bad.
But there is no way, he has to take the college entrance examination, ugh, he writes test papers every day, isn’t it just for those two days?
“Okay.”
Lin Yuan was actually a little unhappy. Why did he, an adult man, still endure it when he had a husband?
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